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83. Questions
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2024-10-08 21:41:10
Naomi D.Do you ever get that feeling in your gut that something is wrong but you have no clue why? I keep getting it and it's driving me nuts. Anyway, it had nothing to do with the story lol, I'm just venting. But Raiden is coming home. Will there be a Zev vs Raiden show down? And does Zev deserve to get his ass beat a little or a lot? lol
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