I walk with Jacob to breakfast, trying to keep my head down and my emotions in check. It’s not working. The mess with Landon and then running into Noah later still has me wound tight. I didn’t sleep much last night, either.
My mind kept replaying that moment when Landon forced me to submit, when my body betrayed me, and I let it happen.
Then, there was Noah, who somehow made me calm down just by being… him. The whole thing has me on edge, and Jacob’s been giving me side-eye the entire walk from the dorm to the dining hall.
The dining hall is buzzing with the usual morning crowd—Alphas sitting together, already loud and obnoxious, Betas scattered around them like they’re trying to stay out of the way. And the Omegas? They’re huddled off in their own little group, quiet and subdued. I roll my eyes as we walk in. Same routine every day.
Food’s the last thing on my mind. The knot in my chest hasn’t loosened since yesterday, and even though I want to shove it all down, I can’t shake the feeling that Landon’s not done. Not by a long shot.
“Man, you reek of tension,” Jacob says, glancing at me sideways as we make our way to the food line.
I grunt in response, grabbing a tray and loading it up with whatever’s in front of me. It doesn’t matter. I’m not hungry. Just doing what I need to get through this day.
Jacob, clearly not getting the message, keeps talking. “Seriously, though, you smell like…” He trails off, his eyes narrowing as he sniffs the air, then glances at me. “Wait… why do you smell like Landon?”
I freeze for a split second before shaking it off, shoving a piece of toast onto my tray. “You’re imagining things.”
Jacob frowns. “I’m pretty sure I know what Landon smells like, Tyler. What the hell happened?”
“Nothing.” I move past him, heading toward an empty table. The last thing I want is to rehash what happened with Landon, especially here. Not in front of everyone. Not when the memory of that fleeting moment of submission is still burning in the back of my mind. It’s like it’s branded there, reminding me that, even for a second, I broke.
Jacob follows, but he doesn’t press the issue. He knows when to back off, at least. We sit down, and I pick at my eggs, but they taste like ash in my mouth. My mind is somewhere else—somewhere with Landon, his eyes flashing red. The way I whined.
I feel sick just thinking about it.
“Seriously, you’re on edge,” Jacob says after a minute of silence. “Something’s bothering you, and don’t tell me it’s nothing.”
Before I can tell him to drop it, the entire hall goes quiet. The kind of quiet that makes the hair on the back of your neck stand up. I glance up and my stomach twists. Noah’s walking toward our table, completely ignoring the dozens of eyes on him. He walks like he belongs anywhere he damn well pleases, his calm, confident stride making every Alpha and Beta in the room do a double take.
He’s not like Landon, though. There’s no smugness in the way he carries himself, no arrogance. Just quiet confidence, like he knows who he is and doesn’t need to prove anything to anyone.
And he’s walking straight toward me.
Jacob nudges me with his elbow. “Uh, why is Noah walking over here?”
“Good question,” I mutter, trying to keep my face neutral. Noah and I aren’t friends. We’re not anything. So, why the hell is he—
He drops into the seat beside me, setting his tray down like he’s been sitting with us for years.
Noah doesn’t say anything at first. He just smiles down at me, like we’re old friends. The entire dining hall is still watching, like they can’t believe this is happening.
I can’t believe this is happening.
“Morning,” Noah says casually, like it’s no big deal that he just made the entire dining hall go silent.
I glance at Jacob, who’s still staring like he’s just seen a ghost. “Uh, hey?” I manage to say, my voice more confused than anything.
Noah grins and starts eating, completely ignoring the stares. “You sleep okay?”
I don’t answer. I don’t know how to. Why is he doing this? I stormed away after our weird encounter yesterday, and now he’s here sitting with me like we’ve been best friends for years?
Jacob clears his throat. “Uh… not to sound rude, but why are you sitting with us?”
Noah shrugs, his grin not faltering. “Figured I could use some new company.”
“Right.” Jacob’s eyes dart between me and Noah. “Well, welcome, I guess.”
Noah shrugs, taking a bite of his toast. “Thanks.”
