Since the incident, I have minimized my activities outside my residence. I enjoyed being holed up in my bedroom because I felt safe inside it. The boyfriend who duped me remained unknown, and with every passing day, I regret meeting that person. I regret everything that I did for him. I was so naïve to believe his sweet words!
The boyfriends that I used to have were merely tools to help me prove that it’s possible to marry for love. I’ve always believed in fairytales and happy endings, but all of my relationships were a failure. Sometimes it’s me, but of the time, it’s because of my father, because he loved to interfere in my personal affairs!
My father had no idea about the real reason why I always wanted to marry for love. He had no idea about what I kept doing inside my room whenever I feel like doing it!
He had no idea how naughty his daughter could be, and no man could handle my addiction for so long…unless he truly loves me! For years, I have struggled to restrain my urges to please myself.
Whenever I’m so stressed, just like what occurred lately, I indulged myself with my hands. It has been my way to relax my body and mind. Since the incident, I had to do it every day, so I stayed inside my room most of the time.
I have been up all night watching movies from my laptop, and when morning came, I had a hard time sleeping. I decided to do it one more time so that I would be able to sleep.
I spread my legs further apart, and my hands, which were following the same path, moved closer to the pulsating flesh between my thighs. I groaned as my finger brushed across my clitoris.
I built the image in my imagination as if it were another person's hand, a man's hand, specifically. I gripped my nipple harder, and my middle finger made its way inside my honeypot. The penetration was so smooth, and I arched my back to savor the delightful feeling.
Ohhhh…
I made a small, joyous sound before moving it in and out of my body, and I nibbled on my bottom lip as I sensed the pleasure's oncoming arrival. I did not cease. Even if my finger was fatigued, I refused to stop or slow down and lose the momentum of going to the summit.
The sound of moaning echoes throughout the walls of my room, and I shut my eyes, averting my gaze in an attempt not to witness the pleasure my body was feeling. However, it was challenging not to watch it when there was a huge mirror fronting my bed, and my nudity could be seen from the mirror.
My entire body convulsed as the contractions moved through me. I gasped for breath as a result. My heart began to race, and my breathing became heavier as I lay on my bed with my mouth wide open.
When I recovered some of my strength, I managed to pull my finger out and sniff it. My heart was still racing from the chase, and all I could do was stare at the ceiling, wondering if the fluids of men and women were just the same.
Once again, I closed my eyes and tried to focus on relaxing my body. The thought quickly entered my mind that I wanted to take a little nap to rejuvenate myself, but someone quickly barged into the room and closed the door behind him.
When I found out a stranger had barged into my bedroom, I was totally shocked. I panicked and started to hide. I asked, “Who are you?” From my vantage point, he appeared to be tall and good-looking. In any case, he should not be in my room, and I gave him a dirty look. “I inquired, who are you?” I asked a question again.
“Look closely,” he replied.
The bastard was impertinent, and I hated his guts. He said to look closely, so I did, and my eyes widened in realization when I recognized the man who rescued me from those savages! “You! What are you doing here?”
He looked different from the last time I saw him, but he possessed the same hooded brown eyes that mesmerized me way back then. Blonde, short hair pulled back in a ponytail exposed a face that was fresh and bright. His fair complexion beautifully complimented his brown eyes, and he exuded seductiveness. Somehow, something is befuddling about him; perhaps it's a sense of arrogance or just his sensitivity.
“My name is Lee, and I’m at your service, Miss Selena,” he replied.
There was no hesitation in his answer, as he didn't even glance away from me. It was nerve-wracking! His gaze traveled all over my body, and he even made a bold attempt to raise his eyebrows.
Disappointed?
I shook my head in surprise, discovering that someone had found me in an embarrassing and scandalous situation. “You must know the regulations of this place, right?”
“I was in the area and heard you were yelling, so it is my duty to make sure you are all right,” he responded without looking away. He even had the audacity to stare!
