Second time
I was greeted by many vampires scattered in the area where Volter live. They are all staring at me with fear in their eyes. None of them wanted to come near. Am I so intimidating that even if I just pass by, fear will show on their faces?
Since the death of my identified vampire parents, I no longer stayed in this place because I felt it was too crowded for Volter and me.
“Miss Syrie, Chief Volter has been waiting for you for a while,” the woman stationed at the entrance of the house greeted me. I just nodded and followed her.
The door of the room opened where there is Volter. He is sitting on the swivel chair while his legs are crossed and facing me with a smile.
“Welcome to our house, Syrie!” he said. My forehead furrowed.
This is not what I expected him to open up to me. I examined his face but it was blank as if he’s blocking my ability to see how a creature feels.
“Have a seat, my little sister,” he offered. I did not say a word and sat quietly on the vacant chair.
“Tell me,” I said directly. “What do you need?”
“Oh! Come on, Syrie. Am I not allowed to invite my sister to our own house?” He’s holding the cup containing fresh blood. He’s even rocking the chair.
“It’s unusual, isn’t it?” I provoked.
“Of course not! I just want to greet you and besides, we don’t see each other anymore. I just want to be with you at least once, is that forbidden?”
He got up from the seat and approached me. My forehead wrinkled again. I looked at him seriously and examined him.
“Why so sudden, Volter?” I asked in wonder.
He smiled. “Why you’re so mean, Syrie? Our parents left you to me. I have responsibilities to you,”
“Is that so? Is that why you let me go and leave this house?” I asked him as if I want to challenge his reasoning.
“That was a long time ago, Syrie and now I want to fix our relationship as brother and little sister. Who else is on the same side? It’s just us, isn’t it? If we join forces against the werewolves, we can avenge our parents!”
“Mind your own business, Volter. I have my way of taking revenge and I can do it on my own,” I got up from the seat and walked away.
“What if you just come back here to our house?”
I stopped.
“Thanks but no thanks, brother.”
I took another step but I stopped again after I’ve thought something.
“Opps! Wait. Volter, please tell your pets I’m not their enemy so don’t mess up with me if they still want to live.”
I’m referring to the vampires I’ve fought earlier.
“Huh? He wants you back to your house?” Trina’s shocked reaction when I said what we talked about.
“Why not? Right, Syrie?” Vernon said sitting on the sofa.
I ignored them because my mind is tired of thinking about Volter’s offer while on a seat facing the two.
“But we know Volter, he’s the kind of vampire who loves to be always the one on top and doesn’t want to be outdone. Are you sure that when you get back there, everything will be loose and well?” Trina’s opinion.
“But Volter is right, no one else will conspire to avenge our parents but only us,” I said seriously.
“You, being here, doesn’t mean you’re not on his side. It’s better to be like this. You, being the captain of yourself.”
“Yeah! I think so, you have a point Trina,” Vernon agreed.
“Thanks for the opinions of you two. I have to think, I’ll go out for a bit” I said goodbye then got up and left the house.
The cool, fresh breeze greeted me immediately. When I get into the quiet area, I hugged myself and look up at the tall trees that go along with the wind blows. I couldn’t understand why I am hesitant to accept Volter’s offer. Not that I doubt him, I just feel like we don’t fit in the same house or environment and many vampires have been very opposed to me even before.
“Hey, Syrie why are you out here?” I turned around and saw Persuz who had just come home from Volter’s camp.
“Why did Volter call you?” I asked directly while looking straight into his eyes. His eyebrows rose while his hands are hidden from the leather jacket he’s wearing.
“He wants me to make you agree with what he wants,” he said.
“That’s all?”
“Yes, why?”
“Ah! Nothing, go ahead and come in,” I said.
I turned around and face the trees. I’ve been wondering the entire afternoon whether or not I will accept Volter’s offer. Little by little darkness engulf the surroundings and this is the time that I wanted to take a walk around.
I started walking into the forest where there is a stream. I want to hear the murmur of water and touch it. I have mastered the jungle and I am not afraid of danger to come because I am always prepared for what may happen.
Eventually, I reached the stream. Its murmur sounded like music to me. I smiled and was eager to touch the cold water. I approached the stream with the desire to touch the water. The cold water brought me a strange joy. If my parents were still alive, they would be here to watch me swim and paddle in this stream.
I removed my hand from the stream and slowly stepped a little away. I wait to calm the moving water and there I looked at my reflection. It shows sadness caused by the memory that revives my desire to revenge.
