Mia povHe growled at me and I flinched. "Are you trying to die?",tears fill my eyes as he stands over me. I flinch away thinking he will hit me."No I'm not trying to starve myself or die I just get so busy I forget to eat",his exasperated sigh makes me grit my teeth."Well you passed out and hit your head, he looked angry, Pam had to pick up Luke the poor pup is terrified of losing us"I sigh."I'm trying Derek, my voice wobbles, I really am but it doesn't help that you are so distant and cold towards me. I'm throwing myself into work so I'm distracted. I try like hell to be nowhere near you so you don't snap at me",my tears leak and I sigh as I angrily wipe my cheeks."Well it isn't easy on me either, I growl, I was with my boyfriend and wake to find out I have a female mate and three fucking pups ",her eyes go huge and pain fills them. She looks away and grabs her call light. Her hands shake."Mia, Doctor Hannah rushes in, Are you alright? Are you in pain?",she sighs and I watch he
Derek povA knock sounds on the door and I sigh getting up to answer it. Standing out there is Jon and Jennifer both look pass me to Mia. I stare at them."You look better, Jennifer moves pass me and goes to Mia, I brought you snacks",I look at Jon but he ignores me to stare at his mate. Great just fucking great."I feel okay",I hear Mia say as I go back to my food. Mia eats while they visit and by the time they leave I'm pissed. Jon didn't acknowledge me or look at me. I miss him. I miss our moments of pleasure. I get a flash of Mia riding my cock and I hold in a groan."I need to pee",Mia mumbles."Can I help?",she nods yes and I pick her up. Holding her close I hate how light she feels as I walk to the bathroom. I like the closeness of her little body in mine. Fuck this feels normal to me. I place her gently on her feet and look down as she goes to move her nightgown up but she freezes."Do you think you can step out?",I just look at her."No, I watch her eyes go wide, if you pass o
Derek povI wish I could say it got better but nope it didn't. Mia is more quiet than she use to be which sucks. She doesn't argue with me on much and most times I find her staring off into space."Mommy, I hear Luke, Can we go outside to play?",she sighs but smiles. She still looks exhausted my wolf says staring at her."Sure baby, she stood up and pulled on her sweatshirt, sandbox or swings?",they go out and I watch from the window. I wish my memories came back faster but all I get is small tidbits of us together then nothing. Mia doesn't remind me of anything she just goes quiet. If I try to kiss her she pulls away and makes herself busy so I can't."Daddy!!!!",I hear a wail from Luke and I run outside to Mia on the ground her wrist at a weird angle."I'm okay, she grits her teeth in pain ,Luke go inside baby I will be back",she goes to stand but falls bumping it and whimpering in pain."Son go inside with Pam daddy is gonna take mommy to get fixed at the hospital ",he sniffles but
Derek povMia woke confused and hurting then her eyes filled with tears again. "Relax Mia your okay",I soothed her."Luke, she tried to sit up, Is he okay?",I sighed."He is fine Mia, she looked at me sadly and I wiped her face free of tears, Pam has him and he should be here in a few",she nodded and tried to fix her hair. I stood and reached for her face but she flinched."I'm sorry, she looked up at me as she whimpers, I didn't mean to",I just hugged her and rubbed her back. She sighed again."Don't be I haven't been the nicest mate to you but that will change",she didn't question me or say anything just let me hold her. I kissed her head as I rubbed her back."Mommy, Luke hurried in face tear streaked, I'm sorry mommy. I didn't mean for you to fall",he started sobbing and Mia looked heartbroken. I picked him up and made him look at me."You didn't do anything wrong baby, he sniffles, I'm telling you you did nothing bad",he nodded."He didn't sleep all night, Pam smiled softly at us
Derek povI jump to my feet as loud bangs sound on the door. I swiftly pick up Mia and Luke and hurry to the bathroom. "Stay in here till I come get you",I order as I shut the door behind me. The loud bangs continues till I cautiously go near the door."Open up now!",a gruff voice orders."Dad where are you?, I mind link him, Some man is banging on Mia's hospital room wanting in"."That is a rogue son we are fighting our way in, he links back, prepare to kill if you must",I growl low as he cut the link.The man chuckles and my wolf wants out."Open up boy",I glare at the door."Derek, Mia mind links, I'm scared",rage fills me and more memories hit and my claws extend. The door is splintering so I back up and wait."Lock yourselves in Mia, I mind link back, stay safe till I come for you",she whimpers in the link and I growl louder. I can hear screams and fighting but my focus is this dick thinking it is okay to come for my mate. The door caves and in comes the rogue and two men. My can
Derek povI place Mia down and kiss her head before covering her. The sedative kept her out the whole transport and I hope she stays out till I'm back. Luke is snoring softly beside her on the bed as I take one glance at them."I will be back",I reluctantly leave them and head out to meet my dad."Ready to go son?",my dad looks reluctant to leave like I am. "I guess",I look back at the closed door. I don't want to leave them but if I don't then he will come back to get Mia for revenge. Matt ran but we are coming for him I can't wait to gut his ass. My wolf is wanting out to kill and I just might let him have free range."I got a lot of warriors coming with us Derek and I have some guarding our families ",I nod but my thoughts are solely on Mia. I want her. I want her happy not in tears or sad."Lets end this dad so I can focus on getting my memories back and try to save my mate relationship because the route we keep going I will lose her.My name is Ryder my wolf speaks after a long s