“You have been terminated effective immediately,” I went ahead and ordered it.
He laughed out loud. “No, you're completely wrong, Miss. There's nothing to be embarrassed about — pleasing yourself,” he said.
“Get out!” I shouted at the arrogant man who believed that he was untouchable. Did he really believe he was special because he once saved me? Nah, he’s not the first bodyguard that has been relieved of his duty for being arrogant around me.
“I’ll be in the next room if you need me,” he stated before leaving.
“Stop there!” I tried to stop him from leaving because the look he gave me earlier had something hidden behind it.
“You told me to get out,” he replied, but he didn't move from where he was standing.
“We must speak with each other,” I said. To ensure that he wouldn't disclose what he saw earlier, I had to talk to him. He nodded and made his way to the couch, where he sat down comfortably. He seemed to be taking ownership of the place as he crossed his legs. It was obvious from everything he did that he was full of himself, and I was incensed. In other words, to make him aware of who was in charge, I remained standing and wouldn't sit until he raised his head to look at me.
“You may take a seat if you like,” he motioned for me to sit across from him.
To appear forceful and domineering, I attempted to represent myself as someone who wouldn’t tremble under pressure. But even when I was standing right in front of him, he stayed unflinching and didn't even show signs of quivering even once.
“About the things you saw earlier,” I paused for a moment because it was humiliating to continue while he was staring at me.
“There's no need to worry that I will go to the media and tell everyone about how you had fun. I am just going to keep my mouth shut,” he promised. “Was it good?” He asked.
“Shut up!” I scolded him for being nosy.
“You are lovely, and attractive, and they are the main characteristics that men look for in a bedmate. So why?”
“What’s why? Is it wrong to please me? You guys do it all the time,” I reminded him.
“It’s different!” He complained.
“Says who?” I asked, and he gritted his teeth in response. The discussion must have been uncomfortable for him.
Lee stared directly at me as he opened his mouth to speak. “You should get dressed first before we will continue with this conversation, or I will imagine that body under me, writhing in ecstasy.”
Was it indispensable for him to express it that way?
When he mentioned that, I could feel goosebumps. I became afraid that what he said had the ability to affect me. “You must leave immediately!” I demanded, but my eyes fixated on his arm's muscled tendons as he struggled to tussle his unruly mane with his palm. I swallowed the lumps on my throat and attempted to break our eye contact.
“I’m not leaving,” he insisted.
“Why not?”
”Because you need my help, dear.”
”Leave immediately or else,” I warned him, and gladly, he heeds to my warning and left immediately.
The new bodyguard he hired to watch me was arrogant, full of himself, and bold. He was incredible for a man who relied on a job to survive, and he was also the only one who uncovered my naughtiest secret.
No, he should be removed from his position!
Aside from his arrogance, his superb looks posed a challenge to my decision not to engage in casual sex. I had come to terms with the reality that I had a problem, but promiscuity was not on my list. I may have pampered my body with my finger or a few sex gadgets in the past, but I had no prior experience with men.
While coming up with a plan on how to dismiss him, I strolled up to the window and opened it, crossing my arms as I inhaled the fresh air from the outside. My gaze drifted into the horizon as I took a big breath. I had to do something with him or else…it would be dangerous!
“Would you like a cent for your thoughts?”
I was so engrossed in my thoughts that I failed to notice the person behind me.
When I turned around, there stood the same man I loathed, boldly standing a few meters away from me, and I furrowed my eyebrows, wondering why he had entered my room without my permission. Even though I scowled at his presence, I was unable to frighten him. The way he grinned at me made my blood boil!
“Can you tell me what part of being fired you didn't understand?” I reprimanded him.
Lee chuckled and came over to stand at the window with me. “I have stated, Miss, that you are not permitted to terminate me. You remember that I work for your father, don't you?” He reacted in a tone that he shouldn't have used when speaking with his employer…including me, of course!