“Uh-huh,” Jacob says, clearly not buying it. He looks at me, raising an eyebrow, and I can practically see the gears turning in his head.
Noah doesn’t seem to notice—or care—about the attention we’re getting. He’s just sitting there, eating like it’s the most natural thing in the world. I, on the other hand, can feel my skin crawling under the weight of the stares, and it’s taking everything I have not to bolt from the table.
I grit my teeth, trying to ignore him, but Jacob suddenly bursts into laughter, clearly sensing the tension and wanting to break it. “Man, you two are something else. It’s like watching a bomb about to go off.”
Noah grins, and I’m half-expecting him to say something sharp, but instead, he leans back in his chair and shoots me a wink. “Relax, Tyler. You’re wound up tighter than a spring.”
I’m still trying to wrap my head around this whole situation. Noah’s not just some random Alpha. He’s one of the top students here, well-liked and respected. And now he’s sitting with me, an Omega no one wants to deal with.
It’s unsettling.
“So,” Noah says, breaking the silence. “How’s your morning been so far, Tyler?”
I blink, trying to figure out if this is some kind of trick. “Fine,” I say again, not wanting to engage in whatever game he’s playing.
Noah raises an eyebrow, his smile softening. “You don’t look fine.”
“Why does everyone keep saying that?” I snap, my patience already wearing thin.
Noah chuckles, and I feel my irritation spike. He’s calm, collected, while I feel like I’m fraying at the edges. It’s like he knows exactly how to push my buttons without even trying.
“You’ve got a lot on your mind,” Noah says, taking a bite of his food. “I can tell.”
I narrow my eyes. “And you care why?”
Jacob lets out a nervous laugh, clearly trying to diffuse the tension. “Tyler’s just had a rough couple of days, that’s all. Right, Tyler?”
I ignore Jacob’s attempt at smoothing things over. I’m about to snap back at Noah when he suddenly says, “Why did the scarecrow become a successful motivational speaker?”
I blink, completely thrown off. “What?”
“The scarecrow,” Noah repeats, his grin widening. “He was outstanding in his field.”
There’s a beat of silence, and then Jacob lets out a surprised snort, shaking his head. “Oh my god, that’s terrible.”
Against my better judgement, I feel a laugh bubble up in my chest. I try to shove it down, but it escapes before I can stop it. It’s small, just a quick laugh, but it’s there. Noah’s grin gets wider, and Jacob looks at me like he’s just seen a miracle.
“Did you… did you just laugh?” Jacob asks, half-joking but also half-serious.
I shake my head, still smiling despite myself. “That joke was awful.”
“Awful but effective,” Noah says, winking at me.
I roll my eyes, but the tension in my shoulders loosens just a little. I don’t know how the hell Noah managed to get me to laugh, but for a split second, everything didn’t feel so crushing.
But the moment doesn’t last. Because as soon as I settle back, I feel it. The heavy, suffocating presence of someone watching me.
I don’t even have to turn around to know who it is. My stomach drops, and all the calm I felt seconds ago disappears. I clench my fists under the table, keeping my eyes down on my tray. I won’t look at him. I won’t give him the satisfaction of knowing he’s getting to me.
But I can feel Landon’s eyes burning into me from across the room.
“Tyler?”
Noah’s voice pulls me back, and I realise he’s watching me carefully, his brow furrowed in concern. Jacob’s gone quiet too, sensing the shift.
“You okay?” Noah asks, his voice soft again, like he’s trying to reel me back in.
I force a nod, trying to shake off the feeling of Landon’s gaze. “Yeah, I’m fine.”
But I’m not fine. I’m far from it. Because I know Landon’s not just watching. He’s planning. Waiting. And after yesterday, I know he’s not going to let this go.
Noah’s still watching me, his eyes scanning my face like he can see right through me. It’s unsettling how easily he reads me, but I don’t have the energy to push him away right now.
Noah’s voice is calm when he whispers, “He’s watching you, isn’t he?”
I nod, not trusting myself to speak.
