Chapter 344EllieI've said it before and I will say it again; if the one thing that you fear happens to you you're not afraid of it happening again and if you face the mountain that you faced before you're not afraid to climb it again and overcome the mountain. However, there are certain things that you fear that will always plague your mind at the worst of times. There is such a thing as seasonal drawing. I can describe it because it's only the people around you who notice the change in your behavior and that you're not as happy as you usually are, not your normal self and I guess I keep quiet and I withdraw from people including the people that I care about. I'm celebrating a friend's birthday party tonight and I've got two more friend's parties to celebrate. I also have to acknowledge the fact that next month will be my baby's heavenly birthday. Five months later I also have to celebrate Axel's twin's birthday and my baby boy's birthday and possibly prepare to give birth in Decemb
Chapter 345 Max When your memory comes back a lot of things start to make sense and you can start putting the pieces of the jigsaw puzzle that you thought was up in the air and you can find the right pieces to fit the picture and the little bits of memory that make the pieces fit together. I remembered a lot of things , and more specifically I remembered my time with my fiance. She is still my fiance. I just need to reaffirm to her the fact that she is my one and only. A memory that came back was my first date with Ellie . I was comfortable around her and she has always accepted me for who I am regardless of any condition I was in. He wasn't as popular as I was at school but she had her head in the books . Her book smart nature was an attractive trait more than that it was her heart that I fell for and her personality because she was the most down to earth person that I had ever come across. The day before I asked her out on a date I was nervous and you know you get those nerves bef
Chapter 346Max You know when your life flashes before your eyes and you prayed to God that you'd never see the day that your life almost ended I was having one of those days and those days happened today of all days and I saw the worst thing that I could ever see happened to the person I love I don't know if my baby love is alive or if she is still breathing but all I know is that I want to save her what was the use of serving someone when you don't know where they are or if they are alive. This Sunday was supposed to be the best Sunday I could have ever had with both my son and my fiance but now it looks as if it's not going to happen. I've already gotten one person taken away from me. I don't need another person that I love being snatched away from me again. I don't know how to feel and I don't know how to explain it. It's a feeling of numbness and a flood of all the feelings you should be feeling and you can't process everything. You feel nothing and everything at the same time a
Chapter 347EllieI have always been good at keeping secrets; and it has never bothered me until now. I've kept many secrets that I've been comfortable with up until now. I've worked with Matteo before but we trained together and no one of either getting you that we trained together if anybody knew that we train together and we know how each one of us thinks I'll cover would be blown but he's made sure of that our cover wasn't blown full stop truth be told both gangs have made peace. They have called a truce and everybody is happy but the faction that Matteo runs has always had issues with the truce that was called. I have to phone up what they are looking for but I'm not going to say anything. Nobody knows that I have the full map except for Romano.I also wonder if Michelangelo knows that I have a full map of half of the map he was given because I made sure that I memorized it and I knew how to draw it out you read 50
Chapter 348MaxEver since Michelangelo said that my girlfriend could be part of a cover-up. I couldn't stop thinking and stop thinking about who the person I was going to marry was I wish it was less complicated but it wasn't this complicated it was more complicated than I thought because the person that I thought I was gonna marry turns out to be someone that I don't even know I don't even know who the person I've been sleeping with for the past couple of months is, I don't even know the person who I've felt like I've known my whole life is .I've said it before when I'm going to say it again there's never been a day that I can't remember ever not loving Ellie. She's been with me through a lot and I can't get over the fact that she was abducted right in front of qq eyes. I feel like I'm not in control or that I am powerless with things that I can control and things that are within my control I couldn't control.I could
Chapter 349ElliePlay many ways to decoy people like making them think something is when something is actually not you don't do it so people you care about but you totally will do it to your enemy I call that confusing the enemy. When someone knows how you think and how you operate, they are able to anticipate your next move and therefore they can intercept what was planned and turn around to make it look like everything you planned or everything you plan to do will ultimately fail because they know your next move.The first day of training was the hardest. After the first day everything is smooth sailing because you're starting to try and process the information but the information that you were given and all the challenges that were thrown at changes your way of thinking. How you respond can either help you to develop and grow or stunt your growth and you get into survival mode and there's nothing wrong with you
Chapter 350 Max As much as I don't want to admit it I love a good fight and I love it when the good guys win but in this case I have a fight that I have to fight l . The day before that day we decided to go and sneak into the Massa villa; I had to memorize The blueprints that Michelangelo had provided me with. Convincing Daniel to let me go in his place and do the total work wasn't that hard. I know that at some point I'm going to have to face off with my father and he's going to ask me to choose. I'm not ready to make that decision just yet. I want to be able to be given time to discern whether or not I want to pick my father over my family. I wouldn't do it for all the money in the world but there's no money offered. It's my family that I have to consider . Don't get me wrong ; I am so thankful that I have relationship with my father and I found out who my biological father is but it turns out that he also has a twin which makes things a bit more difficult because it was his twi
Chapter 351 Ellie I've never been afraid of anything will have appeared in the situation that things might go wrong if things go wrong will go wrong if things go right they will go right and if it's in between well things are going to go the way they're supposed to go and I should just take the punches as they come and roll with them. I'm trained to enjoy long waiting periods and torture but sometimes the torture isn't that sever and in this case a pivotal part with both games I'm playing a part where I am reading both of them but something feels a bit off something else felt off since I've been captured and I know for a fact that my friend is keeping something for me. Matteo had a tell tell sign he reads like a book and the only reason I've loved him and I still do to this day is that he is predictable unlike my fiance who is unpredictable because you can never know what Maxwell is thinking . If he was able to do what he did to me and put the blame on someone else without anyone