Damien’s P.O.V.
It has been a month since Rose left our life.
I thought I wouldn’t be affected.
But her last words left a deep impact on my sanity.
How couldn’t I notice she loved me so much?
When she died, I was feeling guilty about her.
But there was not an ounce of love.
I was just regretting taking her as my mate and ruining her life.
I was so lost in my sadness that I couldn’t realize that she was suffering, too.
I wanted to provide her with a place where she can live happily and peacefully.
But I didn’t know this palace became a cage for her and she wanted her freedom.
I was happy that she got her peace.
But I feel guilty thinking about how I am the reason for her suffering.
Her last word still rings in my ear.
“But I hope this time you find your other part of the soul. Your mate.”
How could someone love another person with so much
When I got in my car and Peter started the car and we drove away from his pack, leaving my mate with that asshole.My wolf came to the surface and started to yell at me.“How could you leave her alone? She needs us. She needed to be protected.” My wolf, Chaos, was angry. He wanted to protect her keep her close and comfort her.Leaving her with someone else was making him unsettled.He was constantly complaining in my head, and that was causing me a headache.“Shut up.” I berated him and he whimpered sadly.I rarely become angry with him because most of the time he acts calmly.But today he was not thinking as I think.We can’t act on impulse today.This matter is complicated.“Do you want our mate to hate us?” I asked, and he shook his head.He was scared because I scolded him so loudly, but he was not thinking sanely about what I could do.“Have you not noticed how his word was making her submit to him? He has something in his hand which was making our mate helpless. He was using her
Lilia’s P.O.V.The next morning when I woke up the sun was shining brightly.I look at the clock, and it was hitting twelve.I become shocked thinking I slept till noon.I tried to get up, but I hiss in pain.My whole body was sore as I was sleeping on the floor and my feet were paining as I left my wound untreated.My head was also aching badly.And I was feeling dizzy too.I had nothing after lunch on the last day, so maybe that’s why I was feeling weak.I got up and knock on the door to take a chance, but like last night no one bothered to open it.I thought Ezekiel’s anger must have calmed down after the passing night.But when I remember how angry he wasThe room was a disaster, so I slowly got up and walked toward the bed.Though I didn’t want to share the bed that Ezekiel used my body was retaliating.I needed to lie down before I fall unconscious againSo I walked toward the bed and lean on the headboard tiredly.A few minutes later, someone opened the door, and a maid entered
I was so scared that I didn’t know what to do.My wolf Selena came forward and gave me the most needed strength.“Lilia, we can’t lose today. Chaos has told me to stay put. He would come to take us.” Selena said.Chaos was Damien’s wolf.I have heard from Selena how lovesick she was when chaos talked with her and how she wanted to be with him.I don’t know about Damien, but if Chaos has promised Selena, he would surely come.I can’t get weak and fail our mate.I desperately wanted to get away from him, so my instinct kicked in.I bent my leg and hit him with my knee where the sun doesn’t shine.His face contorted in pain, and his hand also got loose on mine, giving me a way to escape.I knew this is the moment I need to act sensibly.I pushed him with all my might and get off the bed, making as much distance from him as possible.But before I could reach the door, he held my leg and pulled me down.I fell on my face and hit my forehead on the table which was kept there.My head was bl
Damien’s P.O.V.It was noon, and I was standing here in front of the pack house of the Rocky Hill pack.Yes, I am here to meet Lilia’s dad and discuss something important.I know he is alpha here, but all pack decisions must have to approve by Ezekiel according to their deal.I know though he was dealing with this disrespectful position out of desperation it was better for him to agree to this than live a life like an omega.He is alpha by name and I am sure he would be keen to free himself from this problem and gain control of his pack.And I would be delighted to give him a chance to fulfill his wish. After all, I am his soon-to-be son-in-law. Don’t miss the sarcasm in my words, though.He is the only thing that is stopping my mate to come running into my arms and accepting me as her mate. And he is also the reason for my mate’s misfortune.Though this matter will benefit him a lot, I was not happy to give him this satisfaction.But I wanted to make sure nothing can force my mate to
When we got in the car and peter started to drive, I closed my eyes as I wanted to relax for a bit.My mate’s face was disturbing me constantly as I was worried for her.This one day was looking like an eternity, and my wolf was constantly on edge.I think Ezekiel must be giving her a hard time.I couldn’t expect something else from him, though.Peter’s curious voice made me open my eyes and look at him with an annoyed expression.“Alpha, do you think he would agree?” he asked, and I laughed mockingly.“You think I want him to win the fight?” I asked back, and he looked at me confused.“But I thought…” He tried to say, and I cut him midway.“Don’t use your tiny brain in my work. You are not good at that. Do what you are good at. Take my orders and do them perfectly.” I said, and he shut up.But like always, he couldn’t keep his curious cat inside and disturb me again.“But why did we come here, then? We could challenge Alpha Ezekiel directly and take Luna with us,” he asked and I shak
