"They're arriving! Hurry!" the Head Maid shouted, rushing in, raising her skirts as she ran. "Get the desserts out! Now! Hailey, move from there! We need everyone on deck!"
She wiped a tear from her cheek, abandoning the dirty dishes to Layla, who gave her a hostile look, muttering something about her being hopelessly naive.
Hailey was handed two trays and quickly found herself shoved into the line of maids headed toward the Main Hall, where the most significant gatherings took place. Her lungs felt constricted as if she couldn't breathe, her breaths were sharp and rapid. Another tear fell, but she forced herself onward.
She was jostled and crowded until they reached the hall, where breathing became near impossible. The women were breathtakingly beautiful, moving with a poise she couldn't fathom possessing. Their voices were melodic, their laughter insidious, carrying the weight of power and elegance.
There is a decision looming over the pack for weeks now. Alpha Rowan has yet to find his mate, and he's resigned himself to never finding her. Hailey had hoped this might mean she had a chance; she thought that perhaps one day, he would notice her in her simple attire, hidden in the corners, always watching him from afar.
But that dream was shattering. Today, Rowan was hosting Alpha females, seeking a fitting woman to take as his Luna.
And Hailey? She was stuck here, scrubbing the plates that those invited women would soon dine from. The clattering of glass plates in the sink echoed her frustration as she shook with indignation. She found it unbearable, truly unbearable. Why could she not be his bride? Was it because she lacked Alpha lineage? Because she hadn't shifted yet? Was it her beauty that was lacking?
Her mother always said she had the most captivating eyes, eyes that seized attention and held it fast, eyes that could enchant and allure. One day, she claimed, they'd be of use. But it hardly seemed so when Rowan never glanced her way.
Hailey showed her teeth in frustration, as she remember others joined in the mockery for her. Everyone knew of her feelings, except the one she held them for. They called her foolish each day, an idiot and deluded for believing she could ever be noticed. Women swarmed the castle, vying for Rowan's attention—beautiful women from influential families and powerful packs. They all desired him.
Rowan was the wealthiest, most commanding Alpha in Maldivian, his looks befitting a deity, the kind of beauty meant for the Goddess's chosen. But that was never why Hailey had fallen for him.
Desperation clawed at her. Hailey couldn't fathom waiting twelve years since she first laid eyes on him, only to lose Rowan to one of these artful temptresses.
Alpha Rowan is hers. He just doesn't know it yet. Call her delusional or out of touch, but being an Omega doesn't equate to being weak-minded. Hailey knows she can dream, desire, and fight for what she loves. The woman she aspires to be is the Alpha's partner.
Her eyes sweep over the crowded hall, observing the seating of the maidens, adorned with their elegant gowns, corset-cinched waists, and flattering necklines. She notices Beta Ruel, ticking off names and overseeing the new arrivals.
She has a plan.
Her mind is always brimming with ideas, often landing her in trouble.
As she serves, her fingers slip, spilling tea onto one of the candidates. The woman's reaction is immediate and harsh; she stands abruptly, her fan striking Hailey on the forehead. "Fool! Do you have any idea what this dress is worth?!"
"Sorry, I didn't mean to—"
"Ruel?" she calls out, her piercing gaze filled with disdain. The Beta swiftly appears by her side. "Do you train your servants to disrespect your guests?"
Hailey frowns. "But I didn't even—"
Beta Ruel's stern look cautions her to stop. "Apologize to Lady Moressett."
She fights the urge to empty the entire teapot over Lady Moressett's glossy hair. But knowing she must implement her plan before Rowan and his mother arrive, she bows her head deferentially. "I apologize for my mistake, Lady Moressett. If there's anything I can do to—"
Lady Moressett huffs, brushing Hailey aside mid-apology. As she looks up, Beta Ruel's critical stare is fixed on her. She attempts a smile; he responds with a sharp gaze and advises, "Not today, Hailey. Behave."
As he walks away, she's focused on the scroll he's holding—the list of prospective Lunas. She needs her name on that list.
"Don't even think about it, Hailey," Lovie, her only friend in this place, warns as they set down trays at a new table. Lovie often scolds or cautions her about her impulsive ideas.
Feigning innocence, Hailey asks, "What do you mean?"
Lovie narrows her eyes, wiping the sweat from her brow. "You've got that look again."
Hailey smiles sheepishly. "What look?"
