In the next two hours, I had to tell a few more lies when it was my turn to talk about something. I could not have them finding out who I was. Also, it was funny for me to be another person, to be a teen with a totally different life, just chilling with friends.
I had some good friends and played a lot with the girl next door to my grandparents. Sadly, because of my constant moving, I couldn’t keep any of them. My good looks helped me find the attention of the boys and I dated a lot in high school.
I was no saint and I knew what a guy would like. After my parents died, I was a rebel outside my grandparents’ house and a caring grandchild when at home. I hid within me the battle between the wild and the polite girl, until I got robbed from every piece of family I had. After being the closest person to the person in the coffin at four funerals, I left the honest me in the past.
Knowing that I became a part of this group for the evening, I had to act now. For all they knew, I was going back to my town the next day. There was something missing in this scene. Glancing around, I could recognize two hormonal teenage boys who would go in the diner’s bathrooms to have sex with Melanie if she just winks at them. Her brunette friend, Brittany, was just a filler - a buffer.
I could not blame the guys for wanting the blondy. She had a perfect body, being a cheerleader and taking a lot of hikes in nature. Her golden hair, cute small nose and hazel eyes even got me to stare a few times. The boys were somehow on edge, Ed - a cute guy with chestnut locks falling around his face in a rock-star way, and John - his freckles were pretty much all my eyes landed on when I looked at him. They seemed nervous and eager to impress Melanie.
That was something that could become a problem or be in my favor. The cheerleader was keeping her distance from the opposite sex and was somehow composed, uptight. What was missing in this scene was alcohol. I had to get them out of this place and make Melanie drink. She had to relax and loosen up.
“Hey, guys, why don’t we all get out of here?” I shouted enthusiastically.
“And go where?” Melanie turned to face me, our eyes met up close again, as I was sitting next to her, but this time I let mine linger on hers.
“To a bar, or a disco. I don’t know. Where do you guys go in this town?” I responded with a smirk, making it look like it was their idea to go somewhere.
“I would go to a disco.” Ed said with determination.
“Yeah, sounds great.” John agreed, moving at his spot as he was about to get up and go.
“Hm-hm! Aren’t you missing something? It is late, and we are not all eighteen here.” The brunette cleared her throat, making me hide my palms under the table, as they transformed into a tight fists.
“I can fix that. I am good at such things. Trust me!” I gave a playful wink at the group, and it was enough for them to follow me outside.
We loaded in a taxi and went to a nigh-club I knew for months, but lied that I was there for the first time last night. I made sure to sit next to Melanie on the backseat, as Brittany took John’s lap, probably making his pants tight. I gently touched the blondie’s hand and pressed myself to her when the car was making a turn, making it seem like it was unintentional.
The way in was easy, as I paid the guy, who knew my face well. Ed decided to buy us the first round of drinks, and I smiled when all ordered some bad-ass drinks. Yeah, I was still a teenager, but my experiments with alcohol were done. I knew what I was doing, and I needed to be in control of my actions, so I had a fruit cocktail that wasn’t that strong.
The club was amazing. Loud music was making my heart go with the beat and the dim light was calling my confidence. Our surrounding consisted of a number of modern glass tables and sofas with black leather, providing some privacy. Many sweaty bodies were shaking in rhythm before us, forming a sea of people with its colorful waves.
Twenty minutes later, we were on our second round of drinks and the snobbish brunette became a totally different person, taking both guys to the dance floor at the same time. Brittany was chubby, but charming when drunk. She was actually helping my case, leaving me with lonely Melanie at our table.
Leaning down, I pretended that my shoe needed to be tied. When I lifted my head again, I already knew how I would play my cards with the photo for my blog cheerleader story.
“I like your sneakers.” She stated, pushing her voice through the music, her eyes towards my feet.
“Oh, you do! Thank you. I like to walk a lot and my old pair went in the trash.” I responded with a smirk. She was falling in every trap I placed for her.
“Really! I love to walk too. There is a park I visit often.” She leaned towards me, so I can hear her and I did the same, acting like I was surprised of what we have in common.
“Nice!” I shook my head, flashing her my smile. “Those earrings, they are so dope!” I complimented her and gently slid my finger under her ear, my fingers touching the skin of her neck as I inspected the silver jewelry.
