I woke up in the middle of my sleep and realized it’s a minute before my clock alarms. This only means that I will go to the office.
“I was going to wake you up but I saw that you were awake already. You must be excited to go to work,” my mother said.
I don’t feel like putting a happy face when I see those few people in the office except of course for Bobby who is definitely the only one that can make me want to step foot in this place like now.
I gave him a wonderful smile when he greeted me.
“I was about to call you but you’re here now,” he said.
I couldn’t believe he’s waiting for me.
“Let’s go inside,” he said while leading me to the conference room.
I couldn’t remember being invited to a meeting today. My curiosity was answered when I saw this figure I never expected here.
“Hello, Audrey,” Quim greeted me.
Quim looks different in his corporate attire. Although Bobby still looks better than him, I must admit that he carries his outfit well.
“We received a short notice meeting from our biggest client so he had to come here today,” Bobby explained.
Quim looked to Bobby. “Did you really need to explain my existence here today?” he asked.
“She might be surprised that you came here today and in suit,” Bobby joked.
“Oh, this one is the last set that Leila assembled for me,” Quim said.
I couldn’t believe that Leila’s job included that. I’m glad that she left him for good.
“Audrey, do you know how to mix and match clothing pieces? Quim asked me.
“No. I don’t. Should I?” I gave a straight answer in a serious tone.
The truth is, I enjoyed doing that for my father and brother-in-law but there’s no way I will let this man ask me to do more things other than those presented to me by human resources.
“Alright. Anyway, I need some report related to our meeting this morning. Please talk to Bobby for all the details,” he said to me.
“Wait. Are you leaving now? I thought you’d have lunch with us,” Bobby asked.
“Let’s do it some other time. You need time to work on the report I requested,” Quim said.
I realized I acted rude towards my own boss who also happens to be the CEO of the company. I could feel that Bobby felt a little off too.
“I guess you know him well,” I said to Bobby during our coffee break.
Bobby agreed. “He’s a good person. He actually wanted to treat you to lunch today as his way of thanking you for what you did for him yesterday,” he told me.
Now, I feel even more guilty about my attitude towards Quim.
“Is he someone who yells at his people when he doesn’t like their output?” I tried getting some ugly truth about Quim that could lessen my guilt.
“Well, I yell too. Anyone who feels pressured does that no matter how cool they are. Try not to take it personally,” Bobby said.
“What do you think about the draft I submitted?” I asked.
“To be honest, it will need more tweaking. Quim doesn’t want to spend time figuring out how to make sense of everything that’s included in the report,” he said.
“I’ll send you the revised draft,” I said.
“No need for that now. I already submitted the report. I’ll let you do it next time when there’s enough time to teach you,” he told me.
I realized that I have nothing to offer right now yet I am so precise on what I am only supposed to do. I know I have to make up to them.
“Quim said it’s best that you join our client meeting tomorrow morning so you will have better understanding of our request for data,” Bobby said.
“I’d love to,” I said.
“By the way, what’s the situation in your area? Covid cases are increasing,” he asked.
“I haven’t heard of any news of about the outbreak in our area. Hopefully, it is contained,” I said.
“Let’s just be careful,” he said.
The following day, news about the virus gets scarier but I don’t think it will reach me one way or another. Like Bobby said, I just need to be careful.
My father drove me to the office to ensure I won't be late for the meeting but once I got there, I was told to go home because the entire building will be closed for immediate sanitation.
“Where are you?” Bobby asked on the phone.
“I’m already here in front of our building but they won’t let anyone in,” I told him.
“Yeah. The building administrator called for a special meeting this morning and I’m on my way there. You can go home now. All our activities have been stopped,” he said.
“How about the client meeting?” I asked.
“Quim will meet them in his house instead,” he said.
I know Jorge will deliver packages to Quim this morning. I can ride with him going there.
The village’s security is stricter today. They checked our temperature before letting us in.
Jorge immediately left for the office after dropping the packages leaving me in the big house, I wonder what is good about living in one big, quiet space like this.
“What are you doing here?” Quim asked. He is back to his usual casual wardrobe but he looks fresh from the shower.
“Good morning. Bobby told me that the meeting would be here instead,” I answered.
“Yeah but I thought everyone in the office was asked to go home,” he said.
“We have a meeting,” I said.
“I just had a call with the client. We’ll resume all meetings as soon as this covid issue is over,” he said.
“I’ll inform Bobby then,” I told him.
“I already messaged him. How did you go here anyway? Did you bring your car?” he asked.
“I rode with Jorge,” I said.
I can see the frustration in Quim’s eyes.