From being emotional, I got alarmed and acted quickly as I felt that a werewolf is watching me. I stood up and looked around.
“Come out whoever you are,” I said boldly as I prepare myself.
Soon a man came out of the lush grass and I am right, it’s a werewolf. I stepped away quickly. I know he’s not a normal wolf, the energy I feel in him is strong.
“I just happened to be here and I didn’t mean to see you,” the man explained immediately.
I stared at him and I knew he was telling the truth. But why do I seem to have seen him? Right! He was the villain who helped me yesterday.
“Then, why were you watching me?”.
“I just sensed that someone’s here. I’m just curious who or what it was, then I found out that it’s you, an arrogant werewolf woman,” he said meaningfully while looking into my eyes.
My blood seemed to boil at what I heard from him.
“I’m not, but you are!” I replied angrily.
The man smiled and stepped closer to me.
“Admit it, Miss. If you’re not arrogant then why didn’t you thank me when I helped you yesterday?” he challenged.
“Because I didn’t ask for your help.”
“No, because you’re arrogant.”
“How dare you!”
In an instant, my appearance changed. Hair came out all over my body along with my fangs and long nails. My bones broke and turned into a wolf’s bones structure.
“Grrr!” I muttered defiantly.
“Oh come on! You’re too annoyed,” the man returned in a call manner.
I could no longer restrain myself, I attacked him. I jumped quickly towards him but he quickly dodged. The ground was almost plowed when my feet landed there. I tried to attack again but the man was very quick to dodge. I wouldn’t let that I couldn’t get along with him, I run fast around him, faster and faster. When I had time, I jumped up to grab him but was surprised that he still managed to escape.
“Grr!” I growled.
“Easy, Miss,” he said
“No! I have to hurt you or even kill you!”
I jumped yet didn’t fall on him but behind him. He turned to me at the same time as I jumped. He avoided my attack again. I slowly walk closer to him. I need to get close to him so I can devour him. When I was only a few feet away from him, I rushed at him and when he was about to avoid me, I jumped on him and finally caught his body but, why did my whole body suddenly seem to weaken?
When I was about to prick my sharp nails into his body, I couldn’t. I lost strength for no apparent reason. I couldn’t move my body and I knew I was about to change form for some unknown reason. My whole system doesn’t seem to work anymore. And just as I expected, I went back to being human, naked, and the worse thing is that I am sitting on top of this man.
My strength returned but I knew I could not transform into a wolf this time. When I was ready to stand up, the man quickly hugged me which caused my eyes to widen.
“What-“
“You’re naked, remember?”
The word struck me and kept me on my knees with him. I forgot I am naked.
I slightly deviated my body from his body.
“Just close your eyes,” I ordered. “Don’t you dare to open it, I’ll make you blind!” I threatened.
“Uh-uh!” he agreed while cutely laughing.
“Here I am with eyes closed. I don’t want to lose my eyes, I still want to see how sexy you are,” he said mischievously followed by a laugh.
“How dare you! Pervert! I was about to get up again but I remembered I was naked.
“Eesh, I am just kidding. Wait, just stay still,”
I felt his hands move towards the jacket he’s wearing. He tried to take it off even though he was lying down and fortunately he did.
“Here, wear this,” he said.
While I’m so close to him, he laid the jacket on me. I took it and held it tightly.
“Wear that on the bottom.”
I did not speak.
“Stand with your back facing me, I’ll just keep my eyes closed,” he added.
I look at him doubting. “And how can I trust you?”
“Just do it,” he commanded. “I’ll never look at you.”
I don’t know why did I believe immediately. Why did I lose my doubt so easily? Who is this man?
I slowly got up and quickly turned around. I tied both sleeves of the jacket around my waist.
I hear the crackle of the man getting up. He did something but I didn’t see.
“Wear it.” He offered me the dress and based on that I knew he had turned his back. I am hesitant to take that.
“Do you want to walk home naked?”
I quickly took the dress and put it on. I adjusted the jacket at the bottom so it wouldn’t open.
I looked at him and saw the seemingly molded body of this wolfman. My eyes were fixed on it for some unknown reasons, even though it was normal for me to see naked men.
“Not all creatures in the forest can be matched by you and you can’t win with such a bad temper,” said the voice preaching.
I looked at him rudely.
“And who are you to preach on me?” My tone of voice has risen.
“One of your kind and not an opponent.”
The expression on my face changed. Replaced by anger.
“My kind?” I smiled. “You’re wrong, we are not the same kind of being. I’m different from you,” I angrily returned.
