Alessandra
Father is gone, as promised, he is meeting with Enzo Valenti but he has been gone way too long for my liking. It's two days since Enzo Valenti was in our home and Father let the first day go by hoping his anger would subside but I doubt it, Enzo Valenti looks like he is always pissed. Luna has been subjected to checkups with the family doctor to prove her fertility is viable and virginity intact. Mother heard me telling Luna it's hypocritical considering Sofia could be pregnant and that upset her. She subjected me to a few tests too, and the anger on her face when the doctor told her I tested negative for drugs and my hymen was intact could burn a hole through me. “Sasha bear, I don't want to marry that man.” “Why not? You think he's handsome.“ “Are you kidding me? He would eat me alive, Sasha.” she nearly yells, and I swear she trembles each time she mentions him but I'm not one to judge, he gives me the creeps. I ignore her, flipping the gossip magazines she brought to prove how bad Enzo Valenti is even to the outside world. Luna is right to fear him, I have never said more than three words to him despite him being engaged to Sofia for over two years. I do know he's cruel, calculating, and a sadist with an enormous ego but despite all his flaws that man has the face of a god, so handsome that if you're not careful you're be taken by his charm and delude yourself into thinking he is an angel. “Why isn't he back yet?” Luna slams my magazine shut. She's the one person I can truly call my own in this crazy house. I care for her, and I will protect her from evil like Enzo Valenti. “Maybe he is picking out your wedding dress.” I feign a gasp. “Alessandra,” she whines, pausing when the library door opens, revealing Father. Luna scrambles to leave, giving Father a nod when she passes him. My gaze lingers on his broken wrist, a warning from thee Enzo Valenti no doubt. “Sasha my dear.” Bile rises in my throat at the calm of his tone, the forced affection he is trying to portray. “I take it your meeting went well?” “No.” he strenuously sighs, taking Luna's seat. “He is a mad man, he broke my wrist and threatened to break the rest of me if I don't leave and when I don't deliver my end of the contract.” I nod, waiting for him to say more. Enzo fulfilled his end months ago thinking no mishaps would arise. “If I may?” “Yes, Sasha?” “What are you going to do?” “You marry him.” I what? The laugh I swallow down after his comment could shake this room. He can't seriously expect me to marry that ice-cold man or any warm man. I don't possess the capacity to be anyone's wife, I could be it but I'm not that kind of woman. Father knows too, that I'm only good for one thing, and kissing up to Satan's heir isn't one. “I know what you're thinking, Sasha but you have to do it. You can. Enzo has me cornered but you will marry him and spy on him so I can get my revenge on him.” “I have no desire to marry him but spy on him?” I frown. “Yes, consider this your last assignment from me. You will spy on him and report back to me, anything useful I want it. I want to ruin him.” “Is that why you're auctioning me for free?” “No, Sasha. Don't be difficult.” “I have no problem doing that to anyone else but this is Enzo, he will murder me and stick my corpse where the sun never touches. Father, there's a reason he's known as the devil in the whispers shared in our secret society.” “If you don't marry him, he will kill your sister. Is that what you want? Your mother can hardly tolerate you because of what you did. What I did, yes. I remember it's hard to forget the reasons your Mother hates looking at your face and yet she stares adoringly in that of your identical twin. This would be just another reason, it doesn't matter, right? When he sees how unconvinced I am, he probes further. “You owe me, Sasha. I didn't tell the family, they would eat you alive and Luna-” “I did it for her” I argue, knowing full well Luna would detest me if she knew what I did back then. “Maybe if I marry Luna off to De Mario, I can pay Valenti back. But that only solves less than half the matter, he will be an enemy.” He goes on and on about his solutions but I am stuck at marrying off Luna to despicable men, offering her and Reina as mistresses. They're too innocent, I never did have any innocence so I best protect theirs. “Fine.” “What?” Father's face lights up, a familiar pride in his face. That's all he has ever felt for me, pride. “I will marry him, but you have to leave Luna alone.” "Yes, yes. Oh, you've made meso happy.” “Don't smile, he might just kill me.” I nearly whisper, knowing damn well nobody but Luna would