I look at those warm, loving eyes for God-knows-how long. They’re very mesmerizing. And to have them look back at me is heaven.
“Are you sure you’re okay?” Bobby asked. I’m sure, he already asked me more than once before I came to my senses.
This trip to Joaquim’s mansion made my mind wander a few times and Bobby witnessed all instances.
He turned to the driver. “Jorge, make sure you show me the result of her pre-employment medical exam before you give it to Recruitment. I’m going to work closely with her so I need to know,” he joked.
He did that in a way that’s not offensive. Perhaps, I am really crushing on him so I forgave him instantly.
“Seriously, how did you find going to our boss’ place and meet him personally?” he asked.
“To be honest, I wasn’t prepared meeting someone of that status,” I said.
“But he’s so casual, wasn’t he?” he asked referring to Joaquim's get up.
“Still, in my mind he’s the boss and that’s his house. It’s a totally brand new experience for a newbie like me,” I said.
“Understandable. Just promise me that you’ll be more focused and alert when you officially start later this week,” he said.
“About that, is Leila really leaving this week?” I asked. I feel I can ask her more information about my job if she’s still around longer.
“Unfortunately, she is. It’s been long overdue anyway,” he answered.
“She’s nice,” I said.
“I agree. Even Jorge here will agree, right?” he asked the driver.
“Yes, Sir. I will miss Ms. Leila. I’m still rooting for them to get back together,” Jorge said.
Bobby suddenly became silent. He looked to me.
“Did she tell you?” he asked.
“Tell me what?” I asked.
“Oh, I’m sorry,” Jorge said.
“Quim and Leila used to date. They’d been together since we graduated from college until they broke up last year,” Bobby explained.
“Oh, that’s why she lived there,” I said.
“She remained there until last month. She told me you almost freaked out when she mentioned to you that she used to live in the mansion,” Bobby continued.
“Honestly, I did. I couldn’t imagine living there with him,” I said.
“But just to be clear, it’s okay with you if you go there a few hours a day?” he asked.
“That’s fine as long as we are clear that most of my time will be in the office,” I said.
“That’s right. No need to go there unless there’s a real valid reason,” he said.
I look at Bobby discreetly and wish he was my boss. Hearing about Leila’s previous relationship with Joaquim made me question what kind of a person our boss really is.
After submitting all my pre-employment documents, I am now officially an employee. I expect someone to give me some reading materials about the company but I feel invisible like no one sees me, let alone needs me here. If they didn’t put me in a decent room, I wouldn’t think I was really hired.
It’s almost the end of my shift and still no one has approached me. I’m beginning to doubt if my job truly exists but if it didn’t then why did Bobby and Leila bother to talk to me about it?
“Hello,” Mimi, the receptionist greeted me.
I greeted her back. I feel excited that someone’s finally talking to me.
“Can we ask a favor, please?” she asked.
“Favor? Sure, I hope I could do something for you,” I said. It’s funny that no one has taught me anything yet I am being asked for a favor.
“We need some documents to be signed urgently by Sir Joaquim. The requests came late today so we had to rush. We need to submit these to our business partner tomorrow morning,” she said.
I think my eyeballs are rolling like how it happens on cartoon programs. She’s asking me to have the documents signed immediately by our boss who is in his house.
“I already arranged your transportation to his house,” she said.
How come these people could decide for me? I surely appreciate that she arranged for my vehicle but to assume that I could go there anytime is freaking me out right now. I am not sure if I still want to come here again tomorrow.
The next thing I know is I am inside the van going to Joaquim's mansion again instead of going home. Am I being turned into a corporate slave on my first day of work by anyone in the office?
Someone seems to be eagerly waiting for us at the mansion. I suppose she’s the new chef that Leila mentioned to me yesterday.
“Ms. Audrey! You are Ms. Audrey, right?” she asked. She looks uneasy.
“Yes, I am. Are you okay?” I asked.