The man’s forehead twitched in surprise.
“How different? You’re no different. You have your tail, your fur, fangs, and claws like us. You’re a werewolf and you’re like us.”
I smiled. “You’re right, I have what physical features every werewolf has, but I’ve been different for a long time. A different perspective. Different compared to all of you!”
“And what is your point of view that is different from ours? Why are you so mad at where you came from?” he replied as if he is annoyed with me but I don’t care.
“It’s none of your damn business!”
“But I want to intervene. Because I don’t know the reason why you deny and hate your race!”
I didn’t want to talk to this man for long nor make him understand me.
“I am not being grateful to you for helping me today,” I emphasized.
The man just sighed and shook his head at what I said. I quickly turned around and ran away to get back home.
Why do I feel this way? Why despite my anger and hatred for someone like him, why can’t I do it to him? Why is something telling me I should let that man into my life? I don’t know, I am so confused.
There is something strange about him that seems to calm the anger in my heart. There is something strange about that man that even though I wanted to be violent, it seems like the heat caused by anger is getting colder because of his presence. Who is he? What’s with him?
Syria’s planVernon and Trina threw a lot of questions at me when I got home last night while Persuz was just quiet from the corner.But who wouldn’t care and be intrigued to ask if you came home wearing a man’s clothes and no underwear other than a jacket?“You seem to be thinking deeply, ah?” My mind seemed to get relax immediately. I turned to Trina who was wondering.“Oh? I thought you left with them, Vernon?” I asked.“I didn’t,” he said. “For sure they will hunt wild animals again and I prefer to wait for fresh blood.”From the race of vampires where I grew up, there are only a few of them who do not drink human blood and Trina is one of them. That’s one reason why I don’t want to go back to Volter.I can’t bear to see how they kill innocent pe
Marcus"How's the plan, Syrie? Did it work?" Trina and Vernon's questions were bombarding me when I got home.I went straight to the sofa and looked at them seriously. "It looks like the plan is working," she said, giving them confirmation. "But I don’t know how far this plan will go," I added."How come? How did you say that?" Vernon asked.I took a deep breath before I answered his question. "We all know that he's not just a werewolf and he's not that idiot that we can fool.""Then you should act normal," Trina suggests.Vernon nodded and agreed with Trina. "Besides, the way that wolf looks at you, it seems like he wants you, right?" She added with a hint of teasin
Kiss"HUH? SO, you did that, Syrie?" Vernon was shocked when he found out what had happened in my confrontation with Volter.I nodded. "I don't know why I believed Marcus in the first place.""But why do those werewolves want to kill you if they're already under the authority of Volter?" Trina asked.I looked seriously at Trina as well as Vernon. "What do you mean?""I’m just confused, Syrie." She paused for a moment. "If Marcus was lying, why did he kill those wolves from his race? Also, this is not the first time Volter's disciples have tried to kill you. If it wasn't Volter, maybe someone else was behind it," Trina explained, as she tried to connect the past incidents.I was speechless a
I'll Try"What are you doing here, Volter?" I was shocked when Volter suddenly appeared from nowhere."I'm just here to visit your place, Syrie. If you're comfortable here or maybe you want another place to live," he replied. I frown at him.Volter looked at every corner of the house. "I don't need a new place, Volter. I'm already comfortable living here." I objected to what he said.Volter shrugged. He said, "I respect you if that's what you want, but remember you're still welcome in the mansion when you change your mind," and sat down on the sofa with his arms leaned on.I sat close to him, staring at his serious face.I know that's not the only purp
THE NEXT morning, I got ready to go hunting in the forest. I can't remember when was the last time I hunted. I miss hunting wild animals and killing them. It's also one of the ways I practice and also it gives satisfaction to me."Where are you going, Syrie?" Trina asked when she came out of her room.I adjusted the leather jacket I was wearing. “In the forest, to go hunting,” I simply answered. “It’s also been a long time since I’ve been able to use my ability to catch wild animals,” I added."Are you with, Marcus?"I was silent for a moment and then shook my head. "No, I'll go by myself. I'm leaving, Trina," I told her.
