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Homeground Advantage - By KC MMUOE Chapter 328
Chapter 328Ellie I need a break. I need to get away and forget that I had an ex fiance who thinks that everything that's going on wrong in his life is my fault none of this is anyone's fault but his. He was the one who messed up his own life. I can't forgive a lot because I'm not perfect either but the one thing that I struggle to move on and let go of is the fact that I've been fighting for someone who doesn't love me. He doesn't love me and I don't think we are meant to be because if we did then he wouldn't have said what he said to me ,and somehow his heart would tell him that she's the one you asked to marry . I know that he's lost his memory and all sense of who he is but he's starting to remember stuff or he wouldn't have gone to the gym and worked out. If he remembers how to work out then he could remember other things but again I think that's wishful thinking on my part because I have to make peace with the fact that the man I thought I knew is a man that I don't know. Befor
Last Updated : 2022-05-08Homeground Advantage - By KC MMUOE Chapter 329
Chapter 329MaxI don't know why I feel so bad. I just can't connect the dots and it's getting to a point where I'm getting frustrated and I'm getting impatient that I cannot seem to connect with anything or anyone except for my baby boy. I'm also friends with the doctor which is beyond cool because they can keep an eye on me and if he sees any improvements maybe I can go out and be the person I used to be but at the moment I'm sitting still until I can remember something . The one thing that has come back is my ability to build momentum, run and workout for long periods of time. I'm just happy that I can remember how to do something that I used to do and hopefully that's a good sign because I really want to remember everything about my life , bad or good maybe cringe-worthy but I want to remember everything. I can't stop thinking about what I did yesterday and how I made someone feel. I want to make someone feel good and I don't want to be mean to anyone but it seems like I need to
Last Updated : 2022-05-09Homeground Advantage - By KC MMUOE Chapter 330
Chapter 330 Ellie I have a theory about darkness. There are different types of darkness does the darkness that we are Led into and then there is the darkness that is within us because through every good there is bad and very bad there is good so that in turn creates a balance if they are young fairy however there is the darkness within ourselves that we need to get comfortable with because if you are not comfortable with your own darkness how else are you ever going to get comfortable with the light . We aren't all perfect and even though he seem to appear perfect we all have demons we have to fight on a daily basis and we all have voices in our heads that irritate the living daylights out of us full stop no matter how many times you tell that voice to shut up it won't shut up until it's gotten its message across . There's a line from my favourite song that I love. I can't remember who the artist was. They had written a song about; staying with the one you love no matter how hard
Last Updated : 2022-05-10Homeground Advantage - By KC MMUOE chapter 331
Chapter 331MaxI don't like triggers, they trigger other things that trigger the things that create a domino effect. In all honesty, I think I love domino effects that expose a lot of things but my favorite domino effect is the domino effect that after everything has fallen or everything has been knocked down a beautiful picture is unveiled so basically not all domino effects are bad some can be good with some can be quite revealing. In my case, some of my memories came back and I remembered part of who I was and I felt as if I was in the wrong place. The result wasn't a real home I started remembering All The homes of the nun and everywhere I've lived what's funny about remembering where you live is you remember who you were with and what you were doing at that specific point in time; for some people, it might take us and it might take seeing a picture or looking into someone's eyes and remembering who you are and why you are with that specific person but for me, it took my ex-fia
Last Updated : 2022-05-11Homeground Advantage - By KC MMUOE chapter 332
Chapter 332 Ellie I don't like picking up heavy things. The last thing I needed was home to pull this stunt he did and I know for a fact that Tobias is going through a lot of things right now and the last thing I want to do to Toby is to interrupt him when he's got family problems to sort out. He was Maxwell's minder but since Maxwell decided that it was okay to overdose and the result of his actions resulted in him losing part of who he was and now that he hasn't self back which is a good thing I'm not stuck with having to drag him to the lounge and try to at least put him on the couch. Fabio is also off on assignment which only leaves me with; Daniel who was busy, at the hospital checking to see if everything is run in order and all his patients are doing okay and Raphael being knocked out cold by his son who's knocked himself out cold but trying to speed up the process of remembering who he is. Trying to do too much too quickly or trying to speed up the process that needs time
