Chapter 59

Chapter 59

“How are you?”

Perhaps I was out of my mind when I asked him that. Even me was stunned by what I just asked him. But then, I remained glancing at him. The anger and pain is still in my chest. However, at that moment, I felt the need to ask him that. I was able to muster courage to ask him that after 6 damn years that we haven't seen each other.

He doesn't look fine, I know that. Those eyes speak of how miserable he is. Is it still because of Celeste? Is he still carrying the same pain I witnessed? Why do I feel like my chest was suddenly being squeezed?

I remember it all. I remember how hard I tried to catch him when he was falling again. I tried to blind myself even though the truth is already slapping me endlessly. I knew every time I looked into his eyes that he didn't love me at all. I bear with all the pain for 2 fucking years. Now that he's here in front of me, why do I still care for him? Questions are filling my head when I should not be wondering about these th