Chapter 257 Max There are mornings when I feel like I need a break from work. I actually have mornings when I feel like I need a break from my life and I just need to breathe stop and smell the roses. I get to stop and small Cross because I'm a soccer player and I kick a ball for a living and what's nice about it is that it's something I've always been passionate about. It's an honour and privilege to wake up every morning and do what you love. I knew that ; the following week was going to be a very long week. I wanted to make sure that I was mentally prepared and ready for what was to come. And you are at miss somebody will much time and I wanted to get some game time this week and in order to do that I had to put in 110 percent in everything that I did and that included making sure that I give my all . That meant that every running drill I did had to be perfect and every meeting that had to do with pe
Chapter 258 " No. I usually love to control that part of me." " You know you remind me of my brother and swim anyways because he does exercise a high degree of self-control but he has his habits and his habits are really weighing him down. He thinks that we don't know that he has an addiction and he's made a good job of keeping it from the people he loves , but my sister and I have known ." " I've been there before ,and place to be because when you get addicted to something and it becomes sort of like a dependency you can't live without it you constantly have to have that substance or drug before you do anything I mean my previous Club where I was Captain I walked away reluctantly because I was using narcotics just to get through each day because I didn't love what I was doing and then I'm at met my girlfriend. " " Ellie is a sweetheart you are a lucky man. She is good friends with my sister's friend and she never not once used my past against me when I did my tr
chapter 259EllieI'm glad that things are starting to look up for Max and I . we've both been through the most with regards to keeping things together. I woke up earlier this morning to avoid talking to him because I just didn't want to talk about anything more specifically I don't want to talk about work. Brent and I have been working together and together we've been doing a great job. I didn't want to spend money on a psychologist when Brent is more than qualified to get the job done . In the long run we will get someone but for now I'm fine with us working together. Maxwell has been seeing Brent with regards to him working on his mental state. I guess his fine because he hasn't lost it at anyone thrown stuff at anyone or , throttled anyone out of the blue out of anger. I was supposed to be going on a lunch date with Max or later on today and couldn't wait. I haven't seen him all day and some time away from everything and everyone wo
Ellie" you can't punish me for anything I'm not a kid what you can do is be angry about something else and hopefully find some conflict resolution with the impasse that you created. That is what adults do more specifically couples . "" oh please don't psychobabble me."" I'm not doing that ." I could see Max waiting towards the entrance to the lockers downstairs. he did sound angry and he was being sarcastic towards me it was a clear indication that I did something wrong that I wasn't aware of." You are or do you need a second opinion from Brent . "I was still confused and I wasn't about to try and figure out what was wrong and why you was acting the way he was acting because he was all loving and caring and doing boyfriend stuff then the next moment he was sort of acting jealous . throughout the conversation I kept on asking myself if I was doomed to be in relationships with guys that get jealous all the time for things that a
Chapter 261Max Brent is a cool guy and I am privileged to call him a friend and a doctor . I can see why my father likes him now because he is a good judge of character and it was right about Brent. David I'm also starting to think that she was right about the woman I wanted to marry who decided to give me my engagement ring back and further break My heart by not telling me everything that I needed to know.Ellie knows everything about me and my work . I don't know anything about her job and the stuff She owns, all the companies she owns part of and what she does. All I know is that ; she chose to keep stuff from me and that makes me so mad . I've always treated people fairly and I've always been just in my judgement, but lately I think that my jealousy is taking over. I knew that Ellie was looking forward to lunch, I was looking forward to lunch too and I wanted to surprise her with a picnic but I cancelled the picnic box after I fou
Chapter 262MaxI flashed back to this weekend when Ellie locked me out and then when she eventually came out she told me that she was calling off our engagement. My heart is still breaking from what happened and I thought that you were going to sort everything out this afternoon but I called off lunch which brings me back to square one." I'm not saying like Dexter. I didn't push her down the stairs and do anything to hurt her. I didn't even manipulate her to the point where she didn't know who she was without me. I don't know who I am without her and the scary part is that she called off her engagement which is the first step to calling off a relationship."" You can't call off a relationship. The only thing you can do is develop the relationship and make sure that everything you do together coincides with you being a Team. I've never seen her. I just saw her this afternoon. She's willing to try and the last person she was like this
Chapter 263EllieIt was a point in your life or just before your eyes and you don't know what to do or how to react. The only response your body can give is either flight, fight freeze mode and I have a tendency of switching into freeze mode and then fight mode and then flight. I don't think anybody's reaction goes in the order that it is textbook wires but the beverage truck almost hitting me was a wake-up call that I needed to get my life back in order. The only thing that happened was my mango juice pulling all over my car and on my phone which had switched off. I needed to pack as quickly as I could and the only place I knew that the estate was near enough so that I could do everything that I needed to do; stop by at home and wait for Daniel to drive over the lake house. As soon as I arrived at the estate I entered the house and ran upstairs, into the bathroom, and threw cold water on my face. I needed to get my head in the game because Romano
chapter 264Ellie"I'm not and she's the one who won't stop obsessing over me I've tried everything I've tried telling her that she's a hard limit that I've got a son and that I don't want anything more than friendship but it doesn't register to her it doesn't click to her that I'm just not that into her the way she wants me to be into her if I'm making sense? "I stopped what I was doing and I rolled my eyes at Maxwell. I knew that would irritate him but I did it anyway because I was annoyed at the fact that he didn't see that Paulina was doing what she was doing on purpose and her plan was just to cause trouble in our family."Why didn't you tell me that she called you from our house the day before we had the health scare with regards to Axel and the day before you were due for your hearing? "" Ok fine I see where we are going with this; you had a lot going on when Axel was sick and so did I. Building a committed friendship s