LOGINShare
Chapter 135
Last Updated:
2024-11-18 22:58:49
Related chapters
I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 136
ElaineHis words sent a shiver down my spine. The intensity in his eyes and the way he carried himself left me breathless. I had seen Trevor in so many lights. He was protective, gentle, and even playful, but this was different. This was raw and unfiltered desire paired with his unshakable care for me. He leaned in slowly. Then, he brushed his lips against mine in a way that made my pulse quicken. The kiss was gentle at first, almost teasing, as if he wanted to savor every second. But then it deepened. He slid his hands to the small of my back and pulled me closer. I melted into him, letting the warmth of his body wash over me. His hands moved with purpose. He explored me like I was something fragile that would be broken with careless handling. He held me as though I was delicate, but his grip sent a clear message to me. I was his. And he wanted me to know it. Trevor’s lips left mine to trail along my jawline. When he reached my neck, I couldn’t hold back the soft gasp that esc
Last Updated : 2024-11-18I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 137
TristanThe sound of a metal tray hitting the floor startled me from my thoughts. I glanced up sharply. There I met the sneering gaze of the peacekeeper who stood over me. He was smirking with disdain. He kicked the tray closer with the tip of his boot. “Here’s your food, Alpha jerk,” he said.I glared at him with my fists tightening at my sides. Every instinct screamed at me to stand up and to remind him who I was. But I didn’t move. My pride had already been shattered enough in this place. And I wasn’t about to hand them another excuse to beat and punish me under they stupid laws. The peacekeeper leaned in slightly. His smirk widened as he taunted, “What’s the matter? Got nothing to say now?” I clenched my teeth as I forced myself to hold his gaze without a word. I could still feel the bruises from their last “lesson” throbbing on my ribs and jaw. That humiliation was enough to remind me that no amount of talk would help me here. I have to be smart if I want to get out of he
Last Updated : 2024-11-18I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 138
ElaineWhen I woke up, the first thing I noticed was Trevor lying beside me. His arm was draped protectively over my waist. The second thing I noticed was that I wasn’t wearing anything. My face flushed as the memories of last night came rushing back. Trevor had made me feel like I was the most beautiful woman in the world. His every touch and every kiss had been filled with a love and tenderness I never imagined I’d experience. He hadn’t just been passionate. He had been patient, attentive, and wholly focused on me. The thought made my cheeks burn even more. Carefully, I shifted. I tried not to wake him as I attempted to slip out of bed. But Trevor stirred. His arm tightened around me as his sleepy voice stopped me. “Where are you going?” he asked. There was that familiar husky voice that sent a shiver down my spine again. “I was going to make breakfast,” I answered. I tried to avoid his gaze as my embarrassment grew. Trevor grinned. His eyes went half-lidded but mischievou
Last Updated : 2024-11-18I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 139
TristanThe silence in the car was suffocating. The city lights blurred into streaks of gold and silver outside, but my focus wasn’t on the scenery. My mind spun as I stole glances at Megan behind the wheel. She looked calm. Her hands were resting lightly on the steering wheel with her gaze fixed on the road ahead. For someone who had just pulled me out of chaos, she seemed almost calm. “Who told you I was there?” I finally asked. Megan didn’t flinch. Instead, her lips curved into a smirk. Then she tilted her head slightly, just enough to throw me off balance. “What you did at the orphanage was all over the internet,” she began. She sounded so casual as she said this. “I mean, seriously, Tristan? You blew your last chance to be with Elaine. It would’ve been different if only you’d listened to me.”Her words hit like a gut punch. I turned my gaze to the passing streetlights. I didn’t want to let her see the anger tightening my jaw. Elaine. The orphanage. The humiliation. Trevor...I
Last Updated : 2024-11-18I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 140
ElaineThe bathroom was quiet except for the sound of water dripping into the tub. Warm steam covered the mirror and made the air feel heavy. The smell of lavender soap was still in the air, but it didn’t help me feel calm.I stood still in the middle of the room, staring at the water as it swirled down the drain. The ripples circled again and again, just like my thoughts. My hands hung by my sides while my chest felt tight and heavy.The droplets of water on my skin started to feel cold, making me shiver. My mind was running fast. My heart was beating so hard it felt like I could hear it.Everything inside me was chaos, and nothing around me could make it stop.For years, I believed I didn’t have a mate. I had accepted it. I had moved on. It was a bitter truth, but one I had made peace with.But now, out of nowhere, Neeya had told me I did have a mate. And that I would meet them soon.Why now? Why when everything was starting to fall into place? My heart twisted painfully. Trevor’s
Last Updated : 2024-11-18I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 141
ElaineI stared down at the plate in front of me. I idly pushed pieces of food across my fork. I couldn’t eat. My appetite was long gone. It was replaced by the unease because of Neeya’s words. They kept echoing in my head.You’ll meet your mate soon.The statement lingered. It was like a dark cloud hanging over me. I had already accepted that I wasn’t like others, that I wasn’t destined for the kind of connection everyone else seemed to find so naturally. And now, after everything I’d been through, after I’d finally found peace with Trevor, this was the last thing I wanted to hear.Was Trevor not my mate? The thought alone made my chest ache. I glanced across the table at him. The man who had stood by me through my worst moments, who had loved me even when I felt unworthy. He was everything I needed. He was everything I’d ever wanted. But if Neeya was right, then fate might have other plans. Plans I didn’t want to face.The stories about mates came rushing back to me. The overwhelm
