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INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 081
[KAI'S POINT OF VIEW]I still remember the man in the mirror. It was like I was staring at myself but at the same time, it wasn't me.I remembered the look in his eyes; they were filled with regret and so much pain that my heart clenched. Those eyes wanted to tell me something, to warn me, but he vanished the moment Ralph entered the bathroom.That was two days ago, and I still felt strange. I felt a tingling sensation at the tip of my finger as if something was aching to be let go. I even stood in front of the mirror a few times, hoping the man would reappear and tell me everything, but he never did, and I knew what I saw. He was there.I sounded crazy, I know but I couldn't help it.I sighed and ran a hand down my face. I was probably losing my mind.Suddenly, the loud ringing sound of my phone filled the room. I picked it up from beside me, where I was sitting on the bed, and answered the call."Mom,""Kai, a…are you home?" Suddenly, every nerve in my body was screaming in alarm
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 082
[RALPH’S POINT OF VIEW]I returned to protect him from the forces that wanted him for selfish reasons, but I was always a moment too late, and this time was no exception.The scene that greeted Rhys and me as we arrived on the roof was a disaster.Kai was scrambling away from Killian, who looked like he'd just woken up from the dead. Eryx looked frightened, as if a monster were in front of him, as his eyes flickered between his panting and confused soulmate and Kai, who looked like he'd committed the greatest crime. "Sh*t!" I exclaimed as I dashed to Kai's side. In an instant, the panic in his heart shot up, and he was shaking his head and moving away from me, even more so when I reached for him."Please do not touch me. "I am a monster. I am a monster!" He repeated it over and over while crawling backward away from me, his voice becoming increasingly louder until he was screaming and attempting to flee, but I quickly drew him back and held his face. "Look at me!" I demanded, feelin
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 083
[KAI'S POINT OF VIEW] I woke up with a desire pushing through my veins. I jerked up straight on the bed to find myself in my room. I crossed my legs and realized I was hard and aching. What the hell?I knew there was something called morning wood, but it did not make sense that I would be so damn horny when I didn't even know what time of day it was."Are you alright?" I turned to face the voice and watched as Ralph stepped out of my bathroom, my eyes widening. Why was he always here these days? But it was all good, right? He approached me on the bed and pressed his palm against my forehead. As a rush of sensation flooded my body, I instinctively clenched my legs even tighter. I tried not to moan at the touch. "You are sweating profusely and are extremely hot. Are you sick?" He looked into my eyes but flinched at what he saw, which I did not know and did not care about. I was horny and in desperate need of something."Can I give you a blow job?"He frowned. "Why are you so damn h
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 084
[KAI'S POINT OF VIEW]There were a lot of things going on in my life—a lot that I didn't comprehend, like the flashes of memories I didn't remember being a witness to.I could ask Ralph but there was a part of those recollections that told me I shouldn't trust him. Killian and Eryx wouldn't understand. Who could I ask?I knew I was forgetting something, no matter how hard I tried, but I did not know what it was. I would have assumed I was overthinking and imagining things, but I could not have seen the same person twice. I was not insane, and I knew what I saw.I knocked on my Mom's bedroom door when I got to the front of it. Dad was buried two days ago, and his death had been difficult for all of us."Mom!" I called but was met with stillness. I frowned. I knew she was in there. I took hold of the doorknob and twisted it. When I stuck my head in, I was instantaneously assimilated by gloam and then the faint sound of noiseless panting reached my ears. "Mom," I called again and I stro
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 085
[CAMERON'S POINT OF VIEW]No matter how much I felt and wanted to claw my skin and peel it off my body, I couldn't. And no matter how much I yanked my hair and tried to put out the voices, I couldn't.I had no idea where I was, but I was surrounded by trees and covered in blood, which I-I-I believe belonged to a child.I just killed a child.I walked deeper into the forest, hoping to fall off a cliff and die, but no matter how far I walked, there were no cliffs high enough. Tripping over my unsteady feet, I fell flat on my face and didn't bother moving. I cried into the dirt as I realized how disgusting I was.I was a wanted man with nowhere to go and was insane. I killed and no amount of blood I got on my hands was enough to satisfy my hunger and desire.That child. The look of innocence in his eyes and the look of fear and horror before the life in him was taken by me.I did not realize I was doing anything wrong until his blood stained my hands. It was as if something had cleared
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 086
