I learnt two things from my first morning session for the AAP;
1) I am not fast.
2) I am not strong.
Two things I was actually quite aware of before actually. I’ve never been the athletic type.
But I was always decent enough to not get picked last in gym class. Well that was before I came to Woodfell and started at Silvercrest Academy where their P.E felt like I had gone to military school.
And those were just the regular classes.
Kat took the more advanced physical classes. There was Class I, which I was in, the rookie class. Class II, Class III, which I guess you could call junior varsity and the best of the best, Class IV, Kat’s class.
The second portion of the training session had been to test our strength and while all the other candidates did more than the bare minimum, I was left in complete humiliation as I struggled with the challenges Major Raphael offered.
If Instructor May hadn’t been so patient with me, I had a feeling Major Raphael would have kicked me out of that gym.
Also, Joshua was pretty much wiping the floor with everyone and had impressed Major Raphael so much that he didn’t have to pay too much attention to me.
I now get why being a member of the program requires you to have a minimum of a B in Class IV PE.
If the instructors thought the running was bad...
At some point, Instructor Raphael even let me stop earlier than the rest probably because he thought I would hurt myself. Or someone else. I had almost dropped a weight on poor Andre’s feet.
It’s honestly a miracle that we all got out unscathed.
I walked to my locker too tired and sore to mind that people were still staring and whispering.
In addition to the physical torture, we got our AAP IDs. They were supposed to reap a whole lot of benefits but I honestly hadn’t gotten to that point in the handbook yet.
And while my peers proudly wore theirs, I hid mine in my backpack, the last thing I wanted to do was flaunt something I didn’t deserve.
“Hey, how was your first day?”
I had hardly shut my locker when Chris appeared, looking giddy.
”Horrible. How do I sign out?” I spoke as I slammed my locker shut.
Chris shook his head.
”Come on. It couldn’t have been that bad.”
”I completely humiliated myself.” I whined.
”At least no one saw.”
”Oh please, I bet Bea and Courtney are spreading my humiliation like the gospel as we speak.
”Hmm... I doubt that, the handbook said candidates are expected to be discreet about training. They’re not supposed to really talk about what happens. Remember how tight lipped Roman had been about his training?”
That was true. You’d think he had a secret girlfriend with the way he hid things. At some point, I stopped seeing him much of him because training took up most of his schedule.
Would that become my life? Would this training consume me and my life? That’s if I made it that far anyway.
But Roman was in his second year of the apprenticeship so it really wasn’t the same and besides... he would always find a way to make it up to me.
God, I missed him!
”Let’s not talk about Roman, please.” I told Chris.
He must have seen the sadness in my eyes because he got this sympathetic look on his face.
”Sorry, Crissy.”
Everyone was Sorry.
Sorry or mad.
It’s either they felt sorry for the poor young thing who had been manipulated by the pack’s traitor or they downright hated me for just being associated.
”It’s okay, let’s just head to class.” I told him.
This was supposed to be the part wher Kat would say; ‘later nerds’ because we hardly had any classes with her.
How long was she going to be mad at me?
Luckily Chris didn’t ask questions. He probably understood that the last thing I would want to talk about was something else that would make me upset.
”Is Kat still mad?”
Or not.
I give Chris way too much credit sometimes.
I sighed. “She’s a ticking bomb, everyone is walking on eggshells around the house, wouldn’t want to set off bomb Katerina.”
”Huh, that’s actually a good nickname, I’ll try it on her when she has been detonated.” Chris winked at me.
I rolled my eyes but giggled.
”Hopefully sooner than later.” I muttered.
There was an ache in my neck from Hazel’s sofa.
”Hey...” Chris suddenly trailed off, “Joshua Melrose, 12 O’clock.”
I looked ahead but didn’t see Joshua anywhere.
”The other 12.” He hissed before spinning me around by my shoulders.
”Hey.” Joshua let out as more of a grunt.
”Hey.” I replied, feeling confused. Why was he talking to me outside training?
And where was his girlfriend? I thought they were joined at the hip.
