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2022-07-08 06:17:52Chapter 354
Max
I don't trust people easily. I've never trusted anyone. The only person I've ever trusted was either myself or God. I can never let myself down about how hard I try and even though I've made mistakes in the past I'm trying to make up for them and I'm trying to be a better person the last thing I want is to be caught in the middle of a war that I didn't start and since I didn't listen to My father when he gave me warning signs about the people that I was working for I need to make the most of the situation that I'm in. I also trust God because he has never let me down, he's always helped me and he has shown me that he can work miracles when I least expect it.
I know that there's always a chance for redemption after you've messed up and I'm trying to make up for all the wrong things I've done but the first thing I need to focus on is saving my fiance. I want to be the kind of man that you fell in love with
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