I walk with Jacob to breakfast, trying to keep my head down and my emotions in check. It’s not working. The mess with Landon and then running into Noah later still has me wound tight. I didn’t sleep much last night, either.
My mind kept replaying that moment when Landon forced me to submit, when my body betrayed me, and I let it happen.
Then, there was Noah, who somehow made me calm down just by being… him. The whole thing has me on edge, and Jacob’s been giving me side-eye the entire walk from the dorm to the dining hall.
The dining hall is buzzing with the usual morning crowd—Alphas sitting together, already loud and obnoxious, Betas scattered around them like they’re trying to stay out of the way. And the Omegas? They’re huddled off in their own little group, quiet and subdued. I roll my eyes as we walk in. Same routine every day.
Food’s the last thing on my mind. The knot in my chest hasn’t loosened since yesterday, and even though I want to shove it all down, I can’t shake the feeling that Landon’s not done. Not by a long shot.
“Man, you reek of tension,” Jacob says, glancing at me sideways as we make our way to the food line.
I grunt in response, grabbing a tray and loading it up with whatever’s in front of me. It doesn’t matter. I’m not hungry. Just doing what I need to get through this day.
Jacob, clearly not getting the message, keeps talking. “Seriously, though, you smell like…” He trails off, his eyes narrowing as he sniffs the air, then glances at me. “Wait… why do you smell like Landon?”
I freeze for a split second before shaking it off, shoving a piece of toast onto my tray. “You’re imagining things.”
Jacob frowns. “I’m pretty sure I know what Landon smells like, Tyler. What the hell happened?”
“Nothing.” I move past him, heading toward an empty table. The last thing I want is to rehash what happened with Landon, especially here. Not in front of everyone. Not when the memory of that fleeting moment of submission is still burning in the back of my mind. It’s like it’s branded there, reminding me that, even for a second, I broke.
Jacob follows, but he doesn’t press the issue. He knows when to back off, at least. We sit down, and I pick at my eggs, but they taste like ash in my mouth. My mind is somewhere else—somewhere with Landon, his eyes flashing red. The way I whined.
I feel sick just thinking about it.
“Seriously, you’re on edge,” Jacob says after a minute of silence. “Something’s bothering you, and don’t tell me it’s nothing.”
Before I can tell him to drop it, the entire hall goes quiet. The kind of quiet that makes the hair on the back of your neck stand up. I glance up and my stomach twists. Noah’s walking toward our table, completely ignoring the dozens of eyes on him. He walks like he belongs anywhere he damn well pleases, his calm, confident stride making every Alpha and Beta in the room do a double take.
He’s not like Landon, though. There’s no smugness in the way he carries himself, no arrogance. Just quiet confidence, like he knows who he is and doesn’t need to prove anything to anyone.
And he’s walking straight toward me.
Jacob nudges me with his elbow. “Uh, why is Noah walking over here?”
“Good question,” I mutter, trying to keep my face neutral. Noah and I aren’t friends. We’re not anything. So, why the hell is he—
He drops into the seat beside me, setting his tray down like he’s been sitting with us for years.
Noah doesn’t say anything at first. He just smiles down at me, like we’re old friends. The entire dining hall is still watching, like they can’t believe this is happening.
I can’t believe this is happening.
“Morning,” Noah says casually, like it’s no big deal that he just made the entire dining hall go silent.
I glance at Jacob, who’s still staring like he’s just seen a ghost. “Uh, hey?” I manage to say, my voice more confused than anything.
Noah grins and starts eating, completely ignoring the stares. “You sleep okay?”
I don’t answer. I don’t know how to. Why is he doing this? I stormed away after our weird encounter yesterday, and now he’s here sitting with me like we’ve been best friends for years?
Jacob clears his throat. “Uh… not to sound rude, but why are you sitting with us?”
Noah shrugs, his grin not faltering. “Figured I could use some new company.”
“Right.” Jacob’s eyes dart between me and Noah. “Well, welcome, I guess.”
Noah shrugs, taking a bite of his toast. “Thanks.”
