Chapter 351
Max
I've always had trust issues. They don't stem from childhood traumas but they stem from being betrayed by people that I've loved and cared for for the longest of times. I know that I should be treating my fiance with the utmost love care and respect and I should also be trusting her fully because if I didn't trust her I wouldn't have asked her to marry me. It's funny because she's the one who got hurt and got left by the man who saw up and down that he loved her and then she still put everything aside and trust me enough to let me in and be a man in her life.
When Ellie walked in with Axel; my heart did numerous somersaults and I also breathed a sigh of relief because I thought that she was in danger and she was being followed by someone that shouldn't know and it turns out that it was one of Daniel's men. I have to accept at some point that Daniel is going to be a part of our live
Chapter 252Ellie I don't like lying. That doesn't mean that I've never lied before no have I ever forced to eat myself out of a sticky situation ,I have lied before and I've sugar coated the truth before but; a lie is a lie is a lie. There are people that you can lie to and there are people that you should tell the full extent of the truth to . There is also a difference between being deceitful and omitting information that someone needs to know . Being in a relationship with a soccer player is stressful enough . About myself when Maxwell left me that I will never ever be in a relationship with a sportsman ever again but look where I am right now I'm in a relationship with a sportsman who doesn't want to be with me because of the colour of my skin. I've tried to make sense of what he was saying and why he was saying it but I just can't come up with a good enough reason why , he wasn't truthful to me. I can't change the colour of my skin neit
Chapter 253Max There are times when you think you're alright and you've got control over everything that goes on in your life and how things will turn out if something goes wrong. Then there are days when I feel like you're losing grip and you can't control how things come out or how things turn out in the long run. Every action has a reaction but in this case every action is causing problems within my relationship. I love being in a relationship with Ellie , and just to be clear the colour of your skin has never been an issue for me I've always been colour-blind and I loved her soul first before her colour was a factor to some people who think that I am much better off with someone the same skin colour as me . I knew that I had messed up when she overheard my father and me talking via the baby monitor and it was a mistake that I had no control over when I made it. I told bother about what was going on and the full truth about my girlfriend's in colour being
Chapter 254 Max Ellie turned around to look at me and she looked visibly tired and I couldn't imagine how she was feeling physically. She took a deep breath and swallowed hard. I was still swollen from the crying she was doing and it was with good reason and I hated the fact that I was the one who caused so much pain." You are able to speak to strangers in a way that you cannot speak to me. I asked you I patiently asked you if there was anything but you wanted to tell me the other day , and no matter how brutal or how hurtful maybe I needed you to tell me."" I was going to tell you ."" No you were not . I know we've been both busy with everything that has been going on. I know that I was supposed to take your side with the captaincy issue was concerned but it would make me look like I'm supporting you because I'm your girlfriend.""No you're my fiance. I expected you to take my side it doesn't matter if I'm wrong or right an
Chapter 255ElliAs far as weekends go this has been the most weirdest and upsetting. It was weird in the sense that; for the first time in a long time I felt that I was sleeping next to a stranger and not the man I loved. I spent the rest of the weekend recovering from what had happened the day before which wasn't nice. There's a difference between knowing where you are emotionally and not knowing wants to feel because someone made choices for you that you were supposed to make for yourself. Max called me unfair for not telling him that I knew what was going on with regards to the racial profiling and the racial slurs he had been sent through his social media and other forms of communication . I know that he's been having a difficult time with regards to putting out fires and I'm no stranger to putting out fires because in all honesty he is not the first guy I have dated out of the my colour line . From a young age has been told to look at source a
Chapter 356Ellie"I'm sorry I take that back. " " You're forgiven. " " Then can you please see the effort I'm putting in. I'm trying to be as open as I can be and I'm trying to share good news with you. This is already been an emotionally taxing weekend I couldn't see for the past couple of nights I understand why you had to do what you had to do because of today's game."I drank water is left with my water and put the bottle into the recycle bin for plastic. I at behind one of the bar stools by the kitchen counter where Max was and I looked him straight in the eye."I'm not your ex. I don't know how many times I need to tell you that I will not do what she did to you . No one should go through what you went through.My Heart aches for you sometimes cause I understand the kind of pain you've gone through . "Max or removed his apron, because it was done plating the food and putting the dishes in the dishwashe
Chapter 257 Max There are mornings when I feel like I need a break from work. I actually have mornings when I feel like I need a break from my life and I just need to breathe stop and smell the roses. I get to stop and small Cross because I'm a soccer player and I kick a ball for a living and what's nice about it is that it's something I've always been passionate about. It's an honour and privilege to wake up every morning and do what you love. I knew that ; the following week was going to be a very long week. I wanted to make sure that I was mentally prepared and ready for what was to come. And you are at miss somebody will much time and I wanted to get some game time this week and in order to do that I had to put in 110 percent in everything that I did and that included making sure that I give my all . That meant that every running drill I did had to be perfect and every meeting that had to do with pe
Chapter 258 " No. I usually love to control that part of me." " You know you remind me of my brother and swim anyways because he does exercise a high degree of self-control but he has his habits and his habits are really weighing him down. He thinks that we don't know that he has an addiction and he's made a good job of keeping it from the people he loves , but my sister and I have known ." " I've been there before ,and place to be because when you get addicted to something and it becomes sort of like a dependency you can't live without it you constantly have to have that substance or drug before you do anything I mean my previous Club where I was Captain I walked away reluctantly because I was using narcotics just to get through each day because I didn't love what I was doing and then I'm at met my girlfriend. " " Ellie is a sweetheart you are a lucky man. She is good friends with my sister's friend and she never not once used my past against me when I did my tr
chapter 259EllieI'm glad that things are starting to look up for Max and I . we've both been through the most with regards to keeping things together. I woke up earlier this morning to avoid talking to him because I just didn't want to talk about anything more specifically I don't want to talk about work. Brent and I have been working together and together we've been doing a great job. I didn't want to spend money on a psychologist when Brent is more than qualified to get the job done . In the long run we will get someone but for now I'm fine with us working together. Maxwell has been seeing Brent with regards to him working on his mental state. I guess his fine because he hasn't lost it at anyone thrown stuff at anyone or , throttled anyone out of the blue out of anger. I was supposed to be going on a lunch date with Max or later on today and couldn't wait. I haven't seen him all day and some time away from everything and everyone wo