(Renata Pellegrini)“Why are you crying?”“Why?” I repeat his question with debauchery, I turn around and close my eyes tightly feeling more tears coming, my heart is hurting, I don't like this. “Get out of here,” I commanded and turned around. I don't want him to see me crying even more. “Go back to that shitty dinner, with those shitty people and keep pretending I don't exist!” I speak feeling my heart bleed, the tears slide freely down my face.I'm caught completely off guard, Filippo grabs my waist and spins me around, colliding my body against the marble surface of the sink with his own, he leans over me and rests his forehead against mine, my gaze falls on his mouth and he bites it in a sensual way teasing me. I hold his arms as I feel his two big hands squeezing my ass under the dress, pressing his fingers into my bare flesh, since I was wearing thong panties, he lifts me up as if I were a sheet of paper, sitting me down on the sink, I hold my breath as I feel the coolness of t
(Renata Pellegrini)“What do you think?” Filippo asks with his arms crossed leaning against the wall next to the switch.“Are they really diamonds?” I ask, observing the dress on the mannikin.As soon as we left the bathroom I thought we would go away, but I was surprised when he opened the door and turned on the light.“Yes, the White brand is known worldwide for its jewel-crusted clothes, and because my company is the best in the technology and security business, we constantly renew contracts and he always gives me some gifts, this time I chose this dress,” he explains, but I don't look away from the dress, every inch of cloth is covered with diamonds, I have never seen so many diamonds together, I have never even seen one alone.“It is a very beautiful dress, who will you give it to?”“To you.”“Why?” I turn surprised in his direction and he comes towards me.“Does a boyfriend need a special reason to give it to his girlfriend?”“This dress is not just any gift, it must cost millio
(Filippo Valentini)I feel the air escaping from my lungs, for a few moments I think I am experiencing an illusion and my body freezes in front of the scene, but the smell of blood makes me bite my mouth so hard that I can feel my own blood. Never since I arrived in this country have I been careless, and by a moment of distraction, the woman who is temporarily being my girlfriend is shot right in front of me.I hold Renata with my right arm before her body falls to the floor, I look forward and see the waiter unlocking his gun preparing to shoot once again, I quickly reach down and draw my gun, using only one hand, I unlock it, the sound of the wine bottles crashing with the shot echoes throughout the room making the women in the room scream hysterically.I run my eye quickly over the source of the outflow of blood, the shot has gone through her collarbone, I am a little more relieved and mentally hope that the bullet has not fractured her bone. I lay Renata's limp body on my lap and
(Filippo Valentini)I pull out a chair and sit down opposite Ruan, the waiter who made an attempt on my life and Renata's at the party. He is hanging by three chains, two on his hands and one on his neck. He can only touch the tips of his feet to the ground, so as not to hang himself to death.“Good evening, are you comfortable?” I ask, watching the blood dripping through the openings of the bullets I've accepted in him.“You son of a bitch!” He spits, melting my imported shoes.I signal with my hand, and Lucca hits him in the legs with a hot iron club. The base of the club is made of wood, which doesn't hurt the hands of my right arm down here.“Ah!” Ruan cries out in pain, his knees bend and the chain around his neck begins to hang him, struggling, he manages to balance himself again.“Twenty years old, son of a drug dealer, mother beaten to death for betraying his father, older brother, soldier for the Onore mafia,” I start to tell the things I know about him, take out my cell phon
(Renata Pellegrini)> One month later:“Does it still hurt?” Filippo asks on the other side of the screen. Every night I make a video call.“Only when I make sudden movements, or carry weight.”“You are recovering fast, that is good.”“Yes,” I agree and lie comfortably on my bed, feeling my eyes getting heavy, yawn and snuggle into the sheets. “When are you really coming back?”“The day after tomorrow, on Monday,” he answers, reminding me.“I miss you; I'll count the minutes.”“I miss you too,” he says, making me smile. I love it when he gets all affectionate with me. “Your mouth, sweet and wild,” he completes the sentence.“Naughty boy!” I speak, still feeling a little embarrassed.Filippo traveled the weekend after I was shot, and has been in Mexico for three weeks. He, besides going to meet new clients, also went to Penelope's wedding party. That made me wary, but I let it go, I can't be suspicious of the man I risked my life for. "And also, her husband is there, she wouldn't be th
(Renata Pellegrini)“Is this all you are taking?” Filippo asks, looking at my one suitcase.“Yes,” I answered with a small smile.This apartment came already furnished, nothing in here but my clothes, it is mine. And I'm only using one big suitcase, because of the clothes that Filippo gave me at the mall, otherwise it would just be a small suitcase of old and worn-out clothes.Besides this suitcase, all I will take with me are the memories. Everything that I have experienced here, the romantic moments with Filippo, the funny and happy Sundays with Amanda...“You look beautiful, do you know that?” Filippo say and came toward me like a hunter aiming at his prey. Even today I still get goosebumps when his hands touch my skin directly.“I dressed up especially for you,” I say, smiling shyly.Filippo puts his hand on my face and I close my eyes enjoying his warm and loving contact. Although his hands are full of calluses, I love it when they touch me. His thumb caresses my cheek, making me
(Renata Pellegrini) "This is going to go to shit"- My mind alerts me as I hold the doorknob of the door, I suspect is the basement. I close my eyes and the image of his dark look makes a shiver run down my spine, Filippo when he is angry is very scared, his eyes become horrifyingly cold and dark, like those of an evil wolf... This was the first expression I saw on him. Even today I remember the constant feeling of danger I felt when I looked into his eyes, my warnings were right, I fell into the trap and today I am in love and willing to live next to him. But what expression will he make when he finds out that I did exactly what he asked me not to do? Just imagining his face disappointed in me makes my heart squeeze. Okay, I don't think we should have secrets between us, even more so when we are living together now, but I have to wait his time, no one is obliged to open up like this. And also, we haven't been together that long, I'm sure that as time goes by, he will not only tell
(Renata Pellegrini) All the hunger I was feeling has simply vanished, the emptiness that echoed in my stomach is now opening in my heart, again, the feeling of being betrayed. He calls me to live in his house, and when his mother calls, he says I am just a friend? What kind of friend visits a single man late at night? I don't even want to think about the answer... My stomach is upset, I take my plate and put it back in the fridge, feeling the tears stuck in my throat. I walk with hurried steps back to the bedroom, but before I can open the door, Filippo comes out of the guest bathroom and holds my arm. “What is it?” He asks me with a serious face. “Nothing," I answer and try to let go, but he just squeezes his hand even tighter on my arm. "Please let go of me, I'm sleepy." I speak dryly without looking into his eyes, I don't want him to see the tears pooling in them. “I told you not to lie to me, ragazza,” he holds my chin and forces me to look at him, I bite my mouth holding back