If only I knew you

If only I knew you

last updateLast Updated : 2021-04-19
By:  Ecrin   Completed
Language: English
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A story about a strong woman (you won't regret, she isn't like other female leads) A story about an innocent girl, a girl who only knew how to spread love. She has the eyes of innocence, the face of an angel and a personality of a dreamer but her smile....her smile is so beautiful but what people don't see, is a smile that hides more pain than you can ever imagine. A story about a boy, a boy who was forced to grow up into a cold heartless monster. Every girl wanted to be with him and there wasn't a single girl in the campus who had not slept with him except for those who were the outcasts. He was a playboy, not caring about anyone's feelings except his friends and his sister. His sister was his world, he would destroy anyone who even dared hurt his beloved sister. What will happen when he gets trapped in misunderstandings, vowing to take revenge from the girl who caused his sister pain? What will happen when he breaks her beyond repair? What will happen when she loses her purpose in life and becomes lifeless? What will happen when he finds out the truth and regrets immensely for what he did to the girl he madly fell in love with? What will happen when he gets separated from her? What will happen when he goes insane in her love, yearning and craving for her attention....for her that he abused for something that she never did but rather saved? Will she forgive him or will he lose her forever? After all, the things he had done to her were unforgivable and beyond words..... "P...please don't leave me. Come back to me.... P...please...please Eyshana.... I... I love you" I pleaded and cried as I cradled her lifeless body.

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Prologue

I threw my head back as a bitter laugh left my lips. I tilted my head and stared at the quivering girl in front of me. "You really think I would fall in love with a weak and filthy girl like you?.... You think my standards are so low that I would fall for some ugly trash like you?" I laughed in her face.I didn't know why her tears pricked my heart but nother or less I shrugged the feeling off. I will never forgive this bitch for hurting my sister. She will beg me everyday for death and I will gladly give it her through my merciless ways. I smirked at the thought of having fun with her. Oh how fun it will be, my friends and I punishing this piece of shit for hurting my princess."H-h-how c-c-ould you?" her voice trembled in disbelief, tears sliding down her cheeks. I mentally scoffed.

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Fatima Saeed
Loved the ending. They got what they deserved. I had read this book in 2020.
2024-08-30 20:41:36
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Dionna
i enjoyed reading this great book.
2024-01-14 12:58:41
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Leoni
What an awesome read. I loved it a lot and find the way all went was just right. Not the typical ending like 98% of the books on here.
2024-01-10 21:49:16
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graciela.castano.l
A good book, it deals with emotions that you see daily in the news about real stories about women that go through abuse by their partners or other people.
2023-02-22 07:21:45
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Zari
Awesome plot ... but very emotional. Never cried so much as when reading this novel compared to any other. Highly recommended.
2023-02-05 14:35:40
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Cori Goodwin
a tornado of emotions that I got from this book.... I loved this book.
2022-08-23 04:00:13
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Smart Boy
Excellent, Amazing novel first time ever I felt like this is the correct novel or story best ending I must say thank you so much author for such a good novel
2022-08-22 21:54:14
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Sanya Malhotra
liked this story very much. The beautiful thing about the story is that there is no grammatical errors, and the author didn't gave a second chance to Ezhil as most of the books have an alternate ending. In love with your stories author looking forward to read more of your stories. XOXO.
2022-05-03 16:17:25
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Ambriya16
One of the best book I have ever read🤩! I have no words to describe how much I love this book. The writing style of the Author is great and the story is totally amazing! Just need to carry tissue papers while reading this book. ❤❤❤
2021-06-26 00:42:09
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Amrita E Mukhlall
excellent novel really love it
2021-10-27 03:26:55
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Amrita E Mukhlall
excellent novel really love it
2021-10-27 03:26:25
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Jesikka High
Beautiful story!! so glad they all got what they deserved and karma. I felt so bad for his little sister. He raped his girlfriend when he thought she tried to kill his sister & then he was the one to do it. I wish more stories would punish the rapist.
2021-10-18 14:36:13
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82 Chapters

Prologue

I threw my head back as a bitter laugh left my lips. I tilted my head and stared at the quivering girl in front of me. "You really think I would fall in love with a weak and filthy girl like you?.... You think my standards are so low that I would fall for some ugly trash like you?" I laughed in her face. I didn't know why her tears pricked my heart but nother or less I shrugged the feeling off. I will never forgive this bitch for hurting my sister. She will beg me everyday for death and I will gladly give it her through my merciless ways. I smirked at the thought of having fun with her. Oh how fun it will be, my friends and I punishing this piece of shit for hurting my princess. "H-h-how c-c-ould you?" her voice trembled in disbelief, tears sliding down her cheeks. I mentally scoffed. 
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Opening

A grown man was shown laying in a foetus position on the floor of his bedroom, darkness surrounding him with broken glass and ripped papers scattered all over the floor. He was in a mess....his hair were messed up like he had not brushed them for many years. His clothes had stains on them, his body was stinking like he hadn't washed up for a long time. His eyes, they were dull, dead, empty. He had dark eye-bags like he had no sleep at all. He had grown out a beard, not shaven for a long time. His face was hidden in his arms as he silently cried, his tears wetting his arm. "I can't see him like this.....I just can't. I'm dying everyday by seeing him in this state Sunny....I just wish....I just wish I....we all had the power to go back in time and change everything" Vicky said with tears as he closed the door of the grown man's room. 
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Chapter 1: Help

