I walk with Jacob to breakfast, trying to keep my head down and my emotions in check. It’s not working. The mess with Landon and then running into Noah later still has me wound tight. I didn’t sleep much last night, either.
My mind kept replaying that moment when Landon forced me to submit, when my body betrayed me, and I let it happen.
Then, there was Noah, who somehow made me calm down just by being… him. The whole thing has me on edge, and Jacob’s been giving me side-eye the entire walk from the dorm to the dining hall.
The dining hall is buzzing with the usual morning crowd—Alphas sitting together, already loud and obnoxious, Betas scattered around them like they’re trying to stay out of the way. And the Omegas? They’re huddled off in their own little group, quiet and subdued. I roll my eyes as we walk in. Same routine every day.
Food’s the last thing on my mind. The knot in my chest hasn’t loosened since yesterday, and even though I want to shove it all down, I can’t shake the feeling that Landon’s not done. Not by a long shot.
“Man, you reek of tension,” Jacob says, glancing at me sideways as we make our way to the food line.
I grunt in response, grabbing a tray and loading it up with whatever’s in front of me. It doesn’t matter. I’m not hungry. Just doing what I need to get through this day.
Jacob, clearly not getting the message, keeps talking. “Seriously, though, you smell like…” He trails off, his eyes narrowing as he sniffs the air, then glances at me. “Wait… why do you smell like Landon?”
I freeze for a split second before shaking it off, shoving a piece of toast onto my tray. “You’re imagining things.”
Jacob frowns. “I’m pretty sure I know what Landon smells like, Tyler. What the hell happened?”
“Nothing.” I move past him, heading toward an empty table. The last thing I want is to rehash what happened with Landon, especially here. Not in front of everyone. Not when the memory of that fleeting moment of submission is still burning in the back of my mind. It’s like it’s branded there, reminding me that, even for a second, I broke.
Jacob follows, but he doesn’t press the issue. He knows when to back off, at least. We sit down, and I pick at my eggs, but they taste like ash in my mouth. My mind is somewhere else—somewhere with Landon, his eyes flashing red. The way I whined.
I feel sick just thinking about it.
“Seriously, you’re on edge,” Jacob says after a minute of silence. “Something’s bothering you, and don’t tell me it’s nothing.”
Before I can tell him to drop it, the entire hall goes quiet. The kind of quiet that makes the hair on the back of your neck stand up. I glance up and my stomach twists. Noah’s walking toward our table, completely ignoring the dozens of eyes on him. He walks like he belongs anywhere he damn well pleases, his calm, confident stride making every Alpha and Beta in the room do a double take.
He’s not like Landon, though. There’s no smugness in the way he carries himself, no arrogance. Just quiet confidence, like he knows who he is and doesn’t need to prove anything to anyone.
And he’s walking straight toward me.
Jacob nudges me with his elbow. “Uh, why is Noah walking over here?”
“Good question,” I mutter, trying to keep my face neutral. Noah and I aren’t friends. We’re not anything. So, why the hell is he—
He drops into the seat beside me, setting his tray down like he’s been sitting with us for years.
Noah doesn’t say anything at first. He just smiles down at me, like we’re old friends. The entire dining hall is still watching, like they can’t believe this is happening.
I can’t believe this is happening.
“Morning,” Noah says casually, like it’s no big deal that he just made the entire dining hall go silent.
I glance at Jacob, who’s still staring like he’s just seen a ghost. “Uh, hey?” I manage to say, my voice more confused than anything.
Noah grins and starts eating, completely ignoring the stares. “You sleep okay?”
I don’t answer. I don’t know how to. Why is he doing this? I stormed away after our weird encounter yesterday, and now he’s here sitting with me like we’ve been best friends for years?
Jacob clears his throat. “Uh… not to sound rude, but why are you sitting with us?”
Noah shrugs, his grin not faltering. “Figured I could use some new company.”
“Right.” Jacob’s eyes dart between me and Noah. “Well, welcome, I guess.”
Noah shrugs, taking a bite of his toast. “Thanks.”
