(Renata Pellegrini)“Is this all you are taking?” Filippo asks, looking at my one suitcase.“Yes,” I answered with a small smile.This apartment came already furnished, nothing in here but my clothes, it is mine. And I'm only using one big suitcase, because of the clothes that Filippo gave me at the mall, otherwise it would just be a small suitcase of old and worn-out clothes.Besides this suitcase, all I will take with me are the memories. Everything that I have experienced here, the romantic moments with Filippo, the funny and happy Sundays with Amanda...“You look beautiful, do you know that?” Filippo say and came toward me like a hunter aiming at his prey. Even today I still get goosebumps when his hands touch my skin directly.“I dressed up especially for you,” I say, smiling shyly.Filippo puts his hand on my face and I close my eyes enjoying his warm and loving contact. Although his hands are full of calluses, I love it when they touch me. His thumb caresses my cheek, making me
(Renata Pellegrini) "This is going to go to shit"- My mind alerts me as I hold the doorknob of the door, I suspect is the basement. I close my eyes and the image of his dark look makes a shiver run down my spine, Filippo when he is angry is very scared, his eyes become horrifyingly cold and dark, like those of an evil wolf... This was the first expression I saw on him. Even today I remember the constant feeling of danger I felt when I looked into his eyes, my warnings were right, I fell into the trap and today I am in love and willing to live next to him. But what expression will he make when he finds out that I did exactly what he asked me not to do? Just imagining his face disappointed in me makes my heart squeeze. Okay, I don't think we should have secrets between us, even more so when we are living together now, but I have to wait his time, no one is obliged to open up like this. And also, we haven't been together that long, I'm sure that as time goes by, he will not only tell
(Renata Pellegrini) All the hunger I was feeling has simply vanished, the emptiness that echoed in my stomach is now opening in my heart, again, the feeling of being betrayed. He calls me to live in his house, and when his mother calls, he says I am just a friend? What kind of friend visits a single man late at night? I don't even want to think about the answer... My stomach is upset, I take my plate and put it back in the fridge, feeling the tears stuck in my throat. I walk with hurried steps back to the bedroom, but before I can open the door, Filippo comes out of the guest bathroom and holds my arm. “What is it?” He asks me with a serious face. “Nothing," I answer and try to let go, but he just squeezes his hand even tighter on my arm. "Please let go of me, I'm sleepy." I speak dryly without looking into his eyes, I don't want him to see the tears pooling in them. “I told you not to lie to me, ragazza,” he holds my chin and forces me to look at him, I bite my mouth holding back
(Filippo Valentini) After two hours, being sure that Renata is sleeping soundly, I carefully take her head off my chest, switch places with a pillow and Renata clings to my replacement. The night didn't end as planned, I figured that bringing her to live with me would make me get to my goal of fucking her faster, but every time I get close to sinking into her flesh, something happens to get in the way and it's driving me crazy, I'm on the verge of losing my patience, which is already very little. Today I almost lost my mind, I ended up saying what I shouldn't have, I didn't plan to throw in her face that I used to have sex with her a lot, I could see the disappointment on her face, but my anger and frustration spoke so loudly that I was glad I said it, I've been holding back too long and this way she will soon get a shock of reality, I'm a man and I need to attend to my needs. She thinks she can play with me, but that's not how it works. In this game, the champion will always be me
(Renata Pellegrini) I wake up to the shrill noise of my cell phone alarm clock, I lazily stretch out on the bed, I ended up sleeping better than I expected, I look to the side and Filippo is not here, I didn't even see what time he came back, I simply blacked out last night. The bathroom door is opened and the smell of Filippo spreads throughout the room, I look away in his direction and my whole face heats up. I still can't get used to his body being so exposed like this. He is only wearing a towel on his hips and at this moment, watching him in detail, I feel a slight envy of the little drops of water that glide shamelessly across his body. “Buona giornata, ragazza!” He greets me from the back, I stare at his broad, strong back, I want to run my nails over it. “Good morning!” I greet him back. “I think you'll enjoy the view more this way," he says, turning around, taking me by surprise. I stare wide-eyed as his towel falls to the floor, leaving all his masculinity exposed. I sw
(Renata Pellegrini) “Is there a problem, miss?” Mr. Lucas Parmanel suddenly asks as he enters the elevator. Since I became Filippo's secretary and personal assistant, I never needed to speak directly with the vice-president, the information exchange was always between me and Sofia. “N-no, sir,” I answered, finding her question strange. “You were lost because Filippo didn't show up today. Did I get it right?” “Well, yes.” “Take my advice, get used to it, it has happened that he has not shown up for more than a week.” “Why is that?” I ask puzzled. “It is none of our business, Filippo is not the kind of man who likes to explain himself.” “I understand," I say, picking up my cell phone and checking once more that there are no messages. I am upset, he didn't show up and didn't even send a message. I leave the elevator dialing the driver's number, but the new message notification makes me stop and open the message application: Filippo, mio amato: I'll meet you at the movies, let's
