I rush out of the dining hall, heart hammering in my chest, barely tasting the food I just scarfed down. It feels like everyone’s eyes are on me, like the whole damn school knows I’ve got a target on my back.
Landon’s not going to stop. I can feel it in the way he looks at me, the smug arrogance rolling off him every time he corners me. The way his pheromones hit me yesterday—fuck, I don’t even want to think about it.
I keep my head down, weaving through groups of students still hanging around after dinner. The sky’s darkening, and I’m grateful for it. Fewer people. Fewer Alphas. I just need to get back to my dorm, shut the door, and block it all out.
But as I make my way toward the dorms, my heart races faster. I hate how Landon made me feel—like I couldn’t control my own body. The way my knees buckled, the way I whined. I never want to feel that helpless again. I won’t.
I pick up my pace, barely noticing my surroundings, until—
Wham.
I smack into something—or someone—solid. My breath catches, and I stumble back, blinking up at the towering figure I just crashed into. Another Alpha. Just my luck.
He’s tall, muscular like Landon, but with darker hair and sharp Alpha blue eyes that lock onto mine instantly. He catches my arm, steadying me before I can fall, and I freeze, my whole body tensing.
“Whoa, easy,” he says, his voice low and smooth. “You alright?”
I try to step back, but his hand is still on my arm, holding me in place. My heart’s pounding again, faster now. I feel cornered, like prey.
“I’m fine,” I mutter, pulling my arm free. I don’t need another Alpha messing with me, not after what happened with Landon.
But his eyes don’t leave mine, and I can see it—the way he notices my fear, the way he can probably smell it. God, I hate that they can smell everything. I grit my teeth, backing up a step, but he doesn’t move. Doesn’t give me space.
“You sure?” he asks, his gaze softening, like he’s trying to calm me down. “You look a little… shaken.”
I clench my fists at my sides, trying to steady my breathing. “I said I’m fine.”
“Doesn’t seem like it,” he replies, taking a step closer. His voice lowers, and I hate how soothing it sounds, like he’s coaxing me. “It’s okay. You don’t have to be scared.”
“I’m not scared,” I snap, even though it’s a lie. I can’t shake the memory of Landon, the way he used his pheromones to force me to submit, how my body responded before my mind could catch up.
The Alpha tilts his head, studying me, his hand reaching up slowly. I flinch, but he doesn’t stop. His fingers brush against my cheek, gentle, stroking my face like he’s trying to ease the panic out of me.
My whole body tenses, and for a second, I can’t move. His touch is… soft, comforting even. It feels wrong. It feels like everything I’m trying to run from. And worst of all? It’s working. The tension in my chest eases a fraction, my breath coming slower, steadier.
“What the hell are you doing?” I whisper, panic rising again, but softer this time, like my body’s betraying me again.
“I’m just calming you down,” he says, his voice still quiet, still soothing. “It’s okay. You’re safe.”
Safe? The word makes me want to scream. I jerk away from his touch, backing up so fast I nearly trip over my own feet. My heart’s racing again, harder than before, and this time it’s not just from fear—it’s from how easily he made me relax. How easily he took control without me even realising it.
“Don’t touch me,” I snap, my voice harsher than I mean for it to be.
The Alpha raises his hands in surrender, the calm smile still on his face. “Okay. No touching. Just take it easy.”
I glare at him, my pulse pounding in my ears. “You’re making me calm down,” I hiss. “Stop it.”
He chuckles softly, shaking his head. “I’m not doing anything, Omega. You’re just overthinking it.”
I clench my jaw at the word. Omega. I hate it. I hate how they throw it around like it defines me, like it’s supposed to mean something. “Don’t call me that.”
“What do you want me to call you?” he asks, his tone still casual, like he’s just chatting with me over coffee.
“Tyler,” I snap. “My name is Tyler.”
“Alright, Tyler,” he says, that same calm smile on his face. “I’m Noah.”
I stare at him, the name sinking in slowly. Noah. I’ve heard of him and know who he is even though I’ve been trying to avoid most of the Alphas at Ridgecrest. I have no idea if he’s from a legacy pack or not.
“Well, Noah,” I say, trying to keep my voice steady, “I don’t need your help. So, back off.”
He watches me for a moment, like he’s deciding whether to listen or not. Then, to my surprise, he takes a step back, giving me the space I’ve been silently begging for.
“There,” he says, still smiling. “Better?”
I nod, swallowing the lump in my throat. “Yeah.”
