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ElliAs far as weekends go this has been the most weirdest and upsetting. It was weird in the sense that; for the first time in a long time I felt that I was sleeping next to a stranger and not the man I loved. I spent the rest of the weekend recovering from what had happened the day before which wasn't nice. There's a difference between knowing where you are emotionally and not knowing wants to feel because someone made choices for you that you were supposed to make for yourself.Max called me unfair for not telling him that I knew what was going on with regards to the racial profiling and the racial slurs he had been sent through his social media and other forms of communication . I know that he's been having a difficult time with regards to putting out fires and I'm no stranger to putting out fires because in all honesty he is not the first guy I have dated out of the my colour line . From a young age has been told to look at source aRelated chapters
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Chapter 356Ellie"I'm sorry I take that back. " " You're forgiven. " " Then can you please see the effort I'm putting in. I'm trying to be as open as I can be and I'm trying to share good news with you. This is already been an emotionally taxing weekend I couldn't see for the past couple of nights I understand why you had to do what you had to do because of today's game."I drank water is left with my water and put the bottle into the recycle bin for plastic. I at behind one of the bar stools by the kitchen counter where Max was and I looked him straight in the eye."I'm not your ex. I don't know how many times I need to tell you that I will not do what she did to you . No one should go through what you went through.My Heart aches for you sometimes cause I understand the kind of pain you've gone through . "Max or removed his apron, because it was done plating the food and putting the dishes in the dishwashe
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Chapter 258 " No. I usually love to control that part of me." " You know you remind me of my brother and swim anyways because he does exercise a high degree of self-control but he has his habits and his habits are really weighing him down. He thinks that we don't know that he has an addiction and he's made a good job of keeping it from the people he loves , but my sister and I have known ." " I've been there before ,and place to be because when you get addicted to something and it becomes sort of like a dependency you can't live without it you constantly have to have that substance or drug before you do anything I mean my previous Club where I was Captain I walked away reluctantly because I was using narcotics just to get through each day because I didn't love what I was doing and then I'm at met my girlfriend. " " Ellie is a sweetheart you are a lucky man. She is good friends with my sister's friend and she never not once used my past against me when I did my tr
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chapter 259EllieI'm glad that things are starting to look up for Max and I . we've both been through the most with regards to keeping things together. I woke up earlier this morning to avoid talking to him because I just didn't want to talk about anything more specifically I don't want to talk about work. Brent and I have been working together and together we've been doing a great job. I didn't want to spend money on a psychologist when Brent is more than qualified to get the job done . In the long run we will get someone but for now I'm fine with us working together. Maxwell has been seeing Brent with regards to him working on his mental state. I guess his fine because he hasn't lost it at anyone thrown stuff at anyone or , throttled anyone out of the blue out of anger. I was supposed to be going on a lunch date with Max or later on today and couldn't wait. I haven't seen him all day and some time away from everything and everyone wo
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Ellie" you can't punish me for anything I'm not a kid what you can do is be angry about something else and hopefully find some conflict resolution with the impasse that you created. That is what adults do more specifically couples . "" oh please don't psychobabble me."" I'm not doing that ." I could see Max waiting towards the entrance to the lockers downstairs. he did sound angry and he was being sarcastic towards me it was a clear indication that I did something wrong that I wasn't aware of." You are or do you need a second opinion from Brent . "I was still confused and I wasn't about to try and figure out what was wrong and why you was acting the way he was acting because he was all loving and caring and doing boyfriend stuff then the next moment he was sort of acting jealous . throughout the conversation I kept on asking myself if I was doomed to be in relationships with guys that get jealous all the time for things that a
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Chapter 261Max Brent is a cool guy and I am privileged to call him a friend and a doctor . I can see why my father likes him now because he is a good judge of character and it was right about Brent. David I'm also starting to think that she was right about the woman I wanted to marry who decided to give me my engagement ring back and further break My heart by not telling me everything that I needed to know.Ellie knows everything about me and my work . I don't know anything about her job and the stuff She owns, all the companies she owns part of and what she does. All I know is that ; she chose to keep stuff from me and that makes me so mad . I've always treated people fairly and I've always been just in my judgement, but lately I think that my jealousy is taking over. I knew that Ellie was looking forward to lunch, I was looking forward to lunch too and I wanted to surprise her with a picnic but I cancelled the picnic box after I fou
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Chapter 262MaxI flashed back to this weekend when Ellie locked me out and then when she eventually came out she told me that she was calling off our engagement. My heart is still breaking from what happened and I thought that you were going to sort everything out this afternoon but I called off lunch which brings me back to square one." I'm not saying like Dexter. I didn't push her down the stairs and do anything to hurt her. I didn't even manipulate her to the point where she didn't know who she was without me. I don't know who I am without her and the scary part is that she called off her engagement which is the first step to calling off a relationship."" You can't call off a relationship. The only thing you can do is develop the relationship and make sure that everything you do together coincides with you being a Team. I've never seen her. I just saw her this afternoon. She's willing to try and the last person she was like this
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Chapter 263EllieIt was a point in your life or just before your eyes and you don't know what to do or how to react. The only response your body can give is either flight, fight freeze mode and I have a tendency of switching into freeze mode and then fight mode and then flight. I don't think anybody's reaction goes in the order that it is textbook wires but the beverage truck almost hitting me was a wake-up call that I needed to get my life back in order. The only thing that happened was my mango juice pulling all over my car and on my phone which had switched off. I needed to pack as quickly as I could and the only place I knew that the estate was near enough so that I could do everything that I needed to do; stop by at home and wait for Daniel to drive over the lake house. As soon as I arrived at the estate I entered the house and ran upstairs, into the bathroom, and threw cold water on my face. I needed to get my head in the game because Romano
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Chapter 366Maxyou know very well when you're about to go play a match whatever you have is enough to get you through the performance, whatever you wear and what every feeling you have means. I normally work through the nerves and of the times that I've been nervous my go-to thought all my go to safe place has always been the person that I want to marry and it turned out to be the person that I am engaged to right now. I've had nerves and I've had instances where I don't feel confident about the game I'm going to play but the only way to beat that is to have safe thoughts recently it has been only my son and my fiance but now I've got more things to think about than the usual soccer game and a performance that I have to put on. This is one of those days when I am not supposed to put on a performance because if I couldn't performance they are going to pick it up and if I act all weird they are still going to pick it up so the only thing to do is to act normal around both men who are