“Uh-huh,” Jacob says, clearly not buying it. He looks at me, raising an eyebrow, and I can practically see the gears turning in his head.
Noah doesn’t seem to notice—or care—about the attention we’re getting. He’s just sitting there, eating like it’s the most natural thing in the world. I, on the other hand, can feel my skin crawling under the weight of the stares, and it’s taking everything I have not to bolt from the table.
I grit my teeth, trying to ignore him, but Jacob suddenly bursts into laughter, clearly sensing the tension and wanting to break it. “Man, you two are something else. It’s like watching a bomb about to go off.”
Noah grins, and I’m half-expecting him to say something sharp, but instead, he leans back in his chair and shoots me a wink. “Relax, Tyler. You’re wound up tighter than a spring.”
I’m still trying to wrap my head around this whole situation. Noah’s not just some random Alpha. He’s one of the top students here, well-liked and respected. And now he’s sitting with me, an Omega no one wants to deal with.
It’s unsettling.
“So,” Noah says, breaking the silence. “How’s your morning been so far, Tyler?”
I blink, trying to figure out if this is some kind of trick. “Fine,” I say again, not wanting to engage in whatever game he’s playing.
Noah raises an eyebrow, his smile softening. “You don’t look fine.”
“Why does everyone keep saying that?” I snap, my patience already wearing thin.
Noah chuckles, and I feel my irritation spike. He’s calm, collected, while I feel like I’m fraying at the edges. It’s like he knows exactly how to push my buttons without even trying.
“You’ve got a lot on your mind,” Noah says, taking a bite of his food. “I can tell.”
I narrow my eyes. “And you care why?”
Jacob lets out a nervous laugh, clearly trying to diffuse the tension. “Tyler’s just had a rough couple of days, that’s all. Right, Tyler?”
I ignore Jacob’s attempt at smoothing things over. I’m about to snap back at Noah when he suddenly says, “Why did the scarecrow become a successful motivational speaker?”
I blink, completely thrown off. “What?”
“The scarecrow,” Noah repeats, his grin widening. “He was outstanding in his field.”
There’s a beat of silence, and then Jacob lets out a surprised snort, shaking his head. “Oh my god, that’s terrible.”
Against my better judgement, I feel a laugh bubble up in my chest. I try to shove it down, but it escapes before I can stop it. It’s small, just a quick laugh, but it’s there. Noah’s grin gets wider, and Jacob looks at me like he’s just seen a miracle.
“Did you… did you just laugh?” Jacob asks, half-joking but also half-serious.
I shake my head, still smiling despite myself. “That joke was awful.”
“Awful but effective,” Noah says, winking at me.
I roll my eyes, but the tension in my shoulders loosens just a little. I don’t know how the hell Noah managed to get me to laugh, but for a split second, everything didn’t feel so crushing.
But the moment doesn’t last. Because as soon as I settle back, I feel it. The heavy, suffocating presence of someone watching me.
I don’t even have to turn around to know who it is. My stomach drops, and all the calm I felt seconds ago disappears. I clench my fists under the table, keeping my eyes down on my tray. I won’t look at him. I won’t give him the satisfaction of knowing he’s getting to me.
But I can feel Landon’s eyes burning into me from across the room.
“Tyler?”
Noah’s voice pulls me back, and I realise he’s watching me carefully, his brow furrowed in concern. Jacob’s gone quiet too, sensing the shift.
“You okay?” Noah asks, his voice soft again, like he’s trying to reel me back in.
I force a nod, trying to shake off the feeling of Landon’s gaze. “Yeah, I’m fine.”
But I’m not fine. I’m far from it. Because I know Landon’s not just watching. He’s planning. Waiting. And after yesterday, I know he’s not going to let this go.
Noah’s still watching me, his eyes scanning my face like he can see right through me. It’s unsettling how easily he reads me, but I don’t have the energy to push him away right now.
Noah’s voice is calm when he whispers, “He’s watching you, isn’t he?”
I nod, not trusting myself to speak.
