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Chapter 37: When Ezhil meets Sagar
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Farhan's POV
"P-PLEASE STOP....P-PLEASE....AHHHH"
I jolted awake breathing heavily, my body all sweaty as I gasped for air. I saw it again...the same dream I see every night, no not a dream but horrible memories. I gulped and looked at the time, it was 4am. I fell back on my bed staring at the ceiling. My bottom lip trembled as I turned to my side, pulling my covers up to my chins. A tear rolled down to my nose as I looked at the empty wall.
I closed my eyes tightly in pain and snapped them open when I saw her image flash in front of my eyes. I was there, watching him do that to her yet I did nothing. It was like I was possessed, I couldn
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