I rush out of the dining hall, heart hammering in my chest, barely tasting the food I just scarfed down. It feels like everyone’s eyes are on me, like the whole damn school knows I’ve got a target on my back.
Landon’s not going to stop. I can feel it in the way he looks at me, the smug arrogance rolling off him every time he corners me. The way his pheromones hit me yesterday—fuck, I don’t even want to think about it.
I keep my head down, weaving through groups of students still hanging around after dinner. The sky’s darkening, and I’m grateful for it. Fewer people. Fewer Alphas. I just need to get back to my dorm, shut the door, and block it all out.
But as I make my way toward the dorms, my heart races faster. I hate how Landon made me feel—like I couldn’t control my own body. The way my knees buckled, the way I whined. I never want to feel that helpless again. I won’t.
I pick up my pace, barely noticing my surroundings, until—
Wham.
I smack into something—or someone—solid. My breath catches, and I stumble back, blinking up at the towering figure I just crashed into. Another Alpha. Just my luck.
He’s tall, muscular like Landon, but with darker hair and sharp Alpha blue eyes that lock onto mine instantly. He catches my arm, steadying me before I can fall, and I freeze, my whole body tensing.
“Whoa, easy,” he says, his voice low and smooth. “You alright?”
I try to step back, but his hand is still on my arm, holding me in place. My heart’s pounding again, faster now. I feel cornered, like prey.
“I’m fine,” I mutter, pulling my arm free. I don’t need another Alpha messing with me, not after what happened with Landon.
But his eyes don’t leave mine, and I can see it—the way he notices my fear, the way he can probably smell it. God, I hate that they can smell everything. I grit my teeth, backing up a step, but he doesn’t move. Doesn’t give me space.
“You sure?” he asks, his gaze softening, like he’s trying to calm me down. “You look a little… shaken.”
I clench my fists at my sides, trying to steady my breathing. “I said I’m fine.”
“Doesn’t seem like it,” he replies, taking a step closer. His voice lowers, and I hate how soothing it sounds, like he’s coaxing me. “It’s okay. You don’t have to be scared.”
“I’m not scared,” I snap, even though it’s a lie. I can’t shake the memory of Landon, the way he used his pheromones to force me to submit, how my body responded before my mind could catch up.
The Alpha tilts his head, studying me, his hand reaching up slowly. I flinch, but he doesn’t stop. His fingers brush against my cheek, gentle, stroking my face like he’s trying to ease the panic out of me.
My whole body tenses, and for a second, I can’t move. His touch is… soft, comforting even. It feels wrong. It feels like everything I’m trying to run from. And worst of all? It’s working. The tension in my chest eases a fraction, my breath coming slower, steadier.
“What the hell are you doing?” I whisper, panic rising again, but softer this time, like my body’s betraying me again.
“I’m just calming you down,” he says, his voice still quiet, still soothing. “It’s okay. You’re safe.”
Safe? The word makes me want to scream. I jerk away from his touch, backing up so fast I nearly trip over my own feet. My heart’s racing again, harder than before, and this time it’s not just from fear—it’s from how easily he made me relax. How easily he took control without me even realising it.
“Don’t touch me,” I snap, my voice harsher than I mean for it to be.
The Alpha raises his hands in surrender, the calm smile still on his face. “Okay. No touching. Just take it easy.”
I glare at him, my pulse pounding in my ears. “You’re making me calm down,” I hiss. “Stop it.”
He chuckles softly, shaking his head. “I’m not doing anything, Omega. You’re just overthinking it.”
I clench my jaw at the word. Omega. I hate it. I hate how they throw it around like it defines me, like it’s supposed to mean something. “Don’t call me that.”
“What do you want me to call you?” he asks, his tone still casual, like he’s just chatting with me over coffee.
“Tyler,” I snap. “My name is Tyler.”
“Alright, Tyler,” he says, that same calm smile on his face. “I’m Noah.”
I stare at him, the name sinking in slowly. Noah. I’ve heard of him and know who he is even though I’ve been trying to avoid most of the Alphas at Ridgecrest. I have no idea if he’s from a legacy pack or not.
“Well, Noah,” I say, trying to keep my voice steady, “I don’t need your help. So, back off.”
He watches me for a moment, like he’s deciding whether to listen or not. Then, to my surprise, he takes a step back, giving me the space I’ve been silently begging for.
“There,” he says, still smiling. “Better?”
I nod, swallowing the lump in my throat. “Yeah.”