Last Updated : 2022-05-12Homeground Advantage - By KC MMUOE Chapter 333
Chapter 333Max If there's one thing that I hate it's my own body betraying me. I was sure that I was going to get the answers that I needed and breaking into my own house was nothing short of exciting because I knew where everything was because I remembered how to get into my own house. The part that I don't remember was my now ex-fiance owning a gun. I do however remember her shooting me and I am still recovering from that injury. I don't know who to trust. I don't want to end up trusting someone and then have my trust betrayed the one thing that I don't want and I don't want to do things for the sake of doing an answer to break off my engagement with my ex-fiance because I don't want to have food you don't feel I wanted to know that the feelings I had were real and that we did happen. Recovery gives you time to get everything you need to get in order and when it happens with your memory it's like a movie of your life. When you wake up you become reborn again but you don't have e
Last Updated : 2022-05-13Homeground Advantage - By KC MMUOE Chapter 334
Chapter 334Cleo We have a couple of lost out on the spoken in the gun but you do know that once you accepted into the gang there's no way out the only way out is …basically there's no way out. You choose your battles you choose your side and you stick to it where lines are drawn you need to know which side you fit in best and who will be your family for life it's not as hectic as people make it out to be a cyst that you need to know where you belong and turns of sides. If you are a free agent and you are working for a company and nabbed by someone who works for the enemy then your main task is to not get discovered. Carlo has always supported Angela and so has sprained and it came as no surprise when I got an invite from both Carlo and Angelo to come to their parties. I can't say no because both of them are like my brothers and they are also good friends. Brent had always had my back too but I needed to keep my guard up at all times. Last week was a mess full stop in between my ex-f
Last Updated : 2022-05-14Homeground Advantage - By KC MMUOE Chapter 335
Chapter 335Max I think that I've been cheated on before, my memory is a bit foggy but I can remember everything I've been through with Ellie. I was lucky to have her, and I still am. Before she left there was something in me that switched on. I wanted to go through her stuff because I didn't know how to handle the guilt I was feeling. When I saw the condoms I just lost my cool. Everything started coming back to me and even the moment I gave Ellie the condoms for safekeeping. I wanted to use them until I was sure I was going to be a good father and not cheat on her. I remembered everything as soon as I calm down and he was telling the truth I was the one who was being skeptical and before she left she told me that she would be back to come to get ready and then she would be gone full stop and which in that time that she goes to the party and the time that she comes back it will be a very long time. If I didn't have an answer as to what the nature of our relationship was or is rig
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Chapter 373 Ellie I've been in pain before both emotionally and physically but combined it's a different kind of pain. Pain has levels that transcends by either triggers or events that trigger the same sensation that you felt before. It's like seasonal trauma but on a bigger scale because you feel it physically and you also feel that emotionally and no matter how hard you try not to feel like you always end up feeling it because it's meant to be felt. I always said that if you have torrents for paying you can tolerate anything, any blow that hits you or any fall that you suffer. I didn't expect what would happen. It wasn't supposed to happen if I had just said that I wasn't pregnant and just kept quiet and walked away instead of letting my ego get the better of me. I had to help my territory. Paulina needed to know that what she was doing was wrong. I already admitted to wrongdoing by trying to stop her friendship with my fiance from blooming because I was afraid of losing him
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Chapter 372 Max By the time we made it to the hospital we had to enter another section of the hospital which was in the main entrance. I was a betting man. I'd say that these people have sections of hospitals everywhere they have wings .even when I traveled abroad with Daniel he had to go see a friend of his who was involved in a shooting that he wasn't supposed to be involved in and the level of security clearance was out of this world I had never seen security clearance like that and me being a football player which of course I'd need to get back to playing football our security clearance is nothing compared to the security clearance these guys have to get you have to be identified you have to know that you will be searched and the people that are searching you have to know that you're coming so for me to be tagging along with Fabio was a miracle. As soon as we walked in we were offered something to eat and drink but I don't have the first to drink anything in all the appetite