mourn me simply because I existed. “You're perfect Sasha, he will not suspect a thing. I trained you to be the best weapon and he will never see you coming. I'll punish him for threatening your idiot sister and taking you away.” “what about my work?” “You will continue, it may come in handy more so than ever.” My face drops in my hands and I sigh. “I can't believe I'm marrying a monster.” “Oh, you're no Angel, Sasha.” Father laughs, “But that's our winning hand, you know he's the devil incarnate but he doesn't know about you, you're my prodigy darling and this is your time to shine.” “What if he catches me?” His response is instant and confident. “He won't, you're too good.” He's right, I am. But this is Enzo Valenti, he is too thorough, too smart, strategic, and altogether murderous. Hey, I guess we have that last one in common. “What happens to the original bride?” “She will not bring bastard children into this world. The Yakuza demon used her to get to Valenti and now she's damaged goods, he doesn't want her.” Ouch. That must hurt, Sofia is too soft for that and I just might have to pay that man a visit. “Don't worry, I'll marry her off soon but her dreams of high status are dead.” “Let her marry outside our world, nobody outside the society will know. After all, we're just a rich family owning an export and oil business.” “Even in the outside world the Valenti run things.” he snarls with contempt. “You know, Their net worth has too many zeroes, they don't know what to call it yet.” “Soon, you'll catch up to them. If I do well will mother forgive me?” “I don't care, I mean it doesn't matter what she thinks, I matter. Your grandfather matters. Pakhan will be so proud of his Italian princess.” he rises, petting me on the head. “My Lolita.”Alessandra I stare at myself in the mirror, ignoring all the crying Luna has activated since seeing me in my wedding dress. Mother didn't help me at all, she didn't even fake interest when the makeup artist asked her if she wanted to stay. Reina stayed, but she's just somewhere around the house. My brothers and their wives will meet us at the ceremony, father is somewhere cussing out my grandfather because he couldn't attend the wedding when Sofia was the bride but the moment I'm swapped with Sofia, he's free and demanding to walk me down the aisle. If anything, I prefer my grandfather because he loves me in every way his daughter can't. I have a special bond with him, he named me when my parents introduced him to Sofia and my mother couldn't care less what I was called. I'm named after his late wife, my mother has hated the idea because I don't deserve the name and I'm only half Russian. “Who do you think will win the fight?” “Fight?" I frown, happy she's no longer sobbing
Enzo I'm a married Man, Alessandra Romano stood in front of the alter beside me and vowed to be my wife. My least favorite part is that she vowed til death do us part, it's cute that she thinks she can escape me by dying. If I'm the one to go first, I will haunt her until she joins me but if she goes first I will follow right behind her because nothing can save her now. There was a time this morning when I assumed she wasn't coming, she was over twenty minutes late for our ceremony, and I was ready to shoot down the entire Romano lineage then tie Alessandra up and force her to marry me. There's no two ways about it, I wanted Alessandra and now I've got her, she's all mine and she's never escaping me. Most of our guests are shocked to see Don Romano has twin daughters or that they've never met Alessandra. He paraded Sofia and kept Alessandra well hidden but not enough because I saw her, and now I've stolen her away. My family never did like Sofia and so they are over the moon w
Alessandra The wedding ceremony ended quickly, as soon as Dedushka left, Enzo let his family know he was ready to leave. We are spending our first night together at his parent's house, as per tradition, stupid tradition if I might add, they expect to find our wedding sheet spread on our door, decorated with my virginal blood staining it. I'm not sleeping with Enzo, that's one thing I've convinced myself of all the while when I was being dolled up a second time just so I look pretty for him when he fucks me. But, that seems like ages ago, now Enzo stands at a safe distance, speaking to someone about a shipment. I listen attentively but I hear nothing over the sound of my heart pounding. The smell of roses is suffocating me, I never did like flowers, they remind me of funerals and phoney congratulations. I watch as Enzo begins to loosen his tie, his jacket is next, he tosses it away and instantly I feel myself shaking. I've been waiting a long time to find something that can trigg