"The one that says you're about to do something reckless. For the love of the Goddess, please, not today," Lovie pleads, dragging her out of the hall.
Once outside, Hailey pulls her hand free. "I'm not going to do anything." She pouts. "Nothing out of the ordinary, anyway."
Lovie scoffs. "That's what you said before you snuck into the Alpha's room and ended up locked in his bathroom. If I hadn't been cleaning that day, you'd be in the dungeons by now!"
Hailey claps a hand over her mouth. "Do you want everyone to hear?!" She lets go when they start drawing curious glances from passing maids and sentries.
Gripping Lovie's shoulders, she whispers, "Just cover for me, five minutes after Rowan arrives."
"Why?" Lovie's eyes flit to the bustling preparations in the hall, the grandly dressed maidens milling about. "You can't be serious, Hailey! You're thinking of joining the selection? You know only those with Alpha blood qualify!"
Hailey bites her lip nervously. "This might be my only chance for him to notice me, to see me as someone important. Today, Lovie, he'll really see me!"
A small laugh escapes Lovie's lips. "You've truly lost it."
Hailey brushes off the remark. "I have nothing to lose. He'll either reject me or acknowledge me."
"Oh, he'll definitely reject you. Are you out of your mind? This is serious. If this backfires—and it will—you'll be exiled."
Hailey hears her, but love and determination blind her to caution. "Rowan is worth the risk. Promise you'll help me. Please."
Lovie sighs. "I better not get in trouble for this, Hailey."
......
Stealing the scroll proved to be quite simple. All Hailey needed to do was provoke a fight between another contender and Lovie, prompting Beta Ruel to rush in. Amid the commotion, he unknowingly slipped the scroll into his back pocket. With a triumphant grin, she retrieved it and scrawled her name in the bottom corner of the page, just before Alpha Rowan's official stamp. After a gentle caress of the parchment, she returned it to its hiding spot.
As she lowered another tray of desserts in front of a male Alpha in his mid-thirties—who was eyeing her like prey—she felt an unmistakable shift in the room. The air crackled with tension, raising the hairs on her neck and skin.
Somehow, Hailey always sensed when Alpha Rowan was nearby. His presence was as vital to her as the air she breathed, sending jolts of warmth through her body that made her heart race to the brink of stopping.
His scent was intoxicating—a blend of snow, musk, and something earthy. Whenever he neared, the aroma enveloped her, causing her insides to melt. On three occasions, she had snuck into his room to "borrow" his clothes; he owned so many that he wouldn't notice a few missing. She would wrap his garments around her pillow, falling asleep to his alluring scent.
Hailey was unapologetically in love with him and felt no shame in wanting the world to know.
"Clear the way! The Alpha is here! Exit the hall!" Head Maid Lesley ordered, ushering everyone through the back door. Stealing a quick glance at Lovie, Hailey slipped behind a pillar, grateful for its broadness to keep her hidden.
Hailey remained perfectly still until the grand double doors shut, announcing Alpha Rowan's entrance.Peeking around the pillar, she let out a wistful sigh. There sat the love of her life, her only dream. His fiery red hair cascaded over his shoulders, and his full lips formed a confident smile as his mother whispered something in his ear. His keen hazel eyes scanned the room, seemingly searching for someone. His beauty was breathtaking; every contour of his face was flawlessly crafted. Just a glance at Alpha Rowan ignited a desperate desire within her—a yearning that left her gasping for breath.Dressed in a regal black and gold jacket and pants, he looked magnificent.Beta Ruel ascended the dais and whispered something to Alpha Rowan, who nodded curtly in response.Turning to the gathered crowd, Ruel began, "Welcome..."Hailey didn't hear another word of his speech; her focus was solely on Alpha Rowan. As if sensing her gaze, he turned his head toward her, sending her heart racing.
