Chapter 5
I quickly stood away from him and pulled back my hand after I realized everything. My hands were cold and my d*mn heart was pounding. I had to hide my face for a while as I turned my back a little. “It seems like you were dreaming so I was trying to wake you up,” I gave him a glance, but I chose not to stare at him for too long this time. Why does he keep calling me Celeste? Why is he always acting like this? “I'm sorry,” he uttered. “I had a bad dream,” I heard him heave a sigh. He probably dreamed of his ex fiancé, but why would he call it a bad dream? Did he dream of how she died? Slowly, I could not help but to get curious about what really happened. “That's fine. I-I uh…” I paused and clenched my hand. I could not even construct a sentence. “I bought a sandwich and an iced coffee,” I said and showed him the food on his desk. Sean seems uneasy. The frustration and the sorrows he has from the dark past were all painted on his face right now. I have no idea about what happened to him and to his ex fiancé, but I could tell that it was a shattering tragedy. I can imagine how he already saw himself spending his entire life with Celeste and then she suddenly died. “I'll go back to work,” we were filled with awkwardness and I was trying to break it by acting normally. I went back to my desk, but I can still see him in front of me. Why do I have to be here? How can I even avoid watching him now? I know that I should not be worried, but I am. I am worried that Mr. Cohen is not doing well. Suddenly, I remembered what his former secretary told us when we were applying the other day. That day wasn't good for him because it was the day Celeste died. The damage is still with him. Even how much he tries to conceal it, you cannot just conceal something that hunts you every sleep. “Are you going home?” I paused from keeping my things back in my bag when he suddenly spoke. Our eyes crossed and I found him already staring at me. The mountains of papers and folders on his desk captured my eyes. It seems like he won't be able to leave yet with his workload. “Yeah. It's already 7 pm,” I uttered and checked the time again on my phone. “Is it?” His brows crossed and looked at his wrist watch. It seems like he didn't know that it was already evening. “Let's go home together,” If I am drinking something, I would definitely throw it up in front of him. But then, there I was, turned into a statue. I could not move a bit while I was processing what he just said. I remained eyeing him with my eyes widened. “Huh?” See? I was not myself. “I'll drive you,” he said and started to get his things, leaving the piling papers on his desk. “What about these?” I asked. He only smirked as he wore his coat again. “Come on, Dahlia. I own the company,” he just slapped me with how wealthy he is. Oh, yeah. He's the CEO of this company, Dahlia. “Shall we?” He asked and opened the door for me. “Actually, Mr. Co—” “Sean,” he said firmly. I gulped while looking at him. “S-Sean… I can just catch a cab,” I said and faked a smile, praying that he would not insist anymore. He's doing so much for me. “No, I'll drive you.” His decision was fixed; his mind won't change whatever I do. He already used his authority on me, how can I even refuse? “Sure,” I replied with no choice. We started walking out and I chose to walk after him intentionally. It's because I saw all the eyes of the other employees watching us in secrecy. Sean was only walking densely, with his forehead proudly raised upwards. But then, he suddenly walked backwards and when I looked at him, we were both walking together, with him beside me. “What are you doing?” I whispered as I checked their hiding stares at us. “Walking,” he replied. I couldn't complain because he is my boss and all their eyes were watching us through their cubicles. So, I immediately ran to the elevator and went inside first before him. “Why are you running?” His brows were crossed. “No reason,” I chose not to tell anything to him. Sean heaved a sigh. “Don't mind them and don't listen to what you hear from them.” I glanced at him through his reflection in the elevator. Good thing that there are only the two of us inside. “You should only listen to me, Dahlia.” I regretted looking at him when I found him staring at me already. Because of that move, he captured me easily. I have a lot of questions playing inside my head. Sean looked serious and firm when he said that. “O-Of course,” I replied, exactly when the elevator stopped and opened as it brought us to the ground floor. “You walked beside me, not behind me.” He uttered before he came out first and I have no choice but to do what he told me to. “Chin up and don't mind their gazes at you.” He mumbled as we began to march out of the company. I gulped and did what he told me to. Beyond their eyes watching me, I managed to ignore it just like what he said. Their eyes were like bullets that penetrated my entire body. “You did well,” a smile quickly appeared