He’s still watching me, though, those blue eyes of his soft but piercing at the same time, like he’s reading every thought running through my head. I hate it. Hate how I feel so exposed and transparent in front of him.
“What do you want?” I ask, cutting to the chase. “You see some scared Omega and think you can play hero? Is that it?”
He shakes his head, his expression still annoyingly calm. “No. I’m not trying to play anything. I just saw you and thought you looked like you needed a break.”
“A break from what?”
“From whoever scared you before me.”
I blink, my mouth opening and closing as I try to come up with something to say. But nothing comes. Because he’s right. I was scared. I AM scared. And not because of him—because of Landon. Because of the way Landon’s eyes flashed red and the way my body responded like it had no choice.
I hate it. I hate that it’s still affecting me.
I narrow my eyes. “None of your business.”
He shrugs. “Fair enough. But I’m guessing it has something to do with Landon.”
My stomach clenches at the sound of his name, and I know I don’t hide it fast enough. Noah’s eyes flicker with understanding, and I curse myself for giving it away.
“Thought so,” he says, his voice still soft, but there’s an edge to it now. “He’s not someone you want to cross.”
“I didn’t cross him,” I mutter, my fists clenching again. “He’s just… he’s a bully.”
Noah sighs, nodding slowly. “Yeah, I know. That’s kind of his thing.”
I raise an eyebrow. “You know him?”
Noah laughs, shaking his head. “Not well. Just enough to know he’s trouble.” He pauses, watching me again with that calm gaze. “You should probably steer clear of him. I know guys like him—once they’ve got their eye on you, they don’t let go easily.”
“I don’t need your advice,” I say, crossing my arms over my chest. “I can handle him.”
“Can you?” Noah asks, his voice softer now, almost concerned.
I bristle at the question, hating how it makes me feel. “Yes. I can.”
He doesn’t respond right away, just studies me, like he’s trying to figure me out. I hate it. Hate how he’s just standing there, calm and composed, while I’m a mess inside. I don’t need this. I don’t need some Alpha acting like he knows better, like he can tell me how to survive this place.
“Well,” Noah finally says, “if you ever need someone to talk to, or, you know, someone to get Landon off your back… I’m around.”
I blink at him, thrown off by the offer. “Why would you help me?”
“Why wouldn’t I?” Noah shrugs again, that easy smile back on his face. “You’re not the first Omega to get on Landon’s radar, and you won’t be the last. But you… you’re different.”
“Different how?” I ask, narrowing my eyes.
“Most Omegas fold the second he looks at them,” Noah says, his tone light. “But you didn’t. You pushed back. That’s… not something you see every day.”
I don’t know whether to take that as a compliment or an insult. I stare at him for a moment, trying to figure him out. There’s something about him—he’s not like Landon, that much is clear. He doesn’t have that same arrogance, that sense of entitlement. But he’s still an Alpha, and that alone makes me wary.
“I don’t need your help,” I say again, firmer this time.
Noah nods, his smile never faltering. “Alright. But if you change your mind, you know where to find me.”
I don’t say anything, just turn on my heel and walk away, my mind spinning with everything that just happened. I can still feel the ghost of his touch on my face, still hear his voice in my head, telling me I was safe, telling me to calm down.
But I’m not safe. Not here. Not with all these Alphas watching me, waiting for me to break.