Jacob clears his throat, clearly trying to break the tension. “So, uh, Noah. What’s up with you sitting here? Not that I mind, but… it’s a little unusual.”
Noah glances at Jacob, shrugging. “Like I said, figured I could use a change of pace.”
“Yeah, well, I don’t think everyone else in the room agrees,” Jacob mutters under his breath, glancing around at the other students who are still staring at us.
I grit my teeth, trying to block it all out. The whispers, the stares, Landon’s eyes still boring into the back of my head. It’s like the whole room is closing in on me.
“Tyler,” Noah says again, his voice pulling me back. “You sure you’re alright?”
I nod, but I know he doesn’t believe me. I don’t believe me.
I force myself to focus on my food, pushing it around my plate, even though I’m not hungry. I just need to get through breakfast, get out of here without making a scene.
But as the minutes pass, the weight of Landon’s stare never lets up. It’s suffocating, like he’s daring me to acknowledge him.
Finally, I can’t take it anymore. I shove my tray aside, standing up abruptly. “I’m heading out.”
Jacob looks up, surprised. “You’re not eating?”
“I’ll grab something later,” I mutter, already walking toward the door.
I can feel Noah’s eyes on me as I leave, but I don’t stop. I just need to get out of here before I suffocate. Before Landon corners me again.
Because if he does, I’m not sure I’ll be able to run this time.
I’ve been watching Tyler the whole damn morning, my eyes glued to him from the second he walked into the dining hall. It’s hard not to, after I watched him submit to me. He walked away from me—ran—and I let him, but only because I wanted to see how long he’d last without looking over his shoulder, waiting for me to come after him.But what I wasn’t expecting, what has my blood boiling right now, is Noah.He came out of nowhere, sliding in like he belonged at Tyler’s table, all calm and casual, like he didn’t know he was walking into a war zone. And Tyler—Tyler—didn’t push him away. He didn’t throw up the walls like he did with me. No, he let Noah sit there, let him talk to him, let him make him laugh.That laugh… it clawed at me, like something was tightening around my chest, squeezing. Tyler doesn’t laugh. He’s all sharp edges, all fire. He doesn’t let anyone in. But Noah? Noah walks in, sits down, and within minutes, Tyler’s smiling. Not at me. Not because of me.Why Noah?I grind
I can still feel the weight of Landon’s eyes on me, even after I walked out of the dining hall this morning. The intensity of his stare had me rattled all through my morning classes, and I’ve been on edge ever since. No matter what I do, he’s always there, lurking, watching. It’s suffocating.Jacob’s talking beside me, but I’m barely listening. Something about a group project we’ve been assigned in one of our classes. My mind’s elsewhere, spinning over the encounters with both Landon and Noah.Landon’s possessiveness is like a shadow that’s always looming, creeping in when I least expect it. I haven’t told Jacob about how close Landon got the other day or the fact that, for a split second, I gave in. I’m too ashamed of that moment, of the way my body responded without my permission.And then there’s Noah. Calm, steady Noah who somehow makes me feel safe and cornered all at once. It’s confusing, and I hate how much my mind keeps drifting back to the way he’d made me laugh at breakfast
I barely make it two steps before I feel a hand on my shoulder. I freeze. My body tenses up immediately, my heart pounding in my ears. Every instinct is screaming at me to keep moving, to bolt, but Noah’s grip holds me in place—not forcefully, but enough to stop me from walking out of the dining hall.“Tyler,” he says quietly, his voice calm. “Wait.”I don’t turn around. I can’t. I don’t want to see whatever look is on his face—sympathy, concern, whatever. I’m not here for that. I’m not here to be someone’s charity case.“Let go,” I mutter, but even I can hear the shake in my voice.Noah doesn’t move his hand. Instead, he takes a step closer, his other hand coming up to my other shoulder. It’s gentle, but solid—like he’s not going to let me go until I listen.“Tyler, just stop for a second,” he says, his voice low, meant just for me. “You don’t have to keep running.”I stand there, stiff, not wanting to admit how much his touch is grounding me. It’s not like Landon’s overpowering pres
