As my blog fans wanted, I wore a white blouse with a few undone buttons above my chest. The delicate fabric fell loose around my torso and tucked carelessly in my black jeans, but it was showing off how slim my figure was. I decided to put on a new pair of sneakers, knowing that Melanie would like it.
I did my research exploring her social media. She was in love with nature and sports. Many of her photos were taken in a park, she often tagged herself. Her favorite pet was a lazy old fat cat in some shade between orange and dusty rose color. She seemed to be an ordinary girl, but she was popular as a cheerleader in her school. Probably that was the reason someone picked her for me. It was well-known that guys had fantasies with cheerleaders, especially if they are making out with another girl.
While I was applying my red lipstick, I remembered the Porsche from earlier today. The rich egomaniac would love to know that his car was in my favorite color. Luckily, Melanie’s too. That is why I even dyed two slim locks of my hair in crimson with a temporary party paint, and let them fall on both sides of my face. I felt younger, looking at myself in my wardrobe mirror. Yeah, I could pass for a schoolgirl, it was months ago when I was!
After taking a taxi to the school, I just stood like a stalker outside the fence, near the entrance. I knew when she was coming out because she wrote that she is going on a coffee with her best friend after their last class. How much they would talk with schoolmates before leaving the school grounds was a mystery. That is why I just leaned on the green-painted fence, ignoring the cold feel of the iron, reaching my skin through my clothes.
The gentle wind brought a whiff of cigar smoke from a group of teenage boys on the other side of the entrance. Some of them kept casting a glance towards me from time to time, inspecting me. Did they found me attractive, were they curious who I was? I just hoped that I didn’t look like a stalker.
Dipping my eyes to my mobile screen, I scrolled through social media without even looking at it. I used this as disguise, acting like I was watching something on my phone, when my peripheral vision was actually waiting for the cheerleader. It was a trick I did pretty often when I needed to look distracted while my attention was on my surroundings.
I was thankful to the fact that this school had no uniforms, and it was easier for me to spot Melanie. She posted a selfie an hour ago, wearing a blouse in her favorite color and tight black shorts. Red was not hard to spot while a blond cutie is walking near you, dressed in it.
I kept on waiting and the doubt started to stir my thoughts. I was nervous and had no clear plan after I saw her. I barely made a draft of a plan, using what I learned about her. What if she jumps into someone’s car? How would I follow her then? I had no car, I never owned one. It was a dream of mine to buy one, and I was going to do that not too far from now, if I kept on saving from my blog money. This was one of my two big goals. The other one was to go to college and study to be a writer one day. This could become my reality if I continued with these paid dates.
Students were coming out mostly in groups of two or three, but Melanie was not one of them. Just when I began to worry that I might have missed her, I spotted her. She was talking to two tall boys and a chubby brunette on the other side of the road. Indeed, I was about to miss her. She had changed her blouse and was wearing an ocean blue long sleeved sweatshirt.
I exhaled deeply to release the pressure, but it did not help, considering that my job was just about to begin. I looked around me to see if anyone spotted me staring at the cheerleader, but the teens, scattered around the fence, were minding their own business, talking enthusiastically, smoking or just watching their mobiles.
When I returned my attention to Melanie’s group, they just started walking. Biting my bottom lip, I decided to not cross to their sidewalk, so I stayed on the other side of the road. I thought that it would be too suspicious if I am following them like a shadow.
Slowly, I began my walk, not knowing where I am going, but hoping that I am far enough to not look like I am following them. They were cheerfully chatting, not showing any signs that they knew of my existence. The luck was on my side tonight, because after two minutes, the group walked into a small bar. They were going to a place near their school.
An evil smile appeared on my red lips as I realized that maybe today was going to be enough to be done with this same-sex-challenge. Crossing the street, I decided to wait a minute before walking inside the bar. I inspected the place while I was still outside, giving time to Melanie’s group to pick a table. I just hoped that I would not fail a blog challenge for the first time.
