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Chapter-01

Author: Nila
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Damien’s P.OV.

“Alpha, Luna Rose is taking her last breath,” Peter said, running into my office.

He was panting as he must have run from the other wing of the mansion to reach my office.

I kept my specs on my desk, removing them from my eyes, and looked at him with a dissatisfied gaze.

I was doing some important work which concerned my pack and I have already ordered him to not disturb me for an hour.

So my mood became sour when he defied my order.

He can be my beta and childhood best friend, but I hate disrespect and especially when it comes from my close people.

“Did you think I will care?” I asked, and got up from my chair.

I rounded the table and walked toward him in a slow step.

Looking at my face, he understood he has irked me and he bowed his face, showing his submission.

“No, I don’t,” I said confidently, walking to his private space.

He is my beta for a long time and it irked me a lot when he doesn’t understand what makes me angry.

“But what I care about is my beta who knows me for a long time, often forgets what I order him to do,” I said with my alpha tone and a shiver ran through his body.

I am not a ruthless person.

At least I don’t think so.

But when I see fear in people’s faces when I intimidate them that gives me a different type of bliss.

The bliss of which makes me feel the power I have over people like I was getting while making peter shiver at that time.

I am the Alpha and they should know that they will live as long as I want them to.

I don’t kill them when I get angry; I hate blood.

But I make their life so hard that they wish to die.

“I… I am sorry Alpha. But I thought you would want to know the situation of your mate.” he said and his word pinches me like a needle.

Mate, this word has been always important to me.

But I don’t know why the most powerful Alpha of the world still didn’t get the blessing.

“She is not my mate.” I roared, and he shivered again.

“How many times I will have to remind you? She is not my mate and neither are the previous two. They were just my Luna whom I chose for the future of my pack.” I said in a yelling tone.

My Wolf was growling inside in rage and he wanted to rip him apart, thinking he compared that worthless woman with our mate.

My wolf, Chaos, has always expressed his dissatisfaction about the matter of taking a chosen mate.

They were never my mate and they can’t be ever.

I just made them my Luna because the pack needs an heir and I wanted my pup so that I can train him as an Alpha.

But these useless women couldn’t even provide me with that.

Neither did they help me all these years to rule my pack and make their life worth it.

They were only eating my hard earn money and making my pack bear their useless demand

I needed no one as I am single-handedly doing all the work for the last few years.

But why would I care for them if they couldn’t even fulfill my wish of giving my pack an heir?

It’s not rare for werewolves to produce without their mate.

So why I am not getting the blessing?

Why destiny is not ready to give me any happiness?

I may be ruthless, but I have never done wrong for my pack.

What I have done in my life all of that was to strengthen my pack and make the life of my pack member better.

But why I was having all the wrath of God and the pack was getting the grace?

I still don’t know when I will be blessed with my pup and there is no way Rose can give me one when this stupid lady is responsible for taking her own life.

I have taken three chosen mates.

But nobody was worth it.

How long I will have to wait I don’t know.

“Get lost from here. And don’t call me even if it is her funeral.” I said in a dismissive tone.

If she wanted to die, who am I to stop her? She can go to hell and I won’t even flinch.

My wolf agreed with me and a growl come out from me which sacred peter

He left my office stumbling and I walk back to my chair to finish my work.

I sat and lean back tiredly and rub my forehead to ease down the pain.

This was the third time my Luna was dying and I know I can’t save them.

There was a prophecy, Alpha of our pack never can take a chosen mate and I was unaware of this before I married my second Luna.

I didn’t want to take one as my chosen mate, though.

But when I reached the age of twenty and I couldn’t find my mate I had to take one because of the constant pestering of people.

I wanted to wait for my mate before losing my virginity, but with time I lost hope as she was nowhere to be found.

I am not like those man-whore types of males who sleep around with girls.

Yes, I slept with girls to satiate my sexual hunger when I couldn’t find her, but not regularly.

And after I have taken them as my Luna I never cheated on them because though they were not my mate, I didn’t want them to cause pain.

But my first mate died in a year, Though I tried my best to save her.

But it was of no use, as her disease was a rare type.

No doctor around the world could find out about her disease, and she lost her life slowly.

I took my second Luna after the death of my first Luna and she didn’t last for longer too.

Three years back I took Rose as my Luna as I wanted to conquer their pack.

I defeated her father who was alpha at that time.

Rose was his only daughter, and he wanted to secure her future, so he offered, or you can say begged me to take her as my luna.

I didn’t want her also suffer from the same curse so I informed them about Prophecy.

I thought after knowing what happened to my previous Luna he will back off.

But they didn’t.

Rose was a beautiful lady, and I was good with her

But we never clicked.

I have always craved my mate and she couldn’t be pregnant even though we were together for three years.

But with time, I start to repulse her, and she went into depression.

I thought she wouldn’t have the same fate as others, but this stupid girl committed suicide a few months back.

She wanted me as her lover, but I didn’t want to fake something which was not in me.

The suicide cost her too much blood loss, and her heart condition worsened drastically.

And I think it won’t be long before she would leave me too.

I know she was still hoping I would love her even if I do it out of pity.

But I can’t give her hope that is a lie.

My heart can never beat for someone other than my mate.

She should leave this world knowing we were never meant to be.

My train of thought halted after hearing a knock on the door.

I looked up, and Peter was again standing with a scared face.

“What happened?” I asked in an emotionless tone.

“Alpha Luna is expecting your presence in her room. She said she wants to meet you for the last time. After that, she won’t bother you.” He passed the message sadly and this time my heart melt.

I know he is still scared, but he wanted to make her wish fulfilled. Peter is feeling bad for her.

I was too, but I am alpha and I can’t be weak. I have to remain strong for my pack.

“She knows, I don’t love her. Then why pestering?” I asked annoyed.

I don’t like a farewell.

Neither I want to be with someone who makes me remember my misfortune.

“Alpha, it’s her last wish. Can you just meet her for the last time? For once?” He said in a pleading tone.

He was standing there and waiting for my decision.

I didn’t want to, but what will I gain by refusing to grant the last wish of a deadly sick person?

She knew I could never give her place in my heart.

So when she was pestering me so much I thought of giving her this last escape.

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