“In that case, I'm going to phone him right now!”
The phone was on my bed, so I went to get it and left him by the window. I dialed my father's phone number, and I received the same response as I had earlier: I was told to leave a message on his voicemail, and after several attempts, I finally gave up and muttered under my breath.
”So? What did he say?” He inquired, and then he came towards me in a slow, deliberate manner and only halted when he was at least a few steps away from where I had stood up.
Knowing my father, I would be in trouble if ever I would proceed in terminating his hired staff. My eyes glowered at the man who seemed unfazed at my disapproval of his performance. “How much should I pay you?”
Lee furrowed his brows in confusion while staring at me. “What are you talking about?” He asked to understand my inquiry better.
“I’ll pay you a handsome amount if you resign from the job,” I offered, and for a moment, he was speechless. My freedom may cost me a lot, but who cares?
“You can’t afford it, Miss Selena.”
“Are you sure about that, Lee? I’m generous, you know, and if you agree to my terms, you’ll be a million-dollar richer by tomorrow.” After I said my piece, Lee continued to be silent. Was he considering the offer? I wanted to ask him directly, but I knew he wasn’t stupid to refuse the offer.
“Hmmm, the offer is tempting, but I want something else than your money,” he replied.
“Then say it!”
“Spend a night with me,” he proposed.
The man was crazy to propose such a thing to me! The nerve! For a second, I couldn’t speak because of shock. No, it wasn’t just a normal shock. I was enraged at his dirty proposal! “How dare you!” I shouted at the bastard. “Take it or leave it, Miss Selena, but I won’t settle for less,” he continued. “One million dollars isn’t less, you arrogant bastard!” “For some people, it’s huge; however, I don’t need your money, Madam. So, if you will spend a night with me, I will gladly leave in the morning. Decide now before it’s too late,” he stated. I narrowed my eyes at the man who dared to flip the situation. I was the one to make the first offer, but he managed to call the shots with just one sentence that disturbed my senses! “You are crazy if you believe that I’m going to have sex with you. For your information, you are not my type,” I informed him, but he just chuckled at my response! “Are you sure? Look at me, Miss.” “What do you think you’re doing, Lee?” I shouted at the man who
The bodyguard was obstinate, so last night, I decided to change my style of dealing with him. Something was intriguing about the man. He was overbearing, confident, and so sure about himself. He acted superior to me, and I hated it very much! Since I had a scheduled meeting with my staff, I got up earlier than usual. At a quarter to six, I was already prepared and ready to start my day. Before leaving my room, I envisioned myself having a good day at my workplace, but someone’s face ruined my mood when I got out of my bedroom. “Good morning, Madame,” he greeted with a wide grin on his face. In response, I arched my brows at him, but the arrogant man just smiled at me. As I proceeded down the hallway, I stared down at the man who waited outside my bedroom and dismissed him entirely as I entered the elevator. “What are you doing, Lee?” I asked him why he was following me when I clarified to him last night that I didn’t need a bodyguard. In reply, he said in a monotone, “I have to be
Was it a joke? How dare he bossed me around! Giving him a death stare was never enough, and I wanted to kick him so badly. “How dare you?”“Why? Did I say something wrong, Miss Montes?” He asked while pretending to be innocent.“In case you have forgotten, Mr. Lee, I am the boss here, and you are my employee,” she reminded him. Instead of feeling remorseful, the arrogant man just grinned at me as if nothing happened. Was he crazy?“We just made a deal; shouldn't we seal it with a kiss?” He jested.“Do you have a death wish?” I scolded him immediately.“Alright, a handshake will do,” he compromised, and then he extended his hand for a handshake.Accepting it was the easiest part, but the moment our palms connected, I was jolted to the core and felt the electrical energy run through my body. When I was able to speak on the subject, Lee quietly moved his plate and took a faraway seat from me, where he went on to eat as if nothing had happened.My body's reaction to his proximity was very