The cute one-floor building had black-shaded glass walls. The evening wind scattered my loose black hair and brought to my nose the scent of warm food. A wooden menu sign was placed next to the entrance, showing that it was more like a diner slash bar. I thought it was practical. A place near school grounds should provide more than fruit beverages for the students.
The sun was going to hide behind the lush mountains soon and red-orange light was coloring with golden paint the old tall apartment buildings around me. The night was about to fall down, and it gave me courage. I felt more capable to seduce someone when everything was less in focus.
“Okay, party time!” I mumbled to myself while putting on my sunglasses, and slowly walked inside the building.
The place was cozy and smelled like burgers and fruit milk shakes. Typical. It seemed like it was renovated lately. No stains, no falling paint or overused tables, scratched at the edges. The light was dim and the tables were placed between two sofas, providing some intimacy. All the furniture was in black and yellow colors. The walls were in the coffee shade, filled with tiny photos and drawings of food and drinks.
Moving my eyes, hidden under my black sunglasses, I looked for a free table that would provide me a good view of Melanie’s group. My luck struck again when a table across from theirs, two meters away, was still empty. I had all the opportunities, I just hoped that I came well-prepared.
Using my ID card, I ordered a whiskey as a part of my game plan and when it arrived, I removed my glasses and began to pout - aiming to appear miserable, broken. Two minutes of that, and I gathered courage to place my “trap”. Faking that someone had called me on my mobile, I started talking on a higher tone.
“Are you kidding me right now?... Oh, I heard that before… Of course, you are.” I was complaining, making pauses to seem like I am listening to a person on the other side of the line.
Melanie’s group turned to look at me almost all at the same time, but then they ignored me. Knowing that I was spotted, I kept on with my plan.
“You did enough. No, I don’t care what she said. Damn, stop talking already!... It is clear to me which one you prefer. Forget about me, okay?... Just leave me alone!” I sighed, brushing dramatically my forehead with my left palm. “Don’t lie to me! You don’t love me, you cheater! I am not that stupid, I will not fall for that again… You know what? You know… Just fuck off!”
After saying the last words I ended the call and buried my face in my palms, resting my elbows on the table. I knew that everyone in the diner heard enough. They got the idea that I was having a fight with my boyfriend and I appeared hurt and angry. I was playing the victim with a broken heart.
Gulping the whiskey for courage, I knew that it looked like I was drinking out of sorrow. Smiling on the inside, I got up from my table and went to the bar. While passing near Melanie, I saw her staring with her mouth open. So she bought it!
“Another whiskey, please. I am sorry if I made a scene.” I told the waiter and the bartender, making sure that my voice can be heard from the cheerleader’s table.
The staff of the bar only nodded at me, and I had another drink in my hand in no time. I played with human emotions pretty well since high school. I was like an undiscovered actress, driven from the pain of my past. It was easy to act as heartbroken when my heart knew this feeling very well, but not for the reasons I showed tonight. I don’t believe in love and I would never be so involved with a guy to let him hurt me.
Walking with a glass in my hand from the bar counter back towards my table, I called the saddest expression I could muster and approached Melanie’s group. The two guys stared at me, realizing that I was going to stop by their table. Bending my head down, I bit my lip to prevent my grin from destroying everything.
“Excuse me, guys! I am having a terrible day… I mean night--” I began when I reached Melanie’s sofa. “I did not know that he would dare to call me after… what he did.” I cried, sniffing.
The chubby brunette cleared her throat and spoke first, while the cheerleader and the boys looked at one another with the “yeah, all is fine” expression.
“That’s okay! I hope you are okay. I mean, you are not, but--” The girl stuttered, raising her brows at me.
“She meant we hope you will feel better soon. Sometimes guys can be really cruel!” Melanie corrected her friend, turning her sweet face to me.
“Hey, we are here!” One of the guys remarked, but I ignored him, knowing that my contact with the cheerleader was made.
“Yeah, they can be cruel, heartless pigs! I just came to this town to be with him… as he promised, and he had another.” I plopped my drink on their table and covered my face with my hands in frustration, as many sighs escaped the lips of the group. “I just feel so alone. I had nowhere to go, no one to talk to here.”
