I'll Try
"What are you doing here, Volter?" I was shocked when Volter suddenly appeared from nowhere.
"I'm just here to visit your place, Syrie. If you're comfortable here or maybe you want another place to live," he replied. I frown at him.
Volter looked at every corner of the house. "I don't need a new place, Volter. I'm already comfortable living here." I objected to what he said.
Volter shrugged. He said, "I respect you if that's what you want, but remember you're still welcome in the mansion when you change your mind," and sat down on the sofa with his arms leaned on.
I sat close to him, staring at his serious face.
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THE NEXT morning, I got ready to go hunting in the forest. I can't remember when was the last time I hunted. I miss hunting wild animals and killing them. It's also one of the ways I practice and also it gives satisfaction to me."Where are you going, Syrie?" Trina asked when she came out of her room.I adjusted the leather jacket I was wearing. “In the forest, to go hunting,” I simply answered. “It’s also been a long time since I’ve been able to use my ability to catch wild animals,” I added."Are you with, Marcus?"I was silent for a moment and then shook my head. "No, I'll go by myself. I'm leaving, Trina," I told her.
I rudely entered the entrance of the mansion, many eyes were on me, some not happy to see me there. That is not new for me. Some were pushed back as I passed them and I saw the fear on their faces.They didn't scare me because any of them who do something I don’t like, I will hit them.When I got into that big house, I looked around and there were some vampires there and there were also wolves that had finally joined Volter. In some way, that would help Volter's plan to use the wolf race against its race.I feel excitement and longing when I feel again the embrace of this home, the memories I have formed with the family I recognize. The laughs and the joy that until now, are in my heart that only remind me of them whenever I miss them.Honestly, I miss this home, but I know it would be better for me to distance myself from Volter to avoid a misunderstanding."What a s
I SADLY looked at Yena that was quietly playing with a doll that I gave to her. I just saw that doll on my old stuff, so I decided to give it to her. I feel sorry for her because I know he misses her parents, just like I do. She’s been here two days and I know the feeling of being away from her parents even for just a short time."Look, Sister Syrie the doll is so sexy," Yena said happily to me.I smiled. "It's like you, isn't it? You're sexy and beautiful" I said to her."No, Sister Syrie, it looks like you. The sexy and the beautiful one."I fluttered at Yena's compliment to me. "Yena, do you have a brother or sister?" Maybe if those two werewolves I saw in the forest weren't the parents of Yena, they might have been her brother and sister.The child nodded while smiling. She's so cute. "My big sister's name is Rossa," she said. "She's just as sexy as you," he added happi
"SYRIE, are you ok?" Trina was shocked and full of concern when she greeted me and saw me outside. She quickly approached me in front of the house, and I changed forms. I have no cover in my body. I was naked.Trina took off her Jacket and immediately wrapped it around my body and guided me inside the house.I could barely move my whole body, I could feel the weakness in me so much that I didn’t know why I was feeling it. I also feel all the ache and pain of the wounds in my body that I am unable to heal.Trina slowly made me sit on my bed. I saw her go to my closet and look for clothes there. When she saw it, he immediately put it on me."What happened, Syrie? What happened to you?" Trina asked anxiously as s
UP TO THIS day, I still can't get out of my mind the words that Marcus threw to me. I am still affected by that and whether I admit it or not, I know there seems to be something missing in me, now that my plan has been ruined. No more chance for it to be accomplished. All I started was in vain.I quickly put on the black leather jacket, and I go to the mansion to find the vampire who almost killed Yena. I will not forgive the audacity of them. I knew that man by the way he looked and I would take his own life. I will not allow such incidents to continue. Innocent creatures should not be affected.I left the house. Vernon and Trina were not there while Persuz was in the mansion to carry out the first step of our plan, which hopefully this time, we will be successful.How many decades have I been looking for those wolves with the engraved moon on their right arm? Up to this day, I am still looking for justice and I will on
I rudely entered the mansion and saw those vampires there were looking at me as if they wanted to devour me. But because they were afraid of me, they couldn't.The main door of the big house opened and I was exposed to some vampires with high status in the society we live in. They looked at me but I didn't waste my time. They are not what I need.I went straight to Volter's room on the right side of the house. I no longer had to knock or ask his permission to enter. I opened that door and went inside of the room.Volter was startled for a moment when he saw me in front of him but some vampires there were shocked and I could still feel their fear.I smiled when I saw the vampire I was looking for. There he was, facing Volter who was now terrified. The man who tried to kill Yena was bent over and unable to look at me. I was just right, I won't have a hard time finding him."Why are