I rudely entered the entrance of the mansion, many eyes were on me, some not happy to see me there. That is not new for me. Some were pushed back as I passed them and I saw the fear on their faces.They didn't scare me because any of them who do something I don’t like, I will hit them.When I got into that big house, I looked around and there were some vampires there and there were also wolves that had finally joined Volter. In some way, that would help Volter's plan to use the wolf race against its race.I feel excitement and longing when I feel again the embrace of this home, the memories I have formed with the family I recognize. The laughs and the joy that until now, are in my heart that only remind me of them whenever I miss them.Honestly, I miss this home, but I know it would be better for me to distance myself from Volter to avoid a misunderstanding."What a s
I SADLY looked at Yena that was quietly playing with a doll that I gave to her. I just saw that doll on my old stuff, so I decided to give it to her. I feel sorry for her because I know he misses her parents, just like I do. She’s been here two days and I know the feeling of being away from her parents even for just a short time."Look, Sister Syrie the doll is so sexy," Yena said happily to me.I smiled. "It's like you, isn't it? You're sexy and beautiful" I said to her."No, Sister Syrie, it looks like you. The sexy and the beautiful one."I fluttered at Yena's compliment to me. "Yena, do you have a brother or sister?" Maybe if those two werewolves I saw in the forest weren't the parents of Yena, they might have been her brother and sister.The child nodded while smiling. She's so cute. "My big sister's name is Rossa," she said. "She's just as sexy as you," he added happi
"SYRIE, are you ok?" Trina was shocked and full of concern when she greeted me and saw me outside. She quickly approached me in front of the house, and I changed forms. I have no cover in my body. I was naked.Trina took off her Jacket and immediately wrapped it around my body and guided me inside the house.I could barely move my whole body, I could feel the weakness in me so much that I didn’t know why I was feeling it. I also feel all the ache and pain of the wounds in my body that I am unable to heal.Trina slowly made me sit on my bed. I saw her go to my closet and look for clothes there. When she saw it, he immediately put it on me."What happened, Syrie? What happened to you?" Trina asked anxiously as s
UNTIL I got home that night, I still couldn't fully wrap my head around everything I learned. It keeps messing with my mind while I don't know how to accept and believe that. I am now torn between two sides and I don't know which to believe, who is telling them the truth. I'm confused and still don't know what to do."Hey! I've been calling you for a while, Syrie why don't you seem like yourself?"I blinked because Vernon waved his palm in my face. His surprised face appeared at me."It's strange that you're dumbfounded, Syrie? We've been here for a while but you don't seem to see or feel anything at all?" Trina said with folded arms as she stood on the edge of the sofa. Then she also sat there.I tried to smile while looking at these two. I turned my back away from the sofa and my face became serious. I slightly avoided looking at them. "I-it's nothing, I just thought of something," I excused them. I don't know if it's the right time to tell them everything I found out."Is there a p
I WILL NOT allow myself to leave this village without knowing other things about my real parents. The darkness is spreading around and I also have to go back home because I know Persuz will ask again where I went if I don't go home.Yena and I also played for a long time because we longed for each other before Rossa came and took the child.Marcus hasn't come back since father Trigo called him, so I'll be the only one to go there to know everything about my parents’ past. I want to clear up before I leave because I might not be able to sleep if those things keep messing with my mind.Marcus and father Trigo were surprised when they saw me enter the room. They seem to be talking seriously."Syrie, what are you doing here?" Marcus greeted me. The momentary concern on his face did not escape my eyes, father Trigo is not like that.I stepped closer to them and sat in the empty seat opposite Marcus. "I want to know everything right now, Marcus. Everything about my parents," I said directly
I STILL CAN'T believe what I heard from those wolves. I try to understand and find the truth in them. Is all that true? But someone tells me to believe that because they are telling the truth but there is a part that reminds me of the vampires who sheltered me and the good they did for me.Maybe I was just surprised by what I found out. How did my real father Amaro become Trevor's brother? And then, how come they didn't tell me that. Why didn't they confess to me those things that I should know. They didn't even mention to me that Amaro is my father. It's all a mess and I don't know which one is true."Are you ok?"I heard Marcus' voice. He sat next to me on the veranda of the house where I also stayed before. I kept looking around where I could see the tall trees. I sighed. "Marcus, everything is a mess. I have so many questions in my mind that I can't get the answer to. I don't know what to think about what I found out," I confessed, then turned to look at him with confusion on my f