We both stare, for what feels like eternity until Enzo breaks the silence. “Nobody would believe I touched you if you left the room looking so...” he trails off. “Pure, and unmarked atleast not my cousin.” Oh. “Okay.” I nod, mentally kicking myself for getting wet over a strategy. Still, it reminds me to stay clear of his touch, I can't afford to lose myself again over something that stupid. “You take the bed, I'll sleep over there.” Good, fine by me. I was definitely not looking forward to sleeping next to him or with him so this is perfect. I have trouble sleeping at night but as soon as I get into the bed, I close my eyes and play dead—I mean sleep. Enzo works on his phone the entire time, and I keep stealing glances at him. I've never seen seem his shirtless, but my sister would fawn over how great he looked in a swimsuit when she was still obsessed with him. I've only ever seen Enzo in suits, it's all he wears and now he's shirtless in the same room as me? Ugh, how will I
She shrugs, “My mistake.” I nod, I've got more time to play cat and mouse with her in our home, she can rest for now.“You can pick out anything from the wardrobe, I bought a few clothes from my sister's collection.” I tell her, gesturing to the closet. Alessandra watches me silently, her gaze finding the closet but it quickly snaps back in my direction, an unspoken query in them. My wife continues to wound me with her assumptions, it'd be a shame if she let them rule her opinions of me. “They not for Sofia never were.” I clarify. Her response is quick, a lie. “I wouldn't mind.” “I would.” I counter, knowing she too minds. I saw the way her nose scrunched up in disgust before she reset her face to factory settings. I'd never make her wear anything that was made for my convenient fiancé, hell I never personally picked her a damn thing but for Alessandra, I went to my sister's boutique and hand-picked most of her items. Gianna never liked Sofia, so having her wear her unreleas
“You believed me, that your funeral.” he snorts, reclining in the seat. Alessandra laughs, it's low and muffled but I can tell you right now it's top five of my favourite sounds. She stops herself before I can memorize her laugh and the idiot in our car jots up, I can't see him but I know he's smiling big. “Oh, my God. Did I just make our wife laugh?” “She's not your wife," I grumble, my hand gripping the steering wheel tighter. “Get back in your damn seat before I throw you out the window and one of the guards can pick you up.” “Why can't I speak freely, cousin?” he feigns emotion, lowering his voice but we both know he feels nothing. He merely mimics the emotions of those around him, which is why he's my best friend and right hand. “You hear that, Alessandra. Your husband treats me so badly, please adopt me as your cousin from now on.” “A-Adopt you?” Alessandra stutters, finally veering to the backseat. “I thought you came as my unspoken plus one when I got married to Enzo
Alessandra The car ride to his house was overly quiet with Alessio gone I always knew these two were chatty because I'd catch them talking in discretion more than often and even from afar it didn't look like work. Of course, they made it seem so but I could read into it, deeper than anyone. His home is a fairly far ride from his father's yet a tad closer to mine. I take a quick sweep of the surroundings without alerting him so much. We came with four guards, and the house seems to have about thirteen guarding it, with multiple surveillance cameras. Inside, two people rush to greet him. “Mr Valenti, welcome home.” they both bow to him, already treating him like he's Capo dei capi. “This is Vanessa, our chief maid, Lorenzo is in charge of security here at home,” he tells me. “Hello.” I wave, keeping to Enzo's side. “Come,” Enzo calls. I nod to his workers and follow him through the first floor, he gives me a tour of the rooms. Most rooms we just look at, his workers reside h
Alessandra There's something in the air tonight, something bitting and cold like the empty space where my heart should be. I went from carving a masterpiece for my collection to rushing to a family dinner. I'm late, but nobody notices me most of the time, I'm practically invisible wherever I am. I'm the darkness that shadows your nightmare while my sister Sofia on the other hand is the opposite. She's summer wrapped in a thousand rainbows which makes sense to me that she gets all the good stuff, i.e. our parent's soft nurturing while I get tossed to the side where no one is looking. But father notices me, he always does and I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing yet but the blemishes on my soul tell me different. I swallow the bitter test of memories and daddy issues as I walk downstairs to my father's office, where hushed noises emit. We are having dinner with the Valenti family, our last dinner together before their son marries my sister. Uninterested in the negoti