on his lips. “The keys, Mr. Cohen.” A man in a black suit said and handed him the key. He even bowed to Sean, paying his high respect to him. That is exactly my point. How can I call him by his name when his people are treating him like this? I bit my lower lip. His black car was shining like a mirror. Again, Sean slapped me about how rich he is. I was about to open the door in the back seat when Sean opened the door in the passenger seat. Our eyes were left together, and I didn't know how to respond. “Am I your driver?” He asked with an unbelievable smirk. “Huh? Of course not!” I exclaimed immediately, with fear of getting fired. “I-I… I was checking the back seat, yeah.” I lied and quickly went to the passenger seat before I could even lose my new job. “What are you thinking, Dahlia?” I mumbled and shut my eyes firmly. “Seat belt,” he said as he came in. When I was about to do it, Sean interfered again and fixed my seatbelt. I almost stopped my breathing as soon as he went closer. Did I mention that his scent was addictive? Because at that moment, I was so close to closing my eyes because of his scent. I gulped while I could see how handsome and perfect he is with his face so close to mine. One wrong move, and he could definitely reach my lips, so I chose not to move. I chased my breathing in silence when he came back to his seat. My heart was racing. He made my entire body cold. “Do you know where my place is?” I asked and broke the silence between us. “Of course. I sent you tons of appliances, right?” My brows raised and my lips turned circled. I almost forgot about the crazy thing that he did. Until we reached my apartment’s place, I chose to remain silent. All the way, I just want to get out of the car because of the deafening silence. He was too focused on driving. “Thanks for driving me home,” I said and bowed my head a bit. “No worries,” he replied. “I'll go now,” I said, before I turned my back and went upstairs. I chose not to look back even though I was being tempted to look. It's better not to. Today is enough. “He's driving me crazy,” I mumbled as soon as I sat foot inside my apartment. I took a deep breath as I turned on the lights. The next day, as soon as I woke up, I immediately went to the bathroom to take a shower and prepare myself to work again. When I was about to leave, my eyes stopped at the appliances that Sean sent. “I should sell them,” I uttered and shook my head as I headed out of my apartment. “Hey, you didn't tell me that you have a rich boyfriend.” The landlady said while smoking this early. My brows crossed. “Boyfriend?” I chuckled. Is she out of her mind now? “Yeah. The handsome guy? He's been waiting for you there,” “Huh?” I quickly shifted my eyes to where she was looking at. There was Sean Cohen, standing in front of his luxurious car downstairs. He even waved his hand at me when he saw me. “Sean?” I mumbled that my face cannot be painted anymore. “Oh, fvck.” I commented while watching his wide smile at me. itsclarixassChapter 6 He was waving his hand while wearing that huge smile on his lips. Right from where I am right now, I can totally see how perfect Sean Cohen is. He even removed his sunglasses, which made me see the delight from those alluring eyes. Did I mention how good his looks are? From those thick black brows and to his almond eyes that were perfectly paired with his thick eyelashes. His nose was not pointed, but it was perfectly shaped. His thick heart shaped lips were naturally red that could probably seduce every woman. He is not just handsome, he's also rich. My brows crossed for a while. Why is he not wearing a suit that he usually wears at work? Right now, he was only wearing a black denim jacket with the white shirt inside and was tucked in with his black denim pants. Damn, he looked freakin’ hot. A hot bad boy, indeed.“See? You should have told me that you hav—”“Oh, fvck.” I ran as fast as I could as soon as I finally processed that Sean Cohen is here. Why is he even here?
Chapter 7 “Wait, Sean!” I exclaimed while chasing my breath. I paused from walking and sat on the bench. We just finished riding the roller coaster and we have been riding various rides since earlier. “Are you okay?” What's the matter?” He asked worriedly. I grabbed the bottle of water that we bought and drank it immediately. “I'm tired, I can't ride another one. It would be my death,” I uttered and shut my eyes firmly. “Well, you've been screaming in every ride we rode.” He chuckled, probably teasing me. “I'm not!” I exclaimed and moved my eyes away. “I…I was just having fun but I was not scared,” I reasoned out. Honestly, I was screaming because of fear. For pete’s sake, everything that we rode almost took my soul away— it's breathtaking! “You aren't scared? Maybe that's the reason why you were clenching my hand,” he heaved a sigh and glanced at his hand with pity. Gosh, it looks like a tomato with its redness. I bit my lower lip and had nothing to say anymore.