Jacob clears his throat, clearly trying to break the tension. “So, uh, Noah. What’s up with you sitting here? Not that I mind, but… it’s a little unusual.”
Noah glances at Jacob, shrugging. “Like I said, figured I could use a change of pace.”
“Yeah, well, I don’t think everyone else in the room agrees,” Jacob mutters under his breath, glancing around at the other students who are still staring at us.
I grit my teeth, trying to block it all out. The whispers, the stares, Landon’s eyes still boring into the back of my head. It’s like the whole room is closing in on me.
“Tyler,” Noah says again, his voice pulling me back. “You sure you’re alright?”
I nod, but I know he doesn’t believe me. I don’t believe me.
I force myself to focus on my food, pushing it around my plate, even though I’m not hungry. I just need to get through breakfast, get out of here without making a scene.
But as the minutes pass, the weight of Landon’s stare never lets up. It’s suffocating, like he’s daring me to acknowledge him.
Finally, I can’t take it anymore. I shove my tray aside, standing up abruptly. “I’m heading out.”
Jacob looks up, surprised. “You’re not eating?”
“I’ll grab something later,” I mutter, already walking toward the door.
I can feel Noah’s eyes on me as I leave, but I don’t stop. I just need to get out of here before I suffocate. Before Landon corners me again.
Because if he does, I’m not sure I’ll be able to run this time.
I’ve been watching Tyler the whole damn morning, my eyes glued to him from the second he walked into the dining hall. It’s hard not to, after I watched him submit to me. He walked away from me—ran—and I let him, but only because I wanted to see how long he’d last without looking over his shoulder, waiting for me to come after him.But what I wasn’t expecting, what has my blood boiling right now, is Noah.He came out of nowhere, sliding in like he belonged at Tyler’s table, all calm and casual, like he didn’t know he was walking into a war zone. And Tyler—Tyler—didn’t push him away. He didn’t throw up the walls like he did with me. No, he let Noah sit there, let him talk to him, let him make him laugh.That laugh… it clawed at me, like something was tightening around my chest, squeezing. Tyler doesn’t laugh. He’s all sharp edges, all fire. He doesn’t let anyone in. But Noah? Noah walks in, sits down, and within minutes, Tyler’s smiling. Not at me. Not because of me.Why Noah?I grind
I can still feel the weight of Landon’s eyes on me, even after I walked out of the dining hall this morning. The intensity of his stare had me rattled all through my morning classes, and I’ve been on edge ever since. No matter what I do, he’s always there, lurking, watching. It’s suffocating.Jacob’s talking beside me, but I’m barely listening. Something about a group project we’ve been assigned in one of our classes. My mind’s elsewhere, spinning over the encounters with both Landon and Noah.Landon’s possessiveness is like a shadow that’s always looming, creeping in when I least expect it. I haven’t told Jacob about how close Landon got the other day or the fact that, for a split second, I gave in. I’m too ashamed of that moment, of the way my body responded without my permission.And then there’s Noah. Calm, steady Noah who somehow makes me feel safe and cornered all at once. It’s confusing, and I hate how much my mind keeps drifting back to the way he’d made me laugh at breakfast
I barely make it two steps before I feel a hand on my shoulder. I freeze. My body tenses up immediately, my heart pounding in my ears. Every instinct is screaming at me to keep moving, to bolt, but Noah’s grip holds me in place—not forcefully, but enough to stop me from walking out of the dining hall.“Tyler,” he says quietly, his voice calm. “Wait.”I don’t turn around. I can’t. I don’t want to see whatever look is on his face—sympathy, concern, whatever. I’m not here for that. I’m not here to be someone’s charity case.“Let go,” I mutter, but even I can hear the shake in my voice.Noah doesn’t move his hand. Instead, he takes a step closer, his other hand coming up to my other shoulder. It’s gentle, but solid—like he’s not going to let me go until I listen.“Tyler, just stop for a second,” he says, his voice low, meant just for me. “You don’t have to keep running.”I stand there, stiff, not wanting to admit how much his touch is grounding me. It’s not like Landon’s overpowering pres