“I was trying to call Ms. Leila but her phone’s off. She forgot to give me your number,” she explained.
My feeling gets even worse than it already is. She needs my number so she can contact me anytime. I think I am close to 100% to leaving this job.
“Is there a problem? I’m actually here because I need to have Joaquim’s signature on some documents,” I told her.
“Sir Joaquim hasn’t touched his lunch. He only had coffee for breakfast,” Lulu, the new chef said.
I remember Leila’s instruction to ensure Joaquim eats healthy meal and on time.
“Did you check on him?” I asked.
“I tried to knock twice but he wouldn’t answer. I was scared that I might be disturbing him but I also worry because he hasn’t eaten anything since this morning” she said.
I pity her. I think between the two of us, she is more anxious to deal with a CEO boss that comes with so many instructions.
“We can’t be scared of him. Leila said we have to make sure that he eats on time,” I said with some courage now.
I knocked on the door of Joaquim’s office but he didn’t answer. I gather my strength to just get inside and be done with my business there. If he gets mad at me for interfering, then so be it. I’m used to my parents’ and my sister’s nagging and I can quit anytime.
To my surprise, I found Joaquim sleeping on his table. I expect myself to be relieved but I feel something’s not right.
Lulu looked inside the room and panicked even more. “Oh my God. He’s got so weak,” she said.
“What do you mean? And please be calm, will you?” I asked her.
“Ms. Leila told me that he forgets to eat when he thinks a lot and it happens all the time. When that happens, he becomes very weak,” she explained.
I immediately went to Joaquim to check him closer. It’s true that he’s not sleeping but he’s really weak. I am not sure if he’s diabetic but it looks to me that he’s experiencing hypoglycemia.
“We need something sweet,” I asked Lulu.
There’s a jar full of sweets next to his computer. Leila must’ve put it there in case this happens but he must be very busy that he couldn’t even get one of these candies to munch.
I helped him taste the candy and thankfully, he gets better than when I first saw him today.
“Leila,” he said to me while trying to open his eyes.
“Oh no, Sir. Leila’s not here,” I said.
“Who are you?” he asked.
“I’m Audrey. I’m your new assistant,” I told him.
I helped him walk to the couch. He’s so weak and helpless.
I look at him and see a boy who needs care. His face is different up close.
“Is there something I can eat?” he asked.
“Lulu prepared your lunch and snacks but you haven’t touched them. I’ll ask her to reheat it or do you want to have dinner now?” I asked.
“I’ll just eat whatever is there,” he said.
I brought the food to him and let him eat alone. I assume he doesn’t want me or anyone to be there.
“I’ll wait outside,” I told him.
He didn’t say anything. He just started eating.
A couple of hours passed by but he hasn’t come out of the room. I told Lulu to go home already. Jorge stays up to 8PM only but today’s an exception.
By now, I am 99% decided to resign. I can’t do this. I feel like I am a slave waiting for her master to go out of his chamber.
I’m about to get inside of his room just like what I did earlier but he finally comes out with the tray of empty dishes in his hands.
“I’ll put those in the sink,” I said to him like a true assistant.
He looked at me as if he’d seen a ghost.
“You’re still here,” he said.
“Yes. They need you to sign these documents for tomorrow’s transaction,” I told him.
“I’ll sign these inside. You may come,” he said.
Knowing that we are the only ones inside the mansion, I told him I would just wait outside his office.
He brought to me the signed documents after half an hour. He must have read the papers first before he signed.
“How are you going back to the office?” he asked me.
“Jorge is still around. He’ll drive me back there,” I said.
“You can ask him to drive you home after you bring these papers to the office,” he said.
I appreciate his concern. He looks more relax now and doesn’t sound intimidating.
“Are you okay now?” I asked before I leave.
“Yes, I’m better. Thanks for today,” he said.
That’s my cue to leave.
“By the way, have you had your dinner?” he asked.