Overwhelmed, Hailey fell to her knees and bowed her head until her forehead brushed against the ground. "I have overstepped, and I apologize, but I do not regret my feelings. Can love ever truly be wrong? I cannot help that my heart beats for you. It always has, and it always will."She heard whispers behind her, doubts about her sanity echoing in the air."What a crazy woman. Look at the rags she wears! Does the Alpha not see a madwoman wandering through his castle?""Utterly shameless. A worthless girl like her dares to dream of being with Alpha Rowan? This is what happens when peasants delude themselves."Their harsh words felt like stones being thrown at her. A guard's boot brushed against her hand, and just as she felt strong arms lifting her, Alpha Rowan raised a hand. "Leave her."Her eyes widened as the hands released her. His mother turned to him, exasperated. "We have important matters to attend to, Rowan. A conniving maid's words cannot interrupt this event."Ignoring her,
Turning, Hailey saw Lady Moressett ascending the stairs, flanked by a throng of competitors. Moressett stood out among them, exuding a beauty and grace that the others lacked. Her skin glimmered under the soft light, and her dress was the most exquisite Hailey had ever seen—light and ethereal, a soft pink that suggested both innocence and allure.Competition. This goddess-like figure was one of the women competing for the Alpha's attention. Hailey felt a tight knot in her chest. How could she possibly compete with that?Moressett halted in front of her, smirking as she took in Hailey with a glance. "One would think that after your performance, you'd be ready for the ball."A questionable sound came from one of the women beside her. "She reeks of hay and dung.""Don't forget desperation," another chimed in, and they burst into laughter."Is there a reason you called for me?" Hailey asked, struggling to control her irritation, determined not to let it escape or risk shoving these women
"The attacks have escalated this week," Ruel said, sniffing Rowan's drink before passing it to him. No matter how many times Rowan insisted it was unnecessary, Ruel had made it his mission to do so ever since the poisoning incident with wolfsbane last year that nearly cost Rowan his life.Luis clapped him on the shoulder. "You really shouldn't discuss rogue attacks with so many beautiful women present." He paused to sip from his drink. "So, who will be your choice tonight, Alpha? Moressett? Hanna looks rather appealing as well."Ruel scoffed, handing Rowan his drink. "Hanna's too timid for Rowan. He'd break her within a week."Rowan chuckled at that and took a sip from his glass, his eyes scanning the crowd for another option. It was a futile effort; no one eclipsed Moressett."You'll have to make a decision soon, Alpha," Luis remarked.He was right. The guests were starting to direct their attention toward him, the women blushing and adjusting their bodices to make themselves appear
As Hailey made to pull away, she felt his fingers grip her waist tightly, causing her breath to catch as the warmth of his touch seeped through her dress, marking her skin. A shiver ran through her as he held her against his chest, gazing down at her with eyes darkened by desire. "Who are you?" he asked.Her lips parted in response, but before she could speak, he bent slightly, sending a gasp from her lips as his hand slipped under her knee, lifting her leg to hook it around his waist—entirely a part of this seductive dance. Yet, she sensed a boundary had been crossed, moving from mere dancing to igniting a hunger within him.Anger flared within her, mingling with the heat as his fingers traced up her thigh, moving higher toward her hips, and settling at her waist as he dipped her low, as if she might tumble. But his grip tightened around her waist at the last second, holding her steady, and she found herself lost in his striking gaze that shimmered with an intensity she couldn't comp
Arrogant. Demeaning. Patronizing. Being the daughter of the next formidable Alpha after him had given her an inflated sense of confidence that she didn't deserve. This was yet another reason Rowan found himself unwilling to accept her as his Luna."I don't have anything to be sorry for," he replied coolly, locking her with a frigid glare.Her eyes filled with tears. "You picked her! That should have been my place! That dance belonged to me. Your mother promised—""My mother does not make choices for me, Lady Moressett, and I recommend you modify your tone when addressing me. I won't accept any disrespect from you, no matter who you believe yourself to be."He let her see Zeres flash in his eyes as he allowed a portion of his aura to escape, saturating the room with palpable pressure.She paled and quickly bowed her head. "I apologize for upsetting you. I was frustrated that you chose the maid for your first dance, and I reacted poorly. I'm sorry.""Good," he responded after a brief pa
