The ray of the sun touched my face and woke me up. Itās still quiet but in the old normal, this is already the height of the rush hour. āGood morning,ā Quim greeted me. I donāt know how long heās been awake but heās still laying sideward on the poolbed facing me. Itās a totally different him that I saw when I opened my eyes. I feel good seeing someone as soon as I woke up but knowing our situation, I also feel weird or awkward about it.āGood morning,ā I greeted him back.āWe didnāt notice the time,ā he said.āDid you sleep long?ā I asked.āI had a relaxing long sleep. I got envious when I saw you sleeping while I was talking and you looked so peaceful,ā he said. Even the way he talks now makes me cringe probably because he was cold to me and I was rebelling against him just the other day. Now, we are like two lost souls that found each other in the dark. āWe need coffee,ā he said. āI agree. We need coffee,ā I said. I think itās the best to relieve myself of whatever weird el
There is a reality show where they lock people, mostly strangers to one another, inside a fully equipped house for a hundred days or so. One of the noticeable behaviors these people exhibit after living day in and day out even for the first few weeks is becoming naturally touchy towards the other person who is closest to them inside the house. They tend to cling to whoever is with them even if theyāve been together for only a short period of time and even with cameras all over the house and knowing they have viewers that include their own family and friends.Perhaps, this is the behavior I am manifesting right now. Since Quim and I are the only ones in this big property, I can interpret any kindness or gentleness that he showed me these past couple of days and until today as his way of wanting to be closer to me and because of that, I feel naturally wanting him too and now Iām afraid anything that displeases him will turn us back to our old ways soon.My tears have started falling
The table is ready and dinner is served. I feel like Iām acting like my mother preparing everything for us. I used to think that was so boring but now I realized that if I am doing this for someone I like, itās not a chore.Wait. Did I say I like Quim now?I must admit that I do now. I discovered his nice side and itās good enough to like him.Besides, what is there to be dramatic for? Itās not like Iām marrying him tomorrow. I am only here for another weekend and thatās it. I don't have even the slightest idea what will happen next after the whirlwind event in this compound.Tonight and the rest of the nights that I will be here will be spent enjoying each otherās company.I instantly giggle when I saw him wearing the pair of t-shirt and jogging pants thatās matching the pair I got from the box of presents his mother sent him. That pair, I must remember, was originally for Leila.āWhy?ā he asked.āWhy? Why did you have to wear that?ā I asked him back.āI have nothing to wear. B
I knew it was morning but I couldnāt tell which part of morning I woke up to. The last thing I saw last night was Quimās face. I watched him sleep under the dim light of the lampshade like a baby. He slept soundly and calmly.He still looks the same this morning and as I was about to indulge myself in this view of his charming face that I appreciated only recently when I started to know him a little more, I remembered that I woke up because someone was calling me on the phone and itās still calling me now.I got back to my senses when I saw Bobby's name in the caller ID.I checked the time and date. Itās past 9AM and itās not even the weekend. Living here for the past two weeks made me lose my sense of time and day. I felt Quimās hand on my arm.āWhat time is it?ā he asked.āQuim, Bobbyās calling me. What should I say?ā I asked.He looked at me. āCalm down. Just answer it,ā he said.āJust audio, right?ā I asked.He smiled.āOh my gosh, heās outside the gate,ā I said. Iām be
I couldnāt wait for our brunch to end. It took only less than half an hour but it seemed like forever. āYou almost didnāt touch your food. Was it bad?ā Bobby asked.āOh no. Itās delicious. I guess, Iām just overwhelmed that Iām leaving today,ā I said. āI know, youāve always wanted to leave,ā Bobby said. Heās implying as if I hate to stay here, which I was two weeks ago and until the early days of this week.āYou surely canāt wait to be reunited with your family,ā Quim said. Heās implying my reason for leaving is to go home and be with my parents.Honestly, I didnāt know how I found myself in this situation. Is it too much to think that they will really fight over me? Can Bobby do that to his friend for me?āIāll prepare some food for your lunch and dinner before I leave,ā I told Quim.āTheyāre now allowing delivery before curfew. You may want to try that so youāll have better food options in your diet,ā Bobby interrupted.āYou donāt have to but if thatās what you want then do
I know itās Saturday. Itās the weekend. I am home. And I donāt like it.I should be feeling relaxed now but how could I if my heart is not with me and my mind cannot be contained.My parents are definitely up and about. The sound of my dadās cracking voice in the videoke and my momās screaming like she's his no. 1 fan tell me that I am really back to our house. They have grown even much closer during this uncertain time and especially while I was away when they only had each other to lean on.Now, more than even, I can justify the feeling that I got while living with Quim. It was nothing but normal. Last night was my first call with Quim after leaving his property. We stayed talking until the wee hours of the morning. It was a conversation full of happy memories as well as regrets for not starting to be nice to each other earlier.āHow are your parents?ā he asked. I didnāt expect him to ask about them. I continue to discover more of his good side even now that we are away phys