Joshua didn’t even spare Chris a glance.
Rude.
”Hey Crystal!” Micheal Melrose’s head suddenly came into view over Joshua’s shoulder. He had a huge smile on his face.
”Ah!” Chris yelled in fright before throwing his arms around me, nearly knocking me down.
My hero.
Micheal frowned. He scratched the back of his head and leaned back.
”Sorry, I - er, didn’t mean to scare you.”
Joshua spun to glare at his twin brother. “I thought I told you that I would meet you in class.” He spoke through gritted teeth.
Micheal gave him an equally fixed look; “and I thought I told you, you can’t boss me around. And besides,” he shot me a not so discreet look. “You. Need. Me.” He spoke in a low voice.
”No I don’t, I’m capable of being-“
Micheal suddenly gave him a fixed look.
Joshua suddenly let out a sigh. He turned to face me.
He seemed to not know what to say.
I shared a look with Chris.
Okay, this was strange.
”Crystal. I expect you to come over to our house tonight after training.”
”What?” I asked.
”What?” Chris spoke right after me.
He still had his arms around me. I shook him off.
Micheal slapped his forehead. He looked at his brother like ‘dude, really?’.
Did Joshua Melrose just ask - no demand that I go to their house after school? Why?
Micheal stepped forward towards me. I tried not to look too uncomfortable at his proximity.
He smiled too brightly and I couldn’t help but make a distinction. There was the way too happy brother and the grumpy one.
”What my brother is trying to say is... he saw you struggling today during training...”
I was so glad my darker complexion didn’t allow me to blush.
I knew he didn’t like me but going around telling people that I was struggling? It was only his brother but still... it was equally embarrassing. Who knows who else they could have told.
I looked at Joshua and there was no expression on his face.
”Oh no! Don’t be mad!” Micheal suddenly yelled. “We just - I mean he just wants to help so maybe you could come over to our house and you could train together.”
I looked at Micheal then Joshua then Chris, who just shrugged.
”Um... as in just me? Alone?”
Micheal looked confused. “I mean, yeah... I just... unless...” he looked back at Chris, the friendly look on his face suddenly disappearing. “D-do you want your boyfriend there?”
“Boyfriend?” Chris and I yelled simultaneously.
We looked at each other, both in disgust.
”So you’re not dating?” His smile returned.
I looked at Chris again.
How was my love life any of Micheal Melrose’s business.
He didn’t know anything about his brother and I, right?
Tristan promised that it was just between the two of us... and Bridget.
What if the brothers found out somehow?
I didn’t like this suspicious behaviour. Why was Micheal Melrose suddenly interested in me? Why was I getting invited to their house?
“I - I don’t know.” I responded. “I don’t think that’s quite a good idea.
”We’re offering to help you.” Joshua suddenly spoke in an annoyed tone.
”Uhm... I appreciate that but I...”
Don’t trust you?
Joshua turned to look at his brother as if to say, ‘I told you so.’
“Whatever, just find a way to pick up on the physicals this week or we’ll both suffer.” He turned to leave. “Come on, Mikey.”
Micheal was still staring at me with a hurt look on his face.
I felt really bad as he slowly turned and followed his brother.
”Dude, you just turned down the Melrose twins.” Chris spoke from beside me.
I sighed. “What did you expect me to do? I don’t trust them.”
”Well Joshua is your partner this week, you’ll have to trust him whether you like it or not.”
”I guess you’re right but... don’t you find it weird the Micheal is suddenly being so nice to me?”
Chris rose a brow at me.
”What?” I asked.
Chris shifted from one foot to the other. “I know Kat has kept you in this bubble of ‘everyone’s the enemy but us’. But Michael Melrose is actually a decent guy. I mean, you won’t see him sitting with us bottom feeders at lunch but he’s not... well, he’s not like Bea and Courtney.”
”How do you know that?” I asked Chris, if he wasn’t with Kat and I, he was off somewhere being a loner.
”I’ve lived here almost all my life, Cryss. And... well, I’ve never said this because I love Kat and all but it seems kind of hypocritical that she would paint her old friends out to be the enemies when she was once one of them.”