Alessandra The car ride to his house was overly quiet with Alessio gone I always knew these two were chatty because I'd catch them talking in discretion more than often and even from afar it didn't look like work. Of course, they made it seem so but I could read into it, deeper than anyone. His home is a fairly far ride from his father's yet a tad closer to mine. I take a quick sweep of the surroundings without alerting him so much. We came with four guards, and the house seems to have about thirteen guarding it, with multiple surveillance cameras. Inside, two people rush to greet him. “Mr Valenti, welcome home.” they both bow to him, already treating him like he's Capo dei capi. “This is Vanessa, our chief maid, Lorenzo is in charge of security here at home,” he tells me. “Hello.” I wave, keeping to Enzo's side. “Come,” Enzo calls. I nod to his workers and follow him through the first floor, he gives me a tour of the rooms. Most rooms we just look at, his workers reside h
“You believed me, that your funeral.” he snorts, reclining in the seat. Alessandra laughs, it's low and muffled but I can tell you right now it's top five of my favourite sounds. She stops herself before I can memorize her laugh and the idiot in our car jots up, I can't see him but I know he's smiling big. “Oh, my God. Did I just make our wife laugh?” “She's not your wife," I grumble, my hand gripping the steering wheel tighter. “Get back in your damn seat before I throw you out the window and one of the guards can pick you up.” “Why can't I speak freely, cousin?” he feigns emotion, lowering his voice but we both know he feels nothing. He merely mimics the emotions of those around him, which is why he's my best friend and right hand. “You hear that, Alessandra. Your husband treats me so badly, please adopt me as your cousin from now on.” “A-Adopt you?” Alessandra stutters, finally veering to the backseat. “I thought you came as my unspoken plus one when I got married to Enzo
She shrugs, “My mistake.” I nod, I've got more time to play cat and mouse with her in our home, she can rest for now.“You can pick out anything from the wardrobe, I bought a few clothes from my sister's collection.” I tell her, gesturing to the closet. Alessandra watches me silently, her gaze finding the closet but it quickly snaps back in my direction, an unspoken query in them. My wife continues to wound me with her assumptions, it'd be a shame if she let them rule her opinions of me. “They not for Sofia never were.” I clarify. Her response is quick, a lie. “I wouldn't mind.” “I would.” I counter, knowing she too minds. I saw the way her nose scrunched up in disgust before she reset her face to factory settings. I'd never make her wear anything that was made for my convenient fiancé, hell I never personally picked her a damn thing but for Alessandra, I went to my sister's boutique and hand-picked most of her items. Gianna never liked Sofia, so having her wear her unreleas
We both stare, for what feels like eternity until Enzo breaks the silence. “Nobody would believe I touched you if you left the room looking so...” he trails off. “Pure, and unmarked atleast not my cousin.” Oh. “Okay.” I nod, mentally kicking myself for getting wet over a strategy. Still, it reminds me to stay clear of his touch, I can't afford to lose myself again over something that stupid. “You take the bed, I'll sleep over there.” Good, fine by me. I was definitely not looking forward to sleeping next to him or with him so this is perfect. I have trouble sleeping at night but as soon as I get into the bed, I close my eyes and play dead—I mean sleep. Enzo works on his phone the entire time, and I keep stealing glances at him. I've never seen seem his shirtless, but my sister would fawn over how great he looked in a swimsuit when she was still obsessed with him. I've only ever seen Enzo in suits, it's all he wears and now he's shirtless in the same room as me? Ugh, how will I
