Chapter 348
Max
Ever since Michelangelo said that my girlfriend could be part of a cover-up. I couldn't stop thinking and stop thinking about who the person I was going to marry was I wish it was less complicated but it wasn't this complicated it was more complicated than I thought because the person that I thought I was gonna marry turns out to be someone that I don't even know I don't even know who the person I've been sleeping with for the past couple of months is, I don't even know the person who I've felt like I've known my whole life is .
I've said it before when I'm going to say it again there's never been a day that I can't remember ever not loving Ellie. She's been with me through a lot and I can't get over the fact that she was abducted right in front of qq eyes. I feel like I'm not in control or that I am powerless with things that I can control and things that are within my control I couldn't control.I could
Chapter 349ElliePlay many ways to decoy people like making them think something is when something is actually not you don't do it so people you care about but you totally will do it to your enemy I call that confusing the enemy. When someone knows how you think and how you operate, they are able to anticipate your next move and therefore they can intercept what was planned and turn around to make it look like everything you planned or everything you plan to do will ultimately fail because they know your next move.The first day of training was the hardest. After the first day everything is smooth sailing because you're starting to try and process the information but the information that you were given and all the challenges that were thrown at changes your way of thinking. How you respond can either help you to develop and grow or stunt your growth and you get into survival mode and there's nothing wrong with you
Chapter 350 Max As much as I don't want to admit it I love a good fight and I love it when the good guys win but in this case I have a fight that I have to fight l . The day before that day we decided to go and sneak into the Massa villa; I had to memorize The blueprints that Michelangelo had provided me with. Convincing Daniel to let me go in his place and do the total work wasn't that hard. I know that at some point I'm going to have to face off with my father and he's going to ask me to choose. I'm not ready to make that decision just yet. I want to be able to be given time to discern whether or not I want to pick my father over my family. I wouldn't do it for all the money in the world but there's no money offered. It's my family that I have to consider . Don't get me wrong ; I am so thankful that I have relationship with my father and I found out who my biological father is but it turns out that he also has a twin which makes things a bit more difficult because it was his twi
Chapter 351 Ellie I've never been afraid of anything will have appeared in the situation that things might go wrong if things go wrong will go wrong if things go right they will go right and if it's in between well things are going to go the way they're supposed to go and I should just take the punches as they come and roll with them. I'm trained to enjoy long waiting periods and torture but sometimes the torture isn't that sever and in this case a pivotal part with both games I'm playing a part where I am reading both of them but something feels a bit off something else felt off since I've been captured and I know for a fact that my friend is keeping something for me. Matteo had a tell tell sign he reads like a book and the only reason I've loved him and I still do to this day is that he is predictable unlike my fiance who is unpredictable because you can never know what Maxwell is thinking . If he was able to do what he did to me and put the blame on someone else without anyone
Chapter 352MaxwellThe best sneak attacks are the ones you never see coming. The more I think about it the more I think that sneak attacks are the most well thought out attacks. You have to know your victim, you have to know everything about your victim, it's like layering a cake. You know which layer goes first and you know how you have to cut the sponge cake. You can't love a cake when it's straight out of the oven you have to let it cool and you have to cut off the top piece so that you can get the shape of the cake and layered properly or shape it to the way the client wants it I'm not skilled at cooking but I got to spend some time with a baker while I was abroad. I wanted to learn how to make my fiance's favorite cake and in the end I wanted to learn how to make it so that I can surprise her and show her how talented I am . Even though I can't cook to save my life because I am horrible in the kitchen I really cook well when Ellie is a
Chapter 353 Ellie Last night was a very hectic night. I know how to process information and register shock where feelings are concerned. This time I couldn't tell the difference between whether I was processing what I was being told or was reacting from shock. All I knew was that my whole life has been a lie. My grandfather has never liked me hanging around anyone with the last name; Massa , come to think of it, I was never supposed to be friends with Matt. I believe in making connections with people and if you vibe with each other why not be friends regardless of what anybody says. When it comes to relationships I always say that; your friendship and relationship might not make sense to other people but as long as it makes sense to the both of you all the truth that you're with and they have your best interest at heart then I see no problem why you shouldn't pursue a relationship with someone who's going to be there for you and the whole world is turning against. Matteo has alwa