He’s still watching me, though, those blue eyes of his soft but piercing at the same time, like he’s reading every thought running through my head. I hate it. Hate how I feel so exposed and transparent in front of him.
“What do you want?” I ask, cutting to the chase. “You see some scared Omega and think you can play hero? Is that it?”
He shakes his head, his expression still annoyingly calm. “No. I’m not trying to play anything. I just saw you and thought you looked like you needed a break.”
“A break from what?”
“From whoever scared you before me.”
I blink, my mouth opening and closing as I try to come up with something to say. But nothing comes. Because he’s right. I was scared. I AM scared. And not because of him—because of Landon. Because of the way Landon’s eyes flashed red and the way my body responded like it had no choice.
I hate it. I hate that it’s still affecting me.
I narrow my eyes. “None of your business.”
He shrugs. “Fair enough. But I’m guessing it has something to do with Landon.”
My stomach clenches at the sound of his name, and I know I don’t hide it fast enough. Noah’s eyes flicker with understanding, and I curse myself for giving it away.
“Thought so,” he says, his voice still soft, but there’s an edge to it now. “He’s not someone you want to cross.”
“I didn’t cross him,” I mutter, my fists clenching again. “He’s just… he’s a bully.”
Noah sighs, nodding slowly. “Yeah, I know. That’s kind of his thing.”
I raise an eyebrow. “You know him?”
Noah laughs, shaking his head. “Not well. Just enough to know he’s trouble.” He pauses, watching me again with that calm gaze. “You should probably steer clear of him. I know guys like him—once they’ve got their eye on you, they don’t let go easily.”
“I don’t need your advice,” I say, crossing my arms over my chest. “I can handle him.”
“Can you?” Noah asks, his voice softer now, almost concerned.
I bristle at the question, hating how it makes me feel. “Yes. I can.”
He doesn’t respond right away, just studies me, like he’s trying to figure me out. I hate it. Hate how he’s just standing there, calm and composed, while I’m a mess inside. I don’t need this. I don’t need some Alpha acting like he knows better, like he can tell me how to survive this place.
“Well,” Noah finally says, “if you ever need someone to talk to, or, you know, someone to get Landon off your back… I’m around.”
I blink at him, thrown off by the offer. “Why would you help me?”
“Why wouldn’t I?” Noah shrugs again, that easy smile back on his face. “You’re not the first Omega to get on Landon’s radar, and you won’t be the last. But you… you’re different.”
“Different how?” I ask, narrowing my eyes.
“Most Omegas fold the second he looks at them,” Noah says, his tone light. “But you didn’t. You pushed back. That’s… not something you see every day.”
I don’t know whether to take that as a compliment or an insult. I stare at him for a moment, trying to figure him out. There’s something about him—he’s not like Landon, that much is clear. He doesn’t have that same arrogance, that sense of entitlement. But he’s still an Alpha, and that alone makes me wary.
“I don’t need your help,” I say again, firmer this time.
Noah nods, his smile never faltering. “Alright. But if you change your mind, you know where to find me.”
I don’t say anything, just turn on my heel and walk away, my mind spinning with everything that just happened. I can still feel the ghost of his touch on my face, still hear his voice in my head, telling me I was safe, telling me to calm down.
But I’m not safe. Not here. Not with all these Alphas watching me, waiting for me to break.