For a moment, I was dumbfounded by his statement and immediately dismissed him for doing his job. However, his words continued to bother me, even when I was working in front of the computer. At that time, it appeared as though Lee was excellent, and it made me wonder whether or not he was handsome. It must have occurred to him that I’d been studying him from a distance and had glanced in my direction. Suddenly, I became uncomfortable in my seat. I had to push myself to smile at him, but he had the opposite reaction. Finally, when our eyes met, I panicked when he stood up and walked towards me. Oh no! I glared at him for a second, but it wasn’t enough to stop him. “So, how’s the job, Lee? Who are we meeting tonight?” I referred to his assignment regarding the issue of my impending marriage. Lee had lowered his head to mine, and his eyes were staring directly at my cleavage. The fact that he had been able to sneak up on me was surprising to me, and I let out a gasp. “Perhaps you shou
Supposedly, we would meet one of my prospects. However, it was canceled at the last minute. As a result, it appeared like I was dating my bodyguard in a fancy restaurant. I was chewing on my steak when my father called, and I had to excuse myself from Lee. “I’ll just take this call,” I told him. “Go on,” he said. “Yes, Daddy?” “Hey, pumpkin! How have you been? I hope that Lee didn’t give you a headache!” Father said on the other line, and his voice told me that he was excited about something. “You sound so excited. Are you with a woman?” “No, of course not, pumpkin! You know how much I loved your mother very well, so it’s not in my plan to take another wife. Well, I’m on my way home now, and my friend from the university will have dinner with us tonight. Please come home early,” he stated. “That’s so sudden! I’m afraid we will embarrass them, Daddy,” I said worriedly because I wasn’t home to supervise what food to prepare for dinner. “Don’t worry because your Aunt Jenny will p
During dinner, I noticed that Lee was not nearby. I assumed that he’s probably somewhere or with the security personnel who worked for the hotel magnate, Mr. Bradley Salcedo. The man’s wife was funny to converse with, and if there was one thing I disliked about her, it was her constant mention of her youngest son. The couple just returned from one of their trips, and the first thing they did was visit my Dad. My father was elated at the sudden visit of his close friend. Well, who wouldn’t? After all, they were not able to bond most of the time because of their hectic schedule. “You are so beautiful, Selena. I’m sure that you have several suitors by now,” the woman said. “You are wrong about it, Ma’am,” I replied. “Oh, you’re single?” “Technically, yes!” After responding to her inquiry, I waited for a sign from the woman. A sign that could give me a hint that one of her sons was my fiancé; however, there was none. “Dear, what do you think about asking Liam to date this gorgeous l
At first, I thought he would say no, but the darn man just agreed to my wishes. He even grinned widely at the prospect of having my body. Before I went downstairs to take my breakfast, I wondered if I made the right choice of offering it to him. Was I reckless? Maybe I was. Nevertheless, I should give it a go. It was only right to ask Lee for that favour. After all, if things would go awry between us or accidentally make me pregnant, my child would look good for sure. Wait, should I do it to get pregnant? Hmmm, the idea seemed absurd, but my unwanted pregnancy would make it easier to cancel the wedding, right? Brilliant idea! I clapped at my own cleverness and grinned widely at the first person I saw when I entered the breakfast room. “Good morning, Aunt!” I greeted him with an unusual excitement in my voice, and she probably noticed it because she arched her eyebrows at me. “What’s going on, Selena?” She inquired. “Oh, nothing unusual. I’m just happy that we have an arrival o
Without further ado, I stood up and sashayed my hips towards him. “Take off my clothes,” I muttered into his ears. Lee sighed, and I was curious to know what was going through his mind at that moment when his hands pulled down the strap of my dress. My dress had dropped to the floor, and the coolness of the air had instantly caused me to tremble. To allow him to unfasten my brassiere more easily, I moved closer to him, and he went to work on getting it off. Once it was loose, he instantly went to work on one of my breasts, licking and sucking on it while I gasped for breath. I placed my hands over my eyes and took pleasure in the ticklish, delightful sensation his tongue made while licking and biting my nipples. For a bit of a moment, he paused and stated, “You should touch me, too.” I couldn't focus on the task because I was fixated on the things his mouth did to my sensitive parts. There was a lot of strange eroticisms and wildness about it! I felt his hand on my waistband, and