Chapter 354MaxI don't trust people easily. I've never trusted anyone. The only person I've ever trusted was either myself or God. I can never let myself down about how hard I try and even though I've made mistakes in the past I'm trying to make up for them and I'm trying to be a better person the last thing I want is to be caught in the middle of a war that I didn't start and since I didn't listen to My father when he gave me warning signs about the people that I was working for I need to make the most of the situation that I'm in. I also trust God because he has never let me down, he's always helped me and he has shown me that he can work miracles when I least expect it.I know that there's always a chance for redemption after you've messed up and I'm trying to make up for all the wrong things I've done but the first thing I need to focus on is saving my fiance. I want to be the kind of man that you fell in love with
Chapter 355 Ellie There was some sort of rebirth that takes place when you start rediscovering yourself. It's like a whole new world that you didn't know existed . In some way you could call it a phase of rediscovery.I've said it before that I knew who I was and where was coming from but right now it feels as if I need to figure out who the hell am I and what my other half in tears because I know that I have a child born of love and I'm a combination of my parents love. I knew something was off when my grandfather didn't treat me the way he treated my cousin you always treated me like I was an outsider and I always had to prove myself to him even when I was more successful and what of my businesses were thriving he only said well done good on you he hasn't never prayed me or acknowledged my accomplishments and that indirectly hurts and I couldn't figure out why I wasn't his favorite though he claimed that I was he didn't treat me fairly and it showed in his actions because he's a M
Chapter 356 Max Axel doesn't only belong to me and Ellie , he's part of a network of strong people and a family that is strong . I couldn't quite figure out how there was a connection with Claudio and Eleanor until I saw him . When you first meet someone you don't notice a lot of things until you get older and recognise the same traits that are the same as their parents . It's like programming just authentic to that specific person and it can't be replicated; no one can replicate Axel . Although he has my blood and his mother's blood flowing through his veins he is own person and given the way share the same birthdate as him we might be cut from the same cloth but at the end of the day he is mine and I am his and together we are a family with his mother that I'm trying to get to which is proving to be a mission and a half because I thought that I was going straight to go see Ellie, but it turns out that I have to meet her father first her real father not her father f
Chapter 374 Ellie I locked eyes with him, placed my spoon down, I placed both the palms of my hands on either side of his jaw and kissed him. "I have always had the fear of you leaving me and us not getting back together again. We almost lost it all but we fought to get to every year and I don't want us to not be with each other and have each other's backs when we're down. I know that sometimes our Lives can get hectic and thank you for forgiving me for what I did with Matteo. We both don't want to risk losing the people we loved and it seems as if Paulina is in love with you." "That may be true but my heart belongs to you I love you and I will never stop loving you you went when I was with other people I could think about was you so we also have something that we did together in that binds us so nice and I will never forget the day that we had our binding rooms done together at the same tattoo parlor. That was one of the best days of my life because you admitted strawberry ice cr
Chapter 373 Ellie I've been in pain before both emotionally and physically but combined it's a different kind of pain. Pain has levels that transcends by either triggers or events that trigger the same sensation that you felt before. It's like seasonal trauma but on a bigger scale because you feel it physically and you also feel that emotionally and no matter how hard you try not to feel like you always end up feeling it because it's meant to be felt. I always said that if you have torrents for paying you can tolerate anything, any blow that hits you or any fall that you suffer. I didn't expect what would happen. It wasn't supposed to happen if I had just said that I wasn't pregnant and just kept quiet and walked away instead of letting my ego get the better of me. I had to help my territory. Paulina needed to know that what she was doing was wrong. I already admitted to wrongdoing by trying to stop her friendship with my fiance from blooming because I was afraid of losing him
Chapter 372 Max By the time we made it to the hospital we had to enter another section of the hospital which was in the main entrance. I was a betting man. I'd say that these people have sections of hospitals everywhere they have wings .even when I traveled abroad with Daniel he had to go see a friend of his who was involved in a shooting that he wasn't supposed to be involved in and the level of security clearance was out of this world I had never seen security clearance like that and me being a football player which of course I'd need to get back to playing football our security clearance is nothing compared to the security clearance these guys have to get you have to be identified you have to know that you will be searched and the people that are searching you have to know that you're coming so for me to be tagging along with Fabio was a miracle. As soon as we walked in we were offered something to eat and drink but I don't have the first to drink anything in all the appetite