Lilia’s P.O.V.I sat on the floor scared and pulled my leg close to my chest.I hid my face in my knees, and tears started to pull my eyes.I can’t again face him.I don’t want to lose my virginity to a monster.“Lilia, Open the door, baby.” I heard my mom’s voice and look up surprised.It was not Ezekiel.It was my mom who was knocking on the door. I sighed in relief.But why she is here?She didn’t join my Luna ceremony, and neither they would come with no reason here.Did Ezekiel call them? Was he planning to punish them? Or was there some other reason?Did they know what Ezekiel has done with me last night?“Lilia, are you OK? You are making mom worried.” She called again and I get up, wiping my face.I couldn’t hide here all my life.I needed to face the reality, go out and see what was the situation outside.I opened the door and peeked through it like a scared chicken.Mom was standing there alone worriedly.Noticing her standing alone, I opened the door and walk out.I looked
Damien’s P.O.V.When I thought this Ezekiel wouldn’t come out and I need to attack his pack, I noticed him coming out of his packhouse. His eyes were bloodshot and his drunken stupor was making me smirk.I didn’t know what should I call him, stupid or dumb.First, he didn’t have any chance to win against me and now he was thinking of coming here to this state.How could he come out so relaxed when his pack is on the verge of an attack?Did he really care about this pack?Whatever it was I was sure he don’t deserve to be an alpha, as he didn’t have any credibility.“So you decided to grace us with your presence? How fortunate we are!” I ask mockingly.But he didn’t reply.He just came and stand in front of me. I noticed his eyes were getting darker, which means his wolf was on the surface.He was already letting his wolf take control?“Don’t worry, I will twist his tail and shove it inside him,” Chaos said in my mind, and I smirk.“What do you want?” he asked angrily, and I scoff.“Goo
Lilia’s P.O.V.I was watching my mate’s fight, and he was winning perfectly, making Ezekiel taste his own medicine. How dare he break the rules and backstab him?But my father called me inside and though I didn’t want to leave I reluctantly walked inside to meet him.I clearly heard his voice and walked inside the mansion, but couldn’t find him.His voice was coming from a small room, and I followed his voice inside.But when I entered I smelt a pungent smell, and I was feeling dizzy.The room was dark, and I wanted to go out.Before I could realize what was happening, I lost consciousness.When I got up again I was in bed.This bed looked familiar, but it was not Ezekiel’s mansion as much as I remember.There was a splitting headache, and I was still feeling dizzy.But my fear didn’t let me rest.I wanted to find out where I was.The design of this mansion looked vintage like my house in Rocky Hill.I remember my room in Rocky Hill was the exact same layout and got up from bad hurrie
Damien opened my zipper slowly and my dress fell from my body and polled the floor.I wasn’t wearing any bra as I was wearing a dress with a fitted bra, so when he removed my dress, I was standing there only in my panties.He placed his hand over my mounds and squeezed them lightly, making me feel shy.I moaned and placed my hand over his but didn’t try to remove his hand only I placed my back over his clothed chest.Only his thin shirt was keeping us away from each other.I wanted to feel his warmth too, and maybe Damien had the same thought.Damien opened his button slowly and discard his shirt somewhere in the room.He pulled me close to him and the heat that was emitting from his chest and entering my body made me giddy.I was getting mushy in his hand, and my brain was getting hazy.He didn’t even touch me properly and my body wanted him everywhere.How could he have such an effect on my body?He caressed my mounds with his knuckle and when he touched my nipple; I moaned again.H
Lilia’s P.O.V.I had already made up my mind; I didn’t want to wait anymore for my mate.I knew a lot of hurdles would come our way when we would walk down this life, and there was this threat lurking over us.I knew the person who was giving me those letters had some ulterior motive and he would go to great lengths to achieve this.I didn’t know what was his problem with Damien, but I wouldn’t believe in hearsay and keep my mate away from me anymore.I have felt his care, his love for me.If I could believe in some rumors and end up doubting him, why I shouldn’t give him some benefit of the doubt and accept him?I wanted to believe what my heart was screaming from the first day and step ahead in this relationship.So, I arranged everything to make our night special.I also wanted to make him feel special, he should also get some benefits from how he was making me feel all these days.Maria helped me a lot with this, and when Damien entered the house and was freshening up, I arranged e
Damien’s P.O.V.I was busy all day, so I couldn’t meet Lilia. It’s not like I spend most of my time with her, but today Chaos was in a foul mood.He was going crazy to see his mate and inhale her scent.Though I also wanted to run toward her and take her in my arm and inhale her scent, I stay put to finish my work.Lilia and I have come a long way in our relationship and we are now getting comfortable with each other.Though we haven’t marked each other and sealed our bond yet, I didn’t want to rush.I can wait as long as she wants.This new project Lilia was working on was taking too much time for her.Though I wanted to help her, my work was keeping me busy.That’s why I worked all day so that I can keep myself free and help her.But I didn’t think my wolf’s anxiousness wasn’t his usual tantrum.He got a hunch, and he wanted to protect our mate.When I heard about Lilia’s accident, I was on the verge of collapsing.Every confidence in me run out of the window when I noticed her face