Last Updated : 2024-11-18I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 142
ElaineTrevor tilted his head. Curiosity flashed in his eyes. I continued. “It’s about my about my spirit wolf.”“You didn’t get a wolf then, right?”I nodded. I was relieved that he remembered. “Exactly. That’s why I didn’t participate in the mating ritual. I didn’t have a wolf to guide me, to help me find my mate. I thought I never would.”Trevor’s grip on my hand tightened slightly as if to steady me. “And now?” he prompted gently.I looked away. My gaze dropped to the table. The next part was harder to say, but I pushed through. “When I had the accident… when I almost died… something changed. At first, I didn’t understand it. But over time, I started to feel it.”“Feel what?” he asked, filled with concern.“A presence,” I said quietly. My fingers were curled slightly against the tablecloth. “At first, I thought I was imagining things, but then it became clearer. I have a wolf spirit, Trevor. She’s been dormant all these years. But she’s awake now.”Trevor’s eyes widened. A spark
Last Updated : 2024-11-18I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 143
TrevorI took a deep breath. Then I brushed my thumb lightly over the back of her hand. “Honestly? I understand why you’re scared,” I admitted. “I get it. The mate pull… it’s no joke. It’s strong. And it’s not something you can just ignore. But…” I paused, and then I met her eyes with mine. “What do you feel about it?”Elaine hesitated. Her lip was trembling slightly. “I feel terrified,” she almost whispered. “We’ve only been together for two days, Trevor. Just two days. And now this… this thing is hanging over us. What if… what if it ruins everything?”Her voice cracked. I instantly felt a pang of guilt for the weight she was carrying. “I love you, Trevor,” she continued. “I know that. But the mate pull… it’s hard to fight. What if I’m not strong enough?”Her honesty struck me. And suddenly I didn’t know how to respond. She was scared. And I couldn’t blame her. But I wasn’t about to let fear take over. “Elaine, I understand, really. More than you know.”Her brows knit together in con
Last Updated : 2024-11-18
Latest chapter
I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 245
TristanAfter everything I had witnessed, I knew I had to do something. My mind was filled with countless thoughts about the conflict within my own territory. I knew I had to act, or I would lose my head in front of everyone.I had no idea how long I had been staring blankly at the empty seats inside the council room. But soon, I decided to head back to my office. I didn’t want to go home. As much as possible, I wanted to learn more about the welfare of the pack. I had been left behind, so I needed to adapt and make everyone realize I was still someone they could rely on as a leader.On my way to my office, I felt the urge to go to the bathroom. I stepped inside one of the cubicles, relieving myself after holding it in since the meeting. Until I heard a group of wolves enter the bathroom.“I admire your patience, Gamma Jeff.” From the deep pitch of his voice, I knew right away that Gamma Ben was the one speaking.“If I were in your shoes, I would have totally lost it. It’s impossible
I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 244
TristanOnce the final decision was made, the council members quickly moved on. They gathered their notes and folders and stacked them on the table without a second thought. Their focus was elsewhere. Their movements were smooth and natural. Again, they acted as if I wasn’t even there.Not one of them looked my way. Not one of them showed the slightest hint of interest or even acknowledgment after the meeting ended. It was as if I was just another wolf sitting among them. That I was present only out of formality and nothing more.As they got ready to leave, a tight feeling settled in my chest. I couldn’t ignore it. My pride as Alpha wouldn’t let me sit there in silence. I couldn’t hold back anymore. So, I raised my hand and tried to get their attention.“I don’t appreciate being made to feel like I’m no longer needed here.”My voice was calm enough but I am sure they all realized the firmness and authority I wrapped beneath those words. I might be disregarded but I am still the one
I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 243
TristanThe morning air was crisp as I woke before dawn. The faint glow of early light barely crept through my window. I stretched, running a hand through my tousled hair My mind was already set. Today, I had made a decision, one I hadn’t made in a long time.Pushing back the covers, I rose from the bed and moved through the familiar routine of getting ready. The mirror showed a face I hardly knew. I saw a wolf with tired eyes, a hard jaw, and a shadow of the Alpha I once was. For too long, I had stayed away and neglected my duty. My mind had been full of thoughts of Elaine and all the mistakes I made and the things I could no longer fix. I forgot my responsibilities while drowning in my past.But now, the divorce was final. The last connection was broken, and nothing could hold me back anymore. Today, I decided to pick up the pieces and focus on the work I had neglected for so long. For today, it was time to get back that Alpha side of me. My shoes tapped against the wooden floor a
I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 242
