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Chapter 128
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Max
Three weeks later
The thing about being in hospitals is that you don't want to stay there for a long time, but when something happens and you're forced to stay there for a long time you get a lot of time to think reflect and decide where you want your life to go, and which direction you want to take.
When I woke up from my dream I was feeling a bit out of sorts . I did have a dream that was sort of like a revelation, about the answers I needed to open the door to the root cause of what is really causing my nightmares. I've always had nightmares and I thought that they were normal from the time I met early till now, the nightmares have always been a part of me. Every person that I've dated new but my nightmares came with the package and they even love me with my nightmares and my demons,or they can leave me alone.
Ellie is there only one who understands
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