Mia povDerek was extremely horny and try as I might he wanted me but I felt awful. He didn't have his memories back fully and I felt like I was using him. He kept kissing me and I wanted him but I still didn't trust it. I know he woke up wanting Jon. Is he just settling for me?"Mia",he licked my mark making my body tingle. I loved the tingles and sparks from this. "Derek",I wanted to sob but I refrained."I want you Mia, he licked my neck, just you",tears filled my eyes and I moved to touch him but bumped my bad arm and whimpered in pain. Tears fell as I hissed it hurt."Derek",I cried as pain radiated up my arm."Shhh baby I got you, he went into protective mode and soon Hannah ran in and I sighed, she is here for pain relief angel",I held out my good arm and she injected the healing serum before handing me pills. I took them and Derek stared at me."I'm sorry, I sighed feeling stupid, I am Derek I....",he kissed me to silence me."Stop right there Mia, he gathered me close, your h
Derek povWe sent out trackers to hunt for Matt but it seems the fucker went underground. Warriors are constantly going out looking but nothing. I take over in two months but dad will remain in partial control till I get my memories back fully. Mia is still a mess at times but I'm determined to convince her I'm not leaving her for a male. Yes I woke up wanting Jon but after everything that happened I want her. Her cast comes off today and hopefully the bones have healed enough."Ready to go get the cast off Mia?",she nods."Yes finally, she tries to brush her hair, I'm tired of being one handed",I kiss her lips and clean up breakfast plates. "We leave in five",I load the dishwasher and wipe the counters. I just hope she healed properly. "I hope your healed as well baby I really want to touch you",she blushes. We get Luke ready and drop him off at school. We head to the hospital after. Once there I hold Mia in my lap while she gets x-rays and blood work done."I'm so nervous Derek ",I
Hunter povA year passed and everything was going okay and we eventually got back to life and happiness. We never heard from Jana or her warlock mate but we stayed alert. Mia and Derek made up but she often sobbed alone and he always comforted her. She was slowly gaining weight but as for pups she ended up pregnant after their talk and by talk they humped all over the pack.Hannah wanted more but we never got pregnant till now and she was having twins. Lucas and Mitch love her pregnant because Hannah gets extremely horny and wants it all the time. Nash is healed and doing great now. He paints all the time and we talk more. Things have pretty much gone okay for us.We have normal problems like any other couple and we fight to get through it. Was I happy Hannah freed the crazy? No but I seen the reason why. I was mad as hell when Derek arrested her but he took their punishment and dished one out to save face. Mia begged him to forgive her and he has but I still see their pain surface at
Hunter povI get a call early the next morning and it sounds frantic as Mia asks where Derek is."What do you mean you can't find him?",I sit up and Hannah looks at me worried. "He isn't in his office and he never came home",she says softly. "Okay I will go look",The worst fears run through my head as I get dressed. Hannah heads to Mia who still looks sickly from her prison time but she has some color to her cheeks."I got men out, his beta says looking scared, he never just runs off. He always tells us ",he looks around and I feel his fear."Mia has he said anything to you?",she shrugged. "Look I know you don't fucking care about him anymore but he is our fucking alpha and the father of your pups. I mean holy fuck show something for him. You probably wish he killed himself ",I fumed as I stalked off trying to find my brother. "Derek",I mind link."Hunter, I see Hannah coming, please cut Mia some slack your brother took months from us and our pups she can act whatever way she wants
Hannah povMia and I are in deep shit as Derek storms in and hits the cell bars."How could you!",he yells and we jump."Derek",Mia tries but he yells and her eyes fill with tears."You broke laws and Mia, he yelled, pack laws and that cannot go unpunished ",she sighs."I will take the blame, I speak up looking at Mia as she wipes tears,I decided to let her go not Mia",he growls viciously at me."Fine but your staying locked up for six months Hannah, I gulp, no mates, no pups and no anybody",I nod as Mia hugs me tight."Derek please don't do this to her that is a long time to be alone",Mia tries but he glares at her."I should have you both whipped in front of the pack for this, he rages, fifty lashes each and a month of solitary confinement ",my eyes go huge. That was the old ways."Derek please",he smacks the cell bars as he fights a shift."You both disgust me that bitch pulled so much shit but you bitches helped them escape",Mia stiffens at the name calling and so do I as deep hurt
Hunter povHannah and Nash got released days later and we visited Mia and Derek before heading home. We were picking names when we got the call Jana was pregnant but she wasn't before. Her execution would be after she gave birth and I couldn't wait to have all the crazy people out our lives."Well Jana is pregnant "Hannah dropped her drink."Who the hell would fuck her?",she gasped covering her mouth. We chuckled."They think the warlock in the cell beside her got in and fucked her on purpose to keep her alive longer",we were stunned. The warlock broke the black magic spell on Nash so him doing this was a shock. Jana could be his mate."what if they are mates?",Hannah sighed out."Very well could be but anyway Derek won't execute a pregnant woman so we have to wait till she gives birth",Hannah sighs sadly."This will make us look horrible, she frets, taking a parent away from the child",We all look at her."Little love she tried to hurt us all she deserves it",she looks ready to cry."