Chapter 8 “It's brand new, I never even once used that, Sir.” I said to my new neighbor who just moved here. “I can see that,” he was looking at the microwave and oven that he bought from me. He was scanning every part of it with a glimpse of joy in his eyes. Well, he hit the jackpot and I hit it, too. “Thanks, then. I'll tell my friends about the other appliances that you're selling,” he gladly said with a huge smile as he carried the appliances inside his apartment. “I'll appreciate that. Thank you!” I watched him close the door before I drew a huge smile on my lips as I began to count the money I earned. “You look happy,” “Fvck!” My heart almost jumped out of my chest. I had to shut my eyes firmly when I saw him standing beside me. I didn't even notice him there for god's sake! It's Sean Cohen again, wearing his normal look: a black suit. If yesterday he looks like a hot bad boy, right now, Sean looks like a hot billionaire. Well, he is a hot billionaire, i
Chapter 9 Third Person's POV “I'm leaving tomorrow for London,” Sean mentioned while he was drinking with Ford in the bar. That bar is for billionaire people like them. Unlike the others, it's quite peaceful there. “So? I don't care,” Ford replied and even rolled his eyes while busy typing on his phone. But then, when Sean didn't say anything, it made him pause. His eyes slowly shifted at him, and there he was, staring at the alcohol in front of him with his head traveling somewhere else. That was when Ford got intrigued. It's been a long time since he saw Sean being like this. “What's the matter, Cohen? Let me guess, it's a woman, right?” His brows raised before a tiny smirk appeared on his lips. He was right. Sean only shut his eyes firmly and drank the alcohol in his glass. He clenched his jaw while still bothered. “Is it your new secretary?” He asked again with a sigh. “I don't want to leave her here. I asked her to come but she declined,” Dahlia is totally d
Chapter 10 Third Person's POV “It's the new secretary of Mr. Cohen,” “I heard she saved the little boy,” Ford was on his way out of the company when his eyes were captured by multiple people outside the company. There was a commotion in front of the building, which made his brows cross. “What’s going on?” He mumbled. “What's her name again? Dahlia?” Ford was about to ignore whatever was happening, until he heard Dahlia’s name was mentioned by the people who were sticking their noses. “Excuse me,” he said and had to even push the other people in order for him to see what the hell was happening. His lips quickly parted as soon as his eyes landed on the woman on the road, covered with blood in front of the car. It's Dahlia. There was a woman beside her along with the little boy, holding a yoyo while crying. His world suddenly stopped. He was just talking to her earlier, and now, this happened. For a moment, it feels like a deja vu. He was losing his right mind
Chapter 11 My heart is racing. Did the world just stopped? Because the moment he locked me in his arms, I felt like our worlds paused for a moment. The warmth of being in his arms seems to vanish the aching of my entire body. It's like a magic that heals every wound I got from the accident. “I'm so scared, Dahlia… I was so fvcking scared that it might happen again.” My brows met while I was in front of his broad chest. I was not moving. I can smell his scent, now that are bodies are glued to each other. “I thought I will lose you again,” that moment, I was able to get the message. I quickly pulled him gently and even avoided those eyes. Suddenly, I remembered what Ford kept telling me. ‘Again’. He was not pertaining to me, he was pertaining to Celeste that he once lost. I don't really get why Sean sees me as Celeste, or even all the people around us. I am so befuddled about everything. The racing of my heart was replaced with a harsh squeezed after realizing that. I force
Chapter 12 Days after, I got discharged from the hospital. However, I cannot say that I am completely fine because of my left leg. Well, I could walk easily unlike before where I feel an excruciating pain each step that I make. There is only a tiny bandage on my left foot. “Not just his secretary. Is it not clear to you, Dahlia? He's telling you his intentions,” she kept rolling her sharp eyes at me and I can see how frustration was painted all over her face. I blew out a heavy air. “You don't understand, Charlotte.” “What do you mean that I don't understand?” Here she goes again, cornering me with those eyes of hers. I knew that she won't let me escape, unless I give her an answer. I bit my lower lip and chose to bring my eyes on the road outside. We are here again at the café near the company. I intentionally decided not to come early there in order to avoid Sean for the meantime. I'm not even sure why I am avoiding him. “Come on, tell me. I'm your best friend, Dahli