I try to get used to living in what they call as the ānew normalā adworking from home, staying away from another person, living with a curfew. If itās in any consolation, I get to earn money and make my parents happy without me trying to get up early in the morning and do many other things, not to mention battling the traffic, even before I start my day at work. My first job turned out to be a dream job. I achieved two of the best things any girl could dream of ā job and well, love. For sure, itās not going to be smooth sailing for either job or love but Iām so thankful because I know many donāt have even one of the two especially these days. Unexpectedly this morning, I received an online message from Mimi, the receptionist in the office that I swear, I already forgot. āGirl, is it true that you stayed in Sir Joaquimās house?ā she asked very straightforwardly. I donāt know if I should answer her right away. Itās early for matters like this and we are not even close but Iāve a
My mind has been preoccupied with so many thoughts about me and Quim. I am probably still in awe on how things turned out and still turning out for us.I got up early today to start another long day working from home. I havenāt forgotten about Bobbyās request too. Iām guilty that I canāt make him a priority.āYou said you wanted to talk to Bella, right?ā my mother asked.āYes but I havenāt had the time,ā I said while looking at my computer.āWell, sheās here and she brought her specialty,ā she said.āWhich specialty?ā I asked.āHer meat roll. I thought you enjoyed it too the other day,ā she said.āOh, she made that too?ā I asked.āYes. You should probably give her a quick hello,ā she said.I went out to see Bella like my mother suggested. Sheās my classmate from the culinary arts school I attended. It was one of the courses and the third one I took in college that I didnāt finish.āBella?ā I asked with a bit of hesitation.She smiled at me but even with that, I could feel the h
A year after ending an old era in my life and facing challenges in my corporate life while still working on my channel, I feel so tired but my mind refuses to surrender.āYou had a delivery,ā Mom said while pointing at the white square envelope on the table.I got curious about it but I have a feeling that my parents know or at least have a hint of what it is about.āAn invite?ā I asked but she ignored me.The invite is for the wedding of Bobby and Rocio. It's no surprise that they would begin liking each other after going through their companyās ordeal but it still surprised me that it has reached this point already.āItās for Bobby and Rocioās wedding,ā I said to my parents.They look at me without reaction on their faces. They knew it.āI know you wonāt attend it,ā Bobby said on the other line but heās not mad.āBut you did send an invite anyway,ā I said.āThatās my way of telling you,ā he said.āI wanted to call you last year when I saw you on the magazine cover but I thought it
Needless to say that my parents, especially my father, are not happy with my split from Bobby. Theyāve been giving me the cold treatment since that night that we broke up. He was my first serious boyfriend that they met and they were really rooting for him. I try to act normal every time I am working from home. I film my videos when they are already in their room. They thought my newfound interest was one of the reasons why I split from Bobby. Until now, they still believe that I still donāt know what I want in life and this cooking and filming interest is just another phase.āIām glad you agreed to having additional one day working in the office,ā Trevor said.āItās fine. Itās starting to get boring at home. I see many are back to the usual set up,ā I said.āWell, hybrid is the best. I wonāt last the entire week working here,ā he said.I smiled. Itās the first time I heard him say about his dislike about working in the office. āAnyway, your views are getting higher,ā he sai
āBehind every successful man, there is a woman,ā Rocio started her introduction.I feel the cringe as many eyes are looking at me like Iām the luckiest girl in the world.āHow does it feel to be the wife of the youngest CEO and billionaire in the country? Not to mention ā a very charming man?ā a guest asked me.I canāt breathe. I donāt know what to say but I know what I want to do and thatās to run away from everyone.My phone has been ringing nonstop. I saw two missed calls prior to the current one.āYouāre still awake, arenāt you?ā Ally asked on the line.I checked the time. Itās still Saturday night. I fell asleep while uploading my latest videos in my online channel.āWhat do you want?ā I asked.āCongratulations!ā she said.āWhat? No! Iām not getting married yet!ā I screamed.The dress that Auntie Blessy bought for me a few months ago is finally out of the closet. Itās simple yet very elegant. Iām still hesitant to wear it to my lunch with Bobby tomorrow.āAre you sure yo
