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14. No Good
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2024-05-20 01:27:02
Naomi D.Hope you're having a good weekend. We went climbing in the woods yesterday. You're attached to a harnass and then there's a whole parcour. Most of my loyal readers probably know I'm scared of heights, so I didn't go very high. 7 meters was my limit. And today we went to a safari zoo. You can drive past certain animals. Several animals even walked passed our car. A giraffe, a camel and a family of ducks. Then we walked around the other animals. My boys loved it as well.
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