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Chapter 45: India
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Ezhil's POV
I slowly opened my eyes when I felt someone caressing my hair. "Ezhil" a soft voice called out. I looked at Preeti with a blank face while she cried onto my chest. "Thank god you are awake...thank god" she kept muttering.
Why was I still alive?
Why couldn't I die?
I wanted to kill myself but I didn't have the guts to do so because I wanted to see her, be with her, embrace her. What is life if she wasn't here with me.
I slowly sat up with Preeti helping me drink some water. "How are you feeling?" she asked while she cupped my cheek. I looked down, my thoughts filled with just her. "How long w
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