Chapter nineteen - Jenny

Don't look, Jeniliya! Don't. Don't look! Don't look!

It's no good, morbid curiosity is eating away at me. I know whatever they've written is going to be bad, but I can't help myself needing to know how bad. It's like when I was seven and I skidded across concrete on my bike. All the colour drained from Priya's face when she saw my leg but it didn't hurt until I saw the blood running down my leg and soaking into my frilly white socks.

I know I'd be better off not seeing what's been written and the cruel comments posted by the public, but for some reason, I can't stop myself.

Checking that Kenji is still asleep beside me, I give in to temptation and grab my phone. I don't even need to search, somehow my phone knows I'm trying to torment myself and has it under the headlines that may interest me.

Who is Jeniliya Kaur? Kokoro singer's mystery lover revealed!

I breathe out a sigh of relief at the article, it's not great, but it's more factual than anything else, my name, my age, where I g