Chapter 255

Chapter 255

Elli

As far as weekends go this has been the most weirdest and upsetting.  It was weird in the sense that; for the first time in a long time I felt that I was sleeping next to a stranger and not the man I loved. I spent the rest of the weekend recovering from what had happened the day before which wasn't nice. There's a difference between knowing where you are emotionally and not knowing wants to feel because someone made choices for you that you were supposed to make for yourself.

Max called me unfair for not telling him that I knew what was going on with regards to the racial profiling and the racial slurs he had been sent through his  social media and other forms of communication . I know that he's been having a difficult time with regards to putting out fires and I'm no stranger to putting out fires because in all honesty he is not the first guy I have dated out of the my colour line . From a young age has been told to look at source a