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ElaineI couldn’t believe the words that had just left my mouth. Did I really just say that?My heart went erratic. My thoughts swirled in disbelief and anticipation with every passing second. I had shocked myself more than anyone. Never in my life did I think I’d have the courage to voice something so vulnerable and so intimate. But there I was, laying my emotions bare in front of Trevor. I glanced at him nervously. I was half-wishing I could take the words back. But then, I saw his expression. He wasn’t shocked, nor did he seem uncomfortable. Instead, he smiled. That soft, understanding smile sent warmth coursing through me. I couldn’t deny the truth anymore. The pull I felt toward Trevor wasn’t just a fleeting moment of attraction. It was deeper, more intense, and something that had been growing between us for far longer than I’d been willing to admit. The thought of being close to him, of truly connecting with him, sent a thrill of anticipation through my body. ‘Why should I
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ElaineHis words sent a shiver down my spine. The intensity in his eyes and the way he carried himself left me breathless. I had seen Trevor in so many lights. He was protective, gentle, and even playful, but this was different. This was raw and unfiltered desire paired with his unshakable care for me. He leaned in slowly. Then, he brushed his lips against mine in a way that made my pulse quicken. The kiss was gentle at first, almost teasing, as if he wanted to savor every second. But then it deepened. He slid his hands to the small of my back and pulled me closer. I melted into him, letting the warmth of his body wash over me. His hands moved with purpose. He explored me like I was something fragile that would be broken with careless handling. He held me as though I was delicate, but his grip sent a clear message to me. I was his. And he wanted me to know it. Trevor’s lips left mine to trail along my jawline. When he reached my neck, I couldn’t hold back the soft gasp that esca
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TristanThe sound of a metal tray hitting the floor startled me from my thoughts. I glanced up sharply. There I met the sneering gaze of the peacekeeper who stood over me. He was smirking with disdain. He kicked the tray closer with the tip of his boot. “Here’s your food, Alpha jerk,” he said.I glared at him with my fists tightening at my sides. Every instinct screamed at me to stand up and to remind him who I was. But I didn’t move. My pride had already been shattered enough in this place. And I wasn’t about to hand them another excuse to beat and punish me under they stupid laws. The peacekeeper leaned in slightly. His smirk widened as he taunted, “What’s the matter? Got nothing to say now?” I clenched my teeth as I forced myself to hold his gaze without a word. I could still feel the bruises from their last “lesson” throbbing on my ribs and jaw. That humiliation was enough to remind me that no amount of talk would help me here. I have to be smart if I want to get out of he
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ElaineWhen I woke up, the first thing I noticed was Trevor lying beside me. His arm was draped protectively over my waist. The second thing I noticed was that I wasn’t wearing anything. My face flushed as the memories of last night came rushing back. Trevor had made me feel like I was the most beautiful woman in the world. His every touch and every kiss had been filled with a love and tenderness I never imagined I’d experience. He hadn’t just been passionate. He had been patient, attentive, and wholly focused on me. The thought made my cheeks burn even more. Carefully, I shifted. I tried not to wake him as I attempted to slip out of bed. But Trevor stirred. His arm tightened around me as his sleepy voice stopped me. “Where are you going?” he asked. There was that familiar husky voice that sent a shiver down my spine again. “I was going to make breakfast,” I answered. I tried to avoid his gaze as my embarrassment grew. Trevor grinned. His eyes went half-lidded but mischievou
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TristanThe silence in the car was suffocating. The city lights blurred into streaks of gold and silver outside, but my focus wasn’t on the scenery. My mind spun as I stole glances at Megan behind the wheel. She looked calm. Her hands were resting lightly on the steering wheel with her gaze fixed on the road ahead. For someone who had just pulled me out of chaos, she seemed almost calm. “Who told you I was there?” I finally asked. Megan didn’t flinch. Instead, her lips curved into a smirk. Then she tilted her head slightly, just enough to throw me off balance. “What you did at the orphanage was all over the internet,” she began. She sounded so casual as she said this. “I mean, seriously, Tristan? You blew your last chance to be with Elaine. It would’ve been different if only you’d listened to me.”Her words hit like a gut punch. I turned my gaze to the passing streetlights. I didn’t want to let her see the anger tightening my jaw. Elaine. The orphanage. The humiliation. Trevor...I
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ElaineThe bathroom was quiet except for the sound of water dripping into the tub. Warm steam covered the mirror and made the air feel heavy. The smell of lavender soap was still in the air, but it didn’t help me feel calm.I stood still in the middle of the room, staring at the water as it swirled down the drain. The ripples circled again and again, just like my thoughts. My hands hung by my sides while my chest felt tight and heavy.The droplets of water on my skin started to feel cold, making me shiver. My mind was running fast. My heart was beating so hard it felt like I could hear it.Everything inside me was chaos, and nothing around me could make it stop.For years, I believed I didn’t have a mate. I had accepted it. I had moved on. It was a bitter truth, but one I had made peace with.But now, out of nowhere, Neeya had told me I did have a mate. And that I would meet them soon.Why now? Why when everything was starting to fall into place? My heart twisted painfully. Trevor’s