I storm out of the dining hall, my blood boiling, fists clenched so tight I can feel my nails digging into my palms. The moment Noah touched Tyler, the moment I saw how easily Tyler let him… it was like a switch flipped inside me. I could barely breathe through the anger.But it’s not just the anger. It’s something deeper. Something that twists in my chest like a knife. Hurt. Because I know—damn it, I know—I was in the wrong. I pushed Tyler away. I became exactly the type of Alpha I always swore I wouldn’t be. The type that takes, that dominates just because he can. The type that corners someone like Tyler, that makes him feel trapped, like he has no choice.I didn’t want to be that. I never wanted to be that.I slam my door shut when I get back to my dorm, not bothering to turn on the lights. I can feel the rage simmering under my skin, but it’s not just directed at Noah. No, Noah’s just doing what any Alpha would do—stepping in, claiming what’s available. What I left vulnerable. I
Life at Ridgecrest has been… better. Not perfect, but better. It’s been three weeks since I last saw Landon, and everything feels like it’s shifted. Noah and I have become closer—not in the way people seem to think, though. It’s not romantic, not even close. He doesn’t push me, and I’m grateful for that. It’s just... easy between us. As much as anything can be easy for me now. But there’s still this undercurrent of anxiety every time I’m around him. Not because of anything he’s done, but because my body doesn’t know how to relax around Alphas, not even ones like Noah.The memory of Landon still lingers, though. It’s like a pit in my stomach that hasn’t gone away since he disappeared. It’s not like I miss him—hell, I’m better off without him breathing down my neck, right? He was suffocating, intense in a way that had my instincts screaming to run. But now that he’s gone, that absence feels strange. Unsettling, even. I thought I’d feel relieved, but instead, there’s this gnawing feeli
Weeks have passed, and it’s been more or less the same. I’m no longer the special Omega Landon is terrorising. No more intense stares, no more dominance games, no more confrontations that make me feel like I’m standing on the edge of a cliff. It should feel good, freeing even. But for some reason, it doesn’t.Instead, it bothers me. A lot.I can’t make sense of it. Isn’t this what I wanted? To be left alone? To not have Landon’s overbearing presence looming over me every time I step into a room? But every time I see him across campus, completely ignoring me like I’m invisible, there’s this sharp pang in my chest. It’s not anger. It’s not relief. It’s something else, something I don’t want to admit because it feels too much like disappointment.Life’s been easier without him, or at least it should be. Noah and I have settled into a comfortable routine. We hang out a lot, but it’s always casual, nothing more. He doesn’t push, doesn’t ask questions I don’t want to answer, and I’m gratef
“That’s it… fuck. Such a good Omega…”Jace is on his knees for me, looking up at me with those golden eyes as he takes my cock in his mouth, gagging. I grip the back of his neck with one hand while the other strokes his cheek as I fuck his face.But it’s all wrong. I don’t want blond hair and golden eyes; I want unruly brunette curls and green eyes looking at me like I’m something. I want him on his knees for me, begging for my knot. I want my cock so far down his throat that he’s gagging my name; that fucking apple pie scent bringing me to my knees.“Fuck!” I growl; hot ropes of cum shooting down Jace’s throat as he moans for me. “Gods, you took me so well… Good Omega.”Jace practically purrs at the compliment, looking so damn proud of himself. I lean forward, pressing my lips to his briefly, but it doesn’t ignite anything inside me. Not like I want it to. I pull away, staring down at him, and a strange emptiness settles in my chest. This is what I should want. This is what an Omega
I wake up the next morning with a feeling I haven’t had in… I don’t even know how long. Light. Free. It’s like some invisible weight I didn’t even realise I was carrying has been lifted off my chest.Landon’s words keep playing in my mind—his apology, his explanation, the way he looked at me like he was really seeing me for the first time. It wasn’t just the apology itself, though that was huge. It was the way he said it, the way he owned up to everything he’d done wrong.It was real. And it mattered.I stretch, yawning as the sunlight filters through the blinds. It’s early, too early for classes, but I can’t stay in bed. I feel… good. I want to move, to do something with all this energy buzzing through me.As I get up, my mind drifts back to last night. To the way Landon’s voice softened when he told me he wasn’t that guy anymore. To the way he stood there, waiting, not pushing or demanding. Just… there. Honest. It’s strange, but the anger and frustration that used to bubble up when