One month later,It’s been a month since I started the project to allot a separate home for pack members living in the servant quarter.I didn’t expect things will go so smoothly.Damien’s pack members were all organized, and I didn’t have to feel worried at any moment.People have chosen the design of their choice, and we started the construction as soon as possible and the work of construction was going in full swing.I was trying to help them as much as possible and if everything goes like this; I am sure this project would finish within two weeks and they can move to their home soon.I was excited about the progress, so I was thinking of visiting the site as I couldn’t see how much the work had progressed.There were a lot of things to handle indoors. I couldn’t go site seeing.So I was excited to see it.Damien has appointed a female beta for me though I have denied it many times. She was joining temporarily until Peter get his mate she will assist me.Though it was unnecessary,
When I woke up in the morning, Damien was not in the room.I looked at the clock, and it was nine in the morning.I have overslept.And I had some meetings to attend at ten.So I quickly got up and freshen up to go downstairs. I have a lot of work to do. My pack members are looking forward to me and I couldn’t enjoy my beauty sleep when I can make their life comfortable.Today we were going to discuss the design with the designers so that we can start construction next week. I know what I have started it needed a lot of hard work.But I want to do it for them.I knew Damien has said that he would help me.But I didn’t want to burden him with more work, as he was already busy.So I decided to handle everything all alone.When I went down, Marry serve me breakfast happily, and started to gulp them hurriedly.When I finished, I decided to get into my work.“Marry, can you call everyone in the meeting room?” I asked, and she nodded, smiling, and left to do her work.I left to meet Damien,
After that kiss in the meeting room, I was too embarrassed to face Damien. Though it was consensual, I couldn’t face him after that.Damien had to take care of his work, and I wanted to hide from him.So I returned to my room without giving him any chance to react.I have never been intimate with any person before this.I am not a saint, though.I know what happens between a man and a woman when they come close intimately. And what mates do to complete their bond in addition to marking each other.But thinking about what Damien wanted to do with me made me shy.All day, I kept myself locked inside my room.I didn’t even go out for lunch and dinner and when it was mealtime; I ordered the maid to bring my food here. Because I didn’t want to face him.I don’t know how I would face him when he came back.So my scared mind let me stay cooped up inside my room.My wolf had some other demand, though. She became so addicted to Damien’s closeness that she wanted to stay close to him.Moreover,
As Damien ordered all the staff of the pack house gathered in the meeting room. They were looking nervous as it wasn’t usual for them to get a call for any meeting unless it was a pack gathering.They were thinking if they have done something which enraged their Alpha. Though Damien never does something unfair, it won’t be surprising if they get punished.Damien was sitting on the head chair, and I was sitting beside him.But all of them were standing there though they have lots of places to seat.I took note that I would have to change all this. They should feel comfortable around us instead of feeling scared.Their respect should come from love, not from fear.“Why don’t you people take your seat?” I asked, and they look at Damien for his permission. He said nothing to interfere, but when he noticed they were waiting for his input, he took the initiative.“Your Luna is saying something. You don’t need my permission to listen to her orders.” He said, and I frown.It was not an order.
Lilia’s P.O.V.That day when Damien told me his story I was shocked.Then why does everyone call him a murderer when he had nothing to do with Luna’s death? And even if they blame him for the curse, it was the fault of the previous generation and he can’t be blamed for their mistakes.This question was killing me and I ask out thinking I would get my answer like every answer I was getting.“Then why do they call you a murderer?” I couldn’t help it.I desperately wanted to know what the reason was.When he was not involved in any of the death incidents, why do people say that? I can’t believe being an Alpha he did nothing to stop them if he is innocent.“When Maria died the words spread like fire, everyone talking about how my Lunas were dying because of the curse. They held me responsible for their death. Though I tried to explain to my people, when something is stuck in people’s hearts, you can hardly remove that. They only believe what they want to and nothing can change that even if
After six months of Maria’s death, I took Rose as my chosen Luna.Her dad was too adamant to make his daughter my mate.But I couldn’t forget how my selfishness killed two innocent people, I didn’t want to repeat that.That’s why I simply denied it.Though I was reluctant to take her as my Luna, Peter persuaded me finally after lots of effort.I was almost twenty-seven then, and I couldn’t get any mates even though I didn’t let them mark me.Though I had three Luna, I was sure my bond with my fated mate was intact. And because of my pack work, I was traveling almost every surrounding pack, even though I had some business with the human world.And this thing that I was not getting my mate even at that age was frustrating me. My uncle didn’t have any children, and I was the only child of my parents. I was not ready to hand over our legacy to someone else which I worked so hard to protect.So I was desperate to have a baby.My child who would take my throne after me, who would take care