“Uh-huh,” Jacob says, clearly not buying it. He looks at me, raising an eyebrow, and I can practically see the gears turning in his head.
Noah doesn’t seem to notice—or care—about the attention we’re getting. He’s just sitting there, eating like it’s the most natural thing in the world. I, on the other hand, can feel my skin crawling under the weight of the stares, and it’s taking everything I have not to bolt from the table.
I grit my teeth, trying to ignore him, but Jacob suddenly bursts into laughter, clearly sensing the tension and wanting to break it. “Man, you two are something else. It’s like watching a bomb about to go off.”
Noah grins, and I’m half-expecting him to say something sharp, but instead, he leans back in his chair and shoots me a wink. “Relax, Tyler. You’re wound up tighter than a spring.”
I’m still trying to wrap my head around this whole situation. Noah’s not just some random Alpha. He’s one of the top students here, well-liked and respected. And now he’s sitting with me, an Omega no one wants to deal with.
It’s unsettling.
“So,” Noah says, breaking the silence. “How’s your morning been so far, Tyler?”
I blink, trying to figure out if this is some kind of trick. “Fine,” I say again, not wanting to engage in whatever game he’s playing.
Noah raises an eyebrow, his smile softening. “You don’t look fine.”
“Why does everyone keep saying that?” I snap, my patience already wearing thin.
Noah chuckles, and I feel my irritation spike. He’s calm, collected, while I feel like I’m fraying at the edges. It’s like he knows exactly how to push my buttons without even trying.
“You’ve got a lot on your mind,” Noah says, taking a bite of his food. “I can tell.”
I narrow my eyes. “And you care why?”
Jacob lets out a nervous laugh, clearly trying to diffuse the tension. “Tyler’s just had a rough couple of days, that’s all. Right, Tyler?”
I ignore Jacob’s attempt at smoothing things over. I’m about to snap back at Noah when he suddenly says, “Why did the scarecrow become a successful motivational speaker?”
I blink, completely thrown off. “What?”
“The scarecrow,” Noah repeats, his grin widening. “He was outstanding in his field.”
There’s a beat of silence, and then Jacob lets out a surprised snort, shaking his head. “Oh my god, that’s terrible.”
Against my better judgement, I feel a laugh bubble up in my chest. I try to shove it down, but it escapes before I can stop it. It’s small, just a quick laugh, but it’s there. Noah’s grin gets wider, and Jacob looks at me like he’s just seen a miracle.
“Did you… did you just laugh?” Jacob asks, half-joking but also half-serious.
I shake my head, still smiling despite myself. “That joke was awful.”
“Awful but effective,” Noah says, winking at me.
I roll my eyes, but the tension in my shoulders loosens just a little. I don’t know how the hell Noah managed to get me to laugh, but for a split second, everything didn’t feel so crushing.
But the moment doesn’t last. Because as soon as I settle back, I feel it. The heavy, suffocating presence of someone watching me.
I don’t even have to turn around to know who it is. My stomach drops, and all the calm I felt seconds ago disappears. I clench my fists under the table, keeping my eyes down on my tray. I won’t look at him. I won’t give him the satisfaction of knowing he’s getting to me.
But I can feel Landon’s eyes burning into me from across the room.
“Tyler?”
Noah’s voice pulls me back, and I realise he’s watching me carefully, his brow furrowed in concern. Jacob’s gone quiet too, sensing the shift.
“You okay?” Noah asks, his voice soft again, like he’s trying to reel me back in.
I force a nod, trying to shake off the feeling of Landon’s gaze. “Yeah, I’m fine.”
But I’m not fine. I’m far from it. Because I know Landon’s not just watching. He’s planning. Waiting. And after yesterday, I know he’s not going to let this go.
Noah’s still watching me, his eyes scanning my face like he can see right through me. It’s unsettling how easily he reads me, but I don’t have the energy to push him away right now.
Noah’s voice is calm when he whispers, “He’s watching you, isn’t he?”
I nod, not trusting myself to speak.
Jacob clears his throat, clearly trying to break the tension. “So, uh, Noah. What’s up with you sitting here? Not that I mind, but… it’s a little unusual.”