The second Jacob’s father steps into the garden, everything shifts.He doesn’t even have to speak. That man walks with the kind of presence that makes the air around him stand to attention. Jacob straightens in his seat immediately, and Landon tenses like he was waiting for this exact moment. I see the way Jacob’s brows pull slightly, how his thumb briefly brushes mine under the table—a silent apology before he even says anything.“Jacob. Landon,” Richard says, voice smooth but clipped. “May I have a moment?”There’s no question that it’s a command.Jacob stands, eyes flicking to me as he squeezes my hand once. “Won’t be long.”I nod, but it’s tight. My fingers feel a little colder once he’s gone.Now it’s just me. And Tyler.Awkward doesn’t even begin to cover it.I shift slightly in my seat, crossing my legs, then uncrossing them. My fingers toy with the edge of the linen napkin on my lap. The birds in the trees are too loud. The wind too quiet. Everything suddenly feels like it’s
Tyler looks like he’s been dipped in sunlight.It’s the first thing I notice as he steps out of the car, Landon beside him. He’s glowing, not in the literal sense—no supernatural aura or anything weird—but just glowing. His skin looks clearer, cheeks a little fuller, his whole face pulled into a grin that doesn’t seem to want to go anywhere.There’s something unshakably good about him today, like he finally figured out how to take a full breath again and doesn’t want to stop.I never knew him that well at the Academy, but I knew of him. Everyone did. Tyler Winchester was the kind of Omega that floated through the halls with a quiet confidence that didn’t feel manufactured.He was kind, but not soft. Sharp, but not cruel. Just… steady. Like he’d found the center of his own world and was unapologetically orbiting it.Seeing him now, I get it. I get why Jacob loved him back then, even if it wasn’t the kind of love that lasted forever.He and Landon walk up the path like they’ve done this
I find my father in his office, where he always is when the rest of the house feels like too much. Behind the glass desk, papers stacked with surgical precision, screens scrolling through live feeds from every AOB-affiliated site in the country, he looks like he belongs in a war room more than a home. It fits him. It always has.He looks up when I walk in without knocking. That’s allowed now, apparently. Since everything came to light, the rules are shifting beneath us. They’re still there, just less rigid. More silent understanding, less formal armor.“Jacob,” he says, setting aside the tablet in his hand. “Everything alright?”“No,” I say simply, and his posture straightens just enough for me to know I have his attention. He gestures for me to sit, but I don’t. I stay standing. The weight of what I’m carrying doesn’t want a chair under it.“I spoke to Tyler yesterday,” I start, watching his expression carefully. “We talked about a lot, but there’s one thing he said that stuck.”My f
The car ride back is quiet.Not the kind of awkward silence you get when people are mad or holding something back, but the kind that hangs in the air after too much emotion has passed through a room, leaving everything stripped bare in its wake. The kind of silence that fills your lungs and settles in your chest and makes your skin too tight for your bones.Jacob’s hand is on my knee the whole time, his thumb brushing slow circles through the fabric of my slacks, his pinky just barely brushing my thigh like he’s scared I’ll pull away if he touches me fully.I don’t, but I don’t say much either. I’m not mad, that’s not what this is. It’s not even jealousy anymore, not really. It’s something else. Something deeper. Something I don’t have a name for.Tyler cried when he saw Jacob. Crumpled, really. Fell into Jacob like the reunion broke something in him. And I wasn’t surprised by that—I knew they were close. I expected emotion. But what I didn’t expect was how personal it would feel. How