“Damn, he is indeed a fucking ass!” One of the guys stated.
“Yeah, I feel you. Not that it is what happened to me, but I ended a relationship a week ago.” The cheerleader responded to my lie.
“You did? Why are they doing this?” I shook my head and picked up my glass from their table, acting like I was going back to mine. “I’m sorry if I ruined your evening, guys. I just feel so lost, so lonely.”
I turned my back on them and made a step toward where I was sitting when the brunette’s voice came after me. I grinned on the inside, but biting my lips to hide my emotions, I faced the group again.
“Hey, would you like to stay with us for a while? Our boring life might distract you from your stuff.” The chubby girl asked the question I was waiting for.
Of course, I already knew that Melanie had recently broken up with a guy - it was all over her social media. It was one of the things I was going to use to my advantage. Meeting her turned out to be too easy. It seemed kissing her was going to be the real challenge.
In the next two hours, I had to tell a few more lies when it was my turn to talk about something. I could not have them finding out who I was. Also, it was funny for me to be another person, to be a teen with a totally different life, just chilling with friends.I had some good friends and played a lot with the girl next door to my grandparents. Sadly, because of my constant moving, I couldn’t keep any of them. My good looks helped me find the attention of the boys and I dated a lot in high school.I was no saint and I knew what a guy would like. After my parents died, I was a rebel outside my grandparents’ house and a caring grandchild when at home. I hid within me the battle between the wild and the polite girl, until I got robbed from every piece of family I had. After being the closest person to the person in the coffin at four funerals, I left
Melanie mirrored my actions, pulling out her phone. Awkwardly, we came to stand even closer to each other. As our tights were pressed, I could feel her warmth reaching my skin through our clothes. My heart was pounding in my chest faster than the beat of the song we were listening to. It wasn’t my first kiss, but it was my first with the same sex. Biting my lower lip, I checked her perfect face. She was wanted by many, but I was going to get a kiss from her tonight.A strand of her golden hair was falling over her eyelashes, highlighted by black mascara, stealing my attention. Her pupils were so dilated, it looked like she had tar eyes. Her pink lips had no lip gloss left, but they seemed super soft, and I had to confess I was attracted to her. At least then, at that moment, I really wanted to taste her.With my right hand, I gently removed the lock of ha
Before every date, I did research the person I was challenged to go out with. This time, what I found online brought me more than information. It also gave me relief as I found out why was the rich guy talking on TV the previous night. Apparently, he was big on donations and health care. I replayed a video from the interview he gave. He promised to get many personal helpers for people who can’t afford it. The salaries of those workers would be paid by Jason Carson himself. It was actually very generous of him to help both those in need of care and many jobless people. I tilted my head to one side, inspecting his facial features, as I hit the pause button on his video. He looked like he belonged on the screen with his deep blue irises, staring into my soul. His image could convince anyone in his cause, and I was sure a number of ladies were going to fight for
Taken aback by his harsh tone, I realized that he is a total stranger to me. I met him once, but he acted like a party boy - rich and cocky womanizer type. I thought I figured him out then and there, but the intimidating person in front of me now had nothing to do with the prick with the Porsche.“I had a date arranged.” I corrected, then my mind replayed the word ‘date’, and I added to correct myself. “I called. They said to come for an interview at three.”“I meant that you were not invited to come inside my office.” He cleared it for me and finally walked past me, taking his place behind the desk.“Oh!” I felt embarrassed as I remembered the warning from the brunette, but I was glad to breathe again. “I knocked, actually.”