I was leaning so close to her face that I could steal her kiss right now. Her still fresh perfume smelled like a flower, but I wouldn’t know which one. It didn’t matter, anyway. This was a one time thing. She was a challenge.
“Thank you.” She yelled in my ear over the music, and I moved just a little to look at her copper eyes, a breath away from her full pink lips.
“OMG, I just got a crazy idea!” I acted as I was surprised.
She shook her head slightly, watching me intently, waiting for me to reveal my thoughts. Then I became serious and hid my face in my palms.
“No, forget it! It was stupid. Impulsive and… Never mind.” I blabbed, knowing that I picked her interest.
“Why? What was it? Tell me, Amy!” Melanie wrapped her fingers around my wrist and pulled gently until my eyes were no longer hidden.
“Oh, it is too much to ask. We just met.” I stated, pursing my lips.
“Spill it, girl! We are friends now, right?” The blondy said and I grinned on the inside.
“Well, I had this crazy idea to… That we can kiss and make a photo. For me. I would send it to the scumbag that tricked me to come here and watch him cheating on me.” I said in a high tone, so she could hear me, but I played a tormented expression.
At first, she just stared at me. Her irises moved from mine to my lips and then repeated.
“I am sorry. I told you it was stupid.” I pushed her to speak, hoping that she would finally react somehow.
“I will do it!” She almost whispered, but I read her lips and saw her confusion turning into determination.
“What?” I leaned towards her, acting like I did not hear her.
“I will kiss you, Amy. But I want that picture sent to my ex as well.” She gave her conditions.
“W-why not? Of course!” I smirked and licked my still red lips while pulling out my mobile.
Melanie mirrored my actions, pulling out her phone. Awkwardly, we came to stand even closer to each other. As our tights were pressed, I could feel her warmth reaching my skin through our clothes. My heart was pounding in my chest faster than the beat of the song we were listening to. It wasn’t my first kiss, but it was my first with the same sex. Biting my lower lip, I checked her perfect face. She was wanted by many, but I was going to get a kiss from her tonight.A strand of her golden hair was falling over her eyelashes, highlighted by black mascara, stealing my attention. Her pupils were so dilated, it looked like she had tar eyes. Her pink lips had no lip gloss left, but they seemed super soft, and I had to confess I was attracted to her. At least then, at that moment, I really wanted to taste her.With my right hand, I gently removed the lock of ha
Before every date, I did research the person I was challenged to go out with. This time, what I found online brought me more than information. It also gave me relief as I found out why was the rich guy talking on TV the previous night. Apparently, he was big on donations and health care. I replayed a video from the interview he gave. He promised to get many personal helpers for people who can’t afford it. The salaries of those workers would be paid by Jason Carson himself. It was actually very generous of him to help both those in need of care and many jobless people. I tilted my head to one side, inspecting his facial features, as I hit the pause button on his video. He looked like he belonged on the screen with his deep blue irises, staring into my soul. His image could convince anyone in his cause, and I was sure a number of ladies were going to fight for
Taken aback by his harsh tone, I realized that he is a total stranger to me. I met him once, but he acted like a party boy - rich and cocky womanizer type. I thought I figured him out then and there, but the intimidating person in front of me now had nothing to do with the prick with the Porsche.“I had a date arranged.” I corrected, then my mind replayed the word ‘date’, and I added to correct myself. “I called. They said to come for an interview at three.”“I meant that you were not invited to come inside my office.” He cleared it for me and finally walked past me, taking his place behind the desk.“Oh!” I felt embarrassed as I remembered the warning from the brunette, but I was glad to breathe again. “I knocked, actually.”