I walk with Jacob to breakfast, trying to keep my head down and my emotions in check. It’s not working. The mess with Landon and then running into Noah later still has me wound tight. I didn’t sleep much last night, either. My mind kept replaying that moment when Landon forced me to submit, when my body betrayed me, and I let it happen. Then, there was Noah, who somehow made me calm down just by being… him. The whole thing has me on edge, and Jacob’s been giving me side-eye the entire walk from the dorm to the dining hall.The dining hall is buzzing with the usual morning crowd—Alphas sitting together, already loud and obnoxious, Betas scattered around them like they’re trying to stay out of the way. And the Omegas? They’re huddled off in their own little group, quiet and subdued. I roll my eyes as we walk in. Same routine every day.Food’s the last thing on my mind. The knot in my chest hasn’t loosened since yesterday, and even though I want to shove it all down, I can’t shake the
I’ve been watching Tyler the whole damn morning, my eyes glued to him from the second he walked into the dining hall. It’s hard not to, after I watched him submit to me. He walked away from me—ran—and I let him, but only because I wanted to see how long he’d last without looking over his shoulder, waiting for me to come after him.But what I wasn’t expecting, what has my blood boiling right now, is Noah.He came out of nowhere, sliding in like he belonged at Tyler’s table, all calm and casual, like he didn’t know he was walking into a war zone. And Tyler—Tyler—didn’t push him away. He didn’t throw up the walls like he did with me. No, he let Noah sit there, let him talk to him, let him make him laugh.That laugh… it clawed at me, like something was tightening around my chest, squeezing. Tyler doesn’t laugh. He’s all sharp edges, all fire. He doesn’t let anyone in. But Noah? Noah walks in, sits down, and within minutes, Tyler’s smiling. Not at me. Not because of me.Why Noah?I grind
I can still feel the weight of Landon’s eyes on me, even after I walked out of the dining hall this morning. The intensity of his stare had me rattled all through my morning classes, and I’ve been on edge ever since. No matter what I do, he’s always there, lurking, watching. It’s suffocating.Jacob’s talking beside me, but I’m barely listening. Something about a group project we’ve been assigned in one of our classes. My mind’s elsewhere, spinning over the encounters with both Landon and Noah.Landon’s possessiveness is like a shadow that’s always looming, creeping in when I least expect it. I haven’t told Jacob about how close Landon got the other day or the fact that, for a split second, I gave in. I’m too ashamed of that moment, of the way my body responded without my permission.And then there’s Noah. Calm, steady Noah who somehow makes me feel safe and cornered all at once. It’s confusing, and I hate how much my mind keeps drifting back to the way he’d made me laugh at breakfast
I barely make it two steps before I feel a hand on my shoulder. I freeze. My body tenses up immediately, my heart pounding in my ears. Every instinct is screaming at me to keep moving, to bolt, but Noah’s grip holds me in place—not forcefully, but enough to stop me from walking out of the dining hall.“Tyler,” he says quietly, his voice calm. “Wait.”I don’t turn around. I can’t. I don’t want to see whatever look is on his face—sympathy, concern, whatever. I’m not here for that. I’m not here to be someone’s charity case.“Let go,” I mutter, but even I can hear the shake in my voice.Noah doesn’t move his hand. Instead, he takes a step closer, his other hand coming up to my other shoulder. It’s gentle, but solid—like he’s not going to let me go until I listen.“Tyler, just stop for a second,” he says, his voice low, meant just for me. “You don’t have to keep running.”I stand there, stiff, not wanting to admit how much his touch is grounding me. It’s not like Landon’s overpowering pres
I storm out of the dining hall, my blood boiling, fists clenched so tight I can feel my nails digging into my palms. The moment Noah touched Tyler, the moment I saw how easily Tyler let him… it was like a switch flipped inside me. I could barely breathe through the anger.But it’s not just the anger. It’s something deeper. Something that twists in my chest like a knife. Hurt. Because I know—damn it, I know—I was in the wrong. I pushed Tyler away. I became exactly the type of Alpha I always swore I wouldn’t be. The type that takes, that dominates just because he can. The type that corners someone like Tyler, that makes him feel trapped, like he has no choice.I didn’t want to be that. I never wanted to be that.I slam my door shut when I get back to my dorm, not bothering to turn on the lights. I can feel the rage simmering under my skin, but it’s not just directed at Noah. No, Noah’s just doing what any Alpha would do—stepping in, claiming what’s available. What I left vulnerable. I
Life at Ridgecrest has been… better. Not perfect, but better. It’s been three weeks since I last saw Landon, and everything feels like it’s shifted. Noah and I have become closer—not in the way people seem to think, though. It’s not romantic, not even close. He doesn’t push me, and I’m grateful for that. It’s just... easy between us. As much as anything can be easy for me now. But there’s still this undercurrent of anxiety every time I’m around him. Not because of anything he’s done, but because my body doesn’t know how to relax around Alphas, not even ones like Noah.The memory of Landon still lingers, though. It’s like a pit in my stomach that hasn’t gone away since he disappeared. It’s not like I miss him—hell, I’m better off without him breathing down my neck, right? He was suffocating, intense in a way that had my instincts screaming to run. But now that he’s gone, that absence feels strange. Unsettling, even. I thought I’d feel relieved, but instead, there’s this gnawing feeli