I was startled by a knock on the fancy wood I was leaning on. When I opened my eyes, I watched Jason retreat to his desk like I was dreaming. I took a few deep breaths while his back was towards me. Then I ironed my green skirt and vest to hide how weak I felt under his attention. He hadn’t even kiss me! Taking his place on his office chair, his lips were slightly lifted at the corners when he spoke in a cool voice “Come in!” The cute brunette who led me to the office popped her head inside. She looked straight at her boss, ignoring everyone and everything and doing only what she came here for. She was so professional, but somehow I hated her right now. “I am so sorry to bother you, Mr. Carson. Mr. William Carson called. He was wondering why you are not answ
The light blue BMW gave me a feeling like I was Cinderella. I was dressed up, and the charming prince was taking me to his ball. Yeah, kind of like a fairy tale. After all, it was all a lie on my part. I was lying to Jason. He was a challenge for me and my blog fans were promising to be very generous if I succeeded in stealing a kiss from the famous guy. Jason parked in front of the most hard-to-get-in club in the town. It was a place for those who do not care if a hundred dollar bill slips out of the pocket of their fashionable attire. I have never been inside this building. None of my dates was ever this big of a deal to be recognized by the bouncers. This time, Jason told me to wait and opened the car door for me to get out. Stepping graciously on my thin heels, I placed my right palm on his outstretched hand. I couldn’t help it, but feel excited about how
As I glanced at my purse, where my phone was, I spotted a man who was staring at us from our table. It caused me to stop dancing and I moved a little from Jason. He saw me stiffen and followed my eyes to the person who watched us. “Oh, Liam came!” My guy stated, and his palms disappeared from the lowest of my back. “Come, let me introduce you two.” Awkwardly, I followed Jason, and facing the rich prick’s back I was unable to hear over the music what he said to the newcomer. When I got a clear view of his brother, I saw him stretching his hand towards me. He seemed like a very bright and easygoing person. His face showed that somehow he cared to meet me. The small glasses, resting on his nose, were giving me the impression that he was a nerd. The way he was dressed showed me that he was neat and did not care much
Raising his hand up, he called a waiter and ordered “His special” for us. I just played along with his whims, in order to get what I wanted. The music was louder now, testing the limits of the fancy music equipment. People were dancing, increasing their number with the approaching night.While I was checking a message from Anna, Jason shamelessly enjoyed the moves of the half-naked pole dancers. For some reason, it bugged me, but I just decided to up my game and make it impossible for him to think of another female while I was there.“Anna, just dump his ass already. Stop pinning over him. If you like, we can talk tomorrow at the bar. I am not alone.” I wrote back to my friend.Stacy and Anna were my dear friends, but I would never tell them abo
I gaped at Anna, not sure if I want to scream at her, or hope Jason wasn’t going to be even angrier than before. Maybe he was coming to tell me he was going to sue me for making his name dirty with my lame stories. Another knock on the door made me jump, and I left my warm beverage on the table before I drop it. Stacy and Anna gave me a small smile, both nodding for me to go and open for the rich guy. I sighed and slowly reached the front door of my tiny apartment. My tired, hangover brain couldn’t provide me with the courage to unlock and face the guy I loved. I turned to my friends with a tortured expression. “You can’t know everyone and can’t trust everyone, but sometimes you have to take a leap. Just because you are hoping for the better and are willing to pay the cost if you fail,” Stacy reassured me, and I
I gaped helplessly at him, but reluctantly sat on the sofa across from him. My hands were crossed before me, as it was cold, or someone was going to steal the purse I was pressing to my torso. Noah’s smile returned when I gave him a puzzled look.“To show you how devoted I am to the blog you plan to stop, I will let you go for now,” he stated, making me relieved and mad at the same time. “But you will have only...let’s say to the end of the week. If you do not come to the flower shop with the money by then, be sure on Monday I will be at the Police with a reporter by my side. I know such a piece of juicy news might be worth something too. See how generous I am? I am coming first to you, not media.”I shook my head in disbelief. “How much do you want?” I asked through my teeth.