I was startled by a knock on the fancy wood I was leaning on. When I opened my eyes, I watched Jason retreat to his desk like I was dreaming. I took a few deep breaths while his back was towards me. Then I ironed my green skirt and vest to hide how weak I felt under his attention. He hadn’t even kiss me! Taking his place on his office chair, his lips were slightly lifted at the corners when he spoke in a cool voice “Come in!” The cute brunette who led me to the office popped her head inside. She looked straight at her boss, ignoring everyone and everything and doing only what she came here for. She was so professional, but somehow I hated her right now. “I am so sorry to bother you, Mr. Carson. Mr. William Carson called. He was wondering why you are not answ
The light blue BMW gave me a feeling like I was Cinderella. I was dressed up, and the charming prince was taking me to his ball. Yeah, kind of like a fairy tale. After all, it was all a lie on my part. I was lying to Jason. He was a challenge for me and my blog fans were promising to be very generous if I succeeded in stealing a kiss from the famous guy. Jason parked in front of the most hard-to-get-in club in the town. It was a place for those who do not care if a hundred dollar bill slips out of the pocket of their fashionable attire. I have never been inside this building. None of my dates was ever this big of a deal to be recognized by the bouncers. This time, Jason told me to wait and opened the car door for me to get out. Stepping graciously on my thin heels, I placed my right palm on his outstretched hand. I couldn’t help it, but feel excited about how
As I glanced at my purse, where my phone was, I spotted a man who was staring at us from our table. It caused me to stop dancing and I moved a little from Jason. He saw me stiffen and followed my eyes to the person who watched us. “Oh, Liam came!” My guy stated, and his palms disappeared from the lowest of my back. “Come, let me introduce you two.” Awkwardly, I followed Jason, and facing the rich prick’s back I was unable to hear over the music what he said to the newcomer. When I got a clear view of his brother, I saw him stretching his hand towards me. He seemed like a very bright and easygoing person. His face showed that somehow he cared to meet me. The small glasses, resting on his nose, were giving me the impression that he was a nerd. The way he was dressed showed me that he was neat and did not care much
Raising his hand up, he called a waiter and ordered “His special” for us. I just played along with his whims, in order to get what I wanted. The music was louder now, testing the limits of the fancy music equipment. People were dancing, increasing their number with the approaching night.While I was checking a message from Anna, Jason shamelessly enjoyed the moves of the half-naked pole dancers. For some reason, it bugged me, but I just decided to up my game and make it impossible for him to think of another female while I was there.“Anna, just dump his ass already. Stop pinning over him. If you like, we can talk tomorrow at the bar. I am not alone.” I wrote back to my friend.Stacy and Anna were my dear friends, but I would never tell them abo
Just like that, the magic was gone. I stared at Jason in disbelieve, knowing what this cocky bastard’s answer would be.“Of course, I remember you.” He stated with a faint smile.Making haste, I got up from his lap and moved to sit on my spot on the sofa. I was furious.How dare he act so coldly and rude to me in the interview? First, he almost hit me with his fancy car, then he acted like he never met me. No!“I don’t have to stay here! You dick!” I spat at him, taking my belongings and leaving the club.There was no need to stay around this arrogant, spoiled idiot. I got my photo with him. He could go to hell, for all I cared!S
I gaped at Anna, not sure if I want to scream at her, or hope Jason wasn’t going to be even angrier than before. Maybe he was coming to tell me he was going to sue me for making his name dirty with my lame stories. Another knock on the door made me jump, and I left my warm beverage on the table before I drop it. Stacy and Anna gave me a small smile, both nodding for me to go and open for the rich guy. I sighed and slowly reached the front door of my tiny apartment. My tired, hangover brain couldn’t provide me with the courage to unlock and face the guy I loved. I turned to my friends with a tortured expression. “You can’t know everyone and can’t trust everyone, but sometimes you have to take a leap. Just because you are hoping for the better and are willing to pay the cost if you fail,” Stacy reassured me, and I
I gaped helplessly at him, but reluctantly sat on the sofa across from him. My hands were crossed before me, as it was cold, or someone was going to steal the purse I was pressing to my torso. Noah’s smile returned when I gave him a puzzled look.“To show you how devoted I am to the blog you plan to stop, I will let you go for now,” he stated, making me relieved and mad at the same time. “But you will have only...let’s say to the end of the week. If you do not come to the flower shop with the money by then, be sure on Monday I will be at the Police with a reporter by my side. I know such a piece of juicy news might be worth something too. See how generous I am? I am coming first to you, not media.”I shook my head in disbelief. “How much do you want?” I asked through my teeth.