I storm out of the dining hall, my blood boiling, fists clenched so tight I can feel my nails digging into my palms. The moment Noah touched Tyler, the moment I saw how easily Tyler let him… it was like a switch flipped inside me. I could barely breathe through the anger.But it’s not just the anger. It’s something deeper. Something that twists in my chest like a knife. Hurt. Because I know—damn it, I know—I was in the wrong. I pushed Tyler away. I became exactly the type of Alpha I always swore I wouldn’t be. The type that takes, that dominates just because he can. The type that corners someone like Tyler, that makes him feel trapped, like he has no choice.I didn’t want to be that. I never wanted to be that.I slam my door shut when I get back to my dorm, not bothering to turn on the lights. I can feel the rage simmering under my skin, but it’s not just directed at Noah. No, Noah’s just doing what any Alpha would do—stepping in, claiming what’s available. What I left vulnerable. I
Life at Ridgecrest has been… better. Not perfect, but better. It’s been three weeks since I last saw Landon, and everything feels like it’s shifted. Noah and I have become closer—not in the way people seem to think, though. It’s not romantic, not even close. He doesn’t push me, and I’m grateful for that. It’s just... easy between us. As much as anything can be easy for me now. But there’s still this undercurrent of anxiety every time I’m around him. Not because of anything he’s done, but because my body doesn’t know how to relax around Alphas, not even ones like Noah.The memory of Landon still lingers, though. It’s like a pit in my stomach that hasn’t gone away since he disappeared. It’s not like I miss him—hell, I’m better off without him breathing down my neck, right? He was suffocating, intense in a way that had my instincts screaming to run. But now that he’s gone, that absence feels strange. Unsettling, even. I thought I’d feel relieved, but instead, there’s this gnawing feeli
Weeks have passed, and it’s been more or less the same. I’m no longer the special Omega Landon is terrorising. No more intense stares, no more dominance games, no more confrontations that make me feel like I’m standing on the edge of a cliff. It should feel good, freeing even. But for some reason, it doesn’t.Instead, it bothers me. A lot.I can’t make sense of it. Isn’t this what I wanted? To be left alone? To not have Landon’s overbearing presence looming over me every time I step into a room? But every time I see him across campus, completely ignoring me like I’m invisible, there’s this sharp pang in my chest. It’s not anger. It’s not relief. It’s something else, something I don’t want to admit because it feels too much like disappointment.Life’s been easier without him, or at least it should be. Noah and I have settled into a comfortable routine. We hang out a lot, but it’s always casual, nothing more. He doesn’t push, doesn’t ask questions I don’t want to answer, and I’m gratef
“That’s it… fuck. Such a good Omega…”Jace is on his knees for me, looking up at me with those golden eyes as he takes my cock in his mouth, gagging. I grip the back of his neck with one hand while the other strokes his cheek as I fuck his face.But it’s all wrong. I don’t want blond hair and golden eyes; I want unruly brunette curls and green eyes looking at me like I’m something. I want him on his knees for me, begging for my knot. I want my cock so far down his throat that he’s gagging my name; that fucking apple pie scent bringing me to my knees.“Fuck!” I growl; hot ropes of cum shooting down Jace’s throat as he moans for me. “Gods, you took me so well… Good Omega.”Jace practically purrs at the compliment, looking so damn proud of himself. I lean forward, pressing my lips to his briefly, but it doesn’t ignite anything inside me. Not like I want it to. I pull away, staring down at him, and a strange emptiness settles in my chest. This is what I should want. This is what an Omega
I wake up the next morning with a feeling I haven’t had in… I don’t even know how long. Light. Free. It’s like some invisible weight I didn’t even realise I was carrying has been lifted off my chest.Landon’s words keep playing in my mind—his apology, his explanation, the way he looked at me like he was really seeing me for the first time. It wasn’t just the apology itself, though that was huge. It was the way he said it, the way he owned up to everything he’d done wrong.It was real. And it mattered.I stretch, yawning as the sunlight filters through the blinds. It’s early, too early for classes, but I can’t stay in bed. I feel… good. I want to move, to do something with all this energy buzzing through me.As I get up, my mind drifts back to last night. To the way Landon’s voice softened when he told me he wasn’t that guy anymore. To the way he stood there, waiting, not pushing or demanding. Just… there. Honest. It’s strange, but the anger and frustration that used to bubble up when