The rest of the day I spend on the sofa, gazing absentmindedly at the comments on my blog. I searched for Jason’s reaction in the unknown people, but there was no way I could know if any was from him. Probably he just read some of it without leaving a review, as there was nothing mean or hateful written.No matter how low I felt, I just needed to be over with my last challenge, with my paid dates, with my secret personality. I went to my wardrobe, picked a flower dress, brushed my hair, and placed my lipstick. I had done a short research on my last challenge and was going to try and win his kiss tonight.His name was Noah Miller. They called him too pure, a romantic who will not kiss without having feelings for the girl. Well, I wasn’t in a mood to do this, but I just wanted to be done with those dates. I loved my fans and I kind of owed them one la
Feeling nauseous, I woke up, but my eyes refused to open. I rolled from left to right, then back. I stayed this way for a few minutes, then my mind was awake enough for me to remember I fell asleep in Jason’s bed.My eyes snapped open to see my so-called boyfriend, holding my mobile. Swallowing the bile in my throat, I greeted him with, “What are you doing to my phone?”Caught off-guard, he stared at me with parted lips. I sat up, letting the expensive silky cover slide from my body, revealing my naked torso. Suddenly shy, I pulled it back and pressed it to my chest with one hand. Then, with the other, I grabbed my mobile from his palm.“What did you see there?” I demanded to know, my blood frozen as I feared he saw my blog.“Do you ha
My heart skipped a beat and my whole body went cold and then hot in a matter of seconds. Swallowing, I grabbed my mobile and my eyes fell on the cream-colored counter.“She is no one,” I said truthfully, knowing such a person does not exist. “A friend showed me this. Nothing important really.”Jason raised his eyebrows at me, hiding his doubt behind his wine mask. It reminded me I had to go and pick one for myself.“Thank you for your hospitality. This place is amazing,” I changed the subject, but the guild from kissing the Chef suffocated me.Without waiting on any response from Jason, I took the drinks for me and Anna, and hastily left the room, escaping on the terrace.“Here, I bro
Alex’s eyes stared at my mobile, and it took me a while to find an answer. I was failing my challenge. Allura was slipping from my grasp, leaving only the messed-up Amy to inhabit my body. The poor Amy, who had fear of commitment and was now in a relationship with Jason. The same Amy, who suffered through the deaths of all her family, and made a promise to herself she would never love and let another person break her heart. “Um, I was checking something,” I responded as convincing as I could. “There is a kid we share a fence with, he is constantly stealing my cat. I put a nanny to watch over it, and make sure Fluffy will stay at home.” Alex just kept on gaping at me, so I leaned toward him, making the screen of my mobile barely radiating any light. “Never mind, give me those tasty lips of yours. Would you, Chef?”
The Chef and the waiter moved nervously at their place, looking around to check how big of a scene I had managed to cause. Part of me was actually having fun with this play, but another was feeling sorry for them.“No, miss! Kindly, lower your voice. I am sure we can settle this,” Alex pleaded, but his eyes were throwing bolts of lightning my way.“I am not paying for this. My father is a renowned food critic. I will let him know what I encountered here,” I almost yelled, making a wide gesture with my hand to show the whole dining area.This time, Alex came closer to me and I could tell he was still angry when he placed his hand on the white cover, resting his weight on the table. “There is no need to do this. Just let me know what it is that you want...miss.”
I felt a lump stuck in my throat. My wishes were different from my actions. My own rules, my own beliefs, were standing in the way of this relationship. I stayed silent for a moment, with my head bent towards my heels. I shivered, feeling the cold on my skin, as the wind waved my hair in slow motion.“I guess... I am,” I sighed and looked up at him.His warmth and his perfume comforted me when he enveloped me in his arms. The tight hug was short, as he moved just a little to let our lips touch in a playful, passionate kiss. I could sense his positive emotions, but my heart couldn’t enjoy this moment fully. I had to figure this out. If I was going to have a boyfriend, my blog had to stop existing. I had to delete it and hide it ever existed. Then, I had to find a job before I run out of money.&ldqu
Jason began hastily moving his hand, and I placed my jacket in my lap in a futile try to hide what was going on. I bent my head in my back seat and closed my eyes. Pressing my bottom lip between my teeth, I had to concentrate to avoid my moans being heard by the people around.When I was almost done and all my body was tightened like a string, he removed his hand.“What are you...?” I began, but then I was at a complete loss when I saw him intentionally throwing his empty juice cup at my feet.Leaning to get it, he took a little too long to kiss my ankle and make a line with his tongue up to my knee. I looked around, but no one really paid attention to us. Swiftly, he dipped his head under my jacket and my skirt and sucked on my pearl for a short moment.