Chapter 125
Ellie
I looked at Cleo and she looked at me darting her eyes from side to side . An indication that she found ,what I told her mind blowing and not at all too strange. It was a connection between what was going on and how closely linked it was to Jeremiah style attack.
I started eating the cereal that was in my bowl and while I was eating I was thinking if everything that has happened to me up until this point wasn't a coincidence how genuine was my connection with Maxwell and how did I know that Max I wasn't being used as a tool to get to the Luca family.
My mind was running wild with endless possibilities of how and why Max and I ended up together, but I knew deep down in my heart that he loved me and I loved him. My grandfather regarded him as an adoptive grandchild. He was part of the family and we all loved I'm
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Chapter 127EllieWhen Cleo came through she look like she was about to cry. I have a habit of freaking out. This time I wanted to take a deep breath and actually listen to what cleo had to say. I looked at Cleo and she looked at me with sad eyes something didn't feel right, I promised Max that we would both have a conversation this evening before I went to bed. I kept the communication lines open so that ; he wouldn't feel alone alone and feel like I have neglected or abandoned him. We are going to be parents after all and I cannot wait to start the new chapter of our lives .Daniel looks at Cleo and she looked sad ."I don't know anything about the first person he was badly injured so they are keeping his identity classified for now."" wow if it's of any help Max said he was going to go out for lunch with them and he said that he would call me i
Chapter 128MaxThree weeks laterThe thing about being in hospitals is that you don't want to stay there for a long time, but when something happens and you're forced to stay there for a long time you get a lot of time to think reflect and decide where you want your life to go, and which direction you want to take.When I woke up from my dream I was feeling a bit out of sorts . I did have a dream that was sort of like a revelation, about the answers I needed to open the door to the root cause of what is really causing my nightmares. I've always had nightmares and I thought that they were normal from the time I met early till now, the nightmares have always been a part of me. Every person that I've dated new but my nightmares came with the package and they even love me with my nightmares and my demons,or they can leave me alone.Ellie is there only one who understands
Chapter 129MaxI can't stop thinking about my conversation with Raphael . If I was his age when I met Ellie and I grew up in the same neighborhood with her without knowing that she lived in the same street and she was in the hospital the same day I was admitted as a toddler then , I must have seen something as a child and every time I tried to access the memory I feel pain. So the memory need to remember associated with pain and seeing something that I shouldn't have seen at the age I was.I am so thankful for my family . I know I can't see them right now, but I will eventually see them in due time. I just need to focus on being well mentally and physically. My father had scheduled an appointed for me with Brent and he was going to be the first person I was seeing properly and talking to properly after I had the machines removed from me. I needed to clear my head and I needed to be calm because the next co
Chapter 130EllieI so miss Max . I'm capable of going long periods without being with someone if it was me who initiated The separation at first but in this case, separation and now I'm regretting everything. I was supposed to go back home on Monday but I had to go back on Wednesday.It's been 3 weeks since I came back home to find my boyfriend lying in a hospital bed hooked up on all sorts of different machines because he was involved in a fire accident that happened at a popular restaurant that was supposed to be safe for everyone else. Part of me feels like this was a setup and somebody knew where he was going to be and what time Max was going to be there because stuff like that doesn't just happen. Having been a victim of stage attacks . I have reason to believe that the fire and the explosions were planned.The last time I talked to Max;
Chapter 131EllieWhen I looked at Brent I saw that he wanted to better understand what had happened on the day everything went wrong. I'm still in shock I can't believe what happened happened.Part of me still feels like it's a dream but deep down in my heart I know that it's not a dream, the people that I regarded as family and had helped, throughout so many difficult situations; have kicked me out disowned me, and claim that I was just someone wanted somewhere to belong and I belonged with them for a while but I am nothing to them now.I wouldn't usually cry if it was someone I care about but I forget about these people for practically half my life and I found love with their son .So at a point where I'm feeling like I don't know what to do I feel like everything that I've done was just for nothing, of course, my heart is broken, of course it's hurting
Chapter 132MaxI like Brent and I'm so sad that he is leaving today . I didn't know that he knew Ellie . When he told me that he knew her I thought to myself it's a small world after all. I didn't know that they hung out in the same circles but then again it's Ellie , so she hangs out in every circle she's always been versatile , even at school before the other girls got jealous of her, and started spreading lies . We had an inside joke when we were alone together . I called Ellie a versatile geek.I've been wondering why Ellie hadn't to come to visit me over the past few weeks it's been 2 months . 8 weeks is a very long time actually and she is carrying my child. Brent is on his way back to Johannesburg but before that I told him to go check up on Ellie and see if she was doing okay because it was unlike her to pull the radio silence card . I told him to call me when he landed in Johannesburg, and tel
Chapter 133MaxI took a deep breath calmed down and dialled Ellie's number again . I pressed the call button and waited for her to answer the call . She had to answer . I've bee cut off from the whole world and I don't know what is going on right now .All I know is that I was going to brunch with my family and for the first time in a while without Cleo because some thing went down while I was out cold from the injuries I had sustained in the fire . I didn't have a phone but I needed to talk to Ellie. Hence I ask my father to borrow me his.I changed the phone settings to private for the specific call, and Call her again and, so that she can pick up and let me explain myself. I know her too well and for her to just hang up on me when I tell her that it is me is cause for alarm. It was an indication that she was angry or mad and she was being passive aggressive . E
chapter 134EllieDaniel has always been a good friend he is there when you need him; he's got your back when you least expected and most of all he is dependable and when he loves you he loves you completely. His previous exes said that he was very controlling, his words not mine. Truth be told I think he's just misunderstood but he wants the best for everyone else including himself but, sometimes it comes off as being either too controlling or judgemental which is not his intention.As soon as I got the call from Maxwell I was happy and sad at the same time. I was happy because I was hearing his voice after a very very long time, it was like music to my ears. I flashed back to when he would whisper sweet words in my ear and tell me that he loves me and worships the ground I walk on. I then felt sad because the good flashbacks were accompanied by memories. I hung up the first time he called; because I was hurting and I was at work. I can'