“I’ll have it later at home. I’ll go now,” I said.
“You may check if there’s anything in the fridge,” he said.
“It’s okay. My Mom’s waiting for me,” I said.
“Right. You have family waiting. That’s good,” he said.
“Can I go now?” I asked.
“Yes sure,” he said.
Bobby called while we are on our way back to the office.
“Are you leaving his place just now?” Bobby asked me.
“Yes. He finished signing the documents,” I told him.
“Is he alright? He must’ve missed his meals again,” he said.
“He’s okay now. Don’t worry,” I assured him.
“That’s good. I’ll call him after this. Please text me once you get home, alright?” he said.
Bobby’s concern warms my heart. He just earned a hundred points by making me feel he cares.
To be fair. Joaquim wasn’t bad today but I just find it not so easy warming up to him. It’s probably because he’s my boss unlike Bobby who poses as a colleague even if he also holds an important role in the company.
Tonight, I’m thinking if I should still return to the office tomorrow or just call the Human Resources Department to inform them that I quit. I’m weighing the things I can learn by staying there versus being uncomfortable dealing with an aloof boss who works in his house instead in the office.
I will not set the alarm tonight but if I wake up early then I’ll go to work. Otherwise, I’ll quit.
I woke up in the middle of my sleep and realized it’s a minute before my clock alarms. This only means that I will go to the office. “I was going to wake you up but I saw that you were awake already. You must be excited to go to work,” my mother said. I don’t feel like putting a happy face when I see those few people in the office except of course for Bobby who is definitely the only one that can make me want to step foot in this place like now. I gave him a wonderful smile when he greeted me. “I was about to call you but you’re here now,” he said. I couldn’t believe he’s waiting for me. “Let’s go inside,” he said while leading me to the conference room. I couldn’t remember being invited to a meeting today. My curiosity was answered when I saw this figure I never expected here. “Hello, Audrey,” Quim greeted me. Quim looks different in his corporate attire. Although Bobby still looks better than him, I must admit that he carries his outfit well. “We received a short n
I was finally in the car that’s taking me home only to find out that it brought me back to the big house because it was nothing but a dream. I woke up to the sound of the doorbell. Someone was pressing it non-stop. My phone is full of messages and call notifications from my family, Bobby, and Quim. I checked time and it’s already 8AM. I overslept on the cozy bed.Not in my wildest dream or even in reality that I would find myself waking up one day and the first face I would see while still in my oversized robe was Quim. He stands a few meters away from the door and looks so concerned.“Are you sick?” he asked me. I immediately realized that he’s concerned about me getting the virus that can kill in a matter of hours. He might have thought that I died overnight.“I’m okay. I just overslept. I’m really sorry,” I said.“There’s a thermometer in the medicine cabinet. Check your temperature,” he ordered me and I couldn’t complain.My temperature is 36 degrees Celsius. I showed it to
Today is Saturday, which means today is the third day that I’m putting on the clothes I have been wearing since Thursday. I woke up early today to exercise and do other stuff to add more activities to my suddenly boring life but realizing this made me want to stay inside the guesthouse longer. I have already memorized everything there is to know about my life inside Quim’s compound. There’s not much of it, actually. So, to make sure he wouldn’t worry if I didn’t go out of the guesthouse, I texted him saying I would be staying in my room this morning and even sent him my temperature. Of course, receiving a response from him for matters like this is never to be expected.As I began to sulk in sadness, something told me, it wasn’t just me that needed to be checked. What if something happened to Quim overnight and I didn’t know?I immediately put on my office clothes and rushed to the big house. It’s open so that means he’s up. I went to the kitchen, which has become my go to plac