I had indeed almost forgotten that the main reason Bea and Courtney didn’t like me so much was because Kat used to run with their so called ‘popular crowd’ before I had gotten here.
They definitely weren’t going to be friends with a halfling so they made her choose. Kat chose me and so the feud began.
“What was she like before?” I asked Chris. I never asked Kat about her life before I moved to Woofell because quite frankly, it seemed like a touchy subject.
I could only imagine how much more exciting it must have been. How much more exciting it could have been if I wasn’t holding her back.
Chris smiled. “She was pretty much still Kat. She wouldn’t be caught dead with me, sure but she was actually nice to me. Once, a few kids stole my lunch and she told them that if they didn’t give I back, she would tie them to the flag pole.” Chris spoke like that was the ultimate declaration of love
“Don’t be too hard on her. To be honest, shes given a lot of things up for you since you got here.”
I spun to face Chris.
“Given things up for me? Like what? Her room?”
Chris sucked in a deep breath. “She’s going to murder me for saying this but yeah, ever since you got here, she had to accommodate another sibling and share her parents. She had to give up the apprenticeship, her friends and... and Roman.”
Roman was never the type of guy who flinched.The first time I met him, he had come over to the house with Uncle Victor. At the time, he was working for him.I remember that day like it was yesterday, I remember not knowing how to describe his beautiful skin, his complexion was more tan than Kat’s but lighter than mine. It was so flawless, with only a few freckles sprinkled around his nose, it made him all the more gorgeous. He always kept his hair short but even at the length it was at, you could see the deep coils in it.And his eyes, they first met mine where I was seated on the patio swing, reading a book.They were grey and they looked like they held a beautiful storm. Are we even supposed to describe storms as beautiful? Because that’s all I can come up with.Uncle Victor introduced us for the first time.I remember Roman smiled at me, it was the kind of smile I hadn’t seen in a while. That ‘I’m genuinely happy to meet you’ smile.I didn’t know how important Roman would be in my
“Do you need a breather, princess?” I heard him speak. He laughed and the wind carried the sound towards me.Even though I was extremely irritated, I delighted in that laughter. It was nothing special really, in fact Roman’s laugh had always been kind of loud and obnoxious. But it was contagious.I stopped walking and crouched down to place my hands on my knees and catch my breath.“Oh shut up!” I huffed. I was sweaty, my bones were aching and I’m pretty sure the humidity was making my hair frizz up. I would have a full on fro by the time I got back home.Heck! I would have a full on fro by the time we got to the top of this stupid mountain.I told Kat straightening my hair for my date with Roman wasn’t necessary.I never straightened my hair willingly.And I especially wouldn’t have let Kat torture me with her flat iron if I knew Roman’s idea of a ‘date’ was hiking up the highest mountain in Woodfell.“You’re not human, are you?” I finally asked him.He stood a few meters away from
Tristan I was beyond frustrated as I emerged through the thick foliage of the woods once more and appeared in the backyard of the manor.Bridget was standing in front of the backdoor holding a pile of folded clothes.When she spotted me, her eyes dimmed.She was mad."I told you, it's no use. If he was here, he's long gone." She spoke.I growled and remembered I was in my wolf form.I was always more comfortable in my wolf form, everything was sharper, everything was clearer. I primarily ran in instinct. And basically, it felt like most of my problems could be solved when I was in my wolf form."You have to meet with the Defence wing in an hour, Tristan. You might want to turn back now." Bridget spoke.I detected the annoyance in her voice. I could tell I had been frustrating her all evening by constantly brushing off her suggestions.Another of my favourite parts of being in my wolf form is that I couldn't talk to people in their human forms.The water in the pool rippled with the