“Bobby should have told you not to come here,” he said.
I don’t know how to defend Bobby. He didn’t know I came here.
“I’m calling my father now,” I told Quim.
My world shattered when Mom picked up the phone telling me that as senior citizens, they can't leave the house until further notice. My sister cannot leave the house as well because someone in her office showed symptoms of the virus and now she has to isolate.
“Have you contacted your father?” he asked.
I startled a bit but I try to keep calm. I don’t want to share information about my family’s situation as it may concern him more. I am sure that he fears contacting the virus and since I came from outside, I pose concern to his safety.
I almost cried when Bobby called but he is as frustrated as Quim is when he learned I went here.
“5PM curfew will be implemented today. You must book a car now,” he said.
“I think that’s doable. 5PM is still seven hours away,” I said.
“Don’t be so sure. Right now, they don't allow ride sharing,” he said.
The challenges in getting a ride become impossible to beat, I thought I’d passed out if I heard another one.
“Coffee?” Quim asked.
I startled once again but I guess I still need some coffee.
“There are noodles and canned goods in the pantry. Help yourself,” he said then went back to his working area.
I am not hungry but I am anxious. My family’s health is being monitored and I still cannot book a car to take me out of here.
As the sun begins to set, so does my hope. And to seal my fate, the village’s security goes patrolling around the village saying no one will be allowed to leave until they transport a confirmed patient to a nearby hospital safely.
“I want to leave now,” I told Bobby on the phone.
“I really want to send Jorge to pick you up but you know the situation, right?” he said.
“I don't want to spend the night here,” I told him.
“How’s Joaquim treating you?” he asked.
“He offered me food but I still feel everything’s wrong,” I said.
“Listen, he’s not a bad person. I’ll talk to him about your imminent stay there,” he said.
“Just let me handle it a little further then I will call you,” I said to him. I don’t want to burden him further.
“Stay here tonight. I don’t think we have a choice,” Quim said. He startled me for the third time.
“I’ll continue trying to book,” I said.
Quim smirked. He surely knows it’s non-sense.
“You can stay at Leila’s old room. I’ll show you,” he said.
I am really exhausted mentally and emotionally to refuse.
“Shall we?” he asked. I realized he’s outside the door, which confuses me because he said I could use Leila’s old room.
“To your room?” he asked again so I followed him outside the house.
He led me to a place the size of a typical one-story house within the compound. It’s the guest house where Leila stayed when she was still living with him.
My eyes got brighter the moment we went inside. It’s a nice, cozy place to stay and it has complete amenities.
“You know where the food and drinks are. Toiletries are available in the bathroom. For your other needs, I’m afraid I can’t help you anymore,” he said.
By “other needs”, I thought he was referring to spare clothes and underwear but I am girl scout and I have some pieces stored neatly in my bag for emergency.
"Wifi is available. Password is under the modem. You can be online overnight so your family can be assured that you’re safe here,” he kept orienting me.
“Thank you. I want to assure you I haven't contacted the virus and I will leave as soon as I can,” I said.
“I will lock my house at 9PM so you better get everything there before I close for the night,” he told me.
Finally, after a long and frustrating day, I can rest in a comfortable place. I wear one of those clean robes in the closet while I dry my newly washed clothes. I settle for a cup of hot noodle and coffee.
“I’m glad you’re settled,” Bobby asked in a video call. He looks tired but still charming.
“Quim is nice to let me use this guest house,” I said.
“I have to sleep now. I expect a long day tomorrow,” he said. I sensed that he didn’t want to prolong our conversation. It’s understandable and it’s enough that he checked on me.
As I close my windows for safety, I noticed the window from the big house with lights on. It’s probably Quim’s bedroom and he’s still working despite the circumstances.
A few seconds after I turned off the light, I received a text message from him telling that the house is now closed.
I began to wonder how he manages to be alone in his big house but I’m too tired to think further. I’ll just settle for now because no matter how cozy this place is, I should leave it asap.