ElaineSpending time with Trevor always made me happy. Dinner was wonderful. We decided to go to a nice French restaurant for a change. While we both loved Chinese food, we agreed to try something different this time.I twirled the last bite of pasta around my fork and enjoyed the creamy sauce. Across from me, Trevor leaned back in his chair. He was looking happy and relaxed. The soft light from the restaurant’s chandelier made his eyes shine.I felt my cheeks warm. He looked so handsome in my eyes! "You always do that," he said with a small smile, looking at my plate.I tilted my head. "Do what?""Save the best bite for last."I laughed. "Of course! The last bite should be the best one, right?"Trevor chuckled. "That makes sense. Maybe I should start doing that too.""Or maybe you should stop eating so fast," I teased.He laughed louder this time, shaking his head. "Hey, it’s not my fault. The steak was really good."I smiled and felt warm inside. Everything about this night felt ri
I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 241
Trevor"Good morning, Sir Trevor!" A she-wolf from the distant desk enthusiastically greeted me.As usual, these she-wolves never let me have a peaceful morning at work. One of them approached."Are you free later for lunch? A new store just opened right in front of our building. Wanna check it out?"She leaned her body against my arm. I slowly pulled away and freed myself from her grip."Well… I already told you, I have a girlfriend. And she wouldn't be impressed with the attention you're giving me." I chuckled playfully.“Aww…But it’s just lunch—”"Sorry, ladies, you came too late. Someone already owns my heart."The she-wolves surrounding me pouted."Come on… saying yes just once wouldn’t hurt her feelings."Awkwardly, I tried to change the topic."If you want, I can set up a date with some guys I know from our sister company. I’m sure they’d love every single one of you.""But no one will ever beat you.""YEAH!" another one exclaimed. "I mean, who wouldn’t want a guy like you? YOU
I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 240
TristanMy hands shook as I held the piece of paper I had received on my desk.“This can’t be real.”I checked every corner of the paper to verify the legitimacy of the signature and the mail. Seeing the real signature and stamp made it even more convincing. At that moment, reality hit me like a slap.“It’s over…” My soul whispered to me.Yes, Elaine was gone. She was no longer tied to my life, and this divorce paper served as proof. I had lost this battle, despite doing everything to win. My hands slowly pulled the paper into my palms and crumpled it with all my might.How had I let myself lose my wife? The thought alone was unbearable. Maybe it really was too late. Maybe, at some point, Elaine’s decision had been right. My anger crawled through my veins, surfacing in my office. I growled before slamming my arms onto the desk, which seemed fragile under the force of my rage. I shoved everything in front of me…pens, papers, even the glass of water and sent them crashing to the floor.
I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 239
ElaineThanks to Trevor, my normal routine was back on track. Those little things that always warmed me inside were finally back. His presence made everything brighter. Trevor was finally home. And this home finally felt complete.“Let’s eat,” I said, smiling at Trevor.Trevor’s smile suddenly faded. I looked at him, wanting to ask what was wrong.“Umm… you know…” he said hesitantly. “About what happened.”“Shhh.” I stepped closer and hugged him. “It’s alright now, my love. Let’s leave that in the past.”I saw the relief in his eyes as he hugged me back.“I’ll try to be better… for us,” Trevor assured me.“You’re always doing your best, my love.”Trevor pressed a sweet kiss to my forehead and thanked me.“Did you order the usual?”I nodded and carefully laid out the food on the table. He went to the kitchen cabinet and grabbed some plates for both of us. As he carefully served the food, I noticed a change in his smile. And I knew mine had changed too. Our happiness was intertwined. Wi
I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 238
ElaineFinally, after a long week, Sunday came. No office papers, no work, no pressure. Nothing beats the morning sun with nothing ahead in my time. It’s 8 o’clock. My body is already used to waking up early even during the weekend. A quiet and peaceful day. I played some soft music and decided to start my day doing some chores. During my work days, I didn't have plenty of time to clean. So usually, Sunday is a cleaning day. The soft music calmed my brain activity. Every worry left in me. For the first time in a week, I feel lighter and stress free. I started cleaning the living room. It didn’t have much mess since I was here all alone. The 2 rooms were also almost nothing to clean aside from the dust remaining in desks and shelves. Since I haven't been preparing food much lately. I only ordered food outside and was expecting a Chinese food delivery around lunch time. “A good day isn’t it?” I suddenly told my spirit wolf. “Hmmm. I’ll say a better day compared to what you had late
I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha Chapter 237
Elaine I didn’t know why I let myself mindlessly follow him. Tristan was walking in front of me all quiet. Even I didn't even dare to speak to him. Though my head has a lot of thoughts running tirelessly. “This clearly is not a good option either.” I told myself while staring at his back. But anyone with their right mind would do the same thing. Compared to those perverts from that bar, Tristan was a lesser jerk. Still, I couldn’t even imagine where I have to deal with him again. The truth annoys me too. No matter how badly I think of him, Tristan saved me tonight. Unfortunately, I knew saying my gratitude would be like swallowing a whole piece of watermelon. “What if Tristan did that so he could do something to me?” This question that randomly popped in my head sending shivers into my spine. My heart pounded like crazy. It was possible for this jerk to do that. He was basically the same as the perverts if I would give it a deep thought. I grabbed my purse so hard from nervousn