I walk with Jacob to breakfast, trying to keep my head down and my emotions in check. It’s not working. The mess with Landon and then running into Noah later still has me wound tight. I didn’t sleep much last night, either. My mind kept replaying that moment when Landon forced me to submit, when my body betrayed me, and I let it happen. Then, there was Noah, who somehow made me calm down just by being… him. The whole thing has me on edge, and Jacob’s been giving me side-eye the entire walk from the dorm to the dining hall.The dining hall is buzzing with the usual morning crowd—Alphas sitting together, already loud and obnoxious, Betas scattered around them like they’re trying to stay out of the way. And the Omegas? They’re huddled off in their own little group, quiet and subdued. I roll my eyes as we walk in. Same routine every day.Food’s the last thing on my mind. The knot in my chest hasn’t loosened since yesterday, and even though I want to shove it all down, I can’t shake the
I’ve been watching Tyler the whole damn morning, my eyes glued to him from the second he walked into the dining hall. It’s hard not to, after I watched him submit to me. He walked away from me—ran—and I let him, but only because I wanted to see how long he’d last without looking over his shoulder, waiting for me to come after him.But what I wasn’t expecting, what has my blood boiling right now, is Noah.He came out of nowhere, sliding in like he belonged at Tyler’s table, all calm and casual, like he didn’t know he was walking into a war zone. And Tyler—Tyler—didn’t push him away. He didn’t throw up the walls like he did with me. No, he let Noah sit there, let him talk to him, let him make him laugh.That laugh… it clawed at me, like something was tightening around my chest, squeezing. Tyler doesn’t laugh. He’s all sharp edges, all fire. He doesn’t let anyone in. But Noah? Noah walks in, sits down, and within minutes, Tyler’s smiling. Not at me. Not because of me.Why Noah?I grind
I can still feel the weight of Landon’s eyes on me, even after I walked out of the dining hall this morning. The intensity of his stare had me rattled all through my morning classes, and I’ve been on edge ever since. No matter what I do, he’s always there, lurking, watching. It’s suffocating.Jacob’s talking beside me, but I’m barely listening. Something about a group project we’ve been assigned in one of our classes. My mind’s elsewhere, spinning over the encounters with both Landon and Noah.Landon’s possessiveness is like a shadow that’s always looming, creeping in when I least expect it. I haven’t told Jacob about how close Landon got the other day or the fact that, for a split second, I gave in. I’m too ashamed of that moment, of the way my body responded without my permission.And then there’s Noah. Calm, steady Noah who somehow makes me feel safe and cornered all at once. It’s confusing, and I hate how much my mind keeps drifting back to the way he’d made me laugh at breakfast
I barely make it two steps before I feel a hand on my shoulder. I freeze. My body tenses up immediately, my heart pounding in my ears. Every instinct is screaming at me to keep moving, to bolt, but Noah’s grip holds me in place—not forcefully, but enough to stop me from walking out of the dining hall.“Tyler,” he says quietly, his voice calm. “Wait.”I don’t turn around. I can’t. I don’t want to see whatever look is on his face—sympathy, concern, whatever. I’m not here for that. I’m not here to be someone’s charity case.“Let go,” I mutter, but even I can hear the shake in my voice.Noah doesn’t move his hand. Instead, he takes a step closer, his other hand coming up to my other shoulder. It’s gentle, but solid—like he’s not going to let me go until I listen.“Tyler, just stop for a second,” he says, his voice low, meant just for me. “You don’t have to keep running.”I stand there, stiff, not wanting to admit how much his touch is grounding me. It’s not like Landon’s overpowering pres
I storm out of the dining hall, my blood boiling, fists clenched so tight I can feel my nails digging into my palms. The moment Noah touched Tyler, the moment I saw how easily Tyler let him… it was like a switch flipped inside me. I could barely breathe through the anger.But it’s not just the anger. It’s something deeper. Something that twists in my chest like a knife. Hurt. Because I know—damn it, I know—I was in the wrong. I pushed Tyler away. I became exactly the type of Alpha I always swore I wouldn’t be. The type that takes, that dominates just because he can. The type that corners someone like Tyler, that makes him feel trapped, like he has no choice.I didn’t want to be that. I never wanted to be that.I slam my door shut when I get back to my dorm, not bothering to turn on the lights. I can feel the rage simmering under my skin, but it’s not just directed at Noah. No, Noah’s just doing what any Alpha would do—stepping in, claiming what’s available. What I left vulnerable. I
Life at Ridgecrest has been… better. Not perfect, but better. It’s been three weeks since I last saw Landon, and everything feels like it’s shifted. Noah and I have become closer—not in the way people seem to think, though. It’s not romantic, not even close. He doesn’t push me, and I’m grateful for that. It’s just... easy between us. As much as anything can be easy for me now. But there’s still this undercurrent of anxiety every time I’m around him. Not because of anything he’s done, but because my body doesn’t know how to relax around Alphas, not even ones like Noah.The memory of Landon still lingers, though. It’s like a pit in my stomach that hasn’t gone away since he disappeared. It’s not like I miss him—hell, I’m better off without him breathing down my neck, right? He was suffocating, intense in a way that had my instincts screaming to run. But now that he’s gone, that absence feels strange. Unsettling, even. I thought I’d feel relieved, but instead, there’s this gnawing feeli