I was finally in the car that’s taking me home only to find out that it brought me back to the big house because it was nothing but a dream. I woke up to the sound of the doorbell. Someone was pressing it non-stop. My phone is full of messages and call notifications from my family, Bobby, and Quim. I checked time and it’s already 8AM. I overslept on the cozy bed.Not in my wildest dream or even in reality that I would find myself waking up one day and the first face I would see while still in my oversized robe was Quim. He stands a few meters away from the door and looks so concerned.“Are you sick?” he asked me. I immediately realized that he’s concerned about me getting the virus that can kill in a matter of hours. He might have thought that I died overnight.“I’m okay. I just overslept. I’m really sorry,” I said.“There’s a thermometer in the medicine cabinet. Check your temperature,” he ordered me and I couldn’t complain.My temperature is 36 degrees Celsius. I showed it to
Today is Saturday, which means today is the third day that I’m putting on the clothes I have been wearing since Thursday. I woke up early today to exercise and do other stuff to add more activities to my suddenly boring life but realizing this made me want to stay inside the guesthouse longer. I have already memorized everything there is to know about my life inside Quim’s compound. There’s not much of it, actually. So, to make sure he wouldn’t worry if I didn’t go out of the guesthouse, I texted him saying I would be staying in my room this morning and even sent him my temperature. Of course, receiving a response from him for matters like this is never to be expected.As I began to sulk in sadness, something told me, it wasn’t just me that needed to be checked. What if something happened to Quim overnight and I didn’t know?I immediately put on my office clothes and rushed to the big house. It’s open so that means he’s up. I went to the kitchen, which has become my go to plac
Mass online – check. Call parents – check. Talk to sister – ongoing.“Are you being honest with us? Does your female cook really stay there with you?” my sister asked.“I don’t why it is a priority to you. Just make sure to check on Mom and Dad while I am away but I’ll be home soon,” I told her.“C’mon, tell me because I have a strong suspicion you’re alone in that place with your boss,” she said.“You’re free to think of whatever you want. You’re the one who put me here in the first place. You played like a fairy godmother finding me a job and now you’re suspicious and worried as hell,” I told her.“I was just after your future and I still am,” she continued.“Alright. Oh, call time is over. Need to do other things. Bye,” I ended the call.I thought I missed that thing with my sister but no. Somehow I’m glad that I’m away from her. This place is perfect except for my situation with Quim who I should always remember as my boss and never my friend.Just the same, it wears me down
Today’s my first working day since the pandemic hit everyone differently. Most employees are now working from home while I work from someone’s home – my boss’ home. It’s like my second first day at work and I hope this reset leads to something good.I put my laptop on the conference table. It’s going to be my station for the rest of my stay in this compound. Ironically, the one thing I hated even before I accepted this job offer is exactly the one I am in right now and I don’t know for how long I will be stuck here.“Good morning, Quim,” I greeted him as he enters the door. Again, there’s no expectation for his response but I’m glad that he smiled even a little, it’s almost nothing.“I brewed coffee,” I told him and he just looked at the coffee table where the coffeemaker is.“Remember the report I asked you to do last week? I want to ask more data for that,” he started saying.I instantly felt pain in my stomach. I knew it’s stress. I thought the report was already cleared and
It’s almost dinner time but I spend it jogging around the poolside. I don’t want to eat and I need to find a new activity for the sake of my sanity in this compound.“My gosh, I thought that meeting would never end. What’s wrong with your boss?” I asked in a low voice.Bobby can’t stop laughing at my disappointment over that long meeting with Quim.“You’re so cute,” he said. I thought he flirted when he said that. I stopped running. “You’re cuter!” I retaliated. Office hours are over so I can do or say crazy things like this.He became quiet for a moment.“I’m sorry. Sometimes, I still feel and think like a teenager,” I apologized.“Don’t be. You’re still in transition from school to work,” he said.“Yeah, I wish my family thinks that way too. For them, it’s been long overdue and that I should catch up,” I told him.“Stay with us and I’m sure you’ll be able to catch up and even shine,” he encouraged me.“Oh, with that, I’m not sure. You know my stand, right?” I said.“Perhaps,
I’m up early in the morning inspired by my happy experience working with Quim yesterday. I still have that inspiration and energy today so I plan on working even before the sun rises.I can’t believe I’m this excited to work and I can’t wait to show my draft to Quim and hear his comments about it. I stopped working after a couple of hours to prepare for our breakfast. I am even excited about my side job being his cook. I cooked some quick breakfast and lunch for us and made sure I left the house even before he goes to the kitchen to get his food. I prefer that he doesn’t see me during the day. I’m afraid it’s the jinx that will end these happy and peaceful moments at work.My first message in the office communicator comes from Bobby.“I was surprised to see you online already. Why did you start early? Is he making you busy?” he asked on our video call.“I’m working on the last of the two companies that he wanted me to research on. I wish he’d give me more,” I said.“Wow! What c
