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Internal Sin: 077

Author: Diana Matthew
last update Last Updated: 2023-11-04 21:23:04

(RALPH'S POINT OF VIEW)

I could not contain my surprise when Cameron sat down next to Kai and struck up a discussion.

Cameron. Maybe what was shocking was not that he was there. The aura emanating from him was unsettling and made me sit up straight.

Bloody, gloomy, and unsettling. It seemed as though every emotion had been sucked from him and he was composed entirely of evil. In a way, Cameron was both present and absent at the same time. He was possessed by something powerful enough to keep him from thinking for himself.

How did we get here?

I stood up and exited the classroom abruptly. I needed to know why he was here and what he had in mind for Kai. I wouldn't hesitate to send him to hell if it was what I was thinking. Fuck! I needed to find Rhys.

And I found Rhys outside the school with a hardened expression. He most likely knew his insane and possessed human was in the building.

I grabbed his wrist and dragged him to a less crowded area before releasing him and turning to face
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