Derek povShe must of snuck in because I hear her bedroom door click shut and the lock engage. I knock but she ignores it and as I listen in I hear crying. Soft sobs that she tries to cover up with the shower running. "Mia, I knock lightly so I don't wake the kids, Mia please open the door",I feel the need to apologize but I don't know why. I get nothing so I head to bed frustrated. The next morning she is gone and so are the pups. I'm alone in the house and I'm miserable. I've mind linked Jon but he doesn't answer me and I know he has to be busy with the three pups Jennifer had. I can't believe he is with her.An hour later Mia comes in and feeds the twins while I stand there awkwardly watching. She doesn't say a word as she changes them and puts them down for naps. I watch her make food and not say anything to me. She has the art of ignoring me down perfect. "Food is done",she leaves and I stand shocked she just walked out. I pick up my plate and notice she doesn't dish any out f
Mia povHe growled at me and I flinched. "Are you trying to die?",tears fill my eyes as he stands over me. I flinch away thinking he will hit me."No I'm not trying to starve myself or die I just get so busy I forget to eat",his exasperated sigh makes me grit my teeth."Well you passed out and hit your head, he looked angry, Pam had to pick up Luke the poor pup is terrified of losing us"I sigh."I'm trying Derek, my voice wobbles, I really am but it doesn't help that you are so distant and cold towards me. I'm throwing myself into work so I'm distracted. I try like hell to be nowhere near you so you don't snap at me",my tears leak and I sigh as I angrily wipe my cheeks."Well it isn't easy on me either, I growl, I was with my boyfriend and wake to find out I have a female mate and three fucking pups ",her eyes go huge and pain fills them. She looks away and grabs her call light. Her hands shake."Mia, Doctor Hannah rushes in, Are you alright? Are you in pain?",she sighs and I watch he
Derek povA knock sounds on the door and I sigh getting up to answer it. Standing out there is Jon and Jennifer both look pass me to Mia. I stare at them."You look better, Jennifer moves pass me and goes to Mia, I brought you snacks",I look at Jon but he ignores me to stare at his mate. Great just fucking great."I feel okay",I hear Mia say as I go back to my food. Mia eats while they visit and by the time they leave I'm pissed. Jon didn't acknowledge me or look at me. I miss him. I miss our moments of pleasure. I get a flash of Mia riding my cock and I hold in a groan."I need to pee",Mia mumbles."Can I help?",she nods yes and I pick her up. Holding her close I hate how light she feels as I walk to the bathroom. I like the closeness of her little body in mine. Fuck this feels normal to me. I place her gently on her feet and look down as she goes to move her nightgown up but she freezes."Do you think you can step out?",I just look at her."No, I watch her eyes go wide, if you pass o
Derek povI wish I could say it got better but nope it didn't. Mia is more quiet than she use to be which sucks. She doesn't argue with me on much and most times I find her staring off into space."Mommy, I hear Luke, Can we go outside to play?",she sighs but smiles. She still looks exhausted my wolf says staring at her."Sure baby, she stood up and pulled on her sweatshirt, sandbox or swings?",they go out and I watch from the window. I wish my memories came back faster but all I get is small tidbits of us together then nothing. Mia doesn't remind me of anything she just goes quiet. If I try to kiss her she pulls away and makes herself busy so I can't."Daddy!!!!",I hear a wail from Luke and I run outside to Mia on the ground her wrist at a weird angle."I'm okay, she grits her teeth in pain ,Luke go inside baby I will be back",she goes to stand but falls bumping it and whimpering in pain."Son go inside with Pam daddy is gonna take mommy to get fixed at the hospital ",he sniffles but
Derek povMia woke confused and hurting then her eyes filled with tears again. "Relax Mia your okay",I soothed her."Luke, she tried to sit up, Is he okay?",I sighed."He is fine Mia, she looked at me sadly and I wiped her face free of tears, Pam has him and he should be here in a few",she nodded and tried to fix her hair. I stood and reached for her face but she flinched."I'm sorry, she looked up at me as she whimpers, I didn't mean to",I just hugged her and rubbed her back. She sighed again."Don't be I haven't been the nicest mate to you but that will change",she didn't question me or say anything just let me hold her. I kissed her head as I rubbed her back."Mommy, Luke hurried in face tear streaked, I'm sorry mommy. I didn't mean for you to fall",he started sobbing and Mia looked heartbroken. I picked him up and made him look at me."You didn't do anything wrong baby, he sniffles, I'm telling you you did nothing bad",he nodded."He didn't sleep all night, Pam smiled softly at us
Derek povI jump to my feet as loud bangs sound on the door. I swiftly pick up Mia and Luke and hurry to the bathroom. "Stay in here till I come get you",I order as I shut the door behind me. The loud bangs continues till I cautiously go near the door."Open up now!",a gruff voice orders."Dad where are you?, I mind link him, Some man is banging on Mia's hospital room wanting in"."That is a rogue son we are fighting our way in, he links back, prepare to kill if you must",I growl low as he cut the link.The man chuckles and my wolf wants out."Open up boy",I glare at the door."Derek, Mia mind links, I'm scared",rage fills me and more memories hit and my claws extend. The door is splintering so I back up and wait."Lock yourselves in Mia, I mind link back, stay safe till I come for you",she whimpers in the link and I growl louder. I can hear screams and fighting but my focus is this dick thinking it is okay to come for my mate. The door caves and in comes the rogue and two men. My can
Derek povI place Mia down and kiss her head before covering her. The sedative kept her out the whole transport and I hope she stays out till I'm back. Luke is snoring softly beside her on the bed as I take one glance at them."I will be back",I reluctantly leave them and head out to meet my dad."Ready to go son?",my dad looks reluctant to leave like I am. "I guess",I look back at the closed door. I don't want to leave them but if I don't then he will come back to get Mia for revenge. Matt ran but we are coming for him I can't wait to gut his ass. My wolf is wanting out to kill and I just might let him have free range."I got a lot of warriors coming with us Derek and I have some guarding our families ",I nod but my thoughts are solely on Mia. I want her. I want her happy not in tears or sad."Lets end this dad so I can focus on getting my memories back and try to save my mate relationship because the route we keep going I will lose her.My name is Ryder my wolf speaks after a long s
Mia povDerek was extremely horny and try as I might he wanted me but I felt awful. He didn't have his memories back fully and I felt like I was using him. He kept kissing me and I wanted him but I still didn't trust it. I know he woke up wanting Jon. Is he just settling for me?"Mia",he licked my mark making my body tingle. I loved the tingles and sparks from this. "Derek",I wanted to sob but I refrained."I want you Mia, he licked my neck, just you",tears filled my eyes and I moved to touch him but bumped my bad arm and whimpered in pain. Tears fell as I hissed it hurt."Derek",I cried as pain radiated up my arm."Shhh baby I got you, he went into protective mode and soon Hannah ran in and I sighed, she is here for pain relief angel",I held out my good arm and she injected the healing serum before handing me pills. I took them and Derek stared at me."I'm sorry, I sighed feeling stupid, I am Derek I....",he kissed me to silence me."Stop right there Mia, he gathered me close, your h