The night is windy and humid, typical of a summer's night. It’s hard to believe that I’m spending some light moment by the pool with my boss/the company’s CEO/the owner of the property that I am currently staying during this unsettling time of pandemic.“Did you buy all these things?” I asked Quim as he brings out another table from the storage area near the pool. Contrary to what I assumed, he knew his way around his own property and do other things besides working on his computer. He only seemed to be delegating a lot to others because of his other priorities.Wait a minute. Did I just explain him and defend him from me?“Leila suggested that I add these things here,” he answered. I felt guilty that I made him bring up Leila unnecessarily.“This is a very cozy place. My niece couldn’t take her eyes off of the pool when I showed it to her,” I began saying. It’s unbelievable how suddenly I could say casual things to him.He smiled at me.“Oh, we have biscuits too. I didn’t know
The ray of the sun touched my face and woke me up. It’s still quiet but in the old normal, this is already the height of the rush hour. “Good morning,” Quim greeted me. I don’t know how long he’s been awake but he’s still laying sideward on the poolbed facing me. It’s a totally different him that I saw when I opened my eyes. I feel good seeing someone as soon as I woke up but knowing our situation, I also feel weird or awkward about it.“Good morning,” I greeted him back.“We didn’t notice the time,” he said.“Did you sleep long?” I asked.“I had a relaxing long sleep. I got envious when I saw you sleeping while I was talking and you looked so peaceful,” he said. Even the way he talks now makes me cringe probably because he was cold to me and I was rebelling against him just the other day. Now, we are like two lost souls that found each other in the dark. “We need coffee,” he said. “I agree. We need coffee,” I said. I think it’s the best to relieve myself of whatever weird el
A year after ending an old era in my life and facing challenges in my corporate life while still working on my channel, I feel so tired but my mind refuses to surrender.“You had a delivery,” Mom said while pointing at the white square envelope on the table.I got curious about it but I have a feeling that my parents know or at least have a hint of what it is about.“An invite?” I asked but she ignored me.The invite is for the wedding of Bobby and Rocio. It's no surprise that they would begin liking each other after going through their company’s ordeal but it still surprised me that it has reached this point already.“It’s for Bobby and Rocio’s wedding,” I said to my parents.They look at me without reaction on their faces. They knew it.“I know you won’t attend it,” Bobby said on the other line but he’s not mad.“But you did send an invite anyway,” I said.“That’s my way of telling you,” he said.“I wanted to call you last year when I saw you on the magazine cover but I thought it
Needless to say that my parents, especially my father, are not happy with my split from Bobby. They’ve been giving me the cold treatment since that night that we broke up. He was my first serious boyfriend that they met and they were really rooting for him. I try to act normal every time I am working from home. I film my videos when they are already in their room. They thought my newfound interest was one of the reasons why I split from Bobby. Until now, they still believe that I still don’t know what I want in life and this cooking and filming interest is just another phase.“I’m glad you agreed to having additional one day working in the office,” Trevor said.“It’s fine. It’s starting to get boring at home. I see many are back to the usual set up,” I said.“Well, hybrid is the best. I won’t last the entire week working here,” he said.I smiled. It’s the first time I heard him say about his dislike about working in the office. “Anyway, your views are getting higher,” he sai
“Behind every successful man, there is a woman,” Rocio started her introduction.I feel the cringe as many eyes are looking at me like I’m the luckiest girl in the world.“How does it feel to be the wife of the youngest CEO and billionaire in the country? Not to mention – a very charming man?” a guest asked me.I can’t breathe. I don’t know what to say but I know what I want to do and that’s to run away from everyone.My phone has been ringing nonstop. I saw two missed calls prior to the current one.“You’re still awake, aren’t you?” Ally asked on the line.I checked the time. It’s still Saturday night. I fell asleep while uploading my latest videos in my online channel.“What do you want?” I asked.“Congratulations!” she said.“What? No! I’m not getting married yet!” I screamed.The dress that Auntie Blessy bought for me a few months ago is finally out of the closet. It’s simple yet very elegant. I’m still hesitant to wear it to my lunch with Bobby tomorrow.“Are you sure yo