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ElaineI stared down at the plate in front of me. I idly pushed pieces of food across my fork. I couldn’t eat. My appetite was long gone. It was replaced by the unease because of Neeya’s words. They kept echoing in my head.You’ll meet your mate soon.The statement lingered. It was like a dark cloud hanging over me. I had already accepted that I wasn’t like others, that I wasn’t destined for the kind of connection everyone else seemed to find so naturally. And now, after everything I’d been through, after I’d finally found peace with Trevor, this was the last thing I wanted to hear.Was Trevor not my mate? The thought alone made my chest ache. I glanced across the table at him. The man who had stood by me through my worst moments, who had loved me even when I felt unworthy. He was everything I needed. He was everything I’d ever wanted. But if Neeya was right, then fate might have other plans. Plans I didn’t want to face.The stories about mates came rushing back to me. The overwhelm
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ElaineTrevor tilted his head. Curiosity flashed in his eyes. I continued. “It’s about my about my spirit wolf.”“You didn’t get a wolf then, right?”I nodded. I was relieved that he remembered. “Exactly. That’s why I didn’t participate in the mating ritual. I didn’t have a wolf to guide me, to help me find my mate. I thought I never would.”Trevor’s grip on my hand tightened slightly as if to steady me. “And now?” he prompted gently.I looked away. My gaze dropped to the table. The next part was harder to say, but I pushed through. “When I had the accident… when I almost died… something changed. At first, I didn’t understand it. But over time, I started to feel it.”“Feel what?” he asked, filled with concern.“A presence,” I said quietly. My fingers were curled slightly against the tablecloth. “At first, I thought I was imagining things, but then it became clearer. I have a wolf spirit, Trevor. She’s been dormant all these years. But she’s awake now.”Trevor’s eyes widened. A spark
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TristanI felt the oozing lust in the way Elaine looked at me. But at the same time, I caught a glance of tremendous desperation in her. That broke me into pieces.“I promise. We will get through this night together,” I responded.Elaine smiled. There was still some sense left in her. I knew it was the drug that was doing this to her.Soon enough, Elaine folded her knees and held onto her chest. The pain struck her.“I feel warm inside… so warm that I can’t take this anymore… help me, Tristan.” Then violently, Elaine pulled my arms into a hug.After years of struggling through a life without her, the embrace that felt like home touched my skin again.“Your hug is like water quenching decades of thirst in my body.” Her breathing became heavy in my ears.Elaine pulled the back of my head.“Hey, handsome.” Her voice started to sing a different melody. Elaine now wore a tune of seduction.I instantly pulled away from her embrace.“No, Elaine. Stop this.”Earlier, Elaine was begging desper
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TristanI carried Elaine until we reached the camp. I put her inside our quarters before confronting Elsa. Elsa was completely calm. From the outside, we could hear Elaine’s agony, but these wolves seemed to have no care at all. By the way they stood and portrayed strange calmness, it was like everyone expected it to happen.“Something is off about your medicine!” I shouted at Elsa. “You’re not deaf to hear those screams, are you? Why are you standing here doing nothing?!”Elsa suddenly jumped from the porch, launching at me. It was good that my reflexes were fast enough to dodge the attack. I jumped away from her group.“What the fuck was that?” I exclaimed. Ruther and Mike didn’t bother to help and just watched.The second I removed my eyes from Elsa, she launched another surprise attack. This time, I saw an injection in her hand. I jumped to the side, dodging another shot.“Stop running away,” Elsa told me.Elsa twisted her left ankle and pounced on my whole body. She managed to
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TristanI looked at Elaine, checking every detail of her body. Clearly, the exhaustion in her body was pushed to its limits. We made it up to the last second. The training was a success. But at what cost?“Elaine… Can you hear me?” I asked her.I felt something was odd with her body heat. I touched Elaine’s forehead using the tip of my fingers. It was as hot as a kettle. Her body temperature was soaring high.“This is bad…” I muttered, turning my head around, seeking Elsa and Ruther.Elaine started moaning because of the fever. She twitched her body in different directions. I saw how Elaine clenched her fist, battling against the pain in her.“Elsa!” I called out to her.I gently placed Elaine’s head on the soft pillow and grabbed the towel I threw earlier. Then I soaked it deep into the water in the sink, ran back to Elaine, and placed it on her forehead.“Don’t worry, you’re gonna be alright.” I carefully wiped her head down to her neck, hoping the wet towel would help with the high
