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Chapter 78 - I will never give up
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I push open the door to Liam's house, my heart pounding in my chest. The moment I step inside, I feel a wave of familiarity, a rush of memories flooding my mind. I ignore the nagging voice in my head telling me this is a mistake — Tamrin’s voice, actually, from earlier today. She told me not to come, told me it would only make things worse, but I can’t help myself. I have to see him, have to make him understand.
I close the door behind me, letting the latch click softly. The house is dimly lit, the curtains are close
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