(Renata Pellegrini) “Is there a problem, miss?” Mr. Lucas Parmanel suddenly asks as he enters the elevator. Since I became Filippo's secretary and personal assistant, I never needed to speak directly with the vice-president, the information exchange was always between me and Sofia. “N-no, sir,” I answered, finding her question strange. “You were lost because Filippo didn't show up today. Did I get it right?” “Well, yes.” “Take my advice, get used to it, it has happened that he has not shown up for more than a week.” “Why is that?” I ask puzzled. “It is none of our business, Filippo is not the kind of man who likes to explain himself.” “I understand," I say, picking up my cell phone and checking once more that there are no messages. I am upset, he didn't show up and didn't even send a message. I leave the elevator dialing the driver's number, but the new message notification makes me stop and open the message application: Filippo, mio amato: I'll meet you at the movies, let's
(Renata Pellegrini)"Don't come close, get out! No please, stop, stop, STOP!" Filippo shouts, making me wake up scared. I turn on the light of the lamp beside me. "No dad, please, it hurts, stop!" Filippo whispers in a voice choked by crying.I look at his sweaty face, his frightened look, Filippo begins to stir in bed, his arms all the time covering his face and chest, as if he is trying to protect himself from something. My heart squeezes, he is crying while having the nightmare."Please stop!" He keeps shouting. "Leave my brothers alone, I'm to blame!""The fever is making him delirious." - I think as I get up, I go to the nightstand next to his bed, I soak the flannel in cold water, and his pillow is soaked with sweat."Don't come any closer! Don't touch me!" He continues shouting, now moving his legs too.I feel a shiver run down my spine, I've never seen him like this before, it scares me, this is the first time I've seen someone delirious with fever. I know this is normal, but
(Filippo Valentini)I open my eyes and feeling dizzy from the stabbing pain I have been hit with, I close them again. Not only my wound hurts, but also my head, my bones, my joints, absolutely everything in me! Cazzo!I feel dehydrated and burning, as if fire were splashing directly on my skin, I wriggle around in a futile attempt to get rid of this infernal heat. Oh, shit! I feel trapped! I hate feeling this, it makes me have memories that follow me through the night in the form of horrible nightmares.After a while, trying not to focus on the pain, I suddenly feel a pair of gentle hands come down on me with a damp cloth, being gently wiped across my face. I let out a sigh of relief and lifted my hand to the source of the coolness and softness, grasping it desperately, as if it were the last thread of hope, the last ray of light."Filippo, don't," she complains to me. "Lie still, let me take care of you, amato."It is Renata's voice, her command overriding my maddening pain, and obey
(Filippo Valentini)"Thank you," I thank her, taking the cell phone from her hand, she says nothing, just takes the dishes from the table and puts them in the sink. "Fratello!""Where have I been calling and you haven't answered for three days?" Matteo shouts on the other end of the line in English, if he is talking to me like that, it is because he is not alone, probably our mother, or his wife, is nearby."Sleeping," I answered."Sleeping," he repeats my answer ironically, and I smile as I imagine the face my brother must be making right now. Matteo is the most serious of the three brothers, he hates jokes, he thinks they are a waste of time. " Ah, so the sleeping beauty got a little kiss after three days and woke up, what a cute thing," he says ironically, Matteo may not be a joker, but irony is with him."I was shot," I clarify before he gets even more upset with me, it is not a good idea to make him angry."And since when is a shot capable of taking down a Valentini, dammit! Are
(Renata Pellegrini)I can't keep staring at him. The memories of him shouting that he will never hurt his children and that he will defend them with his life if he had to, kept echoing in my mind. I couldn't help it, the scenes kept projecting into my mind. We are dating and living together, but I don't know anything about him. But from what he said on the phone, they are coming here, I couldn't bear to keep it to myself any longer."I know that we have only been together a short time," I start to speak, the tone of my voice doesn't hide how nervous I am, my mouth is dry, I moisten it with my tongue. "But I had a right to know about your children, especially since they are coming here and you didn't even tell me about them." I finish my speech and cross my arms; I am upset with him."Where did you get this idea?" He asks, turning me back to face him."You, while you had the fever, started yelling about them.""What did I yell about?""Do I really need to repeat what you told me?" I ro
(Renata Pellegrini)"Where are you going?" Filippo asks."To the canteen." I answer without looking at him and get out of the elevator. "There are still five minutes before my workday begins."I don't wait for an answer, I walk away and go straight to the cafeteria, it doesn't take me two seconds to find the red-haired girl, she is sitting with Caio."Good morning!" I greet as I sit down."Good morning!" Caio and Amanda answer together, I can't help but smile, it looks like Caio has managed to convince Amanda.I look grateful to Caio who just smiles at me, biting my lower lip I turn my attention back to Amanda, I was missing my best friend so much."Amanda." I called her. "You...""You are such a little bitch." I stop talking when I hear someone whispering, and I have the impression that it is about me, I recognize this voice, it is the woman who told me to be careful crossing the street, because you never know who is behind the wheel, and the next day, Veronica tried to run me over.
(Renata Pellegrini)"What?" He asks with raised eyebrows. "This is no time to joke, Renata.""I'm not joking.""Why not? You won't find a better job than this.""I don't mind if I have to work as a cleaner in some market, but I don't want to work for you anymore.""Why the fuck not?" Filippo speaks up, rising from his chair and clasping both hands on the table."Firing is the punishment for those who cause scandals in your company." I say, crossing my arms."Who told you this?""Nobody had to tell me, you did! You fired two employees without even giving them a chance to explain themselves, you don't know why they fought, you just acted like a scumbag boss!" I say angrily, not expecting to see this side of him."Do you want to resign, because you punished two employees who have worked here for years and know the rules well? Do you realize how ridiculous you are being?""I realize that I made a much bigger scandal and you never punished me, you only fired Verônica.""You did that trying
(Renata Pellegrini)“Filippo!” Letitia approaches him, smiling and hugging him. “How nice that you have arrived, welcome back to your home.” She emphasizes "your", and looks me up and down as if she is superior to me.“What is she doing here, Luisa?" He asks the lady.“She didn't have class today and so as not to leave her alone, I brought her, Mr. Valentini.” Luisa answers with her head down."I missed you; we never saw each other again; didn't you miss me?" Letitia speaks too intimate with Filippo for my taste, I look at her grabbing Filippo's arm and feel the fire of hatred spreading even more in my veins.“You have two seconds to let go of my boyfriend's arm.” I speak, controlling the tone of my voice.“He will never let you lay a finger on me, you…”I don't let her finish speaking so I pull her away from him by her hair, knock her to the ground and stand over her, and start slapping her across the face, but she raises her arms in defense, so I close my hands into fists and punch