Noah glances at Jacob, shrugging. “Like I said, figured I could use a change of pace.”
“Yeah, well, I don’t think everyone else in the room agrees,” Jacob mutters under his breath, glancing around at the other students who are still staring at us.
I grit my teeth, trying to block it all out. The whispers, the stares, Landon’s eyes still boring into the back of my head. It’s like the whole room is closing in on me.
“Tyler,” Noah says again, his voice pulling me back. “You sure you’re alright?”
I nod, but I know he doesn’t believe me. I don’t believe me.
I force myself to focus on my food, pushing it around my plate, even though I’m not hungry. I just need to get through breakfast, get out of here without making a scene.
But as the minutes pass, the weight of Landon’s stare never lets up. It’s suffocating, like he’s daring me to acknowledge him.
Finally, I can’t take it anymore. I shove my tray aside, standing up abruptly. “I’m heading out.”
Jacob looks up, surprised. “You’re not eating?”
“I’ll grab something later,” I mutter, already walking toward the door.
I can feel Noah’s eyes on me as I leave, but I don’t stop. I just need to get out of here before I suffocate. Before Landon corners me again.
Because if he does, I’m not sure I’ll be able to run this time.
I’ve been watching Tyler the whole damn morning, my eyes glued to him from the second he walked into the dining hall. It’s hard not to, after I watched him submit to me. He walked away from me—ran—and I let him, but only because I wanted to see how long he’d last without looking over his shoulder, waiting for me to come after him.But what I wasn’t expecting, what has my blood boiling right now, is Noah.He came out of nowhere, sliding in like he belonged at Tyler’s table, all calm and casual, like he didn’t know he was walking into a war zone. And Tyler—Tyler—didn’t push him away. He didn’t throw up the walls like he did with me. No, he let Noah sit there, let him talk to him, let him make him laugh.That laugh… it clawed at me, like something was tightening around my chest, squeezing. Tyler doesn’t laugh. He’s all sharp edges, all fire. He doesn’t let anyone in. But Noah? Noah walks in, sits down, and within minutes, Tyler’s smiling. Not at me. Not because of me.Why Noah?I grind
I can still feel the weight of Landon’s eyes on me, even after I walked out of the dining hall this morning. The intensity of his stare had me rattled all through my morning classes, and I’ve been on edge ever since. No matter what I do, he’s always there, lurking, watching. It’s suffocating.Jacob’s talking beside me, but I’m barely listening. Something about a group project we’ve been assigned in one of our classes. My mind’s elsewhere, spinning over the encounters with both Landon and Noah.Landon’s possessiveness is like a shadow that’s always looming, creeping in when I least expect it. I haven’t told Jacob about how close Landon got the other day or the fact that, for a split second, I gave in. I’m too ashamed of that moment, of the way my body responded without my permission.And then there’s Noah. Calm, steady Noah who somehow makes me feel safe and cornered all at once. It’s confusing, and I hate how much my mind keeps drifting back to the way he’d made me laugh at breakfast
I barely make it two steps before I feel a hand on my shoulder. I freeze. My body tenses up immediately, my heart pounding in my ears. Every instinct is screaming at me to keep moving, to bolt, but Noah’s grip holds me in place—not forcefully, but enough to stop me from walking out of the dining hall.“Tyler,” he says quietly, his voice calm. “Wait.”I don’t turn around. I can’t. I don’t want to see whatever look is on his face—sympathy, concern, whatever. I’m not here for that. I’m not here to be someone’s charity case.“Let go,” I mutter, but even I can hear the shake in my voice.Noah doesn’t move his hand. Instead, he takes a step closer, his other hand coming up to my other shoulder. It’s gentle, but solid—like he’s not going to let me go until I listen.“Tyler, just stop for a second,” he says, his voice low, meant just for me. “You don’t have to keep running.”I stand there, stiff, not wanting to admit how much his touch is grounding me. It’s not like Landon’s overpowering pres