I let it go for now. I know better than to push Tyler when he’s still sorting through a million things at once. I can practically see the gears grinding in his head. I can see the way he’s holding everything in—questions, emotions, grief, betrayal. It’s all there in his posture. Tight. Guarded. Controlled.But I’m not done yet. Not even close.“I need to tell you the rest,” I say, and my voice sounds quieter now, like even I can feel how fragile this moment is.Tyler lifts his eyes to mine, and for the first time since we walked in, they don’t burn with hurt. Just exhaustion.“It’s about Xavier,” I say, my fingers tightening slightly around Xavier’s hand beneath the table. “What they did to him… the reason we’re here now… it’s bigger than what it looks like.”Xavier’s quiet next to me, but I feel him shift, feel the slight tremble in his fingers. He doesn’t look at Tyler—his gaze stays on the table, shoulders just a little hunched, like he’s bracing for impact even though he doesn’t n
I don’t remember the drive over. Not really.I remember the hum of the engine, the low rumble of tires on the road, and the way Xavier’s hand never left mine the whole way. I remember the way my heart sat like a stone in my chest, slow and sick with nerves. I remember trying to breathe around it. But the second we pulled up outside the little private meeting space arranged by my father’s team, all of that faded into one single, sharp thought:I’m about to lose him.Because no matter how many times I rehearsed this conversation in my head—no matter how many versions I tried to imagine—none of them ended with things going back to the way they were.Tyler was my first real friend. My anchor. The one person who made it feel okay to be small sometimes. And now I’m about to tell him that everything he thought he knew about me was a lie.The building is quiet when we step inside. Sleek and neutral, like the kind of place used for off-the-books meetings and private council visits. The securit
The moment Jacob starts pacing, I know it’s going to be one of those nights.He doesn’t even try to pretend otherwise. Doesn’t try to play it off with that lazy smirk he gives when he wants to pretend he’s got everything under control. Tonight, he doesn’t have it. He’s wearing a threadbare shirt I love on him—one of the few pieces in his wardrobe that doesn’t scream “Alpha heir of a powerful empire”—but the way he’s tugging at the hem, running his hand through his hair every few minutes, chewing the inside of his cheek like it’s a damn snack? It’s obvious.He’s nervous, and if he circles past the fireplace one more time, I’m going to throw a pillow at his head.He doesn’t even realize he’s doing it. He’s somewhere else entirely, lost in whatever spiraling train of thought his brain has decided to torture him with tonight. His brows are drawn tight, his jaw clenched, and he keeps raking a hand through his hair like it’ll magically produce answers if he does it enough.I’m curled up on
It’s been two hours since Jacob’s call, and I haven’t stopped thinking about it.He sounded… different. Tired, but not just physically. Not like he was exhausted from lack of sleep or overtraining like back at the Academy. This was deeper. Heavier. Like something had been sitting on him for a long time, and only now was he starting to come up for air.The Turner-Alcott family.It didn’t make sense at first. I couldn’t figure out why that name hit me the way it did, like something half-buried in my memory just got kicked loose. It wasn’t just the weight in Jacob’s voice—it was the way he told me to talk to Landon. Not a teacher. Not administration. Landon.Landon’s out on the patio behind our dorm, shirt sleeves rolled up, flipping through a stack of papers for one of his business classes. His legs are kicked up on the table, glasses perched on the edge of his nose—he only wears them when he’s reading for long stretches, and for some reason, the sight of him like that still makes somet
The kitchen smells like cinnamon and coffee and toasted bread, and Xavier’s still chattering behind me while I flip the last of the waffles onto a plate. He’s perched on the counter, legs swinging back and forth, his hair damp from a shower and face clean of makeup for once, not because he forgot it, but because I think today he just wanted to feel simple. Real.He looks good like this. He looks good all the time, but there’s something about this version—barefaced, in one of my oversized sweatshirts, ankles crossed, cheeks flushed with something that’s not stress for once—that just hits different.He’s talking about something he read on one of the gossip threads back at the Academy—some rumor about two bonded Alphas who got into a fight in the dining hall over protein powder or territory or something ridiculous. I’m only half-listening, smiling at the way his voice lifts when he gets worked up, how his hands move when he’s trying to paint the scene for me.Then my phone buzzes on the