Asked Hailey approached the front, she noticed Gamma Luis leaning against the entrance door with his arms crossed. A proud smile lined his lips, making Hailey's cheeks flush, but her smile diminished when Lovie caught her eye from afar.As soon as Lovie saw her, she turned and walked away. Lovie was still upset with Hailey and refused to engage or even meet her gaze, leaving Hailey feeling lonely. She had attempted to apologize multiple times but had run out of methods to repair their friendship.True to his promise, Gamma Luis had persuaded Beta Ruel to lighten Lovie's punishment. Now they were both cleaning the stables every day without breaks in between their shifts.Honestly, Hailey couldn't fault Lovie for her anger.Luna Renesme narrowed her eyes as she handed Hailey her sheet, which bore a single word: "Neither."Staring blankly, Hailey responded, "I selected neither option. As Luna, it is not my duty to determine which life holds more value or whose should be sacrificed for th
Rowan closed the distance again, kissing her lightly. The scent of the other woman flooded his senses once more. His mother was right; he needed to put a stop to this. He couldn't be drawn to the touch of an Omega. He couldn't lose his mind over a callous woman.He deepened the kiss, and Moressett moaned, grabbing his jacket tightly enough to tear it. Searching for the doorknob behind him, he twisted it as he held her waist firmly.Her fingers tangled in his hair as he kicked the door shut, and just as he began to lead her toward the bed, a soft yawn broke the silence behind them.Moressett yelped, startled by the figure at the foot of his bed, and Rowan jerked back, staring down in disdain.Violet eyes met his and held. Hailey Griffin was lying in his bed, covered by his duvet, her blonde hair cascading down her shoulders as she sat up, her creamy skin exposed."Hey, Rowan," she muttered, her voice heavy with sleep.Was he in some alternate reality where Hailey Griffin just called hi
Meanwhile, Rowan though...Danger lurks in the most unexpected places—In dim, shadowy corners...Within the woods...And to his surprise on the lips of a servant.To Rowan, danger should be like a blade at the throat or an arrow to the heart. It shouldn't come as the gentle caress of a woman's inexperienced lips.His gut tightens, followed by a sharp cracking sound behind him. It's the table, he realizes, having gripped it too tightly in an effort to restrain himself from touching her; from entwining her hair around his fingers and being the first to claim what little innocence remains.Her tongue shyly brushes against his lips, and instinctively, he parts them, allowing her entry. With the initial stroke of her tongue against his, his resolve crumbles.Why should he deny himself? If she desires to be in his bed, he will grant it.Gradually, his fingers release the table and find her waist, pulling her closer with an urgency and roughness unlike with any of his past lovers. Eager. Hu
Alpha Rowan groans when he sees her, leaning back in his chair with his foot resting on his desk, which is scattered with scrolls and books.Shelves line the walls, filled with scrolls that predate Alpha Rowan's reign. A few items are out of place—unsurprising, considering his limited time and the many servants available for maintenance.To one side, unwrapped gift boxes pile up just below the windowsill, large enough to fill an entire wall. Gifts and tributes from the villages and the people. Everyone adores him, and it's difficult to blame them for it.Hailey's attention is drawn to a specific gift wrapped in faded purple fabric—her Solstice present from last year. He hasn't touched it, which she didn't expect. If he had, he would have discovered the sweater she spent months knitting in her spare time, along with the note she included: "Because the cold often catches you... -HG."Hailey confidently crosses the room and pulls out a chair."I didn't ask you to sit," Alpha Rowan states
"Alpha—" Rudolf starts, but Rowan raises a hand to silence him."Go on. I'll have someone check in a few hours," he replies, striding out the door with Ruel closely behind."You were touching her hair, Rowan," Ruel observes, neither questioning nor stating, simply noting."It's just hair. Should I touch yours too? Would that make you happy?" Rowan replies with dry sarcasm."This isn't a joke, Rowan."Rowan gives Ruel a piercing glare. "I am your Alpha. It becomes a joke when I say it is." His lips press into a frown. "Did you find out anything about her?"Ruel exhales heavily. "It's a dead end. Her mother was unstable, and her father remains a complete mystery. Sources indicate that Milly repeatedly claimed her husband fought in the Third Rogue War and never returned. I've checked the records of every warrior and sentinel, but there's no mention of an 'Ethan Griffin,' not even in the birth records of Maldivian.""Do you think he was simply a figment of Milly's imagination?""It's hard
"You have misused your power as Luna. Hailey is a member of our pack, and you have treated her unjustly. Your behavior is unworthy of a leader, so I am revoking your title."Mother gapes at him in shock, her hands instinctively flying to her neck, now devoid of the crest for the first time since she became Luna. "Rowan, do you comprehend what you've just done? You're allowing her to come between us. Everything I have done has been for your benefit."His heart constricts, but he stands firm, unwavering in his resolve. "Consider your actions, Mother. Until you apologize, Ruel will manage the court's affairs, and you will remain here without any visitors.""Rowan!" she shouts after him, but he swiftly makes his way toward the servants' quarters.......Rowan pauses at the door, fingers hovering above the doorknob. 'What on Goddess's sacred name am I doing here?' He reminds himself of his duty. He needs to do this to make amends for his mother's injustices. It's his responsibility to ensu