Weeks have passed, and it’s been more or less the same. I’m no longer the special Omega Landon is terrorising. No more intense stares, no more dominance games, no more confrontations that make me feel like I’m standing on the edge of a cliff. It should feel good, freeing even. But for some reason, it doesn’t.Instead, it bothers me. A lot.I can’t make sense of it. Isn’t this what I wanted? To be left alone? To not have Landon’s overbearing presence looming over me every time I step into a room? But every time I see him across campus, completely ignoring me like I’m invisible, there’s this sharp pang in my chest. It’s not anger. It’s not relief. It’s something else, something I don’t want to admit because it feels too much like disappointment.Life’s been easier without him, or at least it should be. Noah and I have settled into a comfortable routine. We hang out a lot, but it’s always casual, nothing more. He doesn’t push, doesn’t ask questions I don’t want to answer, and I’m gratef
“That’s it… fuck. Such a good Omega…”Jace is on his knees for me, looking up at me with those golden eyes as he takes my cock in his mouth, gagging. I grip the back of his neck with one hand while the other strokes his cheek as I fuck his face.But it’s all wrong. I don’t want blond hair and golden eyes; I want unruly brunette curls and green eyes looking at me like I’m something. I want him on his knees for me, begging for my knot. I want my cock so far down his throat that he’s gagging my name; that fucking apple pie scent bringing me to my knees.“Fuck!” I growl; hot ropes of cum shooting down Jace’s throat as he moans for me. “Gods, you took me so well… Good Omega.”Jace practically purrs at the compliment, looking so damn proud of himself. I lean forward, pressing my lips to his briefly, but it doesn’t ignite anything inside me. Not like I want it to. I pull away, staring down at him, and a strange emptiness settles in my chest. This is what I should want. This is what an Omega
The scent changes before either of us says another word.It’s subtle at first—sweet and familiar, like ripe peaches hanging heavy on the branch, but then it shifts. Grows thicker, headier. There’s heat behind it now, and it hits me all at once, coating my lungs and curling around my instincts like a damn vice.“Xavier,” I murmur, voice low and full of warning. My hand tightens where it’s resting on his hip. “That scent. You need to pull it back.”His eyes flick up to mine, steady and calm. That perfect omega calm that hides all the fire underneath. “Why?” he asks simply, like it’s nothing. Like the sudden ache in my gut and the hard press of my cock against his back is something we can just ignore.My grip tightens again, and I fight to keep my voice level. “Because I’m not gonna be able to stop myself if you don’t.”He turns in my arms slowly, his skin sliding against mine under the water, every brush of his body lighting me up like a fucking fuse. His hands find my chest, sliding ov
Jacob doesn’t speak as we walk through the estate. Doesn’t comment when I hesitate slightly near the front foyer, my body remembering the tension of walking through those doors earlier. He just grabs my hand and keeps walking until we reach the garage doors.When he opens one, I blink.Inside, lined up neatly like something out of a magazine, are cars. Sleek, glossy, expensive as hell. A few motorcycles. And in the back, tucked in the corner, a matte black four-wheeler that looks like it’s seen actual off-road chaos.I blink again. “You want me to drive that?”“No,” Jacob says, grinning. “I’m driving. You’re riding.”I stare at him. “I don’t think I’ve ever been on a four-wheeler.”He shrugs. “Then you’re about to lose your off-roading virginity.”I groan. “You’re unbearable.”He tosses me a helmet from the shelf. “And you love it.”A few minutes later, we’re flying across the property—through the trees, over dirt trails I didn’t even know were there. The wind whips around us, fast an
I try to keep breathing, even though it feels like I can’t draw a full breath without the edges of it catching on the panic that’s trying to rise again.But Jacob’s father isn’t finished. “There’s one more thing.”I look up, because I have to. Because it’s the only way to brace for it, whatever it is. He meets my gaze directly, and there’s something there—something heavier than before. Not just grim facts or legal consequences. Guilt, maybe. Or regret.And that scares me more than anything.Jacob shifts beside me, sitting straighter. “What now?”“There’s a possibility,” his father begins, each word carefully measured, “that Xavier may need to testify.”The words don’t land right away. I blink, mind scrambling to catch up, to translate.“Testify?” I echo, the word dry in my mouth.Jacob’s head snaps toward his father, eyes narrowing. “You’re kidding.”His father shakes his head once, solemn and steady. “Not in the immediate future. But down the line—if this goes to trial, if the other
