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Chapter 19: Painful love
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Eyshana's POV
Once my phone was fully charged, I called Ezhil back but he kept declining my calls. I was so worried. When I came back home from the library, Riya told me that Ezhil called her. What if something happened at the hospital?. I tried calling him again and decided to send him a voicemail. "Hey Ezhil...are you okay? Riya told me you called. I miss you a lot, please call me back, I don't why you are declining my calls"....love you" I spoke until the call beeped. I sighed and placed my phone back on my bed. I laid down and closed my eyes as I fell into darkness.
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