The sight of Bobby eating with so much appetite is refreshing. But if my observation was right, heās in need of something he couldnāt find just anywhere even with the power and money that he has.āHey, join me. Iām sorry for devouring your food,ā he said with a noticeable sad smile on his face.āIt's alright. We had heavy snacks this afternoon,ā I said.āDo they come here often?ā he asked.āJust today. I wanted them to taste my desserts andā¦ā¦,ā I said but couldnāt finish.āAnd then?ā he asked.āI am also filming my cooking,ā I said shyly.āYouāre vlogging,ā he said.āI want to try. Itās Trevorās idea,ā I said.āHeās got a great idea,ā he said.I regret telling that to him. āYouāre surrounded by good people,ā he said.Iāve been wanting to ask him why he suddenly arrived but I recalled what my parents said that heās not required to call in advance to let me know heās coming. āI missed you. I missed being around you,ā he said.He holds my hand while he continues eating. He looks
I spent the rest of the evening going through my old recipe notebook that contains all my imaginary recipes that I never get to try and have remained unfinished up to this day.Thanks to Bella for reminding me that once upon a time, I dreamed of becoming a chef or even just a cook. I realized once again that I spent so many years in college trying to figure out what I wanted to do in my life only to graduate, find a job, and still continue figuring out if what Iām doing now is the one that I really want.āAudrey is not with us yet,ā Gelly said in the video call.I tried to open my eyes immediately. āIām sorry. I was having a hard time sleeping last night,ā I said an alibi.āWe can proceed now,ā Trevor said.āWe will be needing your teamās assistance in our next project. Basically, we will be requesting data from your end,ā she said.āSure. We are happy to assist. Just send us your requests,ā I said actively.Trevor hides his smile but I could still see it from the screen.āI sen
The sound of people talking inside our house was what I instantly heard upon opening our gate.āWhere have you been?ā Bobby asked as soon as I entered our house.My parents look happy being reunited with him.Is this my punishment for sneaking out to meet Quim? I completely forgot to think of an alibi before returning home. āWhy are you here? Did you call?ā I asked Bobby defensively.āWhat kind of question was that?ā Dad asked as Bobby looked surprised as well.āIf I knew you were coming, I wouldāve not met with my colleagues,ā I lied.āHe doesnāt need to call to announce heās coming. Heās welcome here,ā Mom said.āItās fine, Uncle, Auntie,ā Bobby said.āPlease bear with her, son,ā Dad said to him.āI completely understand. I know sheās enjoying her colleaguesā company lately,ā Bobby added.āWeāll leave you two here,ā Mom said.āIām also leaving in a few minutes, Auntie. I just waited for Audrey to arrive,ā Bobby said.Mom shook her head. Sheās probably disappointed.āFeel free t
I donāt have money, not even impressive credentials to have confidence to request to visit a property but I have the magic number.My heart beats faster as I wait for Quim to answer my call.āI know itās kind of lateā¦.,ā I started talking as soon the call got picked up.āAudrey?ā a woman asked me. āOhā¦Iām sorry. I dialed the wrong number,ā I said.āAre you looking for Quim? Heās just getting something from upstairs. Would you mind waiting?ā she asked.āIs it alright, Maāam?ā I asked carefully.āLuisa, Itās Quimās mother. Donāt you remember me, Audrey?ā she said.āOh my God. Iām sorry, Maāam. I wasnāt able to recognize your voice,ā I said.āAhā¦.my voice is different from video calls. Thatās fine. Anyway, here's Quim,ā she said.āThank you, Maāam,ā I said while my hand is shaking.āAuntie Luisa,ā she said to me.āWhoās this?ā Quim asked.āAudrey,ā she said to him.āWhat does she need?ā he asked.āTalk to her,ā she said.My heart now skips a beat. I never thought I would talk t
Iāve been waiting for Leilaās call since yesterday. I want to send her a message but I am embarrassed to do so. So many things are running inside my head and theyāre all confusing me.āAudrey? Hey, Iām sorry. I havenāt called you yet,ā she told me on the line.āItās fine. I was justā¦you knowā¦.,ā I couldnāt tell her exactly what my intention for the call is but I am hoping that she has the slightest hint.āIt's about my meet up with Quim, right?ā she asked.āMore likely to check on him. Heās in a very challenging time right now and I want to know how heās coping,ā I continued to hide my true intention.āWe are flying back to the US tomorrow. Do you have time today after work?ā she asked.I invited her to meet me at the nearest coffee shop to my office. I only had one cup of coffee the whole day but I feel Iām already shaking.Leila really looks prettier than when I first met her in Quimās house but unlike the other day, her eyes look a little sadder this time.āSorry that I bot
I was in the shower when my phone rang. I had to rush to pick it up. Manifesting is real.But we sometimes confuse expecting with manifesting and expectations always lead to disappointments.āIāve a big favor you to ask from you,ā Bobby said.āSure. Is everything okay? What is it?ā I asked.āThe events are really happening one after the other. I canāt keep up anymore,ā he said.āI told you that you donāt have to attend every event. You have people to represent you,ā I said.āBut clients want to see me there,ā he said.āHow did you know that?ā I asked.āMy marketing team is doing some sort of a survey before each event,ā he said.āWell, what is the favor that you want from me?ā I asked.āCan you attend an event in my behalf?ā he asked.āMe? Attending alone?ā I asked with obvious nervousness in my voice.āYes. Our companies are not competitors so you could be my representative there,ā he said.āBut are you sure? Iām not good in business matters. I havenāt read the current event