Breakfast is warm and quiet and—oddly enough—kind of perfect.Jacob’s seated across from me at the massive kitchen island, shirtless again because he has no shame and apparently no awareness of how distracting he is when he’s pouring coffee with that smug little grin on his face. The smell of cinnamon and vanilla is thick in the air from the French toast he made, and I’m on my second slice because I have no self-control when it comes to food that tastes like comfort and safety.We’re teasing each other about something ridiculous—I think it started with whether or not I could take him in a fight and has now devolved into him impersonating my voice and dramatically swooning over how broad his shoulders are.“You’re obsessed,” I say flatly, trying not to laugh as I stab another bite with my fork. “Seriously, Jacob, this is starting to look like a cry for attention.”“Oh, I’m obsessed?” he counters, leaning back in his chair and flexing way too obviously, just to make a point. “You were t
The moment I wake, I know something’s wrong.I’m not in danger. There’s no immediate threat. But the cold weight sitting on my chest tells me something dark followed me out of sleep, curled its claws around my ribs and pulled me under just long enough to rattle everything inside me. I lie there for a minute, blinking up at the soft shadows cast by the moonlight through the window. The sheets are tangled around my legs, and my shirt is damp with sweat, clinging to my back like it’s trying to hold on to the nightmare that’s already slipping through my fingers.I can’t remember all of it. Just fragments. Heat and cold. A closed door that wouldn’t open. Voices I recognized but couldn’t place. My own hands pounding against something that wouldn’t move. And that feeling—that helpless, suffocating weight pressing down on my chest like I was back in that house, back in that life where nothing was mine.My heart’s still racing. My breathing’s uneven.I sit up slowly, rubbing my hands over my
My father’s message is simple and direct, sent through one of his staff. “Jacob, come to my office—alone,” it reads, clear and blunt as ever. The wording puts a knot in my stomach instantly, a tense coil tightening just under my ribs. I glance briefly toward the living area where Xavier is curled up on the plush sofa, wrapped in a soft blanket, paging through a stack of books and magazines as he plans out his nest. He looks peaceful right now, content and safe, and I hate the idea of disturbing that sense of calm. So I slip away quietly, nodding to the staff member in acknowledgment before moving down the familiar halls toward my father’s office.I knock once before stepping inside, finding him at his desk, his expression solemn and serious as he glances up to meet my gaze. He gestures toward the chair opposite him, his mouth drawn into a tight, thin line that sends another wave of apprehension through me. My father is a controlled man, rarely allowing emotion to slip through his c
After this morning, I’m still wired as hell.Every cell in my body is keyed up, simmering just under the surface, my instincts scratching at the walls of my control, demanding I do something about it. I’ve tasted him now—felt Xavier’s mouth under mine, heard the little noises he makes when he’s desperate for more—and pulling back from that took everything I had. It wasn’t just about control, either. It’s about respect. About letting him be certain first. The last thing Xavier needs right now is to rush into something he’s not fully ready for. So, despite every cell in my body screaming at me to turn around, pin him against the nearest flat surface, and claim him properly, I’m determined to wait until Xavier himself knows exactly what he wants.But knowing I need to take it slow doesn’t make the tension in me any easier to handle. I can feel the electricity thrumming between us as we walk through the hallways of the estate, and every damn step closer to him makes my jaw tighten and
One of his hands lifts, his knuckles trailing the length of my jaw, barely a whisper of contact, but it sets my nerves on fire. I suck in a sharp breath, my body going still, my pulse hammering as his fingers trace down, following the delicate column of my throat before stopping at the base of my neck.And then, just to be a bastard, he presses his thumb against my pulse. I know he can feel how fast it is. I know he can tell what he’s doing to me.Jacob hums again, tilting his head slightly, watching me like he’s testing something, like he’s waiting to see if I’ll push him away or pull him closer. I know what he’s doing. He’s letting me set the pace, letting me decide how far this goes, if it goes anywhere at all.I should make him suffer. I should lean back and laugh it off, make some snarky comment, pretend like he doesn’t have me wrapped around his finger.But I don’t.Instead, I lift my chin just slightly, baring my throat a fraction more, letting him see what he’s doing to me, le
Warmth.That’s the first thing I notice when I wake up—how warm and safe I feel, wrapped in soft comforters, my body completely relaxed for the first time in weeks. There’s a moment where I forget where I am, forget everything that’s happened, but as my eyes slowly blink open and I take in the unfamiliar but luxurious surroundings, it all comes rushing back.I let out a slow breath, pressing my face into the pillow for a second before rolling onto my back, staring up at the ceiling. The memories of the previous day should send me spiraling, but they don’t. Not this time. Because I have something now—someone. I have Jacob.And if I have him, I don’t need them.My parents aren’t family. Family wouldn’t have tried to mold me into something I wasn’t. Family wouldn’t have hidden the truth from me, and wouldn’t have tried to keep me from my mate.Jacob’s father, for all his coldness and indifference, made sure I was safe. Jacob made sure I was safe. They didn’t just tell me I was theirs—the