Mass online – check. Call parents – check. Talk to sister – ongoing.“Are you being honest with us? Does your female cook really stay there with you?” my sister asked.“I don’t why it is a priority to you. Just make sure to check on Mom and Dad while I am away but I’ll be home soon,” I told her.“C’mon, tell me because I have a strong suspicion you’re alone in that place with your boss,” she said.“You’re free to think of whatever you want. You’re the one who put me here in the first place. You played like a fairy godmother finding me a job and now you’re suspicious and worried as hell,” I told her.“I was just after your future and I still am,” she continued.“Alright. Oh, call time is over. Need to do other things. Bye,” I ended the call.I thought I missed that thing with my sister but no. Somehow I’m glad that I’m away from her. This place is perfect except for my situation with Quim who I should always remember as my boss and never my friend.Just the same, it wears me down
Today’s my first working day since the pandemic hit everyone differently. Most employees are now working from home while I work from someone’s home – my boss’ home. It’s like my second first day at work and I hope this reset leads to something good.I put my laptop on the conference table. It’s going to be my station for the rest of my stay in this compound. Ironically, the one thing I hated even before I accepted this job offer is exactly the one I am in right now and I don’t know for how long I will be stuck here.“Good morning, Quim,” I greeted him as he enters the door. Again, there’s no expectation for his response but I’m glad that he smiled even a little, it’s almost nothing.“I brewed coffee,” I told him and he just looked at the coffee table where the coffeemaker is.“Remember the report I asked you to do last week? I want to ask more data for that,” he started saying.I instantly felt pain in my stomach. I knew it’s stress. I thought the report was already cleared and
It’s almost dinner time but I spend it jogging around the poolside. I don’t want to eat and I need to find a new activity for the sake of my sanity in this compound.“My gosh, I thought that meeting would never end. What’s wrong with your boss?” I asked in a low voice.Bobby can’t stop laughing at my disappointment over that long meeting with Quim.“You’re so cute,” he said. I thought he flirted when he said that. I stopped running. “You’re cuter!” I retaliated. Office hours are over so I can do or say crazy things like this.He became quiet for a moment.“I’m sorry. Sometimes, I still feel and think like a teenager,” I apologized.“Don’t be. You’re still in transition from school to work,” he said.“Yeah, I wish my family thinks that way too. For them, it’s been long overdue and that I should catch up,” I told him.“Stay with us and I’m sure you’ll be able to catch up and even shine,” he encouraged me.“Oh, with that, I’m not sure. You know my stand, right?” I said.“Perhaps,
I’m up early in the morning inspired by my happy experience working with Quim yesterday. I still have that inspiration and energy today so I plan on working even before the sun rises.I can’t believe I’m this excited to work and I can’t wait to show my draft to Quim and hear his comments about it. I stopped working after a couple of hours to prepare for our breakfast. I am even excited about my side job being his cook. I cooked some quick breakfast and lunch for us and made sure I left the house even before he goes to the kitchen to get his food. I prefer that he doesn’t see me during the day. I’m afraid it’s the jinx that will end these happy and peaceful moments at work.My first message in the office communicator comes from Bobby.“I was surprised to see you online already. Why did you start early? Is he making you busy?” he asked on our video call.“I’m working on the last of the two companies that he wanted me to research on. I wish he’d give me more,” I said.“Wow! What c
The night is windy and humid, typical of a summer's night. It’s hard to believe that I’m spending some light moment by the pool with my boss/the company’s CEO/the owner of the property that I am currently staying during this unsettling time of pandemic.“Did you buy all these things?” I asked Quim as he brings out another table from the storage area near the pool. Contrary to what I assumed, he knew his way around his own property and do other things besides working on his computer. He only seemed to be delegating a lot to others because of his other priorities.Wait a minute. Did I just explain him and defend him from me?“Leila suggested that I add these things here,” he answered. I felt guilty that I made him bring up Leila unnecessarily.“This is a very cozy place. My niece couldn’t take her eyes off of the pool when I showed it to her,” I began saying. It’s unbelievable how suddenly I could say casual things to him.He smiled at me.“Oh, we have biscuits too. I didn’t know