[RHYS’ POINT OF VIEW]He begged me to kill him and put an end to his suffering. It was tempting; I could do it and everything would be over, but...I exhaled a sigh as I stared at his peaceful face, which seemed to glow in the dark. He was beautiful and damaged, and I was powerless to save him without further harming him.I rose from the forest floor, picking up his delicate form, and turned to leave, but a black figure blending with the night stood in my way. "What makes you think I will give him up? He is mine. He’s been tinted, and no matter what you do, he will always come running back to me, and when the time comes, I will turn him into the world's most powerful weapon, and no one will stop him, not even my dear sons." I looked down at him as I felt him clench my shirt and noticed a pout on his lip. My lips curled into a smile. He looked adorable like this, and I wished he could stay that way for a long time. "Whatever it takes, I will save him." I returned my gaze to the figu
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 087
[CAMERON'S POINT OF VIEW]When I entered the bathroom, Rhys was in the bathtub, staring at the ceiling. He looked deep in thought. My face lit up as I realized how cute he was. I slowly undressed and approached him, and he reeled his head to me. My cheeks rose as he ran his gaze over my naked body, and a look of lust flashed in his eyes, lingering as he met my gaze.I felt wanted. "Mind if I join?"I took his lack of response as a yes and slipped into the bathtub, the water warm but his body warmer as I pressed my back against his naked front and tried not to blush as his cock poked my back. "Are you okay?" I spoke in hushed tones. He softly nodded. "Are you okay?" I beamed. "With you here, I have never felt better. Can you give me a shoulder massage?" I asked, and a second later, his hands were on my shoulders, rubbing the tense muscles. I let myself be swayed by his touches. "Rhys, do you think we can really overcome this? What if you get hurt trying so hard to keep me alive? Am
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 088
(CAMERON'S POINT OF VIEW)Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror and loathed what you saw…I did, I detested my reflection.The voices were gone and the yearning to kill was also gone but the memories of those sins and the guilt remained incessant, leaving a sour taste on my tongue and making my insides wrench. I looked at the mirror and I wanted to vomit. I sighed and ran a hand through my hair that had grown out and skimmed against my shoulders.I placed my hands on the skin and dropped my gaze on the scissors and razor, each with a different purpose.I grabbed the scissors and grabbed a few locks of hair on my shoulders and chopped them off. I felt nothing as my hair hit the floor beside my feet. I dropped the scissors and picked up the razor. I held it in front of me and suddenly, his face was there; that child.How did he feel? Would I feel it too? I brought the razor to my right wrist and cut deep, I didn't flinch or hiss in pain because I felt nothing. The razor dropped
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INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin:100
{KAI’S POINT OF VIEW}It was a Friday, so I left work early, picked Rai up from school, and we went to the restaurant. Once I parked the car, Rai and I stepped out. We were on our way out the door when my wrist was suddenly grabbed, and I turned sharply to see Ralph covered in a hoodie and glasses over his eyes.I beamed, “Ralph."He removed his glasses and looked down at Rai, who was looking at him with interest. “Who is this?”“This is Rai, my son.”His eyes met mine too quickly as if he had been struck by lightning. The expression nearly tugged out a laugh from me but I held it back. “You are married?” he blurted out.I shrugged. "Well, I have gone through two lifetimes without you; who knows how I will fare in this one?" Two could play the game, and he fell for it as his eyes darkened and he yanked me close to his face by the arm. He knew how I felt; he duped me into thinking he did not know who I was.“You are getting a divorce," he grumbled."Not in the presence of the child, Ra
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 099
[KAI’S POINT OF VIEW]Two lifetimes, three lifetimes worth of memories—they felt like a weight was placed on my shoulders—ones that were occasionally too much for me to bear.I recalled every lifetime I'd lived and every second I'd lived without having a clue where to find Ralph. Every time I failed, it felt like a needle was being pressed into my heart. This was my third life and I was 25. In this life, I worked as an architect for a decent wage, owned a restaurant with Rhory and Keir, and lived in an apartment in the middle of the city. Keir and Rhory were fortunate to have reunited as soulmates.They probably kept my memories to make me realize how much I was losing and probably laughed at my face as I failed to find Ralph in the lifetimes I'd lived. I sighed, slammed my pen on the table, and stopped trying to figure out a building pattern. "Dad." I raised my head in response to the tiny voice and discovered a tiny head with silver locks poking through the door. In an instant,
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 098
{CAMERON’S POINT OF VIEW}When Rhys entered the studio, I fell into a daze. I could barely say a word as he assisted me in locking up the studio, escorted me to his car, and drove us to his penthouse.When we were in a close space and alone, I threw my arms around him tightly and cried on his shoulder. I did not want to let go, and then his arms softly wrapped around my hips and drew me closer to his body.I had no idea how long we had stood here before he began to withdraw and clutch my face. His golden eyes were fixed on my face, and his thumb stroked it lovingly. "What do you remember?" He grilled."Everything," I replied unequivocally. "And I'm sorry. You lost everything because of me." Just when I thought I was done crying, more streamed down my cheeks as my mind was flooded with new memories. Was this the reason, despite growing up in a loving home and being surrounded by people who loved me, that I had always felt empty and alone? I had never felt whole, and I could not quite p