(Renata Pellegrini)"Don't come close, get out! No please, stop, stop, STOP!" Filippo shouts, making me wake up scared. I turn on the light of the lamp beside me. "No dad, please, it hurts, stop!" Filippo whispers in a voice choked by crying.I look at his sweaty face, his frightened look, Filippo begins to stir in bed, his arms all the time covering his face and chest, as if he is trying to protect himself from something. My heart squeezes, he is crying while having the nightmare."Please stop!" He keeps shouting. "Leave my brothers alone, I'm to blame!""The fever is making him delirious." - I think as I get up, I go to the nightstand next to his bed, I soak the flannel in cold water, and his pillow is soaked with sweat."Don't come any closer! Don't touch me!" He continues shouting, now moving his legs too.I feel a shiver run down my spine, I've never seen him like this before, it scares me, this is the first time I've seen someone delirious with fever. I know this is normal, but
(Filippo Valentini)I open my eyes and feeling dizzy from the stabbing pain I have been hit with, I close them again. Not only my wound hurts, but also my head, my bones, my joints, absolutely everything in me! Cazzo!I feel dehydrated and burning, as if fire were splashing directly on my skin, I wriggle around in a futile attempt to get rid of this infernal heat. Oh, shit! I feel trapped! I hate feeling this, it makes me have memories that follow me through the night in the form of horrible nightmares.After a while, trying not to focus on the pain, I suddenly feel a pair of gentle hands come down on me with a damp cloth, being gently wiped across my face. I let out a sigh of relief and lifted my hand to the source of the coolness and softness, grasping it desperately, as if it were the last thread of hope, the last ray of light."Filippo, don't," she complains to me. "Lie still, let me take care of you, amato."It is Renata's voice, her command overriding my maddening pain, and obey
Chapter 2: Other countryAmanda Fernard:Two mercedes benz slr mclaren, are parked in front of the house, with the doors open, if it wasn't for this unfortunate situation, I would admire this car model, with the door in the scissor stido, I always thought it was beautiful, but because of all this shit, I feel dread. The man named Luka, forces me to sit in the driver's seat and closes the door, I look to the side and the man who beat Caio settles behind the wheel."What will they do to me?" I ask, trying to control my fear."Horrible things, young lady! We will burn you, torture you, and then me and twenty other men will rape you," he says seriously, looking me in the eye.The tears come cascading back down my cheeks. God, what did I do that was so bad that I deserved this?"I'm kidding child, you'll find out soon enough, you better behave yourself," he says and speeds up the car.He opens the glove compartment and takes out a gas mask, I watch him put it on his face and my heart manag
Hello, thank you so much for getting this far! What did you think about Filippo and Renata's story? Please, if you can, leave five stars on the book review, it will help this author a lot! And now, a little bit of the next book:~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Chapter 1: The Payment.(Amanda Fernard)Even with so many problems, I put them aside a bit and watch my bare feet under the gray-colored wall as my body lies on the bed, as the music plays, my feet tapping to the beat and I swing my head from side to side as the absurdly loud melody of the music: O sétimo Hokage (The seventh hokage) - 7 minutoz, plays in my headphones. I have no idea how I haven't gone deaf yet.This is the part I am most identifying with at the moment:"Hateful looks no longer hurt meNow they only make me want to win moreEven if I wasn't born a geniusEven if I have to try twice as hardEven if I'm cursedI never give up because I have a dreamI won't die until it comes trueThe world will know my willpowerYou can ta
>Three months later: (Renata Pellegrini) With my elbows resting on the balcony of my room, I watch the starry sky, the night is beautiful and pleasant, my loose hair sways with the hissing of the cool wind. The sound of Filippo's car catches my attention and I watch him drive into the garage; I've been married to him for three months now, Filippo has been the best husband in the world, always caring and kind to me. I smile and step off the porch, I grab my robe and put it on over my sweater, I can't walk very fast, but I try to go as fast as I can, I open the bedroom door and walk down the hallway, but before I reach the stairs Filippo finishes climbing them. "Did you intend to run down the stairs, ragaza?" Filippo asks me with narrowed eyes, in his voice there is a slight tone of reproach. "Of course not, marito!" - "Husband," I speak smiling at him, who narrows his eyes at me even more. "I just came to welcome you to your room, Mr. Valentini, follow me, please," I say and turn a
