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Chapter 55 - What is he thinking?
Liam looks at me. More like staring at me. I can see the look in his eyes. Whatever he's thinking is not good.
I look away hoping he doesn't act out whatever he is thinking. When I look back in his direction, he's talking in Presley's ear and he looks like he's about to stand up.
"I think I'm gonna go," I hear myself say to Sadie and she looks at me shocked.
"You're leaving?"She says shocked. I nod and start gathering my stuff. I have to get out of here before he does something really stupid and embarrass us both.
I see Liam get up from his spot out of the corner of my eye and y heart starts beating really...really fast.
I scream. SIT THE FUCK DOWMN! In my head but he doesn't do it.
I can feel my heart racing as I gather my things, trying not to make a scene. Sadie’s staring at me like I’ve lost my mind, but I can’t explain what’s going on in my head right now. I just need to get out of here be
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