The rest of the day I spend on the sofa, gazing absentmindedly at the comments on my blog. I searched for Jason’s reaction in the unknown people, but there was no way I could know if any was from him. Probably he just read some of it without leaving a review, as there was nothing mean or hateful written.No matter how low I felt, I just needed to be over with my last challenge, with my paid dates, with my secret personality. I went to my wardrobe, picked a flower dress, brushed my hair, and placed my lipstick. I had done a short research on my last challenge and was going to try and win his kiss tonight.His name was Noah Miller. They called him too pure, a romantic who will not kiss without having feelings for the girl. Well, I wasn’t in a mood to do this, but I just wanted to be done with those dates. I loved my fans and I kind of owed them one la
Feeling nauseous, I woke up, but my eyes refused to open. I rolled from left to right, then back. I stayed this way for a few minutes, then my mind was awake enough for me to remember I fell asleep in Jason’s bed.My eyes snapped open to see my so-called boyfriend, holding my mobile. Swallowing the bile in my throat, I greeted him with, “What are you doing to my phone?”Caught off-guard, he stared at me with parted lips. I sat up, letting the expensive silky cover slide from my body, revealing my naked torso. Suddenly shy, I pulled it back and pressed it to my chest with one hand. Then, with the other, I grabbed my mobile from his palm.“What did you see there?” I demanded to know, my blood frozen as I feared he saw my blog.“Do you ha
My heart skipped a beat and my whole body went cold and then hot in a matter of seconds. Swallowing, I grabbed my mobile and my eyes fell on the cream-colored counter.“She is no one,” I said truthfully, knowing such a person does not exist. “A friend showed me this. Nothing important really.”Jason raised his eyebrows at me, hiding his doubt behind his wine mask. It reminded me I had to go and pick one for myself.“Thank you for your hospitality. This place is amazing,” I changed the subject, but the guild from kissing the Chef suffocated me.Without waiting on any response from Jason, I took the drinks for me and Anna, and hastily left the room, escaping on the terrace.“Here, I bro
Alex’s eyes stared at my mobile, and it took me a while to find an answer. I was failing my challenge. Allura was slipping from my grasp, leaving only the messed-up Amy to inhabit my body. The poor Amy, who had fear of commitment and was now in a relationship with Jason. The same Amy, who suffered through the deaths of all her family, and made a promise to herself she would never love and let another person break her heart. “Um, I was checking something,” I responded as convincing as I could. “There is a kid we share a fence with, he is constantly stealing my cat. I put a nanny to watch over it, and make sure Fluffy will stay at home.” Alex just kept on gaping at me, so I leaned toward him, making the screen of my mobile barely radiating any light. “Never mind, give me those tasty lips of yours. Would you, Chef?”
The Chef and the waiter moved nervously at their place, looking around to check how big of a scene I had managed to cause. Part of me was actually having fun with this play, but another was feeling sorry for them.“No, miss! Kindly, lower your voice. I am sure we can settle this,” Alex pleaded, but his eyes were throwing bolts of lightning my way.“I am not paying for this. My father is a renowned food critic. I will let him know what I encountered here,” I almost yelled, making a wide gesture with my hand to show the whole dining area.This time, Alex came closer to me and I could tell he was still angry when he placed his hand on the white cover, resting his weight on the table. “There is no need to do this. Just let me know what it is that you want...miss.”
I felt a lump stuck in my throat. My wishes were different from my actions. My own rules, my own beliefs, were standing in the way of this relationship. I stayed silent for a moment, with my head bent towards my heels. I shivered, feeling the cold on my skin, as the wind waved my hair in slow motion.“I guess... I am,” I sighed and looked up at him.His warmth and his perfume comforted me when he enveloped me in his arms. The tight hug was short, as he moved just a little to let our lips touch in a playful, passionate kiss. I could sense his positive emotions, but my heart couldn’t enjoy this moment fully. I had to figure this out. If I was going to have a boyfriend, my blog had to stop existing. I had to delete it and hide it ever existed. Then, I had to find a job before I run out of money.&ldqu
Jason began hastily moving his hand, and I placed my jacket in my lap in a futile try to hide what was going on. I bent my head in my back seat and closed my eyes. Pressing my bottom lip between my teeth, I had to concentrate to avoid my moans being heard by the people around.When I was almost done and all my body was tightened like a string, he removed his hand.“What are you...?” I began, but then I was at a complete loss when I saw him intentionally throwing his empty juice cup at my feet.Leaning to get it, he took a little too long to kiss my ankle and make a line with his tongue up to my knee. I looked around, but no one really paid attention to us. Swiftly, he dipped his head under my jacket and my skirt and sucked on my pearl for a short moment.