Hunter pov Jana stands pointing her gun at us demanding her pup. I glare at her growling."Back off!",I growl blocking my pups with my body."You back away and hand me my pups!",she demands. Brent rushes in and she aims at him."Surrender Jana it is all over now",she chuckles darkly."After I leave with my babies it will be over",she lost her shit obviously. "They are our pups you idiot",I try to stay calm for the pups sake. She hisses as a doctor rushes in and blocks the babies with her body. Brent stiffens more. She lost her shit I growl as my wolf wants out to kill her."Your not equipped to take care of pups, the doctor says blocking the babies with her body, they need monitoring after being born",Jana hisses at the doctor showing her fangs. "I know what they need and I got staff on standby now move!",Mitch growls and she aims at him. She looks livid he interrupted her. Both stare at each other with hate as Lucas sneaks up behind her and hits her hard knocking the gun out her ha
Jana povI've been moving behind the scenes and pushing that little fucker made my day. He fell hard and after flicking off the cameras I strutted out. "They made the mistake if not accepting me, I gloated, now they will pay as I take them all down. I have no more Linda to guide me and Laurie was mind fucked from kid blood. Fort was going crazy too."Jana, I heard a vampire from last nights fuckery, I heard you are being looked for. Lucas is out searching ",I sigh."Good maybe I will let him catch me",I strutted to the shower.Hunter povThe hunt was on but we came up empty each time. Jana moved a lot but enforcers smelled her."Nash doing better?",Brent asked after another day of tracking. "Yes he seems better this time around, I think back to our talk after he woke up from his latest surgery, he is home till we eliminate her",he nodded. Derek kept his word and had Laurie and Fort killed after questioning them for hours both were to far gone to get any straight answers so we staked
Hunter povDays later we still can't find Jana and Nash is home recovering nicely. Hannah sits with him most days rubbing her belly which got bigger."Damn now I want pickles and peanut butter",I hold in my gag she eats weird shit lately and most is gross together. "Little love I just grabbed the stuff you wanted",Lucas smiles. He caters to her every craving and irritability by being sweet. Most times she sobs after being mean but we don't mind."Please can I have it?",He hurries to get it while I hold my gag back. Nash smiles as he rubs her belly and looks at it. The pup kicks his hand a few times but stops if Hannah groans in pain."Can I have some pickles mama?",she kisses his head."Of course baby, he smiles, you can dip them in the peanut butter with me",Nash gags. He looks ready to puke."No mama I just want pickles, he looks down, never mind I don't want any you eat mama",he walks away and she whimpers sadly."I didn't mean it Hunter, she starts crying, I upset him. I didn't me
Mitch povI took Mia to the gym and motioned around us."Rage out",she sniffles and stares at me."Mitch",she says in a whimper."Your mad, hurting, not understanding this and wanting answers. Answers you won't get so do the next best thing rage out in here on gym equipment ",tears flood her eyes and her shoulders sag."Mitch",she sobs."Mia look at me, she does and the heartache makes me step closer, I want you to beat the bags and scream your pain out. Scream how much you hurt and how angry you are. Trust me raging out on bags in this gym are better than being alone and crying ",she sniffles and hits the bag it barely moves."Ouch",she holds her hand."Mia I know you know how to punch now beat that bag like it is your worst enemy. Do it now!",she jerks and looks up at me hurt in her eyes. After she beats the holy hell out the bags I will hold her. She turns away a sob escaping her lips and she starts hitting and screaming loud. The gym clears out and warriors stand watching their lun
Hunter povOnce Hannah fell asleep I started to pace and raked fingers through my hair the whole time.What happened earlier still shook me. She was dreaming and we couldn't wake her. "Hunter calm down brother ",Derek steps in my way."You didn't see it Derek we couldn't wake her",he hugged me and I shuddered. "We will figure this out you just need to stay calm. We stand together through it all Hunter",I nod and return the hug. "She looks cute", Mia smiles."Yes she looks stunning this pregnancy, Lucas smiles, the baby is half vampire and half werewolf. A little boy"Mia smiles big then yawns. She looks exhausted. "You good sis?",she nods and Derek lifts her into his arms holding her."Your not okay, Lucas moves in front of them checking her over with concern, you look exhausted ",she yawns again. Derek kisses her head and plays with her hair."I'm just tired Lucas, she gives a weak smile, I swear I'm good",Lucas frowns just as Miller walks in and he looks concerned looking at Mia.