Weeks have passed, and it’s been more or less the same. I’m no longer the special Omega Landon is terrorising. No more intense stares, no more dominance games, no more confrontations that make me feel like I’m standing on the edge of a cliff. It should feel good, freeing even. But for some reason, it doesn’t.Instead, it bothers me. A lot.I can’t make sense of it. Isn’t this what I wanted? To be left alone? To not have Landon’s overbearing presence looming over me every time I step into a room? But every time I see him across campus, completely ignoring me like I’m invisible, there’s this sharp pang in my chest. It’s not anger. It’s not relief. It’s something else, something I don’t want to admit because it feels too much like disappointment.Life’s been easier without him, or at least it should be. Noah and I have settled into a comfortable routine. We hang out a lot, but it’s always casual, nothing more. He doesn’t push, doesn’t ask questions I don’t want to answer, and I’m gratef
“That’s it… fuck. Such a good Omega…”Jace is on his knees for me, looking up at me with those golden eyes as he takes my cock in his mouth, gagging. I grip the back of his neck with one hand while the other strokes his cheek as I fuck his face.But it’s all wrong. I don’t want blond hair and golden eyes; I want unruly brunette curls and green eyes looking at me like I’m something. I want him on his knees for me, begging for my knot. I want my cock so far down his throat that he’s gagging my name; that fucking apple pie scent bringing me to my knees.“Fuck!” I growl; hot ropes of cum shooting down Jace’s throat as he moans for me. “Gods, you took me so well… Good Omega.”Jace practically purrs at the compliment, looking so damn proud of himself. I lean forward, pressing my lips to his briefly, but it doesn’t ignite anything inside me. Not like I want it to. I pull away, staring down at him, and a strange emptiness settles in my chest. This is what I should want. This is what an Omega
The second Jacob’s father steps into the garden, everything shifts.He doesn’t even have to speak. That man walks with the kind of presence that makes the air around him stand to attention. Jacob straightens in his seat immediately, and Landon tenses like he was waiting for this exact moment. I see the way Jacob’s brows pull slightly, how his thumb briefly brushes mine under the table—a silent apology before he even says anything.“Jacob. Landon,” Richard says, voice smooth but clipped. “May I have a moment?”There’s no question that it’s a command.Jacob stands, eyes flicking to me as he squeezes my hand once. “Won’t be long.”I nod, but it’s tight. My fingers feel a little colder once he’s gone.Now it’s just me. And Tyler.Awkward doesn’t even begin to cover it.I shift slightly in my seat, crossing my legs, then uncrossing them. My fingers toy with the edge of the linen napkin on my lap. The birds in the trees are too loud. The wind too quiet. Everything suddenly feels like it’s
Tyler looks like he’s been dipped in sunlight.It’s the first thing I notice as he steps out of the car, Landon beside him. He’s glowing, not in the literal sense—no supernatural aura or anything weird—but just glowing. His skin looks clearer, cheeks a little fuller, his whole face pulled into a grin that doesn’t seem to want to go anywhere.There’s something unshakably good about him today, like he finally figured out how to take a full breath again and doesn’t want to stop.I never knew him that well at the Academy, but I knew of him. Everyone did. Tyler Winchester was the kind of Omega that floated through the halls with a quiet confidence that didn’t feel manufactured.He was kind, but not soft. Sharp, but not cruel. Just… steady. Like he’d found the center of his own world and was unapologetically orbiting it.Seeing him now, I get it. I get why Jacob loved him back then, even if it wasn’t the kind of love that lasted forever.He and Landon walk up the path like they’ve done this
I find my father in his office, where he always is when the rest of the house feels like too much. Behind the glass desk, papers stacked with surgical precision, screens scrolling through live feeds from every AOB-affiliated site in the country, he looks like he belongs in a war room more than a home. It fits him. It always has.He looks up when I walk in without knocking. That’s allowed now, apparently. Since everything came to light, the rules are shifting beneath us. They’re still there, just less rigid. More silent understanding, less formal armor.“Jacob,” he says, setting aside the tablet in his hand. “Everything alright?”“No,” I say simply, and his posture straightens just enough for me to know I have his attention. He gestures for me to sit, but I don’t. I stay standing. The weight of what I’m carrying doesn’t want a chair under it.“I spoke to Tyler yesterday,” I start, watching his expression carefully. “We talked about a lot, but there’s one thing he said that stuck.”My f