A year after ending an old era in my life and facing challenges in my corporate life while still working on my channel, I feel so tired but my mind refuses to surrender.“You had a delivery,” Mom said while pointing at the white square envelope on the table.I got curious about it but I have a feeling that my parents know or at least have a hint of what it is about.“An invite?” I asked but she ignored me.The invite is for the wedding of Bobby and Rocio. It's no surprise that they would begin liking each other after going through their company’s ordeal but it still surprised me that it has reached this point already.“It’s for Bobby and Rocio’s wedding,” I said to my parents.They look at me without reaction on their faces. They knew it.“I know you won’t attend it,” Bobby said on the other line but he’s not mad.“But you did send an invite anyway,” I said.“That’s my way of telling you,” he said.“I wanted to call you last year when I saw you on the magazine cover but I thought it
Needless to say that my parents, especially my father, are not happy with my split from Bobby. They’ve been giving me the cold treatment since that night that we broke up. He was my first serious boyfriend that they met and they were really rooting for him. I try to act normal every time I am working from home. I film my videos when they are already in their room. They thought my newfound interest was one of the reasons why I split from Bobby. Until now, they still believe that I still don’t know what I want in life and this cooking and filming interest is just another phase.“I’m glad you agreed to having additional one day working in the office,” Trevor said.“It’s fine. It’s starting to get boring at home. I see many are back to the usual set up,” I said.“Well, hybrid is the best. I won’t last the entire week working here,” he said.I smiled. It’s the first time I heard him say about his dislike about working in the office. “Anyway, your views are getting higher,” he sai
“Behind every successful man, there is a woman,” Rocio started her introduction.I feel the cringe as many eyes are looking at me like I’m the luckiest girl in the world.“How does it feel to be the wife of the youngest CEO and billionaire in the country? Not to mention – a very charming man?” a guest asked me.I can’t breathe. I don’t know what to say but I know what I want to do and that’s to run away from everyone.My phone has been ringing nonstop. I saw two missed calls prior to the current one.“You’re still awake, aren’t you?” Ally asked on the line.I checked the time. It’s still Saturday night. I fell asleep while uploading my latest videos in my online channel.“What do you want?” I asked.“Congratulations!” she said.“What? No! I’m not getting married yet!” I screamed.The dress that Auntie Blessy bought for me a few months ago is finally out of the closet. It’s simple yet very elegant. I’m still hesitant to wear it to my lunch with Bobby tomorrow.“Are you sure yo
The sight of Bobby eating with so much appetite is refreshing. But if my observation was right, he’s in need of something he couldn’t find just anywhere even with the power and money that he has.“Hey, join me. I’m sorry for devouring your food,” he said with a noticeable sad smile on his face.“It's alright. We had heavy snacks this afternoon,” I said.“Do they come here often?” he asked.“Just today. I wanted them to taste my desserts and……,” I said but couldn’t finish.“And then?” he asked.“I am also filming my cooking,” I said shyly.“You’re vlogging,” he said.“I want to try. It’s Trevor’s idea,” I said.“He’s got a great idea,” he said.I regret telling that to him. “You’re surrounded by good people,” he said.I’ve been wanting to ask him why he suddenly arrived but I recalled what my parents said that he’s not required to call in advance to let me know he’s coming. “I missed you. I missed being around you,” he said.He holds my hand while he continues eating. He looks
