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10 : The cursed life
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2021-11-19 17:35:04Haya's POV
His touch felt like a curse to me then. My brain wasn't working anymore after the allegations by Rubel. I could bear everything but not this one. I had never come in contact with any other men when I was with him, nor before him. He was the first. However, I was so wrong about him. I was nothing but the worst creature on that earth.
How did I think that a man like him could be trustable who was cheating on his mate with me?
I was blind.
"Now, what's this new drama, Cinderella?", Aaron scowled at me, his brown eyes turned darker in shade.
"It's Haya", I shrugged off.
"Cinderella", he hushed, reaching close to my face as I again felt the familiar breath. I didn't mind the closeness until I realized something.
Why couldn't I be the only one? To anyone?
The thought of him being with plenty of girls made me realize that I was the same for him. I was roaming with him for the last 36 hours. With a guy like
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