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2021-02-21 02:40:11When we entered our mansion with a lot of shopping bags I heard a familiar voice chatting inside.Suddenly my mobile rang in my bag so I stopped in corridor and took my mobile from my bag. Sarah blinked at me and a broad smile appeared in her face. I thought she guessed the person chatting inside. Then she left my hand and ran towards the hallway . She hugged the person standing inside.
"Nanny...what ah surprise!!! I missed you so much". Sarah said with a happy smile in her face
" I missed you too my sweety... That's why I came here to surprise you and I bought a gift for my little princess.." Kaylee said with a dimpled smile.
Sarah raised and curved her brows and said in a sweet voice " A gift!!....where is it ??"
Kaylee softly touched sarah's hair and gave her present in sarah's small hands.When she was opening her gift I finished my call and came inside.
I saw my mom standing beside sarah. She wore a floweral t shirt over a long sleeved blue jacket with blue jean which perfectly matched her fair skin and blonde hair. Her ears are pierced with a short peral earrings and a short pearl necklace was seen in her round neck. Even though she was in her early 50's her figure was so perfect and she always look very beautiful.Her name is Kaylee shaw, the chairwomen of shaw's group.
"Here's a hearty welcome, big and warm enough to encompass you! To say we are thrilled to see you is an understatement."I greeted my mom and hugged her with a gentle smile and brighter face.
She hugged me back and said in a low voice " Oh my darling, how sweet you are!!". Then she kissed my forehead and her beautiful face had a broad smile.
" When did you came back from S city? Why didn't you called me to pick up you in airport? "I snorted
"Sorry sweetheart, It is my sudden decision to come back . So i didn't informed you. Don't lose your temper at me . I called Sam to pick up me." She calmed me with her pleasing eyes.
Then sarah came back to me to show her present.The box contained a pair of earrings - delicate filigree in white gold with sparkling diamonds.
"Nanny , it looks so beautiful and I love it..!!". Sarah adorned her earlobes with those diamond earrings that matched the tiny row of buttons down the front of her dress.Then we finished our dinner.Aaron didn't joined us because he was busy in office.He had some important stuffs to deal.
Sarah and mom went to bed so early because they felt so tired.I came back to my room and sat on my bed .
I took my mobile and scrolled some messages in wechat . Then I opened music library and played one of my favorite song.It was my favorite because it gives me the memories of my buried love.I closed my eyes and listened to those heartbreaking lyrics .......
"Feeling used but I'm still missing you
And I can't see the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
And now all this time is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
I don't want to but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her......."
(Note:"I Hate U, I Love U" is a song by American singer and rapper Gnash featuring American singer Olivia O'Brien. It was released on February 17, 2016)
I stopped the song in middle because I felt a strong pain in my heart and my eyes were red shedding tears.My mind was filled with my lovable night with him in F city. It was like a dream for me.I always tried to control my feelings for him but I never succeeded. I hurts me so much whenever I think of him.Although my life is complete with a caring husband and a lovely child I always felt some emptiness in my heart.
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