I spent the rest of the evening going through my old recipe notebook that contains all my imaginary recipes that I never get to try and have remained unfinished up to this day.Thanks to Bella for reminding me that once upon a time, I dreamed of becoming a chef or even just a cook. I realized once again that I spent so many years in college trying to figure out what I wanted to do in my life only to graduate, find a job, and still continue figuring out if what I’m doing now is the one that I really want.“Audrey is not with us yet,” Gelly said in the video call.I tried to open my eyes immediately. “I’m sorry. I was having a hard time sleeping last night,” I said an alibi.“We can proceed now,” Trevor said.“We will be needing your team’s assistance in our next project. Basically, we will be requesting data from your end,” she said.“Sure. We are happy to assist. Just send us your requests,” I said actively.Trevor hides his smile but I could still see it from the screen.“I sen
The sound of people talking inside our house was what I instantly heard upon opening our gate.“Where have you been?” Bobby asked as soon as I entered our house.My parents look happy being reunited with him.Is this my punishment for sneaking out to meet Quim? I completely forgot to think of an alibi before returning home. “Why are you here? Did you call?” I asked Bobby defensively.“What kind of question was that?” Dad asked as Bobby looked surprised as well.“If I knew you were coming, I would’ve not met with my colleagues,” I lied.“He doesn’t need to call to announce he’s coming. He’s welcome here,” Mom said.“It’s fine, Uncle, Auntie,” Bobby said.“Please bear with her, son,” Dad said to him.“I completely understand. I know she’s enjoying her colleagues’ company lately,” Bobby added.“We’ll leave you two here,” Mom said.“I’m also leaving in a few minutes, Auntie. I just waited for Audrey to arrive,” Bobby said.Mom shook her head. She’s probably disappointed.“Feel free t
I don’t have money, not even impressive credentials to have confidence to request to visit a property but I have the magic number.My heart beats faster as I wait for Quim to answer my call.“I know it’s kind of late….,” I started talking as soon the call got picked up.“Audrey?” a woman asked me. “Oh…I’m sorry. I dialed the wrong number,” I said.“Are you looking for Quim? He’s just getting something from upstairs. Would you mind waiting?” she asked.“Is it alright, Ma’am?” I asked carefully.“Luisa, It’s Quim’s mother. Don’t you remember me, Audrey?” she said.“Oh my God. I’m sorry, Ma’am. I wasn’t able to recognize your voice,” I said.“Ah….my voice is different from video calls. That’s fine. Anyway, here's Quim,” she said.“Thank you, Ma’am,” I said while my hand is shaking.“Auntie Luisa,” she said to me.“Who’s this?” Quim asked.“Audrey,” she said to him.“What does she need?” he asked.“Talk to her,” she said.My heart now skips a beat. I never thought I would talk t
I’ve been waiting for Leila’s call since yesterday. I want to send her a message but I am embarrassed to do so. So many things are running inside my head and they’re all confusing me.“Audrey? Hey, I’m sorry. I haven’t called you yet,” she told me on the line.“It’s fine. I was just…you know….,” I couldn’t tell her exactly what my intention for the call is but I am hoping that she has the slightest hint.“It's about my meet up with Quim, right?” she asked.“More likely to check on him. He’s in a very challenging time right now and I want to know how he’s coping,” I continued to hide my true intention.“We are flying back to the US tomorrow. Do you have time today after work?” she asked.I invited her to meet me at the nearest coffee shop to my office. I only had one cup of coffee the whole day but I feel I’m already shaking.Leila really looks prettier than when I first met her in Quim’s house but unlike the other day, her eyes look a little sadder this time.“Sorry that I bot
I was in the shower when my phone rang. I had to rush to pick it up. Manifesting is real.But we sometimes confuse expecting with manifesting and expectations always lead to disappointments.“I’ve a big favor you to ask from you,” Bobby said.“Sure. Is everything okay? What is it?” I asked.“The events are really happening one after the other. I can’t keep up anymore,” he said.“I told you that you don’t have to attend every event. You have people to represent you,” I said.“But clients want to see me there,” he said.“How did you know that?” I asked.“My marketing team is doing some sort of a survey before each event,” he said.“Well, what is the favor that you want from me?” I asked.“Can you attend an event in my behalf?” he asked.“Me? Attending alone?” I asked with obvious nervousness in my voice.“Yes. Our companies are not competitors so you could be my representative there,” he said.“But are you sure? I’m not good in business matters. I haven’t read the current event