Rowan POV.Rowan ran his fingers through his hair, feeling a wave of exhaustion wash over him. It had been an exceptionally long day, and all he wanted was to wash away the blood that clung to his skin. While no one had died, the devastation was shocking. The nature of Zeus's attacks had changed. Rowan had underestimated him, mistakenly thinking his earlier strikes were weak and ineffective.However, as he watched the villagers tending to the injured, he realized that Zeus's seemingly feeble assaults had been a strategic way to probe the Pack's weaknesses. His real attack had been brutal and precise, leaving Rowan with countless buildings to repair.It had been a tumultuous day, ensuring that no one was left without shelter during the weeks it would take to rebuild.Rowan closed his eyes and let out a deep breath, tightening his grip on his aching knees. Just as he began to rise and stretch, the door swung open with such force that the impact reverberated through the walls.Luis charg
Hailey glanced back in confusion, wondering if Luna Renesme might be speaking to someone else nearby.Yet, the guards in their uniforms marched directly toward her, roughly shoving the maids aside and kicking pots and grains across the floor. Hailey stumbled backward until her back hit the counter. "Why...what have I done?"Two men flanked her, seized her arms, and dragged her out of the kitchen.The hallway was crowded with onlookers, including other contenders and court visitors, all staring at the spectacle. Hailey's eyes were wide with shock.Luna Renesme held up a bracelet that Hailey had never seen before. "This was found in your quarters."Hailey stared at it, desperately trying to explain, "I have never seen that before—""Don't waste your breath on lies. They won't help your situation," Luna Renesme said, dismissively waving her hand as she turned away, Lady Hanna following behind. "Take her to the square.""But I didn't steal it! I've never even seen it before!" Hailey calle
For some reason, the influence of Alphas had never affected her the way it did other Omegas. Typically, Alphas couldn't compel two types of individuals to obey: other Alphas and those they were in love with.But she wasn't of Alpha lineage—she didn't even possess a wolf. Compared to others, she felt utterly powerless. Still, although Alpha Rowan didn't love her yet, she believed he would eventually come to do so.His words slid off her without impact, and in response to his threat, she grinned. "Does the thought of crushing my windpipe bring you pleasure?"Alpha Rowan blinked, surprise evident in his expression as he failed to intimidate her. "What?"She placed her hand over his, resting her fingers atop those that held her neck. "I've heard a lot of chatter in the training halls. They say some men enjoy choking their partners in bed. Are you one of them?"He released her so swiftly that it was as if she were contagious. "Stop speaking nonsense. Stop following me. The next time you—"
A the door jolted Hailey from her thoughts, prompting her to push herself up with a groan. Her muscles protested, and she limped toward the door, apprehensive about who might be waiting outside. It was probably Lovie; she was Hailey's only visitor. Even though Lovie was still giving her the silent treatment, the prospect of seeing someone was a relief.But when Hailey opened the door, she found herself face-to-face with Luna Renesme.Without thinking, Hailey hunched her back and bowed. "L-Luna, I wasn't expecting you—"Renesme let out a frustrated sigh. "And why would you? It is inappropriate for someone of my status to visit the servant's quarters."Hailey noticed Renesme scrunch her nose in disgust, clearly affected by the foul odor wafting from the nearby toilet. Despite their attempts to keep it clean, the stench lingered. After enduring it for so long, Hailey had become somewhat desensitized."If there's something I can do for you..." Her sentence trailed off as she watched Renes
Flailing, she gripped Moressett's coat tightly as she fought to reach the surface. Moressett grunted, struggling to shake her off, but Hailey knew she would drown if she let go. Moressett was strong enough to lift them both, and Hailey was determined not to release her. They would both perish if she did.Desperately holding onto Moressett's clothing, Hailey felt her hand slip, snagging something from around her neck in the process. The cool air wrapped around her skin as Moressett broke the surface, pulling Hailey up with her.Hailey coughed, spitting out water while grasping her own neck, only to find it bare.When she opened her eyes, everyone was staring at her: Luna, Alpha Rowan, Beta Ruel, Gamma Luis, and the guards. Their expressions were inscrutable, and in her hand, she held something reflecting the sunlight. Alpha Rowan's ears were tinged red at the tips, and his gaze kept dropping to her chest, though she couldn't fathom why.Cathy emerged first, breaking the connection with