The car ride back is quiet.Not the kind of awkward silence you get when people are mad or holding something back, but the kind that hangs in the air after too much emotion has passed through a room, leaving everything stripped bare in its wake. The kind of silence that fills your lungs and settles in your chest and makes your skin too tight for your bones.Jacob’s hand is on my knee the whole time, his thumb brushing slow circles through the fabric of my slacks, his pinky just barely brushing my thigh like he’s scared I’ll pull away if he touches me fully.I don’t, but I don’t say much either. I’m not mad, that’s not what this is. It’s not even jealousy anymore, not really. It’s something else. Something deeper. Something I don’t have a name for.Tyler cried when he saw Jacob. Crumpled, really. Fell into Jacob like the reunion broke something in him. And I wasn’t surprised by that—I knew they were close. I expected emotion. But what I didn’t expect was how personal it would feel. How
I let it go for now. I know better than to push Tyler when he’s still sorting through a million things at once. I can practically see the gears grinding in his head. I can see the way he’s holding everything in—questions, emotions, grief, betrayal. It’s all there in his posture. Tight. Guarded. Controlled.But I’m not done yet. Not even close.“I need to tell you the rest,” I say, and my voice sounds quieter now, like even I can feel how fragile this moment is.Tyler lifts his eyes to mine, and for the first time since we walked in, they don’t burn with hurt. Just exhaustion.“It’s about Xavier,” I say, my fingers tightening slightly around Xavier’s hand beneath the table. “What they did to him… the reason we’re here now… it’s bigger than what it looks like.”Xavier’s quiet next to me, but I feel him shift, feel the slight tremble in his fingers. He doesn’t look at Tyler—his gaze stays on the table, shoulders just a little hunched, like he’s bracing for impact even though he doesn’t n
I don’t remember the drive over. Not really.I remember the hum of the engine, the low rumble of tires on the road, and the way Xavier’s hand never left mine the whole way. I remember the way my heart sat like a stone in my chest, slow and sick with nerves. I remember trying to breathe around it. But the second we pulled up outside the little private meeting space arranged by my father’s team, all of that faded into one single, sharp thought:I’m about to lose him.Because no matter how many times I rehearsed this conversation in my head—no matter how many versions I tried to imagine—none of them ended with things going back to the way they were.Tyler was my first real friend. My anchor. The one person who made it feel okay to be small sometimes. And now I’m about to tell him that everything he thought he knew about me was a lie.The building is quiet when we step inside. Sleek and neutral, like the kind of place used for off-the-books meetings and private council visits. The securit
The moment Jacob starts pacing, I know it’s going to be one of those nights.He doesn’t even try to pretend otherwise. Doesn’t try to play it off with that lazy smirk he gives when he wants to pretend he’s got everything under control. Tonight, he doesn’t have it. He’s wearing a threadbare shirt I love on him—one of the few pieces in his wardrobe that doesn’t scream “Alpha heir of a powerful empire”—but the way he’s tugging at the hem, running his hand through his hair every few minutes, chewing the inside of his cheek like it’s a damn snack? It’s obvious.He’s nervous, and if he circles past the fireplace one more time, I’m going to throw a pillow at his head.He doesn’t even realize he’s doing it. He’s somewhere else entirely, lost in whatever spiraling train of thought his brain has decided to torture him with tonight. His brows are drawn tight, his jaw clenched, and he keeps raking a hand through his hair like it’ll magically produce answers if he does it enough.I’m curled up on
It’s been two hours since Jacob’s call, and I haven’t stopped thinking about it.He sounded… different. Tired, but not just physically. Not like he was exhausted from lack of sleep or overtraining like back at the Academy. This was deeper. Heavier. Like something had been sitting on him for a long time, and only now was he starting to come up for air.The Turner-Alcott family.It didn’t make sense at first. I couldn’t figure out why that name hit me the way it did, like something half-buried in my memory just got kicked loose. It wasn’t just the weight in Jacob’s voice—it was the way he told me to talk to Landon. Not a teacher. Not administration. Landon.Landon’s out on the patio behind our dorm, shirt sleeves rolled up, flipping through a stack of papers for one of his business classes. His legs are kicked up on the table, glasses perched on the edge of his nose—he only wears them when he’s reading for long stretches, and for some reason, the sight of him like that still makes somet
The kitchen smells like cinnamon and coffee and toasted bread, and Xavier’s still chattering behind me while I flip the last of the waffles onto a plate. He’s perched on the counter, legs swinging back and forth, his hair damp from a shower and face clean of makeup for once, not because he forgot it, but because I think today he just wanted to feel simple. Real.He looks good like this. He looks good all the time, but there’s something about this version—barefaced, in one of my oversized sweatshirts, ankles crossed, cheeks flushed with something that’s not stress for once—that just hits different.He’s talking about something he read on one of the gossip threads back at the Academy—some rumor about two bonded Alphas who got into a fight in the dining hall over protein powder or territory or something ridiculous. I’m only half-listening, smiling at the way his voice lifts when he gets worked up, how his hands move when he’s trying to paint the scene for me.Then my phone buzzes on the