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Internal Sin: 083
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INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 084
[KAI'S POINT OF VIEW]There were a lot of things going on in my life—a lot that I didn't comprehend, like the flashes of memories I didn't remember being a witness to.I could ask Ralph but there was a part of those recollections that told me I shouldn't trust him. Killian and Eryx wouldn't understand. Who could I ask?I knew I was forgetting something, no matter how hard I tried, but I did not know what it was. I would have assumed I was overthinking and imagining things, but I could not have seen the same person twice. I was not insane, and I knew what I saw.I knocked on my Mom's bedroom door when I got to the front of it. Dad was buried two days ago, and his death had been difficult for all of us."Mom!" I called but was met with stillness. I frowned. I knew she was in there. I took hold of the doorknob and twisted it. When I stuck my head in, I was instantaneously assimilated by gloam and then the faint sound of noiseless panting reached my ears. "Mom," I called again and I stro
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 085
[CAMERON'S POINT OF VIEW]No matter how much I felt and wanted to claw my skin and peel it off my body, I couldn't. And no matter how much I yanked my hair and tried to put out the voices, I couldn't.I had no idea where I was, but I was surrounded by trees and covered in blood, which I-I-I believe belonged to a child.I just killed a child.I walked deeper into the forest, hoping to fall off a cliff and die, but no matter how far I walked, there were no cliffs high enough. Tripping over my unsteady feet, I fell flat on my face and didn't bother moving. I cried into the dirt as I realized how disgusting I was.I was a wanted man with nowhere to go and was insane. I killed and no amount of blood I got on my hands was enough to satisfy my hunger and desire.That child. The look of innocence in his eyes and the look of fear and horror before the life in him was taken by me.I did not realize I was doing anything wrong until his blood stained my hands. It was as if something had cleared
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 086
[RHYS’ POINT OF VIEW]He begged me to kill him and put an end to his suffering. It was tempting; I could do it and everything would be over, but...I exhaled a sigh as I stared at his peaceful face, which seemed to glow in the dark. He was beautiful and damaged, and I was powerless to save him without further harming him.I rose from the forest floor, picking up his delicate form, and turned to leave, but a black figure blending with the night stood in my way. "What makes you think I will give him up? He is mine. He’s been tinted, and no matter what you do, he will always come running back to me, and when the time comes, I will turn him into the world's most powerful weapon, and no one will stop him, not even my dear sons." I looked down at him as I felt him clench my shirt and noticed a pout on his lip. My lips curled into a smile. He looked adorable like this, and I wished he could stay that way for a long time. "Whatever it takes, I will save him." I returned my gaze to the figu
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 087
[CAMERON'S POINT OF VIEW]When I entered the bathroom, Rhys was in the bathtub, staring at the ceiling. He looked deep in thought. My face lit up as I realized how cute he was. I slowly undressed and approached him, and he reeled his head to me. My cheeks rose as he ran his gaze over my naked body, and a look of lust flashed in his eyes, lingering as he met my gaze.I felt wanted. "Mind if I join?"I took his lack of response as a yes and slipped into the bathtub, the water warm but his body warmer as I pressed my back against his naked front and tried not to blush as his cock poked my back. "Are you okay?" I spoke in hushed tones. He softly nodded. "Are you okay?" I beamed. "With you here, I have never felt better. Can you give me a shoulder massage?" I asked, and a second later, his hands were on my shoulders, rubbing the tense muscles. I let myself be swayed by his touches. "Rhys, do you think we can really overcome this? What if you get hurt trying so hard to keep me alive? Am
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 088
(CAMERON'S POINT OF VIEW)Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror and loathed what you saw…I did, I detested my reflection.The voices were gone and the yearning to kill was also gone but the memories of those sins and the guilt remained incessant, leaving a sour taste on my tongue and making my insides wrench. I looked at the mirror and I wanted to vomit. I sighed and ran a hand through my hair that had grown out and skimmed against my shoulders.I placed my hands on the skin and dropped my gaze on the scissors and razor, each with a different purpose.I grabbed the scissors and grabbed a few locks of hair on my shoulders and chopped them off. I felt nothing as my hair hit the floor beside my feet. I dropped the scissors and picked up the razor. I held it in front of me and suddenly, his face was there; that child.How did he feel? Would I feel it too? I brought the razor to my right wrist and cut deep, I didn't flinch or hiss in pain because I felt nothing. The razor dropped
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 089
[CAMERON'S POINT OF VIEW]Rhys was gone and I was alone. I stared at the bracelet around my wrist and fondled it, it was pretty and It matched my skin. Gold, just like his eyes."It's not that pretty."I smirked at the voice but didn't lift my head. I knew he had been there for a while, watching me with his back resting against the wall."I say not. It's really pretty." I finally lifted my head toward Xavier, he smirked, pushed himself off, and walked toward me on the bed. "Isn't it exhausting with all this acting? Even I feel fatigued from just watching." Acting? The word reverberated in my head and I let out a laugh as I realized that was what I'd been doing for the past few days; acting. "I'm good, aren't I? I'm the best you can ever find. He doesn't even suspect a thing. If I didn't know better, I would have gotten misled."He reached out and clasped my face and leaned his face close to mine. "I think you are more than good but we are running out of time. Rhys might saunter at a
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 090
[CAMERON'S POINT OF VIEW]Have you ever felt like the world was falling at your feet and your heart had gashed out of your chest and granulated at your feet—that was how I felt as my extensive eyes gawked at the form of Rhys lying on the floor with blood pooling around him and he wasn't moving or breathing.I looked at Xavier, the bastard was sneering as he let go of Rhys' wings and before my eyes, they turned into golden dust before fading away into the darkness. "Y-y-you-" I stuttered while striding closer and when I was close enough, I plowed him hard on the chest. "YOU FUCKING KILLED HIM!!" I hollered at the top of my lungs, tears welled up in my eyes and the compression on my heart inflated. I felt like I would soon be stifling out blood at the coercion on my chest. Xavier sizzled like a snake, his eyes glinting red. I hissed back and plowed him again and instantly scurried to Rhys' side, gathering in my arms. His eyes were closed but his chest was still rising and falling."He'
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 091
[KAI'S POINT OF VIEW]I stood under the pouring rain with an umbrella over my head, I gazed at the gravestones in front of me. My parents. Or the people that took me in and gave me everything and left me behind before I could truly thank them. I peeked at the sky and realized I was alone…so alone and lost. I didn't know who to run to, where to go, and how to live.Should I continue to study and live in a house that wasn't mine? Should I seek Rhory and Keir, it seemed they were telling the truth. I feel so lost."Mom, Dad, I hope you've united with your son. I hope you are at peace. Thank you for everything. I will take care of everything you left behind." I spoke out my final words to the grave and then I turned to leave but abruptly halted at the figure standing in front of me.Outfitted in golden armor, and silver hair that matched his silver eyes. He was pretty and didn't belong in a cemetery. "I finally found you." He asserted and I couldn't help but look behind me but there w
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