Chapter 13 I didn't regret asking Sean about Celeste. When he told me the entire story of what happened to her, I supposed, I was able to observe him keenly. I was right all along. The truth slapped me in one snap. There is no doubt that Sean Cohen is still madly in love with Celeste. “So, do you plan to avoid him?” Charlotte asked while we were at the mall. Today is my day off. I also asked Sean that I will take a day off as I want to clear my head from everything. I was hesitant at first, because I was not present for two executive days and then I asked to take a day off. But then, Sean allowed me. “I decided not to. Do you think I should avoid him?” I landed my eyes at her. “No. There's no need,” she replied. I simply nodded. My decision is to stay friends with him aside from being his secretary. Me and Sean bonded a few times and I will not deny that I enjoyed it a lot. I just realized that he's just naturally like that. Just like Charlotte, he's benevolent. “An
Epilogue1 month later…“It's been a while, Sean.” I muttered as I placed the flowers on top of his tombstone. I paused when I felt how the cold breeze embraced me and I felt like it was Sean. It sounds crazy, I know. But then, for the past month that Sean is gone, I never really felt like he really left us. There are these weird moments where I feel like he was around me, responding to any of my thoughts through the wind. “Perhaps you and Celeste are really destined forever,” I added and made a chuckle before my eyes landed at Celeste's tombstone beside Sean as well. I was the one who decided to bury him beside Celeste. Well, I know that Celeste has a biggest place in his heart and this is where everything started. If it is not for Emman, I would feel like I was only an extra to their love story—perhaps, I am Sean's side story. I placed other flowers at Celeste's tombstone as well. Looking at her tombstone reminds me of the day I witnessed how miserable Sean was because of his de
Chapter 80“I'm sorry, Dahlia…” Nathan uttered to me right after I still brought Sean to the hospital. He eyed me with so much despair, mourning already while I was standing there with my tears couldn't stop from pouring out of my eyes. “I'm afraid what we fear just happened,” he added. The moment I heard that from Nathan, I fell on the ground, losing all my strength. I wanted to scream but I felt like I lost my voice. I wanted to cry aloud but I felt like I had no strength to. My world shattered into a million pieces again and it felt like everything just stopped. “I'm sorry,” Nathan's voice cracked. He tried to hug me, but I moved away and quickly stood up to see Sean once again. “Sean,” I called, feeling so weak. I wanted to hear his voice and see his smile that I used to admire, but then, I knew that it is not possible anymore, which breaks me even more. My hands were shivering but I managed to grasp his now cold hands. He died while he was with me to the place where he first
Chapter 79“They want to see you, Sean.” I uttered. Emman was still with us, sitting on the other side of the bed. He looked away, and I knew that he didn't want to see them or should I say, he didn't want them to see him looking feeble like this. I heaved a light sigh while still holding his hand. “Don't you want to see them? They have been worried about you, especially Ford.” I mentioned trying to convince him. He shut his eyes firmly before he finally made a nod at me. “Really?” I asked delightedly. “Yeah,” he replied. I smiled from ear to ear after hearing that.“Hold on, I'll call them.” I quickly said before I ran out of the room to call the three of them waiting downstairs. “Can you calm down? You'll see him,” I heard Charlotte say to Ford who was walking endlessly in front of them. “He wants to see you,” I said, loud enough for them to hear me. All their eyes shifted at me from upstairs while I was wearing a soft smile, feeling a glimpse of hope. After a few weeks of no
Chapter 78I was staring at the coffee in front of me, watching it become cold. I am at home now. Later, I will go back to Sean's house to look after him again. I feel tired, but I know that it is not because of taking care of Sean; I'm tired of seeing him struggling and hearing his screams each day. I feel like it traumatized me. His screams stay in my head and I still hear it wherever I am. “You okay?” Knox asked and sat beside me. I had to pull myself back together as I don't want to worry him. “Yeah, I think so.” I replied as I forced myself to draw a tiny smile. “Are you sure? I know you, Dahlia. You can't hide things from me,” he added and I felt his hand invade my hand on the table. That was the moment I glanced at him—and in one snap, I felt my eyes watered immediately. I look like a kid who cries automatically after seeing her father. “Perhaps, not.” I replied. Knox did what he always does. He pulled me closer to him and hid my face on his broad chest. I began to sob and