The sight of Bobby eating with so much appetite is refreshing. But if my observation was right, he’s in need of something he couldn’t find just anywhere even with the power and money that he has.“Hey, join me. I’m sorry for devouring your food,” he said with a noticeable sad smile on his face.“It's alright. We had heavy snacks this afternoon,” I said.“Do they come here often?” he asked.“Just today. I wanted them to taste my desserts and……,” I said but couldn’t finish.“And then?” he asked.“I am also filming my cooking,” I said shyly.“You’re vlogging,” he said.“I want to try. It’s Trevor’s idea,” I said.“He’s got a great idea,” he said.I regret telling that to him. “You’re surrounded by good people,” he said.I’ve been wanting to ask him why he suddenly arrived but I recalled what my parents said that he’s not required to call in advance to let me know he’s coming. “I missed you. I missed being around you,” he said.He holds my hand while he continues eating. He looks
I spent the rest of the evening going through my old recipe notebook that contains all my imaginary recipes that I never get to try and have remained unfinished up to this day.Thanks to Bella for reminding me that once upon a time, I dreamed of becoming a chef or even just a cook. I realized once again that I spent so many years in college trying to figure out what I wanted to do in my life only to graduate, find a job, and still continue figuring out if what I’m doing now is the one that I really want.“Audrey is not with us yet,” Gelly said in the video call.I tried to open my eyes immediately. “I’m sorry. I was having a hard time sleeping last night,” I said an alibi.“We can proceed now,” Trevor said.“We will be needing your team’s assistance in our next project. Basically, we will be requesting data from your end,” she said.“Sure. We are happy to assist. Just send us your requests,” I said actively.Trevor hides his smile but I could still see it from the screen.“I sen
The sound of people talking inside our house was what I instantly heard upon opening our gate.“Where have you been?” Bobby asked as soon as I entered our house.My parents look happy being reunited with him.Is this my punishment for sneaking out to meet Quim? I completely forgot to think of an alibi before returning home. “Why are you here? Did you call?” I asked Bobby defensively.“What kind of question was that?” Dad asked as Bobby looked surprised as well.“If I knew you were coming, I would’ve not met with my colleagues,” I lied.“He doesn’t need to call to announce he’s coming. He’s welcome here,” Mom said.“It’s fine, Uncle, Auntie,” Bobby said.“Please bear with her, son,” Dad said to him.“I completely understand. I know she’s enjoying her colleagues’ company lately,” Bobby added.“We’ll leave you two here,” Mom said.“I’m also leaving in a few minutes, Auntie. I just waited for Audrey to arrive,” Bobby said.Mom shook her head. She’s probably disappointed.“Feel free t
I don’t have money, not even impressive credentials to have confidence to request to visit a property but I have the magic number.My heart beats faster as I wait for Quim to answer my call.“I know it’s kind of late….,” I started talking as soon the call got picked up.“Audrey?” a woman asked me. “Oh…I’m sorry. I dialed the wrong number,” I said.“Are you looking for Quim? He’s just getting something from upstairs. Would you mind waiting?” she asked.“Is it alright, Ma’am?” I asked carefully.“Luisa, It’s Quim’s mother. Don’t you remember me, Audrey?” she said.“Oh my God. I’m sorry, Ma’am. I wasn’t able to recognize your voice,” I said.“Ah….my voice is different from video calls. That’s fine. Anyway, here's Quim,” she said.“Thank you, Ma’am,” I said while my hand is shaking.“Auntie Luisa,” she said to me.“Who’s this?” Quim asked.“Audrey,” she said to him.“What does she need?” he asked.“Talk to her,” she said.My heart now skips a beat. I never thought I would talk t
I’ve been waiting for Leila’s call since yesterday. I want to send her a message but I am embarrassed to do so. So many things are running inside my head and they’re all confusing me.“Audrey? Hey, I’m sorry. I haven’t called you yet,” she told me on the line.“It’s fine. I was just…you know….,” I couldn’t tell her exactly what my intention for the call is but I am hoping that she has the slightest hint.“It's about my meet up with Quim, right?” she asked.“More likely to check on him. He’s in a very challenging time right now and I want to know how he’s coping,” I continued to hide my true intention.“We are flying back to the US tomorrow. Do you have time today after work?” she asked.I invited her to meet me at the nearest coffee shop to my office. I only had one cup of coffee the whole day but I feel I’m already shaking.Leila really looks prettier than when I first met her in Quim’s house but unlike the other day, her eyes look a little sadder this time.“Sorry that I bot
I was in the shower when my phone rang. I had to rush to pick it up. Manifesting is real.But we sometimes confuse expecting with manifesting and expectations always lead to disappointments.“I’ve a big favor you to ask from you,” Bobby said.“Sure. Is everything okay? What is it?” I asked.“The events are really happening one after the other. I can’t keep up anymore,” he said.“I told you that you don’t have to attend every event. You have people to represent you,” I said.“But clients want to see me there,” he said.“How did you know that?” I asked.“My marketing team is doing some sort of a survey before each event,” he said.“Well, what is the favor that you want from me?” I asked.“Can you attend an event in my behalf?” he asked.“Me? Attending alone?” I asked with obvious nervousness in my voice.“Yes. Our companies are not competitors so you could be my representative there,” he said.“But are you sure? I’m not good in business matters. I haven’t read the current event