Alessandra The wedding ceremony ended quickly, as soon as Dedushka left, Enzo let his family know he was ready to leave. We are spending our first night together at his parent's house, as per tradition, stupid tradition if I might add, they expect to find our wedding sheet spread on our door, decorated with my virginal blood staining it. I'm not sleeping with Enzo, that's one thing I've convinced myself of all the while when I was being dolled up a second time just so I look pretty for him when he fucks me. But, that seems like ages ago, now Enzo stands at a safe distance, speaking to someone about a shipment. I listen attentively but I hear nothing over the sound of my heart pounding. The smell of roses is suffocating me, I never did like flowers, they remind me of funerals and phoney congratulations. I watch as Enzo begins to loosen his tie, his jacket is next, he tosses it away and instantly I feel myself shaking. I've been waiting a long time to find something that can trigg
Enzo I'm a married Man, Alessandra Romano stood in front of the alter beside me and vowed to be my wife. My least favorite part is that she vowed til death do us part, it's cute that she thinks she can escape me by dying. If I'm the one to go first, I will haunt her until she joins me but if she goes first I will follow right behind her because nothing can save her now. There was a time this morning when I assumed she wasn't coming, she was over twenty minutes late for our ceremony, and I was ready to shoot down the entire Romano lineage then tie Alessandra up and force her to marry me. There's no two ways about it, I wanted Alessandra and now I've got her, she's all mine and she's never escaping me. Most of our guests are shocked to see Don Romano has twin daughters or that they've never met Alessandra. He paraded Sofia and kept Alessandra well hidden but not enough because I saw her, and now I've stolen her away. My family never did like Sofia and so they are over the moon w
Alessandra I stare at myself in the mirror, ignoring all the crying Luna has activated since seeing me in my wedding dress. Mother didn't help me at all, she didn't even fake interest when the makeup artist asked her if she wanted to stay. Reina stayed, but she's just somewhere around the house. My brothers and their wives will meet us at the ceremony, father is somewhere cussing out my grandfather because he couldn't attend the wedding when Sofia was the bride but the moment I'm swapped with Sofia, he's free and demanding to walk me down the aisle. If anything, I prefer my grandfather because he loves me in every way his daughter can't. I have a special bond with him, he named me when my parents introduced him to Sofia and my mother couldn't care less what I was called. I'm named after his late wife, my mother has hated the idea because I don't deserve the name and I'm only half Russian. “Who do you think will win the fight?” “Fight?" I frown, happy she's no longer sobbing
Alessandra Father is gone, as promised, he is meeting with Enzo Valenti but he has been gone way too long for my liking. It's two days since Enzo Valenti was in our home and Father let the first day go by hoping his anger would subside but I doubt it, Enzo Valenti looks like he is always pissed. Luna has been subjected to checkups with the family doctor to prove her fertility is viable and virginity intact. Mother heard me telling Luna it's hypocritical considering Sofia could be pregnant and that upset her. She subjected me to a few tests too, and the anger on her face when the doctor told her I tested negative for drugs and my hymen was intact could burn a hole through me. “Sasha bear, I don't want to marry that man.” “Why not? You think he's handsome.“ “Are you kidding me? He would eat me alive, Sasha.” she nearly yells, and I swear she trembles each time she mentions him but I'm not one to judge, he gives me the creeps. I ignore her, flipping the gossip magazines she bro
My eyes cut to my Father, despite the chaos brewing inside me I remain calm and poised. I tap my class with crossed fingers to let him know today's mission was a success. “Sasha?” My mother snorts, “You don't want her. I know they're identical but Sasha is where you draw the line, she isn't fit to be Capo's wife, she-” “Everything will proceed as planned, she looks like the initial bride so nobody will suspect any foul play. You get to keep your facade of a virtuous family and I get my bride.” “Take Luna.” My Father offers, and when I turn to find her, she's gone wide-eyed with fear. “I want your other daughter, and in five days you will hand her to me and pray my anger simmers down enough to not break your bones.” “You can't have Sasha, I'm sorry.” “You don't tell me what I can't have Don Romano, much less after you screwed me over. I'll hang your daughter's head on my door as payment for disloyalty on your end.” And with that, he exits, with his family following behind