The scent changes before either of us says another word.It’s subtle at first—sweet and familiar, like ripe peaches hanging heavy on the branch, but then it shifts. Grows thicker, headier. There’s heat behind it now, and it hits me all at once, coating my lungs and curling around my instincts like a damn vice.“Xavier,” I murmur, voice low and full of warning. My hand tightens where it’s resting on his hip. “That scent. You need to pull it back.”His eyes flick up to mine, steady and calm. That perfect omega calm that hides all the fire underneath. “Why?” he asks simply, like it’s nothing. Like the sudden ache in my gut and the hard press of my cock against his back is something we can just ignore.My grip tightens again, and I fight to keep my voice level. “Because I’m not gonna be able to stop myself if you don’t.”He turns in my arms slowly, his skin sliding against mine under the water, every brush of his body lighting me up like a fucking fuse. His hands find my chest, sliding ov
Jacob doesn’t speak as we walk through the estate. Doesn’t comment when I hesitate slightly near the front foyer, my body remembering the tension of walking through those doors earlier. He just grabs my hand and keeps walking until we reach the garage doors.When he opens one, I blink.Inside, lined up neatly like something out of a magazine, are cars. Sleek, glossy, expensive as hell. A few motorcycles. And in the back, tucked in the corner, a matte black four-wheeler that looks like it’s seen actual off-road chaos.I blink again. “You want me to drive that?”“No,” Jacob says, grinning. “I’m driving. You’re riding.”I stare at him. “I don’t think I’ve ever been on a four-wheeler.”He shrugs. “Then you’re about to lose your off-roading virginity.”I groan. “You’re unbearable.”He tosses me a helmet from the shelf. “And you love it.”A few minutes later, we’re flying across the property—through the trees, over dirt trails I didn’t even know were there. The wind whips around us, fast an
I try to keep breathing, even though it feels like I can’t draw a full breath without the edges of it catching on the panic that’s trying to rise again.But Jacob’s father isn’t finished. “There’s one more thing.”I look up, because I have to. Because it’s the only way to brace for it, whatever it is. He meets my gaze directly, and there’s something there—something heavier than before. Not just grim facts or legal consequences. Guilt, maybe. Or regret.And that scares me more than anything.Jacob shifts beside me, sitting straighter. “What now?”“There’s a possibility,” his father begins, each word carefully measured, “that Xavier may need to testify.”The words don’t land right away. I blink, mind scrambling to catch up, to translate.“Testify?” I echo, the word dry in my mouth.Jacob’s head snaps toward his father, eyes narrowing. “You’re kidding.”His father shakes his head once, solemn and steady. “Not in the immediate future. But down the line—if this goes to trial, if the other
Breakfast is warm and quiet and—oddly enough—kind of perfect.Jacob’s seated across from me at the massive kitchen island, shirtless again because he has no shame and apparently no awareness of how distracting he is when he’s pouring coffee with that smug little grin on his face. The smell of cinnamon and vanilla is thick in the air from the French toast he made, and I’m on my second slice because I have no self-control when it comes to food that tastes like comfort and safety.We’re teasing each other about something ridiculous—I think it started with whether or not I could take him in a fight and has now devolved into him impersonating my voice and dramatically swooning over how broad his shoulders are.“You’re obsessed,” I say flatly, trying not to laugh as I stab another bite with my fork. “Seriously, Jacob, this is starting to look like a cry for attention.”“Oh, I’m obsessed?” he counters, leaning back in his chair and flexing way too obviously, just to make a point. “You were t