I was taken aback by the property where he took me after the wedding. From the exterior, this property seemed to be luxurious. It was constructed of grey brickwork and had white cedarwood ornamentation. Tall, circular windows allowed plenty of natural light to enter the residence, and they have been strategically placed throughout the structure in a reasonably symmetrical design. The property was furnished with a standard kitchen and three bathrooms, a large living room, two bedrooms, a small dining area, a library, and an oversized garage with plenty of parking spaces. The structure has a rectangular form to it, and beautifully landscaped grounds completely encircled it. A large number of smaller windows would let plenty of natural light enter the rooms below the roof. Besides the home itself, there was paved land around it with numerous party areas, such as a luxury grill and a campfire. I was amazed at the design, but it was expected for Liam to own something gorgeous. “Vera buil
The majority of the female guests were taken aback by the edginess of my wedding dress, but the majority of the male attendees were drawn to my cleavages. I shook my head in surprise when I realised that even married guys were staring. When a marching song began to play in the background, my father appeared behind me, and the two of us went together toward the red carpet that had been spread out on the ground. Over the years, he practiced hypocrisy, and he successfully convinced everyone that we were on good terms. “You should get an award for being the finest actor in the world, Daddy,” I said with my teeth gritted, and when I turned to look at him, he grinned at me. “It will be over soon,” he whispered back as if his statement would make a difference. I was so preoccupied with my predicament that I completely missed the presence of the guy waiting for me at the altar. I looked around for my groom, but I couldn’t seem to locate him anywhere. “Can you tell me where Robert is?” “T
The skyline was dotted with towering buildings, many constructed within the previous ten years or less. The city was seeing unprecedented growth in employment, which has received a great deal of attention. Several distinct cultures have left their imprints on education and the personality of the city as a whole. What was once a city of little variety has evolved into a fusion of everything. The sense of belonging to a heterogeneous society has made its imprint. One may choose from hundreds of clubs, theme restaurants, and diners. Those looking for something different could go sightseeing, touring the city, doing aerobics, or visiting one of the numerous other recreational places. “My parents can be talkative sometimes,” he suddenly said while he turned left in the next corner. “Your parents? Wait, are you saying that we are going to dine with them?” “Yes. We are heading towards one of your restaurants,” he said. I slapped his arm to question his motive, but he just ignored it. Th
Robert remained quiet and puckered his lips in response, and I frowned at him! Was he under the impression that he could intimidate me with a severe look on his face? He has to rethink his position! I stepped away as he walked towards me as if he was going to kiss me! As soon as he got close enough to kiss me, I ran upstairs like a coward and didn’t look back. An hour later, I went downstairs to talk to my father, who had just gotten home. It was up to me to persuade him that my marriage to Robert would be a complete catastrophe. The bodyguard stayed in the shadows but kept a close eye on me at all times. “Daddy, can we talk?” “Can you tell me what it is this time?” He inquired in a severe tone that made my palms shiver in terror every time he spoke. “I don’t get along with Robert, Daddy.” “You’re not required to do so. Just get married to him and let him save you from total humiliation! Your future is safe in Robert’s capable hands!” He said it in a matter-of-fact tone, which I