I storm out of the dining hall, my blood boiling, fists clenched so tight I can feel my nails digging into my palms. The moment Noah touched Tyler, the moment I saw how easily Tyler let him… it was like a switch flipped inside me. I could barely breathe through the anger.But it’s not just the anger. It’s something deeper. Something that twists in my chest like a knife. Hurt. Because I know—damn it, I know—I was in the wrong. I pushed Tyler away. I became exactly the type of Alpha I always swore I wouldn’t be. The type that takes, that dominates just because he can. The type that corners someone like Tyler, that makes him feel trapped, like he has no choice.I didn’t want to be that. I never wanted to be that.I slam my door shut when I get back to my dorm, not bothering to turn on the lights. I can feel the rage simmering under my skin, but it’s not just directed at Noah. No, Noah’s just doing what any Alpha would do—stepping in, claiming what’s available. What I left vulnerable. I
Life at Ridgecrest has been… better. Not perfect, but better. It’s been three weeks since I last saw Landon, and everything feels like it’s shifted. Noah and I have become closer—not in the way people seem to think, though. It’s not romantic, not even close. He doesn’t push me, and I’m grateful for that. It’s just... easy between us. As much as anything can be easy for me now. But there’s still this undercurrent of anxiety every time I’m around him. Not because of anything he’s done, but because my body doesn’t know how to relax around Alphas, not even ones like Noah.The memory of Landon still lingers, though. It’s like a pit in my stomach that hasn’t gone away since he disappeared. It’s not like I miss him—hell, I’m better off without him breathing down my neck, right? He was suffocating, intense in a way that had my instincts screaming to run. But now that he’s gone, that absence feels strange. Unsettling, even. I thought I’d feel relieved, but instead, there’s this gnawing feeli
Weeks have passed, and it’s been more or less the same. I’m no longer the special Omega Landon is terrorising. No more intense stares, no more dominance games, no more confrontations that make me feel like I’m standing on the edge of a cliff. It should feel good, freeing even. But for some reason, it doesn’t.Instead, it bothers me. A lot.I can’t make sense of it. Isn’t this what I wanted? To be left alone? To not have Landon’s overbearing presence looming over me every time I step into a room? But every time I see him across campus, completely ignoring me like I’m invisible, there’s this sharp pang in my chest. It’s not anger. It’s not relief. It’s something else, something I don’t want to admit because it feels too much like disappointment.Life’s been easier without him, or at least it should be. Noah and I have settled into a comfortable routine. We hang out a lot, but it’s always casual, nothing more. He doesn’t push, doesn’t ask questions I don’t want to answer, and I’m gratef
“That’s it… fuck. Such a good Omega…”Jace is on his knees for me, looking up at me with those golden eyes as he takes my cock in his mouth, gagging. I grip the back of his neck with one hand while the other strokes his cheek as I fuck his face.But it’s all wrong. I don’t want blond hair and golden eyes; I want unruly brunette curls and green eyes looking at me like I’m something. I want him on his knees for me, begging for my knot. I want my cock so far down his throat that he’s gagging my name; that fucking apple pie scent bringing me to my knees.“Fuck!” I growl; hot ropes of cum shooting down Jace’s throat as he moans for me. “Gods, you took me so well… Good Omega.”Jace practically purrs at the compliment, looking so damn proud of himself. I lean forward, pressing my lips to his briefly, but it doesn’t ignite anything inside me. Not like I want it to. I pull away, staring down at him, and a strange emptiness settles in my chest. This is what I should want. This is what an Omega
I wake up the next morning with a feeling I haven’t had in… I don’t even know how long. Light. Free. It’s like some invisible weight I didn’t even realise I was carrying has been lifted off my chest.Landon’s words keep playing in my mind—his apology, his explanation, the way he looked at me like he was really seeing me for the first time. It wasn’t just the apology itself, though that was huge. It was the way he said it, the way he owned up to everything he’d done wrong.It was real. And it mattered.I stretch, yawning as the sunlight filters through the blinds. It’s early, too early for classes, but I can’t stay in bed. I feel… good. I want to move, to do something with all this energy buzzing through me.As I get up, my mind drifts back to last night. To the way Landon’s voice softened when he told me he wasn’t that guy anymore. To the way he stood there, waiting, not pushing or demanding. Just… there. Honest. It’s strange, but the anger and frustration that used to bubble up when
