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2024-10-29 19:42:56"Love didn't ruin my life like I thought it did. I stopped believing in love until I realized sometimes it's not loving that ruins you because love is pure emotion, love is never wrong but the person who you choose to love, that could be wrong. I've worked with so many of you lovely ladies, all of you have been through so much but there is something you all have inside you and that is will-power, something that not many women have inside them. I have worked with so many women who have come from abusive backgrounds who have been raped, abused, sex trafficked, and sold coming to me to back out from their case because they decided to forgive their partners. We are women, not pets, not doormats where we will allow people to walk over us. If your partner wants to repent for his mistakes, he needs to go through punishment just like all other criminals. If your partner has raped you, he needs to surrender himself to the police, if your partner a
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I threw my head back as a bitter laugh left my lips. I tilted my head and stared at the quivering girl in front of me. "You really think I would fall in love with a weak and filthy girl like you?.... You think my standards are so low that I would fall for some ugly trash like you?" I laughed in her face.I didn't know why her tears pricked my heart but nother or less I shrugged the feeling off. I will never forgive this bitch for hurting my sister. She will beg me everyday for death and I will gladly give it her through my merciless ways. I smirked at the thought of having fun with her. Oh how fun it will be, my friends and I punishing this piece of shit for hurting my princess."H-h-how c-c-ould you?" her voice trembled in disbelief, tears sliding down her cheeks. I mentally scoffed.
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A grown man was shown laying in a foetus position on the floor of his bedroom, darkness surrounding him with broken glass and ripped papers scattered all over the floor. He was in a mess....his hair were messed up like he had not brushed them for many years. His clothes had stains on them, his body was stinking like he hadn't washed up for a long time. His eyes, they were dull, dead, empty. He had dark eye-bags like he had no sleep at all. He had grown out a beard, not shaven for a long time. His face was hidden in his arms as he silently cried, his tears wetting his arm."I can't see him like this.....I just can't. I'm dying everyday by seeing him in this state Sunny....I just wish....I just wish I....we all had the power to go back in time and change everything" Vicky said with tears as he closed the door of the grown man's room.
If only I knew you Chapter 1: Help
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If only I knew you Chapter 2: First Meet
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If only I knew you Chapter 3: Attraction
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If only I knew you Chapter 4: Apologise
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If only I knew you Chapter 5: Friends
Eyshana's POV"How dare that piece of poop insult me like that. Thank god you came there Eyshu or else I don't know what would have happened. Such a shameless and disgusting guy he is. Seriously I would have beaten him up if he actually hit me....that...that dog...that pig...that disgusting cow " Riya hissed in anger as we entered in our class. "Cow?" I laughed causing her to glare at me. I chuckled until my tone became concerning. "Just stay away from him Riya....I don't want you getting hurt. Boys like him are dangerous" I said in concern. "Don't worry about me sis....I'm just worried about you. After you insulted him which he deserved...I'm scared that he might try and take revenge or something" Riya tensed as she started to bite her nails.Fear rose in me as her words played in my mind again and again. "
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If only I knew you Chapter 77: The arrest
Ezhil's POV"What the fuck are you on about?" I stood up enraged hearing what he just said. "I'm sure you are not deaf Mital but for you, I will repeat, you are under arrest" he stood up taking out a pair of handcuffs. "What the fuck?" I grabbed his collars but before I could even touch his shirt, he grabbed my wrist twisting it causing a burning sensation to dart through my arm. Gritting my teeth I cursed as the pain grew. "Fuck""Rule number 1, never grab a police officer's shirt, also the shirt costs a lot, I don't want your filthy hands touching it. God knows where those hands were used" he asserted with disgust. "You bastard" I spat trying to attack him again but instead I heard a 'click' sound causing my eyes to instantly drop to my wrists.
If only I knew you Chapter 76: Circled by Darkness
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If only I knew you Chapter 75: Snow-ball Fight
Eyshana's POVSitting inside my warm apartment, I gazed down at the floor not knowing what to say. "Thank you" I started off turning my head to the man who not even knowing me well decided to help me. "Don't be...it's my duty and plus...that's what friends do right? have each others backs" he responded back with a smile. "Right" a small chuckle left my lips. "Anyways, let's not ruin the mood by talking about them...tell me a bit about yourself, your likes, dislikes...of course if you don't mind" he let out nervously. I stifled back a laugh. Why was he always so nervous around me? cute. I thought to myself."Sure" I replied."Um...so, your favourite colour?" he asked. "Green, I love the colour green, like forest green" I answered with excitement. "And you?" "Black" I rolled my eyes. "Of course" I muttered. "What?, can't a man like the colour black? jeez girl" he teased making me laugh. "favourite food?" I asked. "Don't r
If only I knew you Chapter 74: Our Regrets
Vicky's POV"Why are you doing this to me? to us? why Sona? why?" I pleadingly asked moving closer to her only for her to flinch taking a step away from me. It fucking hurt...it killed seeing her move away from me like that. "Sona" I stepped forward. "Just stop" her eyes were tightly closed allowing tears to trickle down her cheeks. "I can't do this Vicky...I can't...I can't ruin your life like this" her teary eyes met mine."Why are talking like that Sona? we are supposed to be together...you are mine and I am yours...what happened to that?" I furiously wiped my escaping tear. "Why do you keep pushing me away? why don't you talk to me properly? why do you keep ignoring? just why?" I asked with pain trying to move closer but the more I moved closer the more step
If only I knew you Chapter 73: Lights
Ezhil's POV"You don't have to tighten them too much, I am not an animal" I glared at Officer'someone I don't care about',who just ignored my words tightening the cuffs even more onto my wrists. "Fucking asshole" I gritted out. "I would advise you to leave that attitude of yours behind because soon that same attitude will get you into trouble soon" he cocked up his eyebrow. "You are acting like I am going to be behind the bars for life. You are arresting me for speeding, not for murder and soon I'll be out since my bail would be paid in a few minutes" I scoffed.The corner of his lips tilted upwards. Shaking his head, he looked down before giving me a solemn look. He took a step closer to me, our faces quite close to each other like he
If only I knew you Chapter 72: Lowering her walls
Eyshana's POV"I can't believe this...I wasn't even there for my nephew's birth" I whined upset that I couldn't be with my best friend and my brother if only these traitors never returned in my life. "I know and I'm mad at you" Aditi pouted making me laugh. "By the way, he looks so cute...he looks just like his dad but has your eyes Aditi," I said. Sagar hugged her from the side while the two sat on their bed with their bundle of joy in their arms.Aditi finally gave birth to a healthy baby boy and I couldn't even describe what I was feeling. I was so happy for them but sad that I couldn't be there with them. "Ha, told you...he looks like me" Sagar smirked teasing Aditi while she rolled her eyes. The two were just so perfect for each other. "Eyshana...when are y
If only I knew you Chapter 71: Free us
Eyshana's POV"I'm sorry for your loss" Mrs. Edwards suddenly said making me frown. I was walking past them to leave until Mrs. Edwards stopped me. A few minutes were just spent on her thanking me and now we were sitting on the seats in the waiting room with Mr. Edwards."Your sister...Riya right?" she asked with a sympathetic tone. "Yes, but how did you..." "I remember Sunny mentioning about it. He was really quiet that day, hardly ever left his room, became distant and that's when I confronted him. He broke into tears, he wouldn't even speak, he just cried and cried. He was a total mess. After calming down he finally told us about her death also mentioning that you had moved away" she explained.My palms clenched at the thought of him not telling the trut
