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Chapter 53 - Who invited all these people
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2024-08-19 17:37:28The evening air is cool, with just enough of a breeze to make it comfortable. Tamrin’s practically bouncing beside me, talking a mile a minute about anything and everything. I try to keep up, but my thoughts keep wandering back to what she said earlier. Presley is joining us.
I could scream, I don't want to go through another conversation about her and Liam.
The sky is deepening into shades of purple and blue. The screen is already set up, and a few people are scattered around, claiming
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