I glance over at Tyler, fast asleep in the seat next to me, his head resting against the window. His breathing is slow and steady, and there’s this peaceful look on his face that makes me smile. He’s been through so much, and seeing him this relaxed, even if it’s just because he’s exhausted, feels like a win.But as I watch him sleep, that familiar tightness starts building in my chest. It’s not the kind of nervousness I usually feel. This is different. Tyler’s heat is coming soon, and I’ve never been through something like this before—not with anyone, much less an Omega as important to me as Tyler.I’ve heard stories, of course. Alphas always talk about what it’s like when their Omega goes into heat. Some of them make it sound like it’s no big deal, like it’s just a biological thing that happens, something you power through and move on from. But it’s not like that for Tyler. He’s vulnerable, fragile in ways he usually hides, and I don’t want to mess this up.I can’t mess this up.My
I’m jittery the entire flight, staring out the window as the city comes into view beneath us. My excitement mixes with nerves, the weight of what we’re doing settling in. We’re looking for a home. For my nest. It’s still strange to me, the idea of nesting and building a space that feels like mine, something I never thought I’d want or need. And now, here I am, sitting next to an Alpha and planning a future I never imagined.Landon’s sitting beside me, his hand resting comfortably on my knee. He’s been so supportive, so patient through everything. I glance over at him, and he catches my eye, offering me a soft smile.“You okay?” he asks, his voice soft.I nod, even though my stomach’s doing flips. “Yeah. Just… a lot to take in.”“I get it,” he says, giving my knee a gentle squeeze. “No rush. We’ll find the right place.”His calmness helps, but there’s still something clawing at the back of my mind. I’ve been meaning to tell him about my mother, about why I was always so hesitant when
The past three days have been a rollercoaster. At first, it seemed like Tyler was getting better—physically, at least. The bruises are fading, and he’s not wincing with every move. But emotionally? Mentally? He’s been all over the place.He’s bratty, whining about the smallest things, picking fights over absolutely nothing, and it’s driving me insane. One minute he’s fine, the next he’s complaining about how I’m doing everything wrong. I try to stay patient, but it’s hard when he’s constantly pushing my buttons.Like right now.“I don’t get why you won’t just listen to me!” Tyler snaps, crossing his arms as he paces in front of me. “I told you I don’t want that stupid blanket, and you keep bringing it out like I’m some kind of child!”I rub my temples, feeling the frustration building. “Tyler, it’s just a blanket. You said you were cold, so I grabbed it. What’s the big deal?”He throws his hands in the air. “The big deal is that I don’t want it! I want something else, but you never li
I stand by the bed, watching Tyler breathe softly, his chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm. He looks peaceful now, curled up in the blankets, but the bruises on his face remind me of everything that happened. My blood boils just thinking about it, and I know I can’t let it go.As much as I want to stay here with him, I need to make a call. I slip out of the room quietly, closing the door behind me as gently as I can. My fists are still clenched at my sides, the anger bubbling just under the surface as I pull out my phone and dial my father’s number.It doesn’t take long for him to pick up.“Landon,” he says, his voice sharp and alert. “What’s going on?”I take a deep breath, trying to steady myself. “Dad, something happened. To Tyler.”There’s a pause on the other end of the line, and when my father speaks again, his voice is icy. “What do you mean? What happened?”“He was attacked,” I say, my voice tight. “Out of jealousy by Jace, Omega I had something with before, and two Al