Chapter 371 Max have you ever been connected to someone so much so that you know that when something is wrong you can feel it in your blood bones and everything including your soul and you wonder if it might be something good or might be something bad or maybe it's just your mind playing tricks on you but I believe that when you are connected with someone and you've created love with someone you can feel when something is a bit off or something is wrong and in my case I did feel that something was off when I got taken away all of the sudden when I organised a meeting between Romano and Claudio. however understand reason why it happened but what I don't understand is the way I'm feeling right now because if you deserve the right has been pulled out from under me and I don't know how to react how to respond or 38 I don't know how you feel because I cannot comprehend how I feel everything was going ok I knew that the person that I loved and my loved ones are ok but all of the sudden t
Chapter 370MaxwellI don't like being hurt preferably I would love to do the hair thing because I know that I I'm getting something out of it I'm getting cathartic experience but the only thing I like getting as a punching bag which of course I love hurting because it doesn't fight back and it's just there for me to take out my frustration but when somebody takes out their frustration when you turn extent it's called abuse if you allow it to happen on a constant basis but in this case it wasn't to be my best friend who I really appreciate right now and I am happy and Proud to call a friend.I have to say that he pulled a number on me I'm in pain and I'm recovering from The Blues that he told me to make it look like I was involved in an attack this guy's a professional at what he does and I didn't have any makeup so he made it look like it was very young and I have been coming for a little while I don't know how he does it but he's a genius and I'm thinking that Daniel bought the fact
Chapter 369 Ellie The worst thing about setting up a meeting is if the person who set up the meeting doesn't pitch for the meeting and were civil and swine you know that the meeting is very important to both parties because it has to do with me marrying someone who requested for a meeting that I so wanted and now he's not here to eat the fruits of his labor. I'm still confused as to why Maxwell decided to have cold feet and not come to the party he's not the type of guy to chicken out of something that he said that he would do he's always been dependable and he's always been directed deliberate and intentional so for him to do what he did at a very important time of my life and at a time when I needed him the most is sort of out of character because it's not the guy that I've come to know and it's not the man that I thought and mind you thought being the operative word I was going to marry. I had to focus on the positives if I was still confused at how things had turned out and if
Chapter 368Max I'd like to believe that I'm not a skeptic but that would be lying. I know for a fact that I am a skeptical person because sometimes people don't always tell the truth, sometimes they just do and they sometimes make it into something that they want you to believe. There are always three sides to a story. I will say that there's always four sides to every story, there's the part that you hear, there's the part that the other person has to tell, the part that people believe is their own opinion of the truth and then the one that balances all is the real truth. When somebody says something it is always right to ask the person that they are talking about if what you heard was true if you don't it means that you choose to believe the truth that the other person who's lying told you and then you have to either verify the truth or believe the truth or someone else's version of the truth instead of hearing it from the horse's mouth. Deep down I knew for a fact that Matteo Ma
Chapter 367 Ellie If there's one thing that I don't want and one thing I don't want to go through again is the same hurt that I felt when Maxwell left me. You can love someone and give your all in a relationship but if the trust is not there then there's something that's missing people often say they trust is like a plate once you break it you can't put it back together but I beg to differ because once you break a plate it's up to you if you sweep up the pieces burn them making your plate it's ceramic for crying out loud so why would you not want to fix what was once broken and see if this person is capable of changing because everyone is capable of change if they want to change and if they are changing for the right person because if someone refuses to change they can actually limit the growth I always say a person who doesn't want to change as like a stagnant water , if doesn't move it can harbor filth. Water like blood is a life force. It's constantly moving and it's constantly
Chapter 366Maxyou know very well when you're about to go play a match whatever you have is enough to get you through the performance, whatever you wear and what every feeling you have means. I normally work through the nerves and of the times that I've been nervous my go-to thought all my go to safe place has always been the person that I want to marry and it turned out to be the person that I am engaged to right now. I've had nerves and I've had instances where I don't feel confident about the game I'm going to play but the only way to beat that is to have safe thoughts recently it has been only my son and my fiance but now I've got more things to think about than the usual soccer game and a performance that I have to put on. This is one of those days when I am not supposed to put on a performance because if I couldn't performance they are going to pick it up and if I act all weird they are still going to pick it up so the only thing to do is to act normal around both men who are