That evening, pretty much everyone was in a bad mood.Kat was still mad at me for having rotten luck, I was mad at Kat because she was mad at me and not to mention I just found out she might have been with my boyfriend!Hazel had gotten her tail today as she was brushing her teeth. She didn’t notice so as she was leaving the bathroom she accidentally slammed it in the door. So she was sulking.Aunt Sarah had found out that Kat exiled me from our room so she yelled at Kat and then yelled at me for not telling her. And now the three of us were mad at everyone.So I’m back in my room now but I can’t say I’m all that excited about it.Kat could still smother me with a pillow in my sleep.And then there was Uncle Victor who looked all kinds of nervous because there were too many angry women in his house.Really, Parker was the only one who was even relatively in a good mood.He filled up the dinner table with chatter about his cutthroat life on the play ground.It’s not until Uncle Victor
My plan, during this entire partnership, had been to keep Joshua Melrose moderately happy throughout this whole thing.Well, ‘happy’ is a strong word. Let’s just say I had been planning on keeping the things I was doing to irritate him to a bare minimum.And to be honest, my plan had been to kind of stick to the shadows and let him do his thing. I knew we would be partners in this entire program but I hadn’t actually expected us to have to work as partners.And for a task that involved us having to stay discreet and hidden, he sure had the worst of luck in getting partnered with the slowest person in the program. I was jogging behind Joshua. He had kept a steady pace for me which I was actually managing. Don’t get me wrong, we weren’t doing too well even if we had a head start but I think we had covered enough distance.I had no idea which way Allison and Andre had gone which was probably a good thing.Joshua finally slowed down. We stuck up the woods because it would probably give
“Crystal. I need you to understand that things are different now - no baby - don’t cry. It’s just that you and I can’t live together right now.” I remember my barely fourteen year old self shedding tears. I remember being afraid, confused too. Abandoned.”Your Uncle Victor will take really good care of you.” She continued as she wiped my tears with her sweater sleeves.It was no use, the tears still rolled down my cheeks. Why didn’t my own mother want me?Was I cursed? Was this thing I was turning into the problem?”Baby, mummy needs to go now, okay?” She continued.”No.” I protested as I held on to her. “Don’t leave me, mum.”“It’s okay, baby girl.” She cooed as she stroked my hair. “Mummy loves you, okay? She loves you so so much.”She took the crescent necklace that hang around my neck and then took out her own from under her sweater.”We’re always connected, my love, one way or another, we’re Van Cliff wolves. I’ll be back for you. I promise.” Her eyes glowed blue and mine mirror
“How am I supposed to know?” I muttered.Joshua’s accusations in the woods came back to mind.Telling them about the argument we had definitely wouldn’t help my case. It would just make me took more guilty.“Raph, save the questions for the defense wing.” Bridget snapped.I turned to look at her in gratitude but she just looked away from me.I know she hated me but she didn’t actually believe I had something to do with this attack, did she?I looked at May. What about her?Did she think I was guilty?“Nana Francesca is here.” Bridget suddenly spoke, stopping the conversation entirely.We all turned to see a black SUV approaching us.“Oh no.” May cringed, looking at me in fear.Wait? What was going on?Bridget, May and Raphael all stood at attention as the car stopped in front of us.Was I supposed to stand at attention as well? What in the world?Two women, dressed like the three soldiers I was with got out of the front and one opened the back door.A lady in a black dress with a flor
“Don’t you eat, dear?” Lady Melrose spoke.I looked at the food before me.Anita had whipped it up and it honestly smelt and looked amazing. Chicken a la king.There were chicken strips and pasta dipped in a creamy cheesy sauce with mushrooms.But my nerves honestly weren’t letting me eat much. I took one bite and immediately went back to thinking about Joshua’s bloody skin, about the wolf...I thought about the people back at school; Kat and Chris... were they safe? Had they been sent home?What about Aunt Sarah and Uncle Victor?Aunt Sarah worked at the nursery school so she would have to stay there.But Uncle Victor’s construction jobs probably weren’t much of a priority, I’m sure he was allowed to leave and be with Aunt Sarah, Hazel and Parker.“Francesca, she obviously can’t stomach the stuff, leave her alone.” Anita spoke, smiling at me warmly as she came to place a hand on my shoulder. “It’s okay, sweetie. When my son got back from the war, he couldn’t stomach anything either.”