"WHERE are you from, Syrie?" Trina greeted me as if worried about something."In the mansion," I retorted and went straight to the sofa. I sat there and scratched my head. I don’t know but I can’t get out of my mind the things Marcus told me. I tried to get rid of it because I was afraid I might believe him."I've been looking for you, Syrie," said Trina who followed me to the sofa. "I saw some wolves here earlier, they seem to be spying on the house."I looked up at Trina because of what she said. "What did they do?" I asked worriedly."So far they have done nothing. I was on my way home and I saw some wolves around the house that seemed to be looking for someone," Trina explained.I breathed a sigh of relief as the wolves probably did nothing. Maybe they’re looking for something and I might be that."Where's Vernon?" I asked her. I don&rsq
MARCUS came out of the room wearing Vernon's dress that I had given him to wear. It was simple pants and a t-shirt but it brought out the beauty of Marcus' body.He approached me in front of the window where I was standing. I also don’t know why I even let him stay at home. I averted my eyes from him and turned outside. I felt him next to me.I still remember what that man said about Marcus and how he looked because of it. I still can’t explain how much sympathy I feel for him."Why did you kill those wolves, Marcus? They're not different," I asked. I just looked at him for a moment.Marcus did not look at me, his eyes remained on the forest. "I don't want to kill my people, Syrie but I also can't let them destroy the wolf race," he explained.I thought they were Marcus's ally because the man named Rendy said that they were here to avenge Yena. If that isn't so, what
UNTIL I got home that night, I still couldn't fully wrap my head around everything I learned. It keeps messing with my mind while I don't know how to accept and believe that. I am now torn between two sides and I don't know which to believe, who is telling them the truth. I'm confused and still don't know what to do."Hey! I've been calling you for a while, Syrie why don't you seem like yourself?"I blinked because Vernon waved his palm in my face. His surprised face appeared at me."It's strange that you're dumbfounded, Syrie? We've been here for a while but you don't seem to see or feel anything at all?" Trina said with folded arms as she stood on the edge of the sofa. Then she also sat there.I tried to smile while looking at these two. I turned my back away from the sofa and my face became serious. I slightly avoided looking at them. "I-it's nothing, I just thought of something," I excused them. I don't know if it's the right time to tell them everything I found out."Is there a p
I WILL NOT allow myself to leave this village without knowing other things about my real parents. The darkness is spreading around and I also have to go back home because I know Persuz will ask again where I went if I don't go home.Yena and I also played for a long time because we longed for each other before Rossa came and took the child.Marcus hasn't come back since father Trigo called him, so I'll be the only one to go there to know everything about my parents’ past. I want to clear up before I leave because I might not be able to sleep if those things keep messing with my mind.Marcus and father Trigo were surprised when they saw me enter the room. They seem to be talking seriously."Syrie, what are you doing here?" Marcus greeted me. The momentary concern on his face did not escape my eyes, father Trigo is not like that.I stepped closer to them and sat in the empty seat opposite Marcus. "I want to know everything right now, Marcus. Everything about my parents," I said directly
I STILL CAN'T believe what I heard from those wolves. I try to understand and find the truth in them. Is all that true? But someone tells me to believe that because they are telling the truth but there is a part that reminds me of the vampires who sheltered me and the good they did for me.Maybe I was just surprised by what I found out. How did my real father Amaro become Trevor's brother? And then, how come they didn't tell me that. Why didn't they confess to me those things that I should know. They didn't even mention to me that Amaro is my father. It's all a mess and I don't know which one is true."Are you ok?"I heard Marcus' voice. He sat next to me on the veranda of the house where I also stayed before. I kept looking around where I could see the tall trees. I sighed. "Marcus, everything is a mess. I have so many questions in my mind that I can't get the answer to. I don't know what to think about what I found out," I confessed, then turned to look at him with confusion on my f
NOW that Trina and Vernon knew what I was doing and about Marcus, I had no trouble hiding from them. I'm only worried about Persuz because I know who his loyalty is and it's not mine. I don't even have to explain if I'm leaving and answer their question every time I come back."I want to go to the village but I can't, Marcus. I have to be careful with my every move," I said to him while we were on the edge of the stream. He wanted us to go to the village of the wolves because he said he had things to tell me but it was not possible because Volter had disciples there who might see me and tell Volter."Why not, Syrie?" he asked me in surprise.I looked at him seriously. "Marcus, you don't know who is a true friend or foe even if it's your kind and with you," I meaningfully reminded him who frowned even more."What do you mean, Syrie? That there is a traitor in the village?"I didn't answer right away. I don't know if I should talk about Colby or just let it go. "I don't know, Marcus, bu