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 097
[CAMERON'S POINT OF VIEW]Many, many years ago, there was a world where everyone had a soulmate; some were fortunate to have been paired with the right one, while others were unlucky.According to what I have read, it was not always like that. Everyone was happy with who they were paired with until there was some sort of imbalance in the system and things got out of hand, and people started getting paired with people they were not compatible with. Soulmates abused and killed each other, but not anymore. Soulmates were becoming increasingly rare in the world I grew up in, and nowadays anyone could be with whoever they wanted without having to wait and look for their soulmates. When soulmates realize they love someone else, they usually break their bond.Well, my name was Cameron, a small-time painter with my studio in the bustling big city, and I did not believe in soulmates.Having a soulmate was not necessarily a bad thing; it would be nice to fee
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 096
[RAI'S POINT OF VIEW]As golden guardians, it was our responsibility to protect humans and ensure that they were happy with their soulmates, regardless of their background. It was a crime for a golden guardian to look away from his assigned human, and most importantly, we did not fall in love. It was an internal sin that resulted in an internal penalty. I recall the moment I realized Kai was in love with a demon. It was when he stopped wearing that cold face that the hardness in his eyes seemed to fade. He was more carefree and careless, and he was willing to give up his title just to be with that demon. I was happy as long as he was happy, but only if that demon shared his feelings.Kai wept before having his wings torn off and receiving his punishment, I recalled. Although it was inhumane to watch him suffer from the blast of thunder every hour, it was the penalty for an internal transgression. It took Kai a century to finally be born as a soulless human. As his best friend, I tri
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 095
[KAI'S POINT OF VIEW]As I watched him fall, it was like my heart was ripped out of my chest. I threw away my sword, catching him in my arms before he touched the ground. He continued to choke on his own blood. "YOU IDIOT! I TOLD YOU I KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. I DO NOT REQUIRE YOUR FUCKING PROTECTION!!" I yelled and grabbed his wrist, hoping to share my energy, but he yanked it back. "What the heck are you doing? You are going to die!""It's f-fine." He replied in a wavering voice. "Death does not seem so bad after all," he tried to joke.If he wasn't dying, I would have strangled him to death myself. I grabbed his hand and transferred as much energy as I could, but the more I transferred, the more blood he choked out. "What's going on? Why is it not working?" Panic gripped me as I realized he was becoming weaker, paler, and fading."My body doesn't accept your powers. They are just too much to handle." I felt my whole body twitching. "But you are half angel. Your body, a ha
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 094
[RHYS' POINT OF VIEW]There were only a few enchanted stones in this world that could take the life of someone as powerful as my father, and one of them was the forbidden crystal.It was not easy to obtain one, and for a demon, obtaining one meant suffering the ultimate punishment of losing half his life span. It was only a matter of time before I died without my wings or a source of power to keep me alive, but even if I only had a few hours to live, Father was coming with me. Getting to the cemetery on foot was a difficult task since I normally use my wings or vanish to get to my destination. I grasped the stone in my hand despite the hideous mark it'd left on my palm from taking it from its resting place. The flashes of light and thunder ahead of me told me there was a battle going on; I walked faster.When I arrived at the scene, however, I abruptly paused on my feet just in time as Ralph lost his wings and Kai unleashed a powerful blast that destroyed everything in close range.
INTERNAL SIN Internal Sin: 093
[RALPH'S POINT OF VIEW]"I'm sorry," I muttered weakly, looking into his eyes, hoping he would understand. "Perhaps you forget we are still here." Xavier snorted. Cameron's gaze was on Kai when I turned around, and he had a cunning look in his eyes and a smirk on his lips. I shielded Kai's eyes from his evil gaze, but I was gently pushed aside. "I'm not some damsel in distress. I don't need you to protect me. I can take him out myself." He glared.I couldn't help the tiny smile that occupied my lips as he pointed his sword at Cameron and Xavier. "Now, who wants a taste of my sword first?" I stood beside him. He gave me a side-eye. "After them, you're next." He gritted, and I would gladly accept his blade."What makes you think you are a match for me?" Cameron smirked. "Let’s not make this difficult for you, darling; give me what I want, and you can sleep peacefully without worrying about whether you are a human or a golden guardian. You can come to me willingly, or I will come to