(Renata Pellegrini: One Month Later:)Today is my wedding day, to find out that everyone but him knew who I really was. Filippo's mother received me very well, she explained to me how the house worked and the hierarchy of women here.Lais and I get along very well, he is a very sweet and gentle person, I feel sad that she has not been able to bear her own children, and when Filippo explained to me the fate of the little baby in Lais' arms, I felt even worse. Matteo allowed her to continue with the baby, but said that she would never be his daughter and would never have the last name Valentini. This was harsh, but at least he didn't snatch the child from her arms and give it to some subordinate to raise."I wish you were here, Mom, I wish Dad could walk me down the aisle." - I think as I look in the mirror.I still can't forgive Dominic, even now I understand better the reason for his choices, I still can't stay close to him. Demetrius and I get closer, he will be the one to lead me to
(Renata Pellegrini)“I need to take a shower,” I say, pulling my head away from Filippo's chest. “Do you want to keep me company?”Filippo smiles mischievously, and I smile complicitly. I can't help it, I've been missing Filippo for two months, and it's inside me, it's included in the package of longing.I go up to my room and go straight to the bathroom, take off my clothes and get into the box, turn on the shower register, the contact of the water with my body makes me relax, but before I can turn around, Filippo presses me against the wall and the contact of the cold tile with my breasts and belly makes me shiver all over.“You have no idea how much I missed you, piccola!” Filippo whispers in my ear and starts to make a trail of kisses from my shoulder to my jaw causing light shocking sensations all over my body. “Now I will show you going deep and hard inside of you the size of my longing.”My intimacy throbs at what Filippo says, abruptly he grabs my waist and turns me facing him
(Renata Pellegrini)I watch the arrows of light through the tinted window, a thick silence hovers inside the car, my mind wanders to the memory of the first time I was inside the same vehicle as Filippo, the car is not the same as that time, but just like the other one, this one smell new. I swallow dryly, remembering the butterflies in my stomach and the nervousness of being so close to a man like him. But now, it is like the first time, and I am hating myself for it!For three long days I ignored him and ran away from him, I didn't answer his calls or return his messages, I even blocked him, I changed the locks on the gate and the door so that he could no longer enter, and now I am here, inside his car.I feel his gaze on me, several times, but I don't have the courage to face him back, I am afraid of what my eyes will say to him, I am afraid of being betrayed and him finding out that I still miss him.Seeing him open that door and the tears shining in his eyes as he heard the sound
(Filippo Valentini)I see the furniture overturned, my collection of weapons scattered on the floor, glass panes smashed. Even though I have vented some of the anger, it still burns within me. I lean against the wall and sit on the floor.The images of the pain in her eyes as she told me how much I knew nothing, of the tears that fell from her eyes as she spoke in a choked voice, I hurt her too much. Remembering this makes my heart ache, I am gasping for breath, I feel like I am missing the most important things and I feel helpless, it is driving me crazy!From the beginning, I knew it would hurt her, but I had no idea how much. I stepped on her dream of being a mother, well I wanted her to be the mother of my children too, but I didn't want to deceive her, at least in that, I tried to be transparent... but... I should have kept my mouth shut; I regret so much the things I said to her. Renata didn't deserve what I did.I don't hold back anymore, I let the tears come down. At that mome
(Renata Pellegrini)“I know I hurt you.” Filippo begins to speak. “I know that right now you are feeling a lot of anger towards me, but I promise…”“Shove your promise up your ass!” I shout interrupting him, I don't want to hear empty promises, made only to manipulate me.Filippo looks at me stunned, I have never been one to swear, and even I myself am surprised at how dirty-mouthed I have become now, but fuck it.“You don't know anything!” I keep my voice down, I don't care about the tears that fall from my eyes, I need to get it all out, I want to get it all out of me. “You don't know how I felt when it was clearly your mistake, but you made it seem like it was mine... You don't know how I felt when you said you would never have children with me, how I felt when you flirted with other women saying it was my fault, how I felt when you threw in my face how active your sex life was before me, you don't know how I felt when I woke up that morning with a cold bed! You don't know how I fe
(Renata Pellegrini)“Are you sure you don't want to stay for lunch?” I ask as I walk Caio to the door.“I have to go visit my girlfriend.” He says sadly.My heart aches for him, Caio has always been a good friend and when he was finally happy with a great girl...unfortunately, a little over two weeks ago we found out she is with ovarian cancer, it is still in the early stages so still has a great chance of a cure. I pray a lot for them.“Tomorrow, I will visit her.” I speak, since she was admitted to the hospital, I haven't visited her yet.Well, for a long three days I was in jail, but four days before she was hospitalized and I didn't have time to go, I was always working and going to appointments, and I kept putting it off and putting it off... until the kidnapping happened...“Get well first, you are also going through a difficult time.” Caio kisses my forehead and simultaneously opens the door. “Take care, okay?”“Yes, take care of yourself too, okay?”“Okay.” Caio answers smilin