THIS MORNING, the smile on my lips still hasn't disappeared because of what happened between Marcus and me last night. My heart is full of joy because of that and I don't want to let it go. I just want to savor it because there's a truth that I don't know how long I'll be able to feel it. I really only felt that with Marcus because maybe he was the only one capable of giving that to me."Oh! Your face looks happy, Syrie, huh?" Vernon greeted me when I got out of my room.I smiled at him. "I'm just feeling happy today, Vernon," I returned to him.I went straight to the living room and sat on the sofa there. Vernon followed me there. "Where is Trina?" I asked when I noticed that she wasn't there and only Vernon was there."Trina? I don't know where she is, she just left a while ago," he answered while his palms were intertwined and his arms rested on his knees."You? Don't you have an appointment? Haven't you been summoned to the mansion?" I asked him. In the past, they were often at th
UNTIL now I still can't get out of my mind what Trina said to me. I didn't even think about that or even suspect Marcus, that he might be one of those wolves with a moon carved on his right arm. Yes, I didn't immediately trust him but I never thought that he might be the one I was looking for. What if that's true? What if Marcus has a moon carved on his right arm? How can I deal with what can happen when I've fallen for him?I sighed as I hugged myself standing in front of the living room window where my eyes were looking at that big tree in front of me. It was dark around and the night breeze was slightly cold. I was the only one at home again because Trina and Vernon were in the jungle while Persuz was in the mansion.My mind has been working on what Trina said and I'm afraid to know what is true and what is not. I don't even know if I can accept when it turns out that Trina is right."Are you thinking about me again?"I blinked and was suddenly nervous when I saw Marcus at the bott
"I'M just curious, Syrie, why did you suddenly have an interest in who you are?"I was slightly surprised by Trina's question as I sat quietly on the sofa facing her. I looked at her seriously before answering. "I don't know either, Trina I suddenly feel there's something missing in me. I feel like I'm missing myself and I don't know what it is," I answered.Trina looked at me as if checking the reaction of my face. Then she blinked. "Ok. I understand, Syrie and I can't blame you if you feel that way. It's natural for you to feel the search for the person you never knew," Trina agreed. "But that won't be good if Volter finds out about you, searching for your personality," she continued with a look of frustration on her face. "Maybe he'll think you're betraying him.""I already know that possibility, Trina, so as much as possible I don't want to tell anyone about this matter.""Don't worry, Syrie, I'm on your back. You can also assure me that what you said is safe," she said smiling.I
I was seriously looking at that rushing stream while the strong wind was blowing. I'm still thinking about what Volter said to me. But even so, I still feel sad and regretful because we spent so much time together that only ended up with us doubting each other. Volter and I have changed so much since we had a misunderstanding. Since he felt jealous of me."You're thinking so deep, baby."I was slightly surprised and blinked when I felt Marcus hug me from behind, he even pressed his face to my neck which brought a tickle to me.I sighed. I don't know why I couldn't feel the fear that someone might see us there and find out what was going on between us. All I know is that I'm safe when I'm with Marcus."I just can't help but think about the things that have changed in my life, Marcus, the things that are happening around," I said calmly as he gently rubbed his arm around my waist"Are you thinking about me too, Syrie?" he said backI blinked at what he said. "Do I always have to think a
Even if I WANT to go to the village to see Marcus there, even Yena and Rossa, I can't because I know Volter has a spy there to identify who the wolves are with the carving moon on their right shoulder. They could find out that I was coming to the village and that would surely reach Volter and start to doubt me.I sat down on the sofa. The situation will be more complicated now because of the decision I made and I have to be more careful because it will have a big impact on me and the vampires."Oh, Syrie you don't have a walk today?"I looked up at Vernon who had just entered the house from I don't know where he came from. Since I came to the village, I don't even know what my housemates are up to."Where are you from, Vernon?" I asked him again. I don't have to answer his question."At the mansion, Uncle Freud spoke to me and said hello," he answered bluntly. He sat in front of me and watched my face. "Lately, I've noticed that you always seem to be thinking about something. There's