The moment I wake, I know something’s wrong.I’m not in danger. There’s no immediate threat. But the cold weight sitting on my chest tells me something dark followed me out of sleep, curled its claws around my ribs and pulled me under just long enough to rattle everything inside me. I lie there for a minute, blinking up at the soft shadows cast by the moonlight through the window. The sheets are tangled around my legs, and my shirt is damp with sweat, clinging to my back like it’s trying to hold on to the nightmare that’s already slipping through my fingers.I can’t remember all of it. Just fragments. Heat and cold. A closed door that wouldn’t open. Voices I recognized but couldn’t place. My own hands pounding against something that wouldn’t move. And that feeling—that helpless, suffocating weight pressing down on my chest like I was back in that house, back in that life where nothing was mine.My heart’s still racing. My breathing’s uneven.I sit up slowly, rubbing my hands over my
My father’s message is simple and direct, sent through one of his staff. “Jacob, come to my office—alone,” it reads, clear and blunt as ever. The wording puts a knot in my stomach instantly, a tense coil tightening just under my ribs. I glance briefly toward the living area where Xavier is curled up on the plush sofa, wrapped in a soft blanket, paging through a stack of books and magazines as he plans out his nest. He looks peaceful right now, content and safe, and I hate the idea of disturbing that sense of calm. So I slip away quietly, nodding to the staff member in acknowledgment before moving down the familiar halls toward my father’s office.I knock once before stepping inside, finding him at his desk, his expression solemn and serious as he glances up to meet my gaze. He gestures toward the chair opposite him, his mouth drawn into a tight, thin line that sends another wave of apprehension through me. My father is a controlled man, rarely allowing emotion to slip through his c
After this morning, I’m still wired as hell.Every cell in my body is keyed up, simmering just under the surface, my instincts scratching at the walls of my control, demanding I do something about it. I’ve tasted him now—felt Xavier’s mouth under mine, heard the little noises he makes when he’s desperate for more—and pulling back from that took everything I had. It wasn’t just about control, either. It’s about respect. About letting him be certain first. The last thing Xavier needs right now is to rush into something he’s not fully ready for. So, despite every cell in my body screaming at me to turn around, pin him against the nearest flat surface, and claim him properly, I’m determined to wait until Xavier himself knows exactly what he wants.But knowing I need to take it slow doesn’t make the tension in me any easier to handle. I can feel the electricity thrumming between us as we walk through the hallways of the estate, and every damn step closer to him makes my jaw tighten and
One of his hands lifts, his knuckles trailing the length of my jaw, barely a whisper of contact, but it sets my nerves on fire. I suck in a sharp breath, my body going still, my pulse hammering as his fingers trace down, following the delicate column of my throat before stopping at the base of my neck.And then, just to be a bastard, he presses his thumb against my pulse. I know he can feel how fast it is. I know he can tell what he’s doing to me.Jacob hums again, tilting his head slightly, watching me like he’s testing something, like he’s waiting to see if I’ll push him away or pull him closer. I know what he’s doing. He’s letting me set the pace, letting me decide how far this goes, if it goes anywhere at all.I should make him suffer. I should lean back and laugh it off, make some snarky comment, pretend like he doesn’t have me wrapped around his finger.But I don’t.Instead, I lift my chin just slightly, baring my throat a fraction more, letting him see what he’s doing to me, le
Warmth.That’s the first thing I notice when I wake up—how warm and safe I feel, wrapped in soft comforters, my body completely relaxed for the first time in weeks. There’s a moment where I forget where I am, forget everything that’s happened, but as my eyes slowly blink open and I take in the unfamiliar but luxurious surroundings, it all comes rushing back.I let out a slow breath, pressing my face into the pillow for a second before rolling onto my back, staring up at the ceiling. The memories of the previous day should send me spiraling, but they don’t. Not this time. Because I have something now—someone. I have Jacob.And if I have him, I don’t need them.My parents aren’t family. Family wouldn’t have tried to mold me into something I wasn’t. Family wouldn’t have hidden the truth from me, and wouldn’t have tried to keep me from my mate.Jacob’s father, for all his coldness and indifference, made sure I was safe. Jacob made sure I was safe. They didn’t just tell me I was theirs—the