Chapter 77“AHHHHHHH!” “Sean, please! Let's bring you to the hospital!” I exclaimed for the third time while everything was a mess inside his room. I couldn't do anything while he was shouting in pain and crumpling on his bed. He looks so pale and weak and yet I couldn't do anything to help him out. He was panting, chasing his breath before he just grabbed the bread knife from the side table of his bed and now glanced at me, pointing me out with that damn knife. “Kill me, Dahlia! Just fucking kill me, please!” At that moment that he was almost begging me to just kill him, I felt how many daggers pierced my chest that I knew it was bleeding so much. My tears began to betray me again while staring at Sean. His eyes were glazing over while he was holding the bread knife so tight. “What are you waiting for? K-Kill me! AHHHHHH!” The knife fell from his grasp as he screamed again and started to crumple in so much pain on his bed. “Sean,” my voice broke as I went beside him and held hi
Chapter 761 month later…Some people hate to stare right through the sky when it is too bright. They get blind from it and the sky's brightness is hurting their eyes. But then, I am different. Watching how each cloud moved slowly in front of me felt like it was dragging me along with it as well. Seeing the beautiful color of the sky along with the sunshine shining upon us captivates me entirely. I heaved a heavy sigh as I closed my eyes calmly, feeling the heat of the sun shining upon my skin. I just offered myself there, laying down on the sand and enjoying the peace. I could hear the noises of the people around me who were having their own worlds but nothing can beat the deafening but mesmerizing sound of the ocean’s waves. I could hear every move of it, back and forth. The sand on my skin was so gentle that I felt even more comfortable with it. “Wake up, woman.” My eyes remained closed even after hearing that voice. I don't need a minute to identify whose voice is that. I heard
Chapter 75 “Have you asked him?” Nathan asked. He came here this morning and I guess he only stopped by to ask about that. I placed the coffee on the small table in our living area before I glanced at him and sat beside him. “I did,” I replied. “He already knows that truth as well about Emman,” I added and wore that tiny smile. “How sure are you that Sean will live if he takes the treatment?” I asked again, even though Sean already refused to take it no matter how I persuaded him.Nathan paused and looked away for a moment before he blew out a little sigh.“As I said it's a risk, Dahlia. Who knows? He might still live if he decides to take the trea—”“And if he doesn't?” It shut him up. I witnessed how he was lost for words the moment I brought up the other side of Sean's situation. No matter how we avoid thinking about that negative side, we cannot run away from it; we cannot deny that death is indeed chasing him, trying to collect his life. “Dahlia, you know that I'm just doing
Chapter 74 “Do you think he won't hate me for being absent all those years?” Sean asked while he was driving. We are already near our house. After I revealed the truth to him and right after we fought, we reconciled for the sake of Emman. I still feel bad everytime he mentions his absence, which was not just his fault, but mine. I do not blame myself as I know that I had a deep reason to leave and hide my pregnancy from him, however, I couldn't help but wonder what change could it make if I came back and just told him that I was conceiving our child. “Emman thinks like an adult,” I uttered as the side of my lips rose. That is one of the things that makes me proud as his mother. “Like Claire before?” He asked and chuckled. “Yeah,” I paused for a moment. “Raising him alone wasn't hard. Not because Knox was there, but because Emman stood up with me like a real man beyond his age. He did everything to avoid worrying me and making me feel a headache. He's matured at his young age,” I
Chapter 73“Emman is your son, Sean…he's our son,” I bursted into tears as soon as I said that. After carrying it for 6 years, I finally spilled the truth to Sean. His lips parted but he remained stunned. He didn't move as if he became a statue who was still absorbing it in his head. Instead, a single tear just fell from his left eyes while his eyes were firm and surprised, glued at me. “I-I’m so sorry, Sean.” He dodged my touch before I could even reach his arm. He stood up and turned his back at me, facing his desk. He didn't say a word, but I could see right through his face that he was upset because of what I had done. “You were pregnant?” He uttered as he faced me again. I nodded slowly in tears. What I just told him weakened him. I can see that from his eyes right now. I was only trembling while looking at him. My chest was aching every pound of it. “And you didn't tell me?” He asked unbelievably with unfairness invading his eyes. “I'm sorry, Sean. I'm so so—”“Bullshit, D