I wake up slowly, blinking against the morning light streaming through the curtains. The bed is soft, warmer than I expected, and I’m surrounded by Landon’s scent. For a second, I’m disoriented, not sure where I am, but then I remember—Landon must’ve brought me to his bedroom after… after everything.I shift slightly and glance around the room. It’s huge, way bigger than our dorm. The walls are a deep navy, and there’s a sleek, modern design to everything—exactly what I’d expect from Landon. But what catches my eye isn’t the room. It’s Landon himself, sitting in a chair next to the bed, head tilted back awkwardly, fast asleep.He looks… uncomfortable. His neck is craned at an odd angle, and even though he’s out cold, I can tell he’s going to regret that chair when he wakes up. But the sight of him like this, sleeping beside me instead of in the bed, warms something deep in my chest. He didn’t want to make me uncomfortable, so he slept there. The Alpha who takes up so much space in ev
I sit there, watching Tyler as his breathing steadies, his face still bruised but peaceful now that sleep has taken him. Every second I sit here, knowing who did this to him, knowing Jace is probably out there, smug, makes my skin crawl. I can’t let it slide. Not this time.Once I’m sure Tyler is fully asleep, I stand up, my hands still clenched into fists at my sides. Jacob looks up at me, his expression cautious. He knows me too well.“You’re not going after them, are you?” Jacob asks, his voice low, but there’s no point in pretending he doesn’t know the answer.I don’t bother lying. “I’m not letting them get away with this.”Jacob frowns, standing up as if to block my path. “Tyler told you not to go after them. He doesn’t want you to get in trouble.”I glance at Tyler, still unconscious and vulnerable in that bed. “This isn’t about getting into fucking trouble; I don't give a shit about me. This is about what they did to him. You expect me to just let that go?”He sighs, running a
I’m already furious before I even get to the infirmary. The second I got the call, everything inside me snapped. Tyler, hurt—unconscious, beaten? The words don’t make sense. None of this makes sense. The rage bubbling inside me is barely contained as I push open the door, my heart pounding so hard it feels like it’s going to explode out of my chest.When I walk in and see him lying there, my anger spikes. Tyler’s face is bruised, swollen, and he’s lying completely still, his eyes closed like he hasn’t moved since they found him. Jacob is sitting at his bedside, his face tight with worry, and the sight only makes me angrier.Whoever did this—whoever touched him—was going to pay.“Jacob,” I snap, storming up to Tyler’s bed, “what the hell happened?”Jacob glances up at me, his expression strained. “I don’t know, Landon. I don’t know what the fuck happened.”His words only stoke the fire inside me. How the hell could he not know? I look down at Tyler, the bruises on his cheek, the cut ne
I’m practically floating through the day, everything feeling lighter and easier than it ever has. Even the usually dull classes seem tolerable, and I can’t help the grin that keeps tugging at my lips. It’s not like me to feel this way, this… happy.Jacob notices, of course. He’s been side-eyeing me all morning, clearly freaked out by how calm and relaxed I am.“You good?” he asks as we walk to lunch, his voice full of suspicion.“Yeah, why wouldn’t I be?” I reply, trying—and failing—to keep the smile off my face.Jacob stops in his tracks, grabbing my arm to pull me to a halt. “Okay, spill. What the hell happened? You’ve been smiling like a lunatic all day. It’s weird.”I chuckle, shaking my head as I continue walking. “Nothing. I’m just… in a good mood.”Jacob snorts, falling into step beside me. “Bullshit. You’ve been floating around like someone hit you with a bliss pheromone bomb. Did you and Landon…?”I glance at him, raising an eyebrow. “And what if we did?”Jacob’s eyes go wide
I smirk and draw my hand to his neck, running my thumb over his scent gland. “Do you want to come to my room with me?” I ask, my voice rough with need, and I watch as his eyes widen. He bites his bottom lip and I watch as the wheels turn in his head. I know he’s scared; scared I’ll take advantage, but that’s the last thing I want to do to him.I lean toward his ear. “You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do, but I would love to show you just how much I want to worship you, my perfect Omega.”Tyler sucks in a breath, and his scent overwhelms me so much that I feel the desk splinter as I hold onto it. He turns his head to face me and I watch as his green gives way to silver; not just a flash, but pure fucking Omega silver.“Will you take care of me, Alpha?” he murmurs and my heart fucking twists.I cup his face with both my hands and bite back a growl. “With my life. I’m yours, Tyler. You’ve ruined me for anyone else. Please allow me to show you just how ruined I am for you.”