NOW that Trina and Vernon knew what I was doing and about Marcus, I had no trouble hiding from them. I'm only worried about Persuz because I know who his loyalty is and it's not mine. I don't even have to explain if I'm leaving and answer their question every time I come back."I want to go to the village but I can't, Marcus. I have to be careful with my every move," I said to him while we were on the edge of the stream. He wanted us to go to the village of the wolves because he said he had things to tell me but it was not possible because Volter had disciples there who might see me and tell Volter."Why not, Syrie?" he asked me in surprise.I looked at him seriously. "Marcus, you don't know who is a true friend or foe even if it's your kind and with you," I meaningfully reminded him who frowned even more."What do you mean, Syrie? That there is a traitor in the village?"I didn't answer right away. I don't know if I should talk about Colby or just let it go. "I don't know, Marcus, bu
THIS MORNING, the smile on my lips still hasn't disappeared because of what happened between Marcus and me last night. My heart is full of joy because of that and I don't want to let it go. I just want to savor it because there's a truth that I don't know how long I'll be able to feel it. I really only felt that with Marcus because maybe he was the only one capable of giving that to me."Oh! Your face looks happy, Syrie, huh?" Vernon greeted me when I got out of my room.I smiled at him. "I'm just feeling happy today, Vernon," I returned to him.I went straight to the living room and sat on the sofa there. Vernon followed me there. "Where is Trina?" I asked when I noticed that she wasn't there and only Vernon was there."Trina? I don't know where she is, she just left a while ago," he answered while his palms were intertwined and his arms rested on his knees."You? Don't you have an appointment? Haven't you been summoned to the mansion?" I asked him. In the past, they were often at th
UNTIL now I still can't get out of my mind what Trina said to me. I didn't even think about that or even suspect Marcus, that he might be one of those wolves with a moon carved on his right arm. Yes, I didn't immediately trust him but I never thought that he might be the one I was looking for. What if that's true? What if Marcus has a moon carved on his right arm? How can I deal with what can happen when I've fallen for him?I sighed as I hugged myself standing in front of the living room window where my eyes were looking at that big tree in front of me. It was dark around and the night breeze was slightly cold. I was the only one at home again because Trina and Vernon were in the jungle while Persuz was in the mansion.My mind has been working on what Trina said and I'm afraid to know what is true and what is not. I don't even know if I can accept when it turns out that Trina is right."Are you thinking about me again?"I blinked and was suddenly nervous when I saw Marcus at the bott
"I'M just curious, Syrie, why did you suddenly have an interest in who you are?"I was slightly surprised by Trina's question as I sat quietly on the sofa facing her. I looked at her seriously before answering. "I don't know either, Trina I suddenly feel there's something missing in me. I feel like I'm missing myself and I don't know what it is," I answered.Trina looked at me as if checking the reaction of my face. Then she blinked. "Ok. I understand, Syrie and I can't blame you if you feel that way. It's natural for you to feel the search for the person you never knew," Trina agreed. "But that won't be good if Volter finds out about you, searching for your personality," she continued with a look of frustration on her face. "Maybe he'll think you're betraying him.""I already know that possibility, Trina, so as much as possible I don't want to tell anyone about this matter.""Don't worry, Syrie, I'm on your back. You can also assure me that what you said is safe," she said smiling.I
I was seriously looking at that rushing stream while the strong wind was blowing. I'm still thinking about what Volter said to me. But even so, I still feel sad and regretful because we spent so much time together that only ended up with us doubting each other. Volter and I have changed so much since we had a misunderstanding. Since he felt jealous of me."You're thinking so deep, baby."I was slightly surprised and blinked when I felt Marcus hug me from behind, he even pressed his face to my neck which brought a tickle to me.I sighed. I don't know why I couldn't feel the fear that someone might see us there and find out what was going on between us. All I know is that I'm safe when I'm with Marcus."I just can't help but think about the things that have changed in my life, Marcus, the things that are happening around," I said calmly as he gently rubbed his arm around my waist"Are you thinking about me too, Syrie?" he said backI blinked at what he said. "Do I always have to think a
Even if I WANT to go to the village to see Marcus there, even Yena and Rossa, I can't because I know Volter has a spy there to identify who the wolves are with the carving moon on their right shoulder. They could find out that I was coming to the village and that would surely reach Volter and start to doubt me.I sat down on the sofa. The situation will be more complicated now because of the decision I made and I have to be more careful because it will have a big impact on me and the vampires."Oh, Syrie you don't have a walk today?"I looked up at Vernon who had just entered the house from I don't know where he came from. Since I came to the village, I don't even know what my housemates are up to."Where are you from, Vernon?" I asked him again. I don't have to answer his question."At the mansion, Uncle Freud spoke to me and said hello," he answered bluntly. He sat in front of me and watched my face. "Lately, I've noticed that you always seem to be thinking about something. There's