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Chapter 371 Max have you ever been connected to someone so much so that you know that when something is wrong you can feel it in your blood bones and everything including your soul and you wonder if it might be something good or might be something bad or maybe it's just your mind playing tricks on you but I believe that when you are connected with someone and you've created love with someone you can feel when something is a bit off or something is wrong and in my case I did feel that something was off when I got taken away all of the sudden when I organised a meeting between Romano and Claudio. however understand reason why it happened but what I don't understand is the way I'm feeling right now because if you deserve the right has been pulled out from under me and I don't know how to react how to respond or 38 I don't know how you feel because I cannot comprehend how I feel everything was going ok I knew that the person that I loved and my loved ones are ok but all of the sudden t
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Chapter 370MaxwellI don't like being hurt preferably I would love to do the hair thing because I know that I I'm getting something out of it I'm getting cathartic experience but the only thing I like getting as a punching bag which of course I love hurting because it doesn't fight back and it's just there for me to take out my frustration but when somebody takes out their frustration when you turn extent it's called abuse if you allow it to happen on a constant basis but in this case it wasn't to be my best friend who I really appreciate right now and I am happy and Proud to call a friend.I have to say that he pulled a number on me I'm in pain and I'm recovering from The Blues that he told me to make it look like I was involved in an attack this guy's a professional at what he does and I didn't have any makeup so he made it look like it was very young and I have been coming for a little while I don't know how he does it but he's a genius and I'm thinking that Daniel bought the fact
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Chapter 369 Ellie The worst thing about setting up a meeting is if the person who set up the meeting doesn't pitch for the meeting and were civil and swine you know that the meeting is very important to both parties because it has to do with me marrying someone who requested for a meeting that I so wanted and now he's not here to eat the fruits of his labor. I'm still confused as to why Maxwell decided to have cold feet and not come to the party he's not the type of guy to chicken out of something that he said that he would do he's always been dependable and he's always been directed deliberate and intentional so for him to do what he did at a very important time of my life and at a time when I needed him the most is sort of out of character because it's not the guy that I've come to know and it's not the man that I thought and mind you thought being the operative word I was going to marry. I had to focus on the positives if I was still confused at how things had turned out and if
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Chapter 368Max I'd like to believe that I'm not a skeptic but that would be lying. I know for a fact that I am a skeptical person because sometimes people don't always tell the truth, sometimes they just do and they sometimes make it into something that they want you to believe. There are always three sides to a story. I will say that there's always four sides to every story, there's the part that you hear, there's the part that the other person has to tell, the part that people believe is their own opinion of the truth and then the one that balances all is the real truth. When somebody says something it is always right to ask the person that they are talking about if what you heard was true if you don't it means that you choose to believe the truth that the other person who's lying told you and then you have to either verify the truth or believe the truth or someone else's version of the truth instead of hearing it from the horse's mouth. Deep down I knew for a fact that Matteo Ma
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Homeground Advantage - By KC MMUOE Chapter 366
Chapter 366Maxyou know very well when you're about to go play a match whatever you have is enough to get you through the performance, whatever you wear and what every feeling you have means. I normally work through the nerves and of the times that I've been nervous my go-to thought all my go to safe place has always been the person that I want to marry and it turned out to be the person that I am engaged to right now. I've had nerves and I've had instances where I don't feel confident about the game I'm going to play but the only way to beat that is to have safe thoughts recently it has been only my son and my fiance but now I've got more things to think about than the usual soccer game and a performance that I have to put on. This is one of those days when I am not supposed to put on a performance because if I couldn't performance they are going to pick it up and if I act all weird they are still going to pick it up so the only thing to do is to act normal around both men who are