When Robert stared at me for a second, I thought he would rebut my accusation, but he remained staring at me, and it was uncomfortable. When he remained silent and just stared, I arched my brows at him and asked, “Are you not going to say anything?” “You used to like me when we were younger,” he said, implying that I had a crush on him in the past. I thought I would die of annoyance when he mentioned the ‘crush thing’ from the past. “It’s all in the past, Robert. While it is true that you are still good-looking, I don’t think I can survive living with you. You smelled like a dead person!” “Having body odour is normal, isn’t it?” “Oh, my God! Here we go again,” I let out a sigh of exasperation. When he tried to come closer to me, I yelled and turned around. I hurried towards the door, my hand covering my lips with the other hand. He had feet that smelled like a dead animal, and I felt sick to my stomach! Could he get any more repulsive? “Selena, wait!” “Stay where you are, please
Robert was rendered speechless, but it didn't take him long to change his expression. In a split second, he stared daggers at me, and the way he looked at my neck, and I was worried he would strangle me to death. For a moment, I felt relieved that my father hired a new bodyguard who was probably lurking near us to save me anytime. "Are you looking for the bodyguard? I'm sorry to disappoint you, Selena, but he's not here now and wouldn't be able to save you. Do you understand what I am trying to tell you?" "Yes!" I replied, and without any warning, I ran towards the safety of my room. When I heard him call my name again, my hands shook in fear. When I looked behind my shoulders, I saw him move a little, and as he got closer to me, I became so nervous and almost peed on my clothes. I pointed my finger at him and warned him incessantly not to come closer, but he merely grinned as if there was something funny going on. "Stop where you are right now!" I shouted at him. "Selena, what's
When Robert called my name again, I was worried he would do something terrible to me, so I ran away, and I heard him laugh from a distance. What's his deal? I tried to call Layla to ask her some questions about Robert, but her phone was turned off.With a heavy heart, I went outside for fresh air. From the balcony, I strolled towards our manicured garden and headed towards the swing. I missed spending time in the swing with Lee or my aunt. Speaking of which, I recalled I had something to discuss with Aunt Jenny, so I immediately dialed her phone number.However, it was out of the coverage area. I tried again, but I got the same result. Anyway, I gave up on calling her and shifted my focus to the surroundings. While staring at the budding flower close to me, I couldn't stop thinking about Lee. Every day, I have been checking for an article that would mention the union of Katherine Hamilton and Liam Salcedo, but I couldn't find any write-ups.For the nth time, I sighed in frustration. I
When he mentioned my pregnancy, I narrowed my eyes at him and wondered how the Hell he knew about my condition. For several days, I tried to ignore the issue. As soon as I noticed the delay in my monthly period, I purchased a pregnancy kit that could help me confirm my suspicion. When it was time to use it, I waited patiently, and when it turned out to be positive, I nearly collapsed inside the bathroom. It was such a shocking turn of events, but I couldn't blame anyone for my negligence. I wasn't taking birth control pills when I allowed him to sleep with me. It was reckless, but I was not thinking correctly during those times and let my emotions take over my mind. I let my emotions control me, so I had to bear the consequences of my actions. "I am going to raise my child alone," I declared in front of my father. "Says who? I won't let you ruin our reputation," he stated in a monotone which was even scarier. "Daddy! What about my life? Is it more important than our name? Are you
There was no announcement about Katherine Hamilton’s engagement with Liam Salcedo on news outlets and television, but I knew they were planning their wedding. Some of our common friends mentioned it, and except for Layla, they were all happy about the upcoming union of Katherine Hamilton and Liam Salcedo. Since I was not in the mood to go back to work, I asked my father to lend one of his managers to manage mine for the time being. It was a risky move, especially when my sea freight business had been doing well in the previous months, and we were headed to expansion. I tried so hard to convince myself and go to work, but my mind and heart wouldn’t cooperate! I knew I was wallowing in self-pity and self-destruction, but I couldn’t stop myself from being so melodramatic. I was aware that forgetting him and moving on were the only options to survive the recent heartbreak, but everything about Liam Salcedo haunted me! At night, I would see him in my dreams! During the daytime, I was a