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TristanA soul binding? I have never heard such a word. I never knew such a thing existed in our timeline.I put my hands on my head, feeling helpless, not knowing what to do or how to help. Is it even safe? Will it throw Elaine into danger?“This is the most vital part of being a Silvermare. Finally, her wolf wholeheartedly accepted Elaine.”“I don’t understand a single word you say. But this could kill Elaine. She’s not ready to morph. She’s not ready for this.”Elsa countered with a much louder voice.“It wasn’t you who would decide that. It’s her wolf.”Elsa has a point. I have no right to any part of Elaine’s life. I wish to know what’s running inside Elaine’s wolf. Why did she choose Elaine over everybody else? Her gift only leads her to more pain.Elaine continued the process. I could barely stand the sight. The groans of pain drilled into my head. I tried to turn away my gaze.My heart ached and pierced right through my soul. I slammed my arms against the ground in frustration
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TristanElaine suddenly emitted a beaming light coming out from her body. Those bursting beams penetrated the whole area. We took more steps away from Elaine. Elsa and Ruther stood tall in front of Elaine who levitated more into the ground. Probably the same height as the tall trees around us. Fear succumbed to my heart. I was scared and confused as hell. I’m like a child witnessing some things only adults could understand. “ELAINE!” I called out to her. My veins popped on my neck as I tried to scream her name. Her eyes were glowing yellow, shining so much that it made my eyebrows scrunched protecting my eyes. Elsa smirked. While Ruther remains unshaken. These two looked at Elaine like they had witnessed this kind of stuff before. “Now, you will see a Silvermare’s true form,” Elsa proudly declared. Elaine flows with the air. She dances with it. Elaine totally lost will over her own body. The place soon filled with more blazing lights, sparkling magically on the river and any li
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TristanThe waterfall crashed down with so much force. It had overpowered many before, and now, it was pushing Elaine to her limit.“10 more minutes!” I shouted as loud as I could. “It’s just a blink of an eye, and you’ll be done!”From where I stood, I could see how much she was struggling. Her whole body was shaking, her legs barely able to keep her up. She was trying so hard to stay standing, but I knew she was almost at her breaking point.At that moment, I had to accept the truth.Ten minutes probably felt like forever to her. The training had reached its hardest point, and Elaine just couldn’t hold on much longer. No matter how badly she wanted to, her body was giving out.Hope left in me. I know as Elaine’s mate, there was nothing more to do. I threw the towel in already, as a way of saying we did well at this training. This is brutal enough for Elaine’s physique. I knew from the start it was an impossible task. “That’s enough,” I shouted at Elsa. I went down to the water, tr
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ElaineAnother boost of energy surged through my body, but exhaustion was creeping in. I knew 30 minutes wasn’t that long anymore. I was so close to the finish line. Yet, the relentless force of the waterfall felt heavier than before, pressing down on my shoulders like a mountain. My muscles screamed in protest, and my breathing turned ragged.My knees started to bend, trembling under the weight of my own exhaustion. I clenched my fists, digging my nails into my palms, desperate to keep myself upright. I couldn’t fail now. Not when I had come this far. Not when Tristan was watching, his eyes filled with silent encouragement.“20 more minutes. Hang in there a little longer, please.” Maybe Tristan saw how I was about to lose consciousness that’s why he’s yelling desperately. I know I have little to no strength to continue. But I am almost there at the finish line. At that point, I decided to call out to my spirit wolf. “Neeya…” I whispered at the back of my head. My body lost balanc
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ElaineHis words mean a lot to me. It added some boost to my energy. This training improved my relationship with Tristan. We learned to work like a real team. We did well until the first 3 hours. My knees gave up on me again. Elsas stood up from her spot and yelled. “3 hours wasted, Elaine. You let the 3 hours of hard work be taken away by that fall.”Her yelling added another weight like usual. Soon, my mind and body won't work as one. As I see the disappointed face of Elsa, my mind sends signals of pressure and discomfort. My body reacted along with Elsa’s words. It lost half of its strength because I was nervous. Under the waterfall, I feel like a warrior battling for the lives of others. As long as I don’t master this special gift as a Silvermare, more lives will be put in danger. This is war already. So I gathered my strength again and stood tall. I didn’t guard the time. Until I realized how much time had passed when Ruther called out Tristan. “You did it, Alpha Tristan.” T
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ElaineThe next day came, and everyone acted like nothing happened. But I could somehow sense Ruther’s awkward stance towards us. Meanwhile, Mike was left in the cabin like usual.I tried to read Tristan’s mind. But he was strangely quiet throughout our journey. I’m not sure if everyone still dwells in the story of Elsa’s past. I was staring behind her. My heart aches for Elsa. I could definitely not handle her tragedy if that was me. Truly, as a she-wolf, Elsa is an admirable lady for her strength and resilience. “I forgot to tell you something…” Elsa suddenly speaks, still leading our way to the waterfalls. “What is it?” I humbly asked. “If you can’t pass the training today, I believe this has to stop. It’s gonna be pointless anyway.”Tristan suddenly stopped from walking. I bumped into his huge back. “Did I hear it right?” Tristan asked. Elsa didn’t say anything. Tristan chased her. It’s not just him. Even I was shocked to hear about this last training. Though my body recovere
