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Chapter 54 - I am the 5th Wheel
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2024-08-20 17:45:47The night is cool and the breeze is just enough to keep things comfortable. But I'm not. My mind’s racing. Presley’s arm is around mine, her head leaning against my shoulder but I would rather it was someone else. She’s comfortable, almost too comfortable, and I’m trying to play along.
I hate this and I know Celeste is never forgiving me for this, In my defence I didn't know she would be here.
On the other hand Presley is happy, probably thinking this
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Liam looks at me. More like staring at me. I can see the look in his eyes. Whatever he's thinking is not good.I look away hoping he doesn't act out whatever he is thinking. When I look back in his direction, he's talking in Presley's ear and he looks like he's about to stand up."I think I'm gonna go," I hear myself say to Sadie and she looks at me shocked."You're leaving?"She says shocked. I nod and start gathering my stuff. I have to get out of here before he does something really stupid and embarrass us both.I see Liam get up from his spot out of the corner of my eye and y heart starts beating really...really fast.I scream. SIT THE FUCK DOWMN! In my head but he doesn't do it.I can feel my heart racing as I gather my things, trying not to make a scene. Sadie’s staring at me like I’ve lost my mind, but I can’t explain what’s going on in my head right now. I just need to get out of here be
Dernière mise à jour : 2024-08-21I'm in love with my gangster boyfriend Chapter 56 - Another round with you
When we reach my street, I can’t help but quicken my pace, eager to put this night behind me. The familiar sight of my house brings a sense of relief, like I’m finally close to escaping this tension that’s been building all evening.“Thank you for walking me home,” I say, my voice firm, hoping he’ll take the hint and leave me alone.But before I can getaway, I feel his hand wrap around my arm, and a shiver runs down my spine. My breath catches in my throat as I turn to look at him.We shouldn't be doing this.“What are you doing?” I ask, trying to keep my voice steady as he gently pulls me toward him. My heart starts to race as I realize he’s not letting go.He doesn’t say anything at first, just starts walking in the direction of his house, and before I can stop myself, my legs begin to move, following him even though I don’t want to. My mind is screaming at me to resist, to turn around and
Dernière mise à jour : 2024-08-22I'm in love with my gangster boyfriend Chapter 57 - You can't tell me what to do
"Where are you going?" Liam asks when I start to climb the bed. I feel his hand grab my ankle and I almost moan at the feel of his touch. I stop moving and try to pull my ankle away but he doesn't let go. His grip on me is firm but he's not hurting me."I'm trying to go home." I say when I feel him hold on even tighter."Why are you so scared to spend a few minutes with me." He asks and I turn around and sit back down."Because, this is wrong. I shouldn't be here. You have a girlfriend, you're dangerous and you are too old to be spending a few minutes with me." I say and he groans in frustration."Celeste we've been through this." He says genuinely annoyed with me. "I don't have a girlfriend." He says and I roll my eyes at him. "Are you rolling your eyes at me?" He says grabbing my chin gently."It's an automatic respond your lies." I say looking at anything but his eyes."I'm not dangerous and I will never hurt y
Dernière mise à jour : 2024-08-23I'm in love with my gangster boyfriend Chapter 58 - Another one of my firsts
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Dernière mise à jour : 2024-08-27I'm in love with my gangster boyfriend Chapter 61 - Ask me anything
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