A few days ago... A woman was stumbling over her feet as she tried to scream for help. "HELP...S-SOME P-PLEASE H-HELP ME!" she cried. She reached her arms out like a zombie trying to feel the walls. She looked around but could only see darkness. "H-help...p-please...s-someone" she hiccuped and sobbed. "THERE SHE IS.....GET THAT BITCH" a male voice shouted out not far behind her. The girl's heart froze in fear. She kept feeling the area with her hands not knowing which way to go. She heard fast footsteps behind her causing her to run, only for her to trip and fall onto the ground. The heavy rain made it even harder for her to get up. She was shivering with the cold as her tears mixed in
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Chapter 2: First Meet

Eyshana's POV RINGG!!! RINGG!!! RINGG!!! I slammed the alarm clock with my hand while my face was buried into my soft pillow. "EYSHU WAKE UP, WE ARE GETTING LATE!" my sister literally screamed causing me to block my ears with my pillow. All of a sudden a heavy weight fell on me making me groan. "WAKE UPPPPP....IT'S 9AM.....CLASS STARTS AT 9.45AM" my sister yelled again making me jump out of bed. "OMG!!, why didn't you wake me up earlier" I said in panic. My sister rolled her eyes and lightly slapped my head making me glare at her. I jumped out of bed and quickly go
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Chapter 3: Attraction

Ezhil's POV I groaned when my deafening alarm rang, causing me to open my eyes. I felt a light weight over my stomach causing me to grit my teeth. I grabbed the arm that was wrapped around me and flung it to the side. "Baby" a sleepy voice whispered making me roll my eyes. I threw the covers off me and stood up in my boxers. "Baby last night was good....can I come over again...please" she said with a seductive tone. I gave her a blank look and pointed towards the door. "Get out" I demanded. She looked at me with shock and teary eyes. "but baby you-", I closed my eyes, my jaw clenching as I took a deep breath. "GET THE FUCK OUT" I gritted out. She flinched and stood up, the covers falling of her body. She walked towards me in her naked form, my eyes not once going down. She cupped my face "but I love you baby...you said....you said that I can be your girlfriend then why-"I slapped her hands away and rolled my eyes. "I only wa
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Chapter 4: Apologise

Ezhil's POV My mind was still on that beauty as I drove back home. Ahhh fuck...why wouldn't she just leave my mind. Maybe I need another fuck tonight. Once I reached home, my maid opened the door and without even looking at her, I walked towards my angel's room....my elder sister...my beautiful Preeti. "Preeti" I called out as I knocked on her door. "Preeti...I am home now...please open the door for your baby brother" I said softly. After a few seconds of silence I started to bang on the door, tears forming in my eyes. "Preeti, my angel...please open the door for me....please" My heart clenched when I heard sobs in the door. "Preeti" I whispered with closed eyesMy jaw clenched as my eyes shot up open. I will kill those men who touched my sister....the day I find them will be their last day on this planet. Whoever dares to hurt my sister....I will fucking ruin them and not once would I ever feel remorse. My sister is my life.
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Chapter 5: Friends

Eyshana's POV"How dare that piece of poop insult me like that. Thank god you came there Eyshu or else I don't know what would have happened. Such a shameless and disgusting guy he is. Seriously I would have beaten him up if he actually hit me....that...that dog...that pig...that disgusting cow " Riya hissed in anger as we entered in our class. "Cow?" I laughed causing her to glare at me. I chuckled until my tone became concerning. "Just stay away from him Riya....I don't want you getting hurt. Boys like him are dangerous" I said in concern. "Don't worry about me sis....I'm just worried about you. After you insulted him which he deserved...I'm scared that he might try and take revenge or something" Riya tensed as she started to bite her nails.Fear rose in me as her words played in my mind again and again. "
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Chapter 6: Introduction

Eyshana's POV "Eyshu what are you doing? I thought that-""Shhh...I really don't want to sit with him and his friends, especially after what happened" I cut my sister off while I pulled her to a table far away from Ezhil and his friend's table. Riya sighed and sat down next to me, eating her chips in boredom. I also started to eat until I felt a nudge. "What?" I asked while I opened my ketchup sachet. I felt Riya nudge me again causing me to groan. "What?" I asked in irritation as I snapped my head towards her. Her lips were parted as she stared at something in front of her with worry. Me being confused turned towards what she was looking at until I froze in fear. 
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Chapter 7: You like her right?

Ezhil's POV "Dude what the hell!, how could you even do that?. Never and I say never have we allowed anyone to join our group so why them?" Sunny snapped. I rolled my eyes and took a sip of my beer. "Yeah Ez....why them two?....I mean how could you?" Aliya said with sadness. "Just stop it guys....stop making a big deal out of it okay?" I said in irritaion. "A big deal?...seriously Ez?....I have never seen you like this before. What has that girl done to you?" Farhan said while grabbing his beer. "You like her right?" Vicky smirked at me. I nearly choked on my drink when I heard those words. "HAHAHAHA, Ezhil and liking that middle class girl.....are you for real?" Sunny laughed his ass off. I cleared
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Chapter 8: Envy/Jealous

Ezhil's POV I glared at the two people from far as they laughed and hi-fived each other making me grit my teeth in anger. I inhaled the smoke on my cigarette and blew it out not taking my eyes of the two. Eyshana was laughing with Sargar who was telling her jokes. Why the hell couldn't she laugh like that with me?.Gosh....why is her laugh affecting me.....she is just another girl I want to fuck and throw away. "Guys...do you smell that?....I can smell burning from somewhere" Vicky teased as he sniffed the air. He sniffed my arm and moved back dramatically in shock. "Damn my bro....I didn't know the smell was coming from you" he said playfully with a smirk. I threw my cigarette on the ground, crushing